Misadventures Of The Misunderstood

All or nothing

[nanythegreat]

Sitting on the toilet. On my period. Listening to music that will continue to make me cry because it’s the only thing I have. Music has always been there when no one else was and continues to serve as my most trusted confidant during my most vulnerable times.

I cry for all that was. All that wasn’t. All that will never be. Mourning. Constant ebb and flow of life and I feel it all. I want to pour my soul on a canvas. In a photo. In literature…I have to get it out or I fear it will completely and utterly consume me.

No rest for the weary indeed.

[lone-nyctophile]

- Beau Taplin

[remanence-of-love]

[fxlthyangxl-deactivated20240122]

[heavyrain-dc]

“Today I forgive myself. Not just once. Again, and again, and again. As many times as it takes to find peace.”

— Unknown

[slowdec4y-deactivated20231011]

[the-inspiring-quotes]

[siir-poesia]

[quotemadness]

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

[the-inspiring-quotes]

[cancaodomar]

• Ross Buswell

[peacefulandcozy]

Instagram: coldoctober

[poemsonmars]

i love hearing your stories

about your friends

and their jokes

that make you laugh

so hard your sides hurt.

i love hearing that

they make you happy

because i want nothing more

than for you to be happy.

and i do mean that,

but i cannot help the envy

that rises in my throat

when i think of them

getting to watch you laugh,

of the pride they must feel

when their joke lands just right

and your nose crinkles

in that way that it does

and your eyes light up,

too bright to look away from

and too beautiful to want to try.

i am not jealous that they

get to make you laugh,

i want you to laugh

all day and every day

and as much as your heart desires,

but i am jealous of how close to you

they get to be when they do it.

i have to watch you laugh from afar

and though it is the sweetest

melody that i have ever heard,

i would give anything

to be able to reach out and

brush my fingers over the place

where your nose scrunches in pleasure,

to run my fingers over your lips

and feel the way your smile

curves underneath them,

to place my hand on your chest

and feel the vibration under it

as your body shakes out

all of the joy that

it cannot keep inside.

i want to feel your laughter.

i want to run my hands over it

and call it home.

-mars

[poemsonmars]

i need you

to know that

if it really

came down to it,

if it was between

her or anyone else

her or the rest

of the world

her or me

it would

still be

her

-mars

[poemsonmars]

i'll be here listening

to your favorite songs

and pretending that

they don't belong

to you in my heart

but everything belongs

to you in my heart

and the music is

just noise to me now

and i long for silence

almost as much as

i long for you

-mars

[slimbug]

Sex will never be enough for me to stick around.

I need my soul fed. Spiritual growth. Teach me. Enlighten me. Guide me. Talk to me. Love me.

Connect with me & understand me.

I make no apologies. 🌹

[ivorygods]

think of me when you see the moon.