[namelesspoett]

Introduction.

I’m here

With tainted hands

As I jot down

My bleeding heart

I apologize

There is no pulse here.

Here, take my shadow,

It’ll guide you around

If you linger a while,

Cracks crumble as you

Roam my apocalypse

Taking a peep

Of my chaos,

Leaving with crimson

Falling from your eyes

[luvzcali]

𝘾𝙖𝙜𝙚𝙙₊˚ʚᗢ₊˚✧ﾟ.

They kept me in a cage like a bird

I felt more free in school than i ever did in my own home

I don't want to be disrespectful so I stayed silent

I just wanted to grow, why won't they let me?

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Wanting to escape

They nailed my wings

Holding the hammer

They decided my life

By stapling my dreams far enough

I couldn’t fly towards it.

There I was, chained to a cage

I called home.

- if only they letted me outstretch my broken wings

[namelesspoett]

Poem.

Seasons change

You bloom even more

Beautifully every time

Like a dandelion, you’re everywhere

Yet, I cannot grasp all of you without

A bouquet at hand

And a promise across my heart

That every petal drifted away

As the night sky

Is nurtured by stars

You embrace my soul

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Trying out new style.

They’re fighting again

Rustic taste of hatred

They’re shouting louder

At each other's throats

Yet the mind

Always wins

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Sun.

Sun you are,

Something I could never be.

Shining even through dark days

Bringing light to those who seek.

Allowing a whole world,

To grow in your warm embrace.

You smile to those who can’t.

You never change.

You’re perfect,

My love.

[namelesspoett]

New year new poem

A song I always reminisce

Your the lyrics in my head

I cannot stop mumbling about.

Your laugh is my favorite instrument.

Your voice shuffles away

All my worries

Just to dance

To my favorite song

Called

You.

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Two.

Two hearts,

But no part can be

One.

Two minds,

Though they think

Of other worlds instead

Of theirs.

Two twisted souls,

Yet, one is not

In the knot.

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Unnamed.

I have everything under control

The scars in my heart have healed

The holes are now fully stitched

My body knows its routine

Yet I’m left behind,

Am I dead?

If I am, then why do I still feel gnawing pain

In my soulless chest

[namelesspoett]

Unnamed.

I have given pieces of my heart

To the dead.

They drink and drink

Till they’ve snatched my soul

They leave with their bellies full

And left me with nothing but

Envy for the rotten living

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I cry.

I cry,

For my storms

Don’t taint

Others gardens

I cry,

What my words

Cannot explain

I cry,

For the broken pieces in me

Can’t sharpen and cause me

To bleed further

[namelesspoett]

What is my purpose?

I’ve watched every self-help video

Picked up hobbies

Wiped off stained memories

Yet I’m left as a bare canvas,

What is my purpose?

If I still don’t feel happy

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Flames licking, my charred heart

My mind inhales the bitter fumes

As the kindling of wood,

I have been.

Engulfed

By the blood

I’ve come to trust.

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Unnamed.

Driving to the public

I shift my mind to automatic

Smile, laugh, and be happy.

Easing the petal, I take the exit.

Days worth of gas

I’m empty.

I can’t outrun my storms

Any longer

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Taking a plane,

Ingraining this town's name toward the sky

For the clouds

Don’t chase my journey

Landing on fresh ground

Others believed in the same delusion

Till their mind is back to the place

They long left.

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Healing.

Not bandaging,

A broken soul

Is healing

Putting to rest,

A haunting past

Is healing

Healing is,

Sprouting a petal

Even when others

Strike their thunder

To ruin our healing

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Unnamed.

I thought

Pain would be

A chip to my stone heart.

Our buildings shaped us

Till I found a missing piece

As the sound of crumbling

Of our love

Gave out

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Home.

Home,

Hasn’t reached 

My vacant heart.

Rents due

And I can’t sum up

Comfort to call,

A place home

 

As thunder strikes

It doesn’t fall,

from my eyes

For I am safe.

My soul has found rest,

For I am finally

Home