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Hi guys I’m back ?

the only one who gets it and has ever gotten it and will ever get it is marina diamandis circa 2010 when she released "oh no!"

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don't do love don't do friends i'm only after success don't need a relationship ill never soften my grip don't want cash don't want card want it fast want it hard don't need money don't need fame i just want to make a change i just wanna change i just wanna change i just wanna change i just wanna change i just wanna change i know exactly what i want and who i want to be i know exactly why i walk and talk like a machine i'm now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy oh oh no oh no oh no oh one track mind one track heart if i fail i'll fall apart maybe it is all a test cause i feel like i'm the worst so i always act like im the best if you are not very careful your possessions will possess you tv taught me how to feel now real life has no appeal it has no appeal it has no appeal it has no appeal it has no appeal it has no appeal i know exactly what i want and who i want to be i know exactly why i walk and talk like a machine im now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy oh oh no oh no oh no oh i'm gonna live i'm gonna fly i'm gonna fail i'm gonna die im gonna live i'm gonna fly i'm gonna fail gonna die die die die i know exactly what i want and who i want to be i know exactly why i walk and talk like a machine im now becoming my own self-fulfilled prophecy oh oh no oh no oh no oh la da da la da da la la la la la la la

#marina

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BROOKLYN NINE-NINE 2.10 The Pontiac Bandit Returns

#brooklyn nine nine

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I love to believe jackie was a closeted lesbian but the impressive performance she gave while having sex with travis throws me off

I mean sex with Travis was so many different things. It was a way to grasp back control, weaponising the fact she knew what Shauna had done but Shauna didn't know she knew. It was a way to force Shauna to face it in some way, by seeing Jackie play the role of Shauna, Travis Jeff, and Natalie Jackie. It was also a way to reconnect, by somehow experiencing what Shauna had experienced. When ghost Jackie says "so you could imagine being me", that rings just as true for Jackie sleeping with Travis as it does Shauna sleeping with Jeff. And you can tell that for Jackie its abt connecting with Shauna because why does she choose Shauna's bed? Why does it all so obviously center Shauna?

Lesbians can get off with men. Feel like as a lesbian whos slept with men I can say that pretty definitively. Its more about the experience feeling hollow or unfulfilling in some way. And we know Jackie felt unfufilled in some way by it because even though she seems to climax during, afterward she says 'so, that was sex' and just seems pretty underwhelmed by the whole thing. Yellowjackets even goes out of its way to show us Jackie wasn't physically attracted to Travis at the lake when Mari and Nat were checking him out. As an isolated thing that might mean nothing, but its clearly part of a wider narrative with Jackie.

Her throwing down the crown she'd made on the bed feels pretty symbolic, because shes relinquishing control in some way. She was trying to make everything perfect, as she says, but now shes letting go of that. I think thats why she's able to get off with Travis where she couldnt with Jeff. She was able to accept the imperfect circumstances and the fact she wasnt attracted to Travis and just let herself feel for once instead of putting on some kind of mask the way we see her do with Jeff in the pilot. Her attraction to either of them is kind of immaterial to it, because its about how her perspective has shifted.

And just in general, this story is in so many ways about repression. Whether its the repression of trauma, violent impulses, sexuality, etc, its different for all the characters. But I just can't read her as anything other than a repressed lesbian personally.

#yellowjackets