𓈒 ໒꒰っ ̫ ಇ ⸝⸝꒱ა ୭ৎ some of my fav♡rite Naoya Zenin x Reader fics ! 🍰 ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡ disclaimer: this may not be for everyone since it contains noncon dubcon, incest etc. please comment/dm for removal , do not start drama. i am not trying to steal or impersonate anyone or anything. i just want to share. credits go all and only to the amazing writers. <3
- married off to naoya (ao3)
- brother naoya x reader sister (ao3)
- falling in love w naoya… (ao3)
- yandere naoya x reader (ao3)
- maid at the zenin clan (ao3)
- arranged marriage w naoya (ao3)
- changing naoya (ao3)
- k!dnapped by naoya (ao3)
- big sub reader x mean naoya (ao3)
- naoya using your feet (tumblr)
- brother naoya x reader sister (tumblr)
- naoya using his technique on you (tumblr)
- naoya eats you out, only to prove a point (tumblr)
- naoya thinks you should learn to shut up (tumblr)
- angry sex w husband naoya (tumblr)
- naoya takes your virginity (tumblr)
- degradation kink w naoya (tumblr)
- hate fucking husband naoya (tumblr)
- naoya loves using you whenever he wants (tumblr)
Summary: If you'd known that bleached-blonde prick was going to be the last thing you ever saw in the light of day, you probably would’ve spit in his drink while you still had the chance.
Warnings: Dub-con/Coerced consent, kidnapping, abusive relationship, misogyny, manipulation, degradation, Stockholm syndrome, imprisonment, severe mental health distress, forced pregnancy, child endangerment, DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT.
Author's Notes: Naoya basically is just a piece of shit to you the entire fic. I wrote this while I was very sleep-deprived.
If you'd known that bleached-blonde prick was going to be the last thing you ever saw in the light of day, you probably would’ve spit in his drink while you still had the chance.
Back then, your biggest worry was whether the late-night delivery truck would be on time.
You remembered the first time he walked into that cramped convenience store in the outskirts of town. It was 2:47 AM, three minutes past the point where you had mentally checked out of being a functional human being.
The convenience store — Konbini Plus in faded red kanji — sat at the intersection of two roads that, generously speaking, formed a crossroads. Your first impression of him was that he wore a traditional kimono that looked very expensive, which seemed out of place for a place with one security camera with a busted hinge.
Then, two weeks crawled by while he was on his "mission" (whatever that meant). Same fluorescent hell, same humming refrigerators, same bad pop music on rotation. He would show up at 2:00 AM, smelling of expensive cologne and something metallic you couldn't identify. He would lean on the counter and talk about things that made no sense of "Grade 1" rankings and the "pitiful weaklings" he had to deal with.
He’s genuinely insane, you’d tell yourself while restocking the cigarettes. He’s a high-functioning lunatic with a God complex. You treated his ramblings like white noise, answering his grandiose claims with "Cool" or "Is that all?"
Then, the mission ended. On his last night, he stood by the automatic doors, watching the rain blur the world outside.
"My father is calling me back," he said. "I have no business left in this dump."
"Safe travel," you muttered, feeling a genuine pang of relief. You grabbed a cloth to wipe down the counter, eager to return to your peaceful, lonely life.
He turned then. The playful arrogance was gone, replaced by something cold and predatory. He didn't move, yet somehow, the distance between you felt like it was disappearing. The lights overhead flickered, then died, leaving only the sickly blue glow of the exterior neon sign to wash over his face.
"Actually," he whispered, the automatic doors sliding open behind him with a robotic hiss. "I think I’ll take a souvenir with me."
That was the last time you saw the blue neon glow of the store. You didn't even hear him move—just a blur of gold and black, a sharp pinch at your neck, and around you falling into darkness.
_
When you finally woke from that forced sleep, the first thing you noticed was the smell. The room smelled of cedar and expensive incense, and God, you hated it. It was a sprawling, traditional suite within a secluded wing of the Zenin estate. Sliding shoji doors opened to a private rock garden where the raked sand was so perfect it looked frozen.
You scrambled to your feet, tripping over the hem of a silk robe you didn't remember putting on. You lunged for the exit, sliding the shoji door open so hard it nearly jumped the track. Every movement felt clumsy as the hem of the robe constantly caught under your heels. The garden outside was beautiful. You didn't see a guard.
But the moment your foot crossed the threshold, a wall of invisible, freezing pressure made your nose bleed. You couldn't see the Curtain Naoya had placed over the room; you only knew that the air itself seemed to hate you the moment you tried to leave.
The days that followed were a blur of silent, gray misery.
You saw servants occasionally, older women who brought you trays of exquisite food and silk kimonos. They didn't look at you or speak to you. When you begged them for help, they moved past you as if you were a piece of furniture he had recently purchased.
As the door slid shut, you grabbed the bowl of rice and hurled it at the wood. It shattered. The sound was small. Pathetic. Just like you.
By the third day, the bitter monologue in your head was a constant, screaming loop. You heard the guards outside the garden—their voices carrying over the wall.
"The young master’s new pet is a noisy one," one laughed.
"A non-sorcerer too," the other replied, his voice dripping with disdain. "But as long as he’s entertained, she’s his problem. Better than him taking his temper out on the servants."
The "mission" he’d been on finally had a name: exorcism. You learned the vocabulary of your prison through the hushed whispers of the guards. He’d spent those weeks at the convenience store hunting Curses, monstrous manifestations of human misery that you were biologically incapable of seeing.
As the sun began to dip below the eaves of the estate, casting long, predatory shadows across the tatami mats, the rage that had sustained you during the morning—the screaming, the door-kicking, the frantic clawing at the invisible barrier—began to curdle. Because you knew the sun going down meant he was coming back.
When the shoji door finally slid open, you didn't yell this time. You didn't throw anything. You just backed into the corner, your heart hammering a frantic, pathetic rhythm against your ribs.
"Still sulking?" he mused, clearly just spent the day training; his hair was swept back. He sat in the center of the room, pouring a cup of tea with agonizingly slow precision. "You should be pleased. I had the servants bring the finest Uji matcha. It’s a bit more refined than the sludge you served at that... what was it? Konbini Plus?"
"Please," you whispered. The word felt like ash in your mouth. You hated yourself for saying it, but the isolation was starting to break you. "Please, Naoya. I won't tell anyone. I’ll just... I’ll go back to the store. My family is probably calling the police by now. They’ll come looking for me."
"No one is looking for you," he’d reply. "I’ve made sure of that."
He reached out to tilt your chin up, his eyes searching yours for that spark of defiance he so enjoyed. "Come on, don't look so miserable. Most women would kill to live in a place this fine. You should be down on your knees thanking me for pulling you out of that gutter."
Later, you soon learned that the world you knew was already gone, too. While you were unconscious, Naoya had used the Zenin clan’s influence to erase your entire existence.
Your phone was "found" at a train station three towns away, shattered and wiped. A series of perfectly forged emails and letters had already reached your family, explaining that you’d been scouted for a high-paying, secretive corporate job in Europe—a dream opportunity you couldn't pass up.
In the beginning, you fought every touch. You bit your lip until it bled to keep from speaking, but your eyes always betrayed your hatred. Lost sleep. Lost everything, really. Naoya hated that look. He would meet your defiance by slamming our head back against the cedar pillar as your vision fractured into a thousand white sparks. He moved so fast around the room that your vision blurred, a dizzying whirlwind of gold and black that left you nauseous.
"Try to be a little more grateful by tomorrow, won't you? It’s much more becoming," he held you there, your feet dangling inches off the floor, watching with a detached curiosity as your face turned a bruised purple.
The violence was never passionate. If you fumbled a tea cup or failed the three steps behind rule, the punishment was instantaneous. It wasn't always a punch. Sometimes he’d tilt your head back, forcing you to look at him while your eyes leaked tears of pure, involuntary pain. And if you tried to pull away, to reclaim even an inch of your own body, he would slam you against the wall, his Projection Sorcery making the impact feel like you’d been hit by a moving car. You’d be gasping for air on the floor, your vision swimming, while he simply looked down at you with disgust.
After a particularly violent outburst, perhaps leaving you with a split lip or a bruised wrist, his mood would flip. He would return hours later, acting as if nothing had happened. He’d bring a jar of expensive medicinal salve and apply it himself.
When he reached out, you flinched, expecting another blow, but his fingers were unbelievably gentle:
"Look at you, all marked up," he’d murmur, his eyes soft as he rubbed the cream into the skin he had bruised. "If you’d just listen, I wouldn't have to discipline you. You bring this on yourself, you know. You’re so stubborn, so intent on being difficult. Why do you make it so hard for me to be kind to you?"
He spoke as if your kidnapping were a mutual burden he was trying to help you carry. He acted as if he hadn't stolen your life.
"Look at how small your hands are," he chuckled, a bright, boyish sound. "I could snap these fingers with a thought. And yet, you use them to try and claw at me."
He took your hand, interlacing his fingers with yours, examining the contrast between your skin and his. He’d press a kiss to your knuckles, his lips cool and dry, while his other hand traced the faint, yellowing mark on your forearm where he’d grabbed you too hard the night before.
"Is it still sore?" he asked, his voice dripping with mock sympathy. "Answer me."
"Yes," you nodded.
"Good. Then you'll remember why it's there." Suddenly, his fingers tightened, and he pulled you toward him in a bruising embrace. For a second, he just held you there, his heart beating a steady rhythm against your own frantic chest.
"Do you have any idea how many nights I wasted at that dusty counter?" he said, his voice hardening as he felt you try to push him away. He didn't budge. Instead, he tightened his grip, his fingers digging into your waist until it hurt. "Watching you tuck your hair back, staring at cigarette cartons with more focus than you ever gave me. It was insulting—how someone so beneath me could be so dismissive."
"Why… would you," you gasped against his shoulder.
He laughed, a short, sharp sound. "I’m a Zen'in. We get what we want. But don't worry—I’m going to fix you. I'll teach you how to move and talk so you don't embarrass me. I'll teach you to look at me with something other than that cheap resentment. Now, tell me you understand."
You knew if you didn't answer, the hands currently stroking you would find your throat again.
"I understand," you whispered.
"Good girl," he smiled, and for a second, he looked genuinely happy. He leaned in, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to the corner of your swollen mouth. "See? We're going to be so happy here, once you finally learn your place."
_
The horror of the Zen’in estate was the dizzying, nauseating whiplash of his attention. The constant cycle of physical pain followed by him showered you with care and gifts began to rot your sense of self. Sometimes he’d spend hours like that, draped over you. He talked—endlessly, aimlessly—about clan politics, about his father’s drinking, about the "pitiful weaklings" he’d exorcised that day. He treated your ears like a wastebasket for his thoughts, never caring that you didn't ask. He’d tell you how much he’d missed your boring face while he was out, his thumb tracing your jawline with a tenderness — possessive little
You realized that if you just looked at the floor, he didn't hit you. If you stayed quiet, he didn't mock you. If you were good, the world stayed quiet.
I hate him, you told yourself. I hate him, I hate him, I... You looked down at the crown of his head. You loathed him with a bone-deep intensity, but more than that, you were simply tired. You were exhausted by the vigilance of your own heart, sick of the adrenaline that had nowhere to go. You just wanted the shaking in your hands to stop.
Slowly, you reached out and began to thread your fingers through his bleached hair.
It was softer than you expected, cool against your skin. You felt him go still. For a second, you feared he would strike you for the presumption of touching him first. Instead, he remained motionless, his own hand coming up to cup your cheek, waiting.
You needed to believe the lie that he could be kind, because the truth—that you were a prisoner of a sociopath—was too much to bear.
You leaned forward, closing the distance yourself, pressing your lips to his in a soft, voluntary kiss. I could bite until I taste iron, a dark, frantic voice whispered in the back of your mind. I could try to hurt him one last time.
Naoya didn't move at first, shocked by the sudden surrender, before he pulled you into him with a possessive, crushing force.
"Finally. You’ve come to your senses," he breathed against your lips, a triumphant smirk pulling at his mouth.
You just closed your eyes, burying your hatred deep, deep down in the dirt where he couldn't see it, and told yourself that this was the only way to live.
When he pulled back, his eyes were burning with a dark, terrifyingly bright hunger.
He moved with that same impossible speed, and suddenly the weight of him was pressing you back against the tatami mats. You didn't fight. You let your limbs go heavy and pliant, letting him pinned your wrists above your head. He stared down at you, his bleached hair falling forward to wall you both off from the rest of the world.
You looked at him—watched the way the dim light caught the sharp angle of his jaw, the way he looked at you as if you were the only holy thing in a world of weaklings. It was a gaze that could easily be mistaken for devotion if you ignored the cage bars that made it possible.
"You're learning," he leaned down, his lips grazing the pulse point in your neck. "Stay like this. Be this good for me, and I’ll give you the world."
You didn't answer. You simply focused on the sound of the rain hitting the roof, steady and relentless. The sliding doors remained shut, the "No Loitering" signs of your old life a million miles away.
Naoya was unbelievably gentle tonight, like he was trying to coax a wounded animal into trusting him. His touch was careful, almost reverent, as his fingers traced your jawline before trailing down as he started to undress you. He released one wrist to push silk off your shoulder, exposing your collarbone, clavicle, the fading yellow-green of bruises he left.
"Been thinking about this since the convenience store. Since you looked at me with those tired, honest eyes and called me — what was it?"
Goosebumps racing across your newly exposed skin. Pulse hammering visibly in your throat where his lips had just been.
"The bleached-blonde prick, maybe. Yeah. That was it."
His weight settled over you fully, suffocating in its intimacy. He whispered something against your ear that sounded almost like a promise, almost like love if you squinted hard enough and forgot what his hands had done.
This could feel good, you lied to yourself. You looked at the sharp line of his jaw and tried to see it as beauty. You focused on the warmth of his skin, trying to convince your nerves that it was comfort. Look at him. He’s beautiful, isn't he? Isn’t this what you want? To be chosen by someone powerful? To not be at the bottom of the gutter anymore?
What followed was inevitable in the worst possible way. Your clothes were carelessly discarded, silk pooling on tatami like shed skin. His hands mapped your body thoroughly — ribs, hips, thighs — memorizing every flinch that became a shiver.
He bit down on your shoulder, and your back arched off the mat. His mouth traced downward with agonizing slowness, pausing at each rib (probably counting how many meals you'd skipped), and settled between your legs. He looked up at you through his long lashes — moonlight catching those burning eyes, making them glow like coals.
"Eat more. These ribs are embarrassing."
Don’t take it personally, you told yourself, the words a mantra repeated so often they had lost all meaning.
So you reached up, your hands trembling as they found the back of Naoya's neck, pulling him down until your lips were crushed together again. You kissed him with a sudden, starving intensity—a frantic attempt to drown out the voice in your head that still wants to scream. You gasped against his mouth, your body pliant and open beneath him. "I'm yours. Just... don't stop, Naoya."
"Wasn't planning on it," he liked the sound of his name on your tongue. It made him preen as he groaned into your mouth.
He pinned your wrists above your head with one hand while the other hooked beneath your knee, pushing it higher. The contact sent a jolt of revulsion through your gut, but you ruthlessly suppressed it. You wanted to enjoy it. You needed to.
"Ohh, your pretty face is gonna be a mess when I'm done with you."
Didn't care about your comfort, he entered you without a preamble, one fluid thrust that punched the air from your lungs and made your spine bow like a drawn string, pain and fullness collided.
"Aww, don't hold back. I want to hear all your cute little noises.”
He started slow at first, it hurt, grinding rolls of his hips that dragged sensation like sandpaper across your raw nerve endings. Then faster. It hurts. Each thrust drove you further into the tatami, your nails raked down his back, drawing thin red lines that beaded like dew on grass. He hissed through his teeth. His hand tightened around both your wrists until circulation thinned.
Your head thrashed back against the mat, "Naoya... Naoya, please!" You chokes out his name, the sound half-sob and half-plea, your eyes wide and unfocused as you stare up at him, finally giving him the total, shattered recognition he has been hunting for.
You tried to buck your hips in tandem with his thrusts, and he can't help but cooed at the adorably pathetic sight. "Say my name."
"Naoya…" you whimpered.
Words dissolved into motion as he was faster and rougher. One hand gripped your hip hard enough to leave fresh bruises alongside the fading ones, while the other braced against the floor beside your head.
He buried his face in your neck and bit down, sucked hard enough to guarantee a mark that wouldn't fade for weeks. His fingers traced paths up and down your stomach, pushing roughly at where his cock sat; tight and welcomed warmly.
"Make it messy for me, pretty girl."
Your orgasm hit like lightning as your back arched clean off the ground, thighs clamping around him, nails raking four red lines down his shoulders that beaded crimson. Pain and pleasure fused into one indistinguishable sensation that short-circuited every remaining fragment of resistance.
He pressed himself against you and you felt a rush of heat and a thick, sticky wetness flood your womb. You have to endure every twitch of his cock as he finished inside you. And you bite your inside cheeks hard to keep any retching noises of disgust from making it past your lips. He rocked his hips against you in short, deep thrusts that you knew was for the purpose fucking his cum deeper into you.
Finally, he pulled out of you, watching your hole struggle to close and a gush of cum spurted out. He tugged your hair a bit to the side before letting go, trailing a hand along your face.
Outside, a guard changed shifts, footsteps passing the door without slowing, without questioning the sounds bleeding through the walls.
Nobody interrupted the young master.
Nobody ever would.
The weight of him eventually lifted, leaving you feeling cold and strangely weightless on the tatami. He didn't say a word as he lit a single candle. The flickering orange light caught the gold embroidery of the robe he’d forced you into. He returned to your side with a warm, damp cloth, kneeling beside you with a poise that made your stomach turn.
He began to wipe the sweat and the stickiness from your skin. He was thorough, his touch tracing the curves of your collarbone, the angry red marks on your wrists, and dabbing at the corner of your lip where the old split had threatened to reopen.
"You see? This is much better," he whispered. "We could have had this months ago if you weren't so intent on being difficult. Why did you insist on making me hurt you?"
He went to a lacquer cabinet and brought back a fresh, heavy kimono, this one a deep, bruised purple. He dressed you, lifting your limp arms and cinching the obi just tight enough to remind you that you were still held.
Once you were covered, he sat behind you, pulling your back against his chest and wrapping his arms around you. He rested his chin on your shoulder, his hair brushing against your neck.
"I’ll have the servants bring up something light to eat," he said, his voice back to that casual, conversational lilt. "And then we’ll sleep. You look tired. It’s hard work, finally accepting the truth, isn’t it?"
You leaned back into him, your body betraying your mind by seeking the warmth of the only living thing in your world. You stared at the candle flame, watching it dance and drown in its own wax.
You felt him press a dry, chaste kiss to your temple, and you closed your eyes.
_
It started with a morning sickness that you couldn't hide. You were bent double over the wooden basin, the sound of your own retching echoing off the sterile cedar walls.
No, you thought, staring at your reflection in the bile-filthy water—hollow-eyed, skin the color of wet parchment. Please, no. Not his. Not here.
You looked down at your hands, still faint with the faded yellow of old bruises he had given you months ago. Your body had survived his strikes, his isolation, and his suffocating speed. But it had betrayed you in the most permanent way possible. You were carrying a piece of him.
Naoya brought you a traditional clan physician. She simply pressed her cold fingers against your wrist, feeling your pulse, before turning to Naoya, who stood by the sliding shoji screen.
"The pulse is steady, Young Master," the old woman said, bowing her head so low it touched the tatami.
The moment the physician left, the air in the room grew suffocating. Naoya didn't look happy, happy was too human a word for the expression on his face. He looked devout. His ego, already monstrous, seemed to expand until it filled every corner of your beautiful prison. He walked over to where you sat frozen on the floor, dropping to one knee in front of you.
"A child," he whispered. The sound was jagged, a sharp, triumphant edge that cut through your soul.
He reached out. His hand—the same hand that had crushed your jaw and pinned your wrists—settled flat against your stomach. It was heavy. It was warm.
"Chin up. Let me see you," he commanded. When you didn't, he tilted your chin up until your eyes met his. "You wanted a reason to stay, didn't you? Well, here it is. A little miracle to keep your feet on the ground."
You looked at his hand on your body, and the memory of the voluntary kiss you had given him months ago suddenly felt like ash in your mouth. The Stockholm Syndrome, the desperate excuses you had made to keep the environment calm, the mindless way you had threaded your fingers through his hair—all of it washed away, leaving only the raw, terrifying reality.
"Get off me!"
Before you could think, you shoved his hand away.
Naoya simply went still. Slowly, he looked down at the spot on his hand where you had touched him, then his gaze traveled up to your face.
His pupils were sharp, needle-point black holes that seemed to suck the light out of the room. Barely perceptible unless you were standing close enough to count his eyelashes, which you unfortunately was.
"What was that?" he asked. The words weren't loud, but they vibrated in your teeth, a low-frequency threat that promised a violence far worse than a simple strike.
"I... I'm sorry," you stammered, your voice reduced to a pathetic, airy whimper. "I didn't—I wasn't thinking. Please. Naoya."
"That's right," he whispered, his eyes finally softening back into that terrifying, proprietary gleam. "You don't think. You just exist for me. Don't let your little commoner tantrums forget that again. It would be such a shame to have to remind you while you’re so... fragile."
The silence stretched, you ducked your head, your chin hitting your chest, your eyes fixed on the floorboards as you began to tremble so violently your teeth literally chattered. Until then, he leaned back and pulled a small, cream-colored envelope from the folds of his kimono. Your heart stopped. You recognized the stationery instantly—the cheap, floral-patterned paper your mother bought in bulk from the stationery shop next to the konbini.
"Oh, and before I forget, I received a lovely update today," Naoya murmured, deliberately unfolding the paper slowly, which felt like a mockery. "Your mother’s handwriting is quite elegant. It’s a shame you didn't inherit that grace."
He began to read, his voice smooth and conversational, as if he were sharing news over tea.
"She sounds so relieved in her letters. She wrote that she’s so proud of you—that you should focus on your 'new career' and not worry about calling home too often. She even mentioned how quiet the house feels, but that she’s happy knowing you’re finally out of that dead-end store."
You reached for the letter, a choked sound dying in your throat, but he moved it just out of reach with a flick of his wrist.
"That’s the story she tells her neighbors now," he continued, his eyes meeting yours with a cold, piercing light. "Why would you want to go back now and make her a liar? To show up on her doorstep looking like this. You’d break her heart."
He tucked the letter back into his robes, patting the fabric flat. "No. It’s better this way. Let her keep her happy ending, and you stay here and keep mine."
He then patted your cheek twice, a dismissive, belittling gesture. As he stood up and walked away, humming that same arrogant tune, you sat alone in the dim light of the room.
Every "I’m so proud" in the letter felt like another shovelful of dirt being thrown onto your grave. You missed your mother; she had always worked hard since your father passed away. She is probably sitting at the small kitchen table with the chipped corner right now, and checking the clock at 3:00 AM, wondering if you’re eating enough on your shift.
Does she look at my old room? you wondered. Did she throw away my old sneakers? Did she give my books to the neighbor’s kid because she thinks I don’t need them in my big, fancy corporate office?
You never realized how small your world had been, and how easily a man like Naoya could swallow it whole. You missed the sludge coffee. You missed the rude customers who didn't look you in the eye. You missed being nobody, because being somebody to Naoya Zen’in was a fate worse than death.
And for the first time in years, the urge to fight—the urge to run—flared back to life in your chest, stronger and more desperate than ever before.
_
The birth of the child happened deep within the labyrinth of the Zenin estate, in a dim, traditional chamber. For someone who couldn't see curses, the atmosphere in the room felt heavy and suffocating, as if the air itself was pressing down on your chest.
Naoya had refused to let you leave the estate. To him, a Zenin—even one born from a mundane woman—could not be brought into the world among commoners.
The labor lasted for hours, a blur of white-hot agony that you had to endure under the cold, unblinking eyes of the clan’s traditional midwives. They didn't offer words of encouragement. They didn't hold your hand. They treated you like an incubator. Every scream that left your throat felt like it was swallowed by the heavy sliding doors, leaving no echo.
Naoya didn't enter the room while you were in pain. When the final, agonizing push was over, the silence of the room was broken by a thin, sharp wail.
The main midwife immediately gathered the infant in a thick, embroidered silk cloth—the Zenin crest proudly displayed on the fabric. They didn't let you hold your child. Instead, the midwife turned her back to you, inspecting the child’s limbs and breathing with a clinical detachment.
"A boy, Young Master," the midwife called out, her voice bowing in reverence as the sliding door snapped open.
Naoya stepped into the room, completely ignoring the state you were in—pale, drenched in sweat, and trembling from exhaustion. His eyes were fixed solely on the bundle in the midwife's arms.
He took the child, and you watched from the futon, as Naoya looked down at his son. A look of supreme, unchecked arrogance washed over his face. He traced the baby’s small face with a single finger.
"He has my hair," Naoya noted, sounding genuinely impressed with himself.
He finally glanced down at you, sitting on the edge of the blood-stained futon. "You’ve done well. For a plain, useless thing, you should be proud."
Naoya leaned down and carelessly placed the wailing infant into the crook of your trembling arm, forcing your cold limbs to hold him.
You looked down at the baby squirming against your chest. Your heart didn't swell with maternal love. Instead, a wave of absolute horror washed over you. Looking at his tiny features, you saw a miniature version of the monster who had stolen your life. You saw the blonde hair, the shape of the eyes, felt like a lead weight pressing into your ribs—the ultimate, unbreakable shackle.
Every day your body regained a fraction of its strength was a day closer to the elders’ inspection, and a day closer to your permanent erasure into the background of the Zenin clan. This was your first time getting out of that place, and your only opportunity to get out of here. Having zero cursed energy, you were a commoner with no name and no standing. You were nothing more than a mistress, a quiet, beautiful secret. Even if you gave birth to a boy, the child will be raised as a servant or a low-level guard for the clan. And once the real wife—someone with a high-born pedigree—arrives, he’ll likely get bored of you and move you to the outbuildings.
…Or worse.
To plan an escape from a man who could move faster than human sight, you had to become completely invisible. You used the one thing Naoya’s arrogance blinded him to: your absolute compliance.
When he entered the nursery, you didn’t look up. You maintained the hollow, broken demeanor of a doll that had finally accepted its fate. When he commanded you to nurse the child, you did so without a word, staring blankly at the wall. Underneath that mask, however, your mind was working with a cold, desperate sharpness you hadn't possessed since the night you were taken from the convenience store.
Because you couldn't see curses or the invisible curtains that locked down the estate, you had to rely entirely on human patterns. You realized that while the sorcerers ignored you, the mundane world still had to interact with the estate to keep it running.
From the small shoji window of the nursery, you watched the courtyard.
Every Tuesday and Friday at 4:00 AM, a local commercial linen truck arrived at the back service gate to drop off fresh tatami covers and heavy linens.
The guards—low-ranking clan members with little to no cursed energy who monitored the physical perimeters—swapped shifts at 3:45 AM. For exactly seven minutes during the handover, the back corridor leading to the linen depository was left completely unmonitored.
Every Thursday night, Naoya attended a mandatory meeting with the clan elders and his father, Naobito, in the main pavilion. These meetings lasted for hours, fueled by heavy drinking and political posturing. This was your window.
An escape for a normal person required normal things—things the Zenin clan didn't think to hide because they couldn't conceive of you having the nerve to use them.
Over two weeks, you quietly hoarded small necessities. While a maid was distracted changing the heavy winter futons, you slipped a small, brass master key to the utility outer gates into the hem of your sleeve. You hid a pair of simple, dark cotton working clothes—left behind by a servant—beneath the floorboards under your bedding. You could not run in the heavy, restrictive silk kimonos Naoya forced you to wear. You also stole a small pouch of yen from the jacket Naoya had carelessly tossed on the floor during one of his visits. It wasn't much, but it was enough for a train ticket out of Kyoto.
The hardest part of the planning happened in the dead of night, when the estate was dead silent, save for the breathing of the infant beside you.
The baby cried, a small, fragile sound, and your instincts would scream at you to comfort him. But every time you looked at his face in the moonlight, you saw Naoya, the budding arrogance in the tilt of his head. You knew that if you took him, the clan could hunt you down.
If I take you, we both die, you whispered to the dark room, your voice completely devoid of tears. You had forced your heart to go numb. If I leave you, I might live. And you... you will become just like him.
You didn't love him. You couldn't. He was the anchor dragging you to the bottom of the ocean.
The calendar on the wall marked Thursday. Naoya’s meeting was tonight. Your body was as ready as it would ever be.
The paper screens of the nursery slid open without a sound.
The air tonight was biting, a stark contrast to the stifling heat of the room you had been trapped in for months. In the crib, the child was silent, bundled in the heavy Zenin silks. You didn't look back at him, risking the phantom weight of a maternal instinct thawing the ice you had carefully poured over your heart. Stepping over the threshold, you adjusted the coarse, dark servant’s clothing you had hidden beneath the floorboards.
To your ordinary eyes, the estate was just a labyrinth of dark wood and shadows. You couldn't see the heavy, invisible barriers of cursed energy that protected the inner sanctum.
Your chest tightened as you reached the intersection of the western corridor. 2:47 AM.
Ahead, the heavy, muffled voices of the perimeter guards echoed through the courtyard. They were low-ranking men, devoid of significant cursed energy, hired to watch the physical walls while the sorcerers handled the supernatural.
"Young master is still drinking with the elders," one of them grumbled. "We'll be lucky if we get relieved before sunrise."
"Just hurry up. I want to get to the barracks," the other replied.
You pressed your back against the cedar pillar, holding your breath until your lungs burned. The heavy thud of their boots faded down the gravel path as they moved toward the guardhouse for the shift handover. You had exactly seven minutes.
Sprinting with a quiet, desperate franticness, you slipped across the open courtyard, your dark clothes blending into the night. You reached the wooden utility gate, your trembling fingers sliding the stolen brass key into the old padlock. It turned with a heavy, terrifying click that felt loud enough to wake the dead. You pushed the gate open just wide enough to squeeze through, leaving the walls of your prison behind.
You ran. You didn't have a plan beyond the train station, but the raw adrenaline of being outside the estate walls pushed your exhausted body past its limits. Branches whipped against your face, tearing at your skin, but you didn't feel the pain. For the first time in a year, the air in your lungs didn't taste like incense and captivity.
You ran blindly, following the upward slope of the mountain path, desperate to put distance between yourself and the den of monsters. The roar of the wind grew louder, drowning out the frantic pounding of your own heart. The trees began to thin, the dense foliage giving way to rocky, uneven ground.
You expected to hit the main road. You expected to see the distant, comforting lights of a normal town, the blue neon glow of a convenience store, or the tracks of a train that could carry you away forever.
Instead, the tree line abruptly ended, and you stopped dead.
You had run blindly up the spine of a coastal mountain, straight into a dead end. Hundreds of feet below, the black maw of the Pacific churned in a violent, foaming rage, slamming against jagged teeth of stone. The spray rose up in freezing needles, coating your skin in salt and despair. There was no road. There was no escape.
Before you could even turn around to find another path, the air behind you suddenly pressure-dropped. The wind seemed to freeze mid-howl, and a familiar, terrifyingly smooth voice cut through the darkness from beneath the boughs of a gnarled tree.
"Running away so soon? And here I thought we were finally starting to understand each other."
The salt spray stung your eyes, blurring the silhouette of him.
"You really thought the servants were that careless? That the gate was just left open?" He let out a soft, jagged laugh that made your skin crawl. "I watched you plan this for a while, you’ve always had a flair for the dramatic when you’re cornered. I watched you track the guard rotations with those wide, desperate eyes. I let you run because I wanted to see if you actually had the conviction to do it."
He took a slow, deliberate step forward. The shale crunched under his expensive sandals.
"Don't come near me!" you shrieked, the sound torn from your throat and swallowed by the gale. You took a step backward, your heel sending a shower of loose shale skittering into the abyss. "Don't you dare come near me!"
He stopped, but he didn't look threatened. He looked like he was watching a pet chase its own tail.
"I hate you, you son of a bitch!" you spat, your voice trembling with a decade's worth of accumulated venom. "I fucking hate this place, I hate your name, and I hate… I hate that child. I hate that you had forced him into the world to bind me to a name I hated. I hate everything you’ve forced into me and I hate every second I spent breathing the same air as you." You looked down at the churning black water, the foam white like bared teeth. "I’ll jump. I swear to God, I’d rather be crushed against those rocks than spend another night in that house."
"Then jump," he said. "If the boring life you crave so much is at the bottom of a trench, be my guest."
You froze, the wind whipping your hair across your face.
"However, the moment you cast yourself down," he continued, his eyes darkening into two pits of ink, "I’ll go back to the nursery, snap your child’s neck like a dry twig, and have the servants bury you both in the same hole."
"But this is your child, too..." Your expression grew taut with alarm.
He shrugged, "That brat was brought into this world to keep you in my bed. If that purpose has now become meaningless, then him, too, no longer has any reason to exist."
He’s a monster, you thought, your mind fracturing. He isn't bluffing. He’d do it. He’d walk back there and snuff out that tiny, screaming life just to prove a point.
The child was a piece of the man you loathed, yes, but he’s innocent, he didn't ask to be born into this. He was the only thing that was truly yours, even if he was also your cage.
"Please," you sobbed, your knees finally giving out. You sank to the jagged earth, the shale cutting into your skin. "Please, just let him live. Take him. Raise him. I’ll go, I’ll disappear, I’ll never—"
Naoya knelt in front of you, he reached out and caught your chin in that familiar, vice-like grip, forcing you to look at the terrifying vacancy in his gaze.
"No." He cut you off, his thumb pressing into the bruise-prone skin of your jaw. "You don't get to negotiate your exit. If you die, he dies. If you stay, he lives."
The realization hit you, crushing the last bit of the green light. There was no world where you were free and your child was safe. He had woven your lives together so tightly that to tear yourself away was to tear the child apart too.
You looked at the cliff’s edge, then back at Naoya. You began to laugh—a high, jagged, broken sound that bordered on a scream. Your eyes went wide and glassy, the light in them finally snapping.
"So there was never a way out," you choked out between hysterical gasps.
Naoya sighed, a soft, weary sound that made it seem as though your heartbreak was an exhausting burden for him to carry:
"Oh, you dull thing, it took you long enough," he cooed, and for a terrifying second, it looked like genuine pity.
You stopped fighting. The tension left your body, leaving you limp and hollow. You stared past him at the dark trees, your mind finally retreating into a place where the pain couldn't reach you.
"Take me back," you whispered, your voice dead. "Take me back to the house."
But right at that moment, something inside you—the last flickering ember of the person you used to be—snapped.
It was a desperate, clumsy movement. Your fingers curled into claws, aiming for the smug, beautiful face that had been your horizon for a year. You wanted to tear the skin from his bones, to feel the blood of a "god" on your mortal hands. For a heartbeat, you actually felt the shock of your shoulder hitting his chest, the jagged scrape of your nails across his cheek.
The victory lasted less than a second.
One moment you were mid-strike, and the next, your hands were clutching at empty air. The space where Naoya had been was vacant. Before your brain could process the movement, a heavy, cold hand slammed into the back of your neck.
The impact sent you sprawling into the dirt, the grit filling your mouth and scratching your eyes. You tried to push yourself up, but your limbs felt like lead, weighted down by a force you couldn't see.
Naoya stepped into your field of vision, looking down at you. He didn't even look angry; he looked bored. He wiped a single drop of blood from his cheek with his thumb and inspected it.
"How unsightly," he sighed, his voice echoing over the crashing waves. "You truly are a pathetic thing, aren't you?"
He placed a foot firmly on the small of your back, pinning you to the earth. The weight of his presence, both physical and unseen, crushed the last of your defiance into the dust. You stopped struggling. You stopped looking at the cliff.
"There we go," Naoya whispered, leaning down so his shadow swallowed you whole. "No more biting? Good girl."
You didn’t move when Naoya’s foot left your back. You couldn’t. The desperate heat of your defiance had been replaced by a flash-freeze of absolute numbness. As you lay there in the dust, the vibrant colors of the cliffside began to drain away, replaced by a suffocating, monochromatic grey. The roar of the ocean below became a muffled thrum, like you were buried deep beneath the sand.
Eventually, the silence grew boring for him. You felt hands hook under your arms as he hoisted you against his chest
"You're much prettier when you aren't making those hideous faces. If you stay this quiet, I might even forget how much of a brat you were today," he murmured, his breath warm against your cold ear.
Your head fell back, eyes staring blankly at the swirling grey clouds, tracking a bird you knew was free to fly where you never would.
"Now," Naoya said, adjusting your sleeve. "Let’s go home. You’ve had enough freedom for one lifetime."
A lock of his bleached hair falling over his eye—almost like the man you’d seen at 2:00 AM in the store.
You trailed behind him like a beaten dog, your eyes stayed locked on the heels of his sandals. You didn't look at the trees, the moon, or the path ahead. You stayed exactly three steps behind his swaying robes—far enough that he couldn't reach back and strike you.
One, two, three.
The walk ended at the heavy, traditional gates of the Zenin estate. To anyone else, they might have looked like a grand entrance, but from your position, they looked like the open mouth of a beast.
The fleeting sense of freedom on the cliff was the last time the sky would ever feel warm. As you were carried through the threshold, the gates shut behind you, and the weight of the estate swallowed the horizon.
JJK MEN : realising his feelings for you ⋮ 禪院直哉 ed.
18+ MDNI ⋮ misogynistic views・male mastūrbation
naoya zen'in has spent the better part of your shared childhood viewing you through a lens of profound narcissism. he was the sun, and you were merely the moon, trapped in his celestial orbit to reflect his brilliance. this isn't to say he's never felt a certain possessiveness over you growing up; there has always been a low-frequency hum of attraction, some sort of tension he’s spent years mislabeling as mere entitlement. at the age of twenty-seven, his perspective remains warped: he regards you as "wife material," and his interest is written off as the natural, vigilant guarding of his own property.
he’s long since accepted that he wants you in his bed—spent countless nights jerking off to the thought of you submitting to him—but lately, his fantasies have begun to deviate from the script. he catches himself fixating on the idea of being between your thighs, obsessing over the taste of you and the cute sounds (whimpers? moans?) you’d make. he even goes as far as to rationalise that he would be a natural at making you feel good.
the fact that he is now ruminating on your pleasure, rather than just his own conquest, is nothing short of alarming. to naoya, a woman’s cunt exists for exactly two purposes: taking dick and birthing children. the fact that he actually wants to put his mouth there, to perform an act he considers a degrading subversion of the natural order… makes his stomach turn with genuine revulsion. he is sickened by the fact that he’s found a woman he’d willingly lower himself for.
yet, as always, it’s the mental image of your face that finally pushes him over the precipice. with his cock softening in one hand and your stolen panties clutched in the other, naoya is left staring into the floor-length mirror as post-nut clarity sets in. one dreadful conclusion arrives to shatter his remaining pride.
♡ TW: implied arranged marriage, anxiety, pregnancy, reader with questionable taste, misogyny, chauvinism, mentions of passed bullying
♡ FEM reader
He’s back happy from another mission. Blood on his clothes from how much he dominated his opponent. And you’re scared to be the one to spoil his mood.
He’s already on you the second he spots you, without washing his hands clean of the death he’s wrought, zealously grabbing into your softer areas with entitled greed, like a dog wanting a treat after doing a dog’s work, mouth on your neck with teeth and hot and heavy huffs as his fingers move hurriedly to undress you.
It’s not that you’re scared he’ll lay hands on you if you speak up. Despite what people think and say, he doesn’t really do that. Not anymore, at least. No, not since you both grew up and you became his wife instead of the dumb little girl he’d once treat you as. No, though he may be a chauvinist through and through, he doesn’t see the merit in hurting you—not since he discovered that pulling your pigtails wasn’t what he really wanted.
He might still treat you worse, though… if you were anything like certain other women in the clan who’ll remain unnamed as you're not allowed to speak or even think about them, in the fear their bad behaviour will rub off on you and inspire you to do similar stupid things.
But you’re nothing like that. You’re a good girl, and you’ll remain a good girl, because only a truly good girl deserves to be the wife of the man who’ll inherit the clan. And even though it doesn’t always make any sense, you really want to be that good girl.
Of course, you know there could be other things for you out there, other freedoms you don’t have access to in here, under this man who’s such a monster to everyone but you. You’re not stupid.
Then again, perhaps you’re crazy, because, despite everything, you quite like being the one. The one person he can stand. The one person he can be bothered with. The one person with the ability to make him happy. It makes you feel special.
But… these news you have to share with him… you’re afraid it’ll put everything at stake.
It’s not as if you’ve really done anything wrong. In all fair common sense, it’s kind of his fault if anything. And yet, you’re not so sure he’ll see it that way. After all, the man’s not exactly known for his common sense. Especially when it comes to matters of female nature.
Still, though, despite not wanting to say it, you know better than to keep things secret from him, and so you squeeze your eyes shut and force the word out,
“I have to tell you something.”
It feels no less than confessing to a crime, and yet, “It can wait. I have something I need to do to you first,” is all the interest he shows.
Too busy removing the clothes from your body, cursing under his breath about how many times he’s told you to dress more simply—in his eyes, you really don’t need to bother with garments at all. “‘Swear, m’gonna burn that closet down.”
“I’m sorry, but it’s important,” you try again, though not with trying to thwart his efforts.
But, with the impatience radiating off him in waves, you were stupid to think he wouldn't take your little demands as an offense. But, of course he does, making him all but growl at you, “So important you have to interrupt?”
His eyes are hard and so is his grip now, already annoyed with you just like you feared, squeezing your waist in a bruising hold.
“No,” you squeak. “No, of course not, I'm sorry.”
He spots the tears welling up and how your soft little lips wobble and hates how it wrecks him. You’re such a handful sometimes.
His head drops, letting out a groan between your boobs, airing his frustrations before looking back up with a sigh, “What is it? Spit it out.”
He’s being graceful letting you dictate his actions like this, right as he got home and all. You really know how to pick your timing.
“Mh, I’m…”
He’s being so merciful, and still you have the audacity to waste his time with your mumbling.
“What?” he barks. He swears, if it’s about your wishes of remodeling the kitchen again, he’s going to lose his mind.
“I’m pregnant.”
Behind your closed eyes you see black. It goes hand in hand with the silence that pursues your confession.
Dead silence, until, “What?”
His voice is thin—just a whisper. Nothing you’ve ever heard from him before.
You hate it. You don’t know what it means. Is he angry or something else—something worse. You don’t know and so you spiral, “Well, I—I took a pregnancy test. It's positive. I’m—”
You open your eyes again, letting the tears through the floodgate.
His face gives you no more clues as to his state. His eyes looking off somewhere, through you, into nothing.
He’s so quiet, it gives you goosebumps.
“Are you mad?” you whimper.
He blinks then, brought out of it, saying “No,” with a tiny shake of his head. But he doesn’t sound sure. Almost saying it as a question.
He gets off you next, a tiny curl between his brows that’s never been there before as he sits himself in the sofa next to you instead, running his hands over his face then through his hair—his previous pursuit completely forgotten.
You’re afraid to ask, but something inside you demands to know. “Are you happy?”
His eyes snap back to you. They’re big—shocked, speechless, and that forbidden word—all things he’s not supposed to be, things he’s never been before.
He gets up abruptly, then very nearly storms out of the room, back out the way he’d come from.
Your breath leaves you with the sound of the door and doesn’t come back. Your eyes stare at it until they sting. And then you break, completely. The tears come and won’t stop, escaping you with cries loud enough to make the walls shiver.
You’re silent by the time he comes back. But your eyes are still wet, now swollen and red, cheeks streaked raw. And despite knowing how disrespectful it is, you don’t even acknowledge him with a look as he enters.
You hear him swallow thick before he silently makes his way over to you where you lie in the same spot he’d left you in.
He sits down softly, putting a hand on your leg.
“I’m not mad.”
You look at him then, peeking up from where you’d been drowning out your sobs in the pillow. He still doesn’t sound convinced, you think, and that look on his face isn’t giving you any confidence either.
“But you’re not happy,” you state with a croak. “You left.”
It’s an accusation. In any other circumstance, he’d tell you to watch your tongue, but right now, he allows it—even giving it credit by defending himself from it. Saying, “I needed to think.”
He doesn’t say he’s sorry, but that was about as close to an apology you’d ever come. It’s not his place to do such things. Nonetheless, it is your place to forgive him.
Being angry with him won’t solve anything. Especially when you can tell he regrets it.
And so, you pull yourself up slowly, climbing into his embrace. Sitting in the gap on his lap, with your head against his chest, listening to the fast drums of his heart as he drapes his arms around you and sets his chin down atop your crown—both of you silently acknowledging each other.
“I’m scared,” you murmur after a while.
He won’t say it out loud, but you can tell… he’s sacred too. Even though he denies it with unconvincing encouragement, “What's there to be scared about?”
Despite it being an obvious show of bravery, you still somewhat appreciate it—at least one of you should pretend to know what you’re doing. You’re happy he takes on the role.
Meanwhile, you’ll take on the role of voicing all those fears you know he can’t. Because that’s what he needs. For you to act just a little more hopeless than he feels, so that he can feel empowered by being the one who saves the day.
Fists curled in his shirt while hiding your face in his chest, your words come out all pitiful and muffled, stating the terrifying obvious, “I’ve never been pregnant before...”
He stiffens again, like earlier, hesitant. It’s not often he’s had to comfort you. Usually it’s the other way around. He thinks about what you usually tell him, hoping to find the right words.
“You were never a wife before this either, but… you're pretty good at that.”
You’re sure, if you snuck a peak of his face, he’d be blushing. “Really?”
“Yeah…” he says—voice nearly shaking, holding you tighter. “The best.”
Despite all his ways, he really is quite cute sometimes. Though, you’d never tell him that.
Instead, you reward him with a kiss to his neck—one that then travels up.
You reposition yourself for a better angle, straddling him, hands moving across his chest as you undo his buttons. Lips soft against his.
He’s usually over-eager—strong and rough, manhandling you and making you squeal the way he likes. But this time, he shows uncharacteristic restraint.
“Wait—” he whispers with a breath. Eyes searching yours, then your belly. “Won’t it hurt the…”
He’s even afraid to say the word.
“No.” You shake your head, smiling. Voice soft in his ear, “Though, it doesn’t hurt to be gentle.”
He lets out a breath of relief at that before letting his hands retake their place around your waist, squeezing you gently while pulling you flush against him.
Pairing: PuppyHybrid!reader x Owner!Naoya
cw:fem!reader, NAOYA is his own warning..., mean Naoya, high end breed reader, slowburnish, a bit of angst, degrading, some praise, a bit of jealous Naoya, SMUT(heat), facefucking, dryhumping, thigh riding, lots of teasing, cursing, light slapping, d in p, hints of soft Naoya
wc: 5k
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In a world where hybrids lived among humans, you'd think the purest breeds would have the utmost level of freedom.
Wrong.
Quite the opposite, the mixed hybrids or not as high status kind got to live like the other race, go to jobs, have families.
The expensive ones were raised in special care centers, don't get me wrong, it was so luxurious you could barely complain about anything. But growing up in an environment where you're treated as a pet, a treasure, and not a person did irrefutable damage.
One of the top tier pure breeds.
A perfect, fluffy tail and groomed hair, skin. Perky ears and doe eyes nobody could deny.
Not to mention your friendly temperament and need to be clingy, perfect to be loved and coddled.
The kind of hybrid you could flaunt to anyone and they'd understand what kind of wealth you have.
Nobody had even offered to take you in, too high maintenance, too time consuming, not enough money.
Until one day.
You were out playing with some other of your hybrid friends, tossing around some designer frisbee and running around the perfectly trimmed lawn in the spacious backyard of the estate that housed you.
You heard your name being called, ears flitting to where the sound same, the disk forgotten in your hands.
Shoko Leiri, the woman that's practically been a mother figure to you for these past nineteen or so years, was calling you with excitement in her tone.
You quickly said bye to the other dog hybrids and bounced over, tail wagging, already excited for whatever she was calling you for.
"I'd like you to meet someone, let's go get you dressed up, yeah?"
You gladly took her hand and let the staff give you a quick bath and dying session.
Some sort of flowy dress was pulled over your head, hair brushed and put in a cute style. The staff wanted to give you some makeup but you started whining, being too impatient to sit through some beauty salon.
Obviously, all of this was so the person who was willing to pay top dollar would be impressed.
Shoko walked with you to the waiting and payment room, giving you a loving hug and wishing you the best before other staff ladies ushered you further in.
And impressed... he...was?
You couldn't tell what expression this blonde man had... your big eyes scanning over where his hair faded into black tips, his sharp eyes with the most perfect looking glare as he watched some shaky, intimidated woman behind the counter scan his heavy metal debit card.
You heard her speak his name- Naoya Zen'in.
He had piercings in his ears... and when he spoke you could swear he was grinning, just a bit. The man spoke in some dialect that sounded rather cute but in that odd cocky way.
As if all of this was just like buying groceries and inconveniencing him.
Your tail started to wag behind you, slowly shifting your weight to one foot and then to the other, and then back and forth.
You watched him just accept the other products the lady was trying to sell him, some sort of premium metal muzzle with embedded jewels, a leash intertwined with carbon and a new, fresh leather collar.
Naoya just waved his hand around and accepted it all. Not caring about the price.
He finally turned to you, giving you a look after realising you were standing and staring.
"Come on then, you're mine now. Don't be slow."
You obediently ran after him, staying close while heading out of the estates halls.
You would be lying if you said that somewhere in your peanut brain the feeling of sadness didn't creep in. You would miss the place you grew up- but your sudden nostalgia trip was interrupted by Naoya shoving the doors open and a gust of wind fluttering through your hair.
The drive was on the most part silent, save for the soft tune of a song playing from the console.
You were sitting in the backseat… where he put you, eyes following the buildings and people the car passed, ears perking up each time you saw someone who was also part animal.
"What do you even eat, human food right? Or do i have to buy you kibble or something…" Naoya spoke up, glancing back at you through the rear view mirror, stopped at a red light.
"I like cake." You perked up, turning your face to smile at him.
He grimaced a bit before turning back, the green light now showing.
In all honesty, Naoya knew nothing about having a hybrid. He'd seen them around but paid no mind. He was a traditional man.
Ah, the other members at the Zen'in clan estate would take care of you.
He only wanted you as a trophy to flaunt anyways. Many of the clansmen had them by now, he needed to one up everyone.
The Zen'in clan.
You bounced out of the vehicle, taking in the fresh air and the vast nature scene around the front gates.
Your tail was wagging around, ears stood up-
A BUTTERFLY.
Obviously you had to chase it!
Unable to take a few steps or stretch your arms up for it, a firm hand clutched your upper arm and began to guide you toward the stone path that extended deeper in.
"Pathetic… hurry up, don't make me drag you by the ears." He scoffed, not amused by your whimsy.
You just pouted and let him guide you, eyes flicking back to the fluttering bug looking for flowers.
The vast, traditional Japanese open air estate came into view. A handful of women were doing the laundry in a sunny corner.
A few clansmen looked like they were taking a break from training by a koi pond. The red fish swimming in slow circles, matching the peaceful atmosphere.
Naoya didn't even glance at the people, focused on getting you inside, grip a bit too rough on your flesh.
You smiled and waved with your free hand at the women when they noticed your arrival- getting the same response before a sliding shoji door sealed you inside of a main hallway with the blonde.
He let go of your arm and made a show of wiping his palm in his hakama pants side.
You blinked and he had disappeared somewhere, stood alone in the… rather suffocating hall.
"Ah! You must be the… girl Naoya said he would bring! Please, follow me. You must be hungry. I'm Minami. " A sweet looking woman appeared after a moment, already showing you her guiding hand.
Minami was just another servant in the household, by her soft tone and kind eyes you could tell it was safe to relax again.
You padded along, tail slightly twitching and ears turned every which way and listening to the rooms you passed being used by other clansmen or staff.
This was so different from what you were used to living in the hybrid care estate.
You didn't see your new "owner" for the rest of the day, this Minami woman showed you your new room and gave you a little tour.
Sitting alone in a room wasn't something you weren't used to, but for some reason it felt different.
You've heard such nice things about finally having a home, having a human love you so dearly they never wanted to leave your side. Or how wonderful it was to have someone special to you.
The soft nightgown and silk pillow you laid your head on felt awfully cold, ears laid flat against your skull.
The next time you even saw Naoya was at a breakfast table, dressed in a more traditional but casual kimono Minami and some other kind lady had helped you in.
You quietly ate, feeling uneasy.
Even your tail refused to move.
Naoya sat at the head of the table, sipping on tea with one hand, the other picking apart the food on the plate in front of him.. "What's the matter, you were so full of life yesterday." He commented, not even glancing your way as he used a chopstick to slice the omelette over his rice in half.
You perked up at his voice, eyes trying to find his. "Oh! Just getting used to this place! Were you busy yesterday? You just poofed! " The tone in your voice was light and curious, meal forgotten, tail starting to swish around behind the chair and ears standing up straight.
The blonde finally spared you a glance before leaning back. "Don't ask stupid questions. You don't need to know where i am all the time. And lower your tone, it's annoying." He lightly scoffed.
Well… that made your mood drop again- ears going back to being droopy and the fluffy thing behind you halting its movements.
The past few days were like this. Seeing him at meal times, maybe you got to spend some time with him while walking outside or some meeting he thought to show you off at, but it seemed like he wasn't keen on you at all.
You liked attention and having some company, so you tried your best to stick by Naoya's side everywhere you went.
But that lead to him scolding you for everything you did.
While working out or training, you tried to play and keep yourself occupied, just wanting to be near.
But you could hear that same accented voice yell at you from afar mid stretching.
"Stop running around like that, you look stupid!"
Or, god forbid you got spooked by an animal that had found its way into the estate grounds.
You would run to Naoya, all shaky and arfing, ears flat against your skull and tail trembling between your thighs.
"Stop barking, it's just a cat. God... shut up."
The times he was most annoyed when you tried to offer Naoya "gifts" or subtly get him to pay some attention to you. Even tossing a stick would make your day. But he didn't.
"How many times do i have to tell you not to bring those damn branches to me! I'm not playing with you, stupid mutt."
At clan member gatherings he would take you as arm candy, a strong arm loosely around your middle and large palm resting over your hip to keep you close. One of the few times you felt liked by him… maybe because you didn't yap as much then.
At first, you thought this meant things were getting better, that maybe the way he held you close in front of others meant he was finally growing fond of you. You smiled, bowed when introduced, and stayed quiet when he needed you to.
But when the guests left and the laughter faded from the halls, Naoya would simply let go of you as if nothing had happened. The warmth you felt under his arm cooled as soon as it appeared.
The room you stayed in grew colder the longer you lived here, that suffocation you felt the moment he brought you in here had only gotten worse.
One day you broke down in the middle of the night, hugging a pillow to your chest while large teardrops rolled down your soft cheeks and dropping into the shiny fabric.
You didn't like it here one bit. Shoko would have let you sleep in her bed and pet you, tell you sweet nothings to help you calm down from your emotions.
Your bare feet made you get up, tear-stained pillow forgotten on your futon.
You really shouldn't be doing this, maybe the nights sleeping alone without even a goodnight from your supposed human were making you desperate.
The quiet padding of you making your way through the dim hallway filled the quiet space.
You didn't know where his room was, as he had never even let you follow him to it, but you did know what Naoya smelt like. The expensive, woody, and a bit sterile cologne he used brought you right to heavier shoji doors at the end of the long hall.
You sniffled, taking a short breath and just pushing the doors open without knocking, not even bothering to wipe away the wet streaks off of your skin, not hiding the redness around your waterline and glossy eyes.
Naoya, bare chested and looking focused, was sat in the middle of his lush bed, a few lights on besides it to illuminate the pages of the book he was reading.
The sound of the door opening and someone shuffling inside made him lift his brow, lips down-turning into a frown, eyes immediately snapping upwards to the intruder. You.
"The hell are you doing here? Who said you could barge in, you mu-" He was already sitting up straighter, not wanting to deal with whatever you had to bother him with now.
A small cry left you from his sharp tone which made him pause, hesitating to finish that sentence.
You padded over to the bedside, blocking the light.
Your sad little face almost made his heart soften, almost.
You sniffled again, fingers clinging on to the fabric of the nightgown, bottom lip quivering, looking like some kicked puppy, tail tucked between your legs.
He hadn't seen you cry yet, not this upset. Even after he'd scold or nag at you, you wouldn't look so distraught.
Naoya sighed, shutting the book and lifting the covers.
A silent invitation.
That's how you found yourself climbing into the bed with him, arms finding his middle, wet face burying in his warm chest, legs tangled.
You thought he would just let you cling to him a bit before sending you back to bed or kicking you out of his space.
But a pair of strong arms gathered you closer, the duvet neatly tugged over your shoulders and the lights flicked off.
Was he actually holding you?
You didn't dare move, sniffling against the welcoming skin.
"Calm down. Don't use me as some tissue, dumb girl." He mumbled against the top of your head, a thumb gently rubbing your back.
"I don't like being alone…" You admitted, trying to burrow deeper into him.
"Is that what this is about?"
"Mhm…"
"…How bothersome. But i guess i don't want a snotty puppy clinging to me."
He wasn't saying it outright, but it felt like he was telling you to stay in his room for tonight.
Things changed.
Now you sat closer to him at breakfast, he let you ramble for a bit more than usual before shutting you up.
Naoya? Going on a walk with you?
Yeah, that was happening too.
Just around the gardens and training grounds, but he let you tag along.
He brought you to a Hei meeting, trusting you to be silent enough.
You had to sit on a pillow on your knees beside him, but that was fine.
While the conversations of the elders dragged on, your head got heavier and heavier…
Until it landed right against Naoya's thigh, a small yawn leaving your lips as you shifted closer to his seat.
The other men paid no mind, some chuckling about the sleepy hybrid looking like a tired puppy.
Naoya placed a hand on your head, nails lightly scratching behind your ear, as if this was normal behaviour, and continued the topic at hand.
He did still flaunt you at times, when someone asked about your breed, he got to mention how expensive you were. But without being prompted he didn't do so.
The original plan of why he even had you seemed to be forgotten.
Naoya was still Naoya and would be mean if you bothered him too much.
Like on a hot day, just trying to relax on the engawa with a fan and looser summer clothes.
You came bouncing up behind him, giggling while trying to wrap yourself around his shoulders, clearly acting a bit too clingy for his liking right now.
"You dumb mutt- it's too hot for this shit, get someone else to stick to!"
"But Naoyaaa look! This flower is for you!" You whined right against his hair, trying to show a pretty bloom you'd seen.
"Did you rip something out from the gardens again? Bad girl." He scolded, shoving you off.
You stumbled back, letting out a pathetic whine and slumped away.
But the flower was left on the engawa behind Naoya.
He definitely didn't pick it up and keep it safe. Not at all.
Remember how Naoya knows little to nothing about hybrids?
He hadn't even bothered to ask if you still had heats or not.
And obviously you did.
You were a PURE BREED. Who would neuter you??
Anyone who spays or castrates expensive hybrids are idiots…
i digress.
Because this was now a problem.
A problem Naoya wasn't exactly ready for.
It was the end of summertime, and your cycle had started.
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You had had a few heats, but the hybrid care center usually just gave you suppressants, having you skip the whole breeding thing as they didn't want you to suffer trough it without a mate.
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Not that you knew, you just felt fuzzier and cuddlier than usual right now. Nothing seemed amiss. For the start of the week.
Later on you grew more sensitive, any time Naoya gave you a pat on the head or even looked at you for too long this hot feeling deep in your tummy started to bloom.
It had only gotten worse, feeling uncomfortably warm and needy the moment you woke up.
Naoya was in his study, piano lid still open and a few score sheets scattered about.
You had padded in, in that nightgown you liked wearing as pajamas, kicking the door shut with the back of your heel, face a nervous, flushed shade, tail a bit shaky. Your panties were soaked by now, it was a surprise slick hadn't started dripping down your legs.
The pheromones were rolling off of you like waves- obviously Naoya didn't sense anything as he was a human.
But if he did…
The blonde was lazily sprawled in some armchair by a large desk, busy with looking over some new agreements and trades between the three big clans.
He was used to you wandering in and wanting to get some attention by now, just spreading his thighs open, the white hakama pants parting for an inviting little spot he knew you'd want to sit in.
You let out a small whimper from the sight, Naoya paid no mind and kept flipping through a folder.
You walked up beside him, leaning down to nuzzle your face into his hair, taking a long breath, tail behind you wagging at a suspiciously fast speed, and your ears were a bit twitchy...panting against his head.
You were this close to grinding against the side of the armchair but decided against it because he shot you a look.
"What's up with you? Getting all weird on me again. I'm busy. Behave or leave, stupid girl." Naoya glared through his eyelashes up at you, but didn't close the spot between his legs.
You didn't reply, lowering yourself on your hands and knees and crawling in your new favorite spot.
Your head laid on his inner thigh, arms hugging one of his calves, looking pitiful while trying to engulf his whole leg.
Naoya went back to skimming trough the agreement.
Not even five minutes passed when you felt a sudden flash of heat run trough you, the short pain making you unable to sit still- now squirming around and nuzzling your face deeper in his lap, ending up riiiight between his thighs…. it smelt so good, you had to nose against it, something big and soft hiding underneath the layers of fabric.
"Hey- what the hell are you doing? Get out of there!" He groaned, a hand reaching down to pull your head up by the hair, not being gentle at all.
Your flushed face came into view, lash line rimmed red with tears threatening to spill out, tongue poking out from your pouty lips.
"What are you cryin' about now?"
"H..hurts…"
"Hurts? What?" Naoya let go of your hair, opting to forget the documents entirely and just to cup your face, using a thumb to catch the few tears trying to roll down.
You let out a small moan from the touch, trying to nuzzle deeper into his palms.
"Feel hot…." you whine again, shifting to sit over his foot, thighs squeezing around his leg.
And then he felt you try to roll your aching cunt down on his damn foot, your fingers practically clawing into his thigh. The slick definitely was being rubbed all over his sock.
He let go of your face, confusion written all over his handsome features.
You just kept making sad noises, leaning back down to smush your face against his crotch.
"Please help… make it stop… mmnh.. smell so good.."
"The fuck are you humping me for? Stop that." He hissed, hips shifting once you tried to lick at the fabric of his pants.
"You look like some dog in heat."
Oh.
Ohhhhh…
"Shit."
Naoya's hands came back down to pull your face away from his (very obviously hardening cock) lap, using one hand to grab your face, cheeks squished together to make you into an even sadder look.
"Poor girl… are you all horny because of some stupid cycle?"
You nod your head, trying to lick his fingers.
"I'm not helping you. I don't touch anything besides actual women." He scoffed, trying to act like he didn't care one bit about your predicament, but his eyes kept looking down on the way the nightgown shifted, how his damn ankle and top of his foot was wet with your juices by now.
You parted your lips to whine about his words, a thumb getting shoved in place instead, pressing down on your drooly tongue, your hands moving up to hold on to his forearm.
Naoya didn't want some other man's hands on you… even of your own race.
A look of jealousy flashed in his narrowed eyes, fingers digging harsher into your cheek and thumb reaching for the back of your throat- for you to fully not be able to speak.
"Don't even suggest that. You're mine. I told you so the first day i got you."
Your ears drooped down flat to your head, tail all puffed up behind you- drool started to spill past his finger, dribbling down your chin.
Your hips hadn't changed their movement, trying to bump your pulsing clit against something.
"…Does it really hurt?" He softened up a bit finally.
You just nodded your head, babbling nonsense around his digit.
"Fine. I guess i can do something about it… this time."
You couldn't even express your thanks before he was meanly pulling you up by the shoulders, the thumb leaving your lips with a small POP.
You gasped and were now nicely straddled on his thigh, large hands sliding underneath the fabric of the nightgown and fingers grabbing into your waist, pushing you down-
and then…mm and then he flexed the muscle in his thigh and pushed it up to your pathetically wet pussy.
The cotton of your panties not stopping any of this.
The sounds you made had Naoya grinning, watching you throw your head back and try to grind down, fabric shifting against fabric.
"Awww… look at you, riding my thigh. Feels better now, yeah?"
You nodded and said something incoherent back, a hand finding his shoulder to hold on to, the other was pulling at his dark blue kimono.
A light smack was delivered to your cheek- for you to focus.
"Big girl words, use them. I don't own some incompetent mutt now, do i?"
"Yeshss…yes… feel better… feel soso..g..gh..good.." You tried to nod your head, ears flopping back and forth.
"Good girl." He praised.
Those two words had you moaning louder than before, poor cunt clenching around nothing and your hands trying to get under his clothes to feel Naoya's skin.
"How cute. You like being praise? Such a good slut, hm?"
You just nodded your head again.
While you were busy getting blissed by dryhumping his thigh, you hadn't noticed a hand had let go of your hip, reaching up and tugging the front of your nightgown down, spilling your tits out for the blonde to watch.
Not that you really cared in this moment.
"You were trying to get your face on my dick moments ago, did you already forget about that?"
"Wha-"
The sensation was soon gone and he had shoved you off, back to the floor.
You let out a cry, already trying to hug his leg again.
Naoya stood up, looking down at you with that cocky look, the corner of his mouth grinning.
You glanced up and right above you there was a shadow.
A shadow of what?
Of a huge bulge straining trough the loose hakama.
Your breath hitched- already trying to grab at his pants, tugging at the laces that held it up on the sides.
"So impatient." He chuckled, but let you have at it.
Soon enough a heaaavvyy, hot and delicious cock was falling on your face.
It was almost as long as it too-
Your hands held on to the backs of his thighs, nuzzling and whimpering against the girthy thing.
"Adorable. Are you trying to scent it or somethin'? You want it all to yourself? Right, stupid puppy?"
You nodded your head, already parting your lips to try and taste it, to run your tongue across the veins and pinkish tip.
God, it filled your whole throat.
He had let you have your fun for maybe half a minute before his hands found your hair, making you unhinge your jaw so he could sliiiide right in.
The sight of your tearful eyes rolling back each time he thrusted forward- and a gob of drool escaping around the thick shaft had him grace you with a few low grunts.
Naoya's hands found your ears, tugging on them to bring you forwards to match his pace.
All you could sense was the lovely taste of his precum spilling down your throat and how the skin of his pelvis met your nose, how your throat felt so perfectly filled-
But then he abruptly pulled out and dragged you up by the shoulders again, stumbling up to your feet.
Your eyes tried to focus up at him but a small yelp left you after a hand reached between your slick covered thighs and smacked your cunt, the wet fabric making a filthy sound against his fingers.
"Off."
He didn't have to say it twice, quickly sliding the cotton fabric clinging to your folds down.
oomph-
He lifted you up, sitting you up on the desk and making space between your thighs, helping you lay back against the expensive wood.
All you could see was a lightly flushed Naoya above you, a hand cupping one of your tits while another slid between your legs, fingers gathering the slick that was pouring out and prodding it back inside.
"So messy… would you even feel if i…"
Your lips made a small O shape, hands gripping onto the edge of the desk because two fingers slid inside of you so easily, finding all the nooks and crannies..
"O..oh…oo.."
"ooohhhh… " He mocked back the sounds you made, laughing a bit before scissoring the two digits back and forth, watching them spread you open.
The other hand thumbed at your nipple, making the bud get all perky.
He didn't do much besides finger you, rub your pulsing nerve bundle at times.
All while his weepy cock was in sight, teasing you- tempting you.
He was edging you, a glint in his eyes whenever your chest started to heave heavier, your tummy clenching underneath the nightgown.
"Naoo..naooya….nn..nao…" You finally cried out after it was too much, ears flat against your skull and tail tapping against his thigh.
"Yes? Is something wrong?"
"Cum… wanna cum… ple..please…" You cry, mumbling all the words together, nose scrunching up.
"Ohhh… you need to finish, is that it? Well why didn't you just say so. Silly girl." Another light slap to your face.
It felt like heaven when he finally pulled his fingers out and something muuuch bigger replaced them, your buttery walls trying to suck it in from excitement.
The whole desk shook and the shoji doors definitely weren't muffling any of the pornographic moans that left you OR him.
Naoya had started to sound whiny himself when his orgasm neared, laying his forehead against yours, your thighs tightly wrapped around his waist while he fucked into you as if he hadn't gotten any in ages.
Not because you felt so good he thought he might start crying too- not that.
But you still felt satiated, cooling down after cumming around his dick, walls fluttering and breathing calming down, tail lazily wagging.
Obviously Naoya couldn't knot you, and he wasn't stupid enough to give you a creampie. So you got painted like a pretty picture instead.
He did get softer after seeing your blissed out state, helping you off the desk and just gathering you up in his arms, taking you for a hot bath and bundling you up for a nap.
You swore you could feel a gentle kiss being placed on your forehead right before you let the exhaustion seep in.
The late morning and afternoon slowly passed, the heat finally settling after the well needed rest and you woke up right before the sun was setting.
In Naoya's room.
He wasn't there, but a little cake was on the nightstand without a note.
He remembered.
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synopsis: a chronicle of your betrothal to naoya zen'in, from the start of your new life at the zen'in estate to the present. can you trust your feelings for him, or were they always a product of your circumstances?
CONTENTS (full work): N/SFW, canon compliant, 2nd person pov, no use of y/n, arranged marriage, manga spoilers, mutual emotional manipulation, depictions of abuse, non-sexual grooming by the zen'in clan, unhealthy relationship dynamics, possessive/controlling behavior, suggestive themes, eventual smut, childhood friends to lovers, misogyny, injury and canon-typical violence, verbal threat of sexual violence, main character death, reader insert has a family and personality
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Chapter 1 // Inheritance
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You hadn’t questioned it when he said he’d be clan head one day, and now, it seemed just as obvious to you, too. In the years to come, you would wonder what kind of person Naoya might have become if he had struggled, even just a little. If praise had come more sparingly. If effort had ever failed to be rewarded. He might have turned out an entirely different man than the one he grew into. But you couldn’t imagine him in any other way. It was as if he had come already fully formed, and all it took was the normal course of his life for that to reveal itself.
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At twelve, you had been old enough to understand why you were being taken in by the Zen’in. The adults called it fostering, which sounded old-fashioned and scary. The Zen’in clan required girls like you from time to time. Girls with potential, who came from families that were respectable enough but not too powerful to create competing authorities or leverage, and young enough to be shaped.
When the proposal came, your parents accepted immediately.
The Zen’in estate sprawled outside of the bounds of the city, a place where the modern world seemed to thin away. You understood as you passed through the gates that you were now leaving childhood behind. From now on, you would be educated by the Zen’in, live on their land, be prepared to their standards. And someday—no one bothered to specify when—you would marry into the main family. To Naobito Zen’in’s youngest son, specifically.
Naoya Zen’in watched you approach from the engawa. He was thirteen and not very tall, but already broadening through the shoulders as if his body had to prove that it excelled at growing on top of everything else. His hair was dark then, his eyes sharp and curious as you bowed before him.
You’d been told to bow. You’d been told a lot of things, like to behave and not to speak unless spoken to. The Zen’in were a prestigious, conservative family, and you knew that if you failed here and things went poorly, it wouldn’t be so simple as being sent back home. Your family’s honor was riding on this, and the clan didn’t foster children they intended to give back.
It suddenly occurred to you that your name was being called.
“...—chan? So, that’s you?”
The suffix caught you off-guard, rattling you out of your churn of thoughts. It sounded almost affectionate, almost kind. Naoya Zen’in did not bow back, but he did smile when you straightened and met his gaze, bright with interest. He looked pleased to have something new to occupy him. You realized then that this was the first time you had been seen by the person you were meant to belong to.
“You’ll get to know her later, Naoya,” one of the elders said, and you were led away.
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You learned the layout of your new surroundings quickly by walking behind Naoya.
Life at the Zen’in estate was different from home. Gone were the narrow streets and modest wood-and-concrete houses you had known; here, polished floors stretched through the dim halls, shoji doors whispered open and shut, and wooden staircases rose to upper floors you had not yet been allowed to explore. Most of the tatami-covered rooms were either barren with austerity or so ornate with vermillion-colored lacquerware that you didn’t know where to look.
“Oi! This way,” Naoya said, pointing. He had been moving impatiently, darting ahead and doubling back every so often when he realized you weren’t keeping up. “You’ll get lost if you wander.”
But I haven’t been wandering. You’re just faster than me, you wanted to protest, but it lodged in your throat. You didn’t want to admit that your new yukata was too constraining or that the sandals on your feet felt ungainly. Naoya led you through a sliding door into a quieter wing of the house, where it smelled of milk and something faintly sweet. When the two of you arrived, the twins were asleep.
Maki and Mai lay side by side in a wide crib, swaddled so tightly they looked like a pair of unmoving dolls. One had her tiny fist curled near her mouth; the other’s lashes fluttered as though she was dreaming something urgent. Naoya beamed down at them.
“See?” he whispered, far louder than necessary. “Ain’t they small?”
You nodded. You’d seen babies before, of course. But never two with the same face.
“They’re my cousins,” Naoya continued, chest puffing slightly. “Twins. Rare, right? But…” He lowered his voice and leaned in closer. “You know, they’re girls.”
“Oh,” you said, because you didn’t know what else to say.
Naoya watched your reaction carefully, head tilted, and from this, you got the sense that this mattered somehow. That he was measuring something about you in that moment.
“They won’t inherit anything important,” he added. “But they’ll be useful.”
You looked furtively back at the twins, their breathing slow and synchronized. They didn’t look like tools. They didn’t look like anything except babies, soft and unaware and entirely defenseless. You transiently wondered if someone once looked at you the same way.
Naoya straightened, apparently satisfied. “C’mon. I’ll show you the rest.”
Later, after he was finished telling you which rooms you weren’t allowed in (most of them) and which attendants could be ignored (all of them), he was whisked off for his music lesson, and you did not see him again until dinner that night. You were seated at a distance, well away from the men, next to a quiet, withdrawn woman. Her name was Shizue, though you had only thus far heard her referred to as the twins’ mother.
“You visited the girls,” Shizue-san said once the meal started, as the men at the other end of the table discussed appointments and politics.
It wasn’t a question, but you responded as if it were. “Yes, they were beautiful.”
Shizue lifted her napkin and dabbed delicately at the corner of her mouth. You watched the movement with an odd intensity, puzzled. You waited, unsure what you were waiting for, only later realizing how badly you wanted the woman to say something (anything) that sounded like maternal kindness. The women here were not warm, as a rule it seemed.
“You know why you’re here, don’t you?” she asked after a moment, and you hesitated.
“I’m… going to stay,” you said carefully. “And study.”
“Yes,” Shizue replied. “That’s part of it.” She lowered her napkin and did not look at you as she continued. “You’ll be educated properly. You’ll learn how this house works,” she went on, her voice neither cruel nor gentle, simply matter-of-fact. “And one day, you’ll be expected to give the family what it needs next. Heirs.”
Already, you could feel the walls closing in. This place had a shape, and you were being fitted into it, whether you liked it or not. You couldn’t imagine having children, much less having children with Naoya. It seemed like such an abstraction, something so far off and distant, that it was too blurry to make out. You didn’t know how to respond, so you merely nodded.
Across the table, Naoya glanced up from his meal and caught your eye. When he flashed you a grin, sharp and bright, you felt something in your chest loosen. Maybe, you thought for the first time, clinging to the feeling before it could disappear, it wouldn’t be so unbearable to marry a Zen’in.
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Naoya was easy to get along with. You rarely had to ask if you were curious about something. He talked openly and frequently about whatever struck his fancy. He told you that his papa was very busy, and that his older brothers were “fine, I guess,” but that he would be head of the clan one day.
“It’s obvious,” he’d said. “Everyone knows.”
You supposed he liked having someone near his own age, who wasn’t one of his numerous brothers or cousins—boys who either competed with him openly or resented him or trailed after him eagerly and emptily. You weren’t jealous of him, nor did you fawn. You merely listened to him and laughed when he wanted you to, and that seemed to please him enough.
And you liked having Naoya for company, too, to play with and talk to. With him, you didn’t have to endure the constant warning looks and clipped corrections of the older women, who measured your every word and movement. Nor did you have to navigate the quiet, suffocating competition of the other girls, all of them watching and being watched, and comparing what little approval was handed out to them like scraps.
In a way, you thought, it made sense that things worked out that way. You had been handpicked for each other, after all.
You preferred Naoya’s company a whole lot better than his older brothers’; that was for sure. When they were not too busy ignoring you or turning their noses up at you like the dirt beneath their sandals, they seemed to go out of their way to provoke you—choosing you last at picking teams, pushing you down into the dirt during games, but never in any way that would betray outright hostility. The worst of them was Naosuke, whose blows were often the roughest of the bunch. His methods tended toward the tactless and brash, but Naoya, when he noticed, simply dismissed him.
“Onii-chan is an oaf. Don’t let him bother you,” he would say with a toss of his head, as if the matter didn’t deserve more than that.
You collected Naoya in fragments, the parts of him that existed between the lines that were spoken about him and by him. He still moved back then with a touch of carelessness, unaccustomed to the gangly limbs of a growing body. When he laughed, he did it loudly with his head tipped back and his eyes squeezed shut so that his long lashes pressed against his cheeks. When he grew bored, he slouched, propping his chin in his hand, tapping his heel against the floor.
He liked showing you things in the gardens and bringing you things he thought you might like. Candy he’d stolen from the kitchen, a book he’d already read with dog-eared pages. Once, a stray cat he’d discovered near the service wing, cradled awkwardly against his chest.
“We can’t keep it,” you had said, alarmed.
“I know,” he replied, defensive. “I just thought you’d want to see it.”
He knelt with you, letting the cat curl against his leg until a housekeeper came to shoo it away. When it fled, Naoya looked after it with a small, tight expression you did not yet recognize.
You stored these moments away without knowing you were doing it, arranging them like keepsakes in your mind. Proof, you thought, that your future husband was kind. That he noticed things. That beneath the structure being built around him, there was a boy who instinctively held on to his humanity. It made it easier, later, to excuse what came after.
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All the men in the clan were always training, especially the ones who didn’t have an innate technique to speak of. They were already there at the training grounds each morning, when you arrived for your instruction, and they were there after you left, when etiquette and literature and history lessons claimed you for the rest of the day.
You possessed a decent amount of cursed energy, but your instructor valued control above all else. You were praised for your neatness and for listening well, even when you tired rapidly from drills. The Zen’in women did not customarily seem to practice jujutsu sorcery, which baffled you and contributed to the confounding simultaneous lack of expectation and over expectation of your power.
“Watch out!”
You had been thirteen. Something struck the side of your head. Suddenly, the world tipped and slid sideways. The courtyard stones rushed up, and you tasted iron. You blinked, the edges of your vision swimming. The figure materializing before you loomed, an unimpressed curl to his lips.
“Are you alright?” cried out the voice from before, but it did not belong to the frowning boy. Ranta skidded to a stop beside you and dropped to his knees, his brows arched and knitted in worry. You looked past him, though, gasping and eyeing the wooden bō in Naosuke’s grip.
Naosuke flourished the staff, turning it in one palm. “You’re supposed to dodge,” he said, patronizing, as if speaking to a child. He moderated his tone just enough in front of the instructors to imply indifference, but you knew the strike had been no accident.
Ranta looked between you, uncertain—a talented youth, yet he was often too quick to defer to the older boys. “She’s not used to sparring yet,” he protested weakly. “You didn’t have to—”
“Didn’t have to what?” Naosuke cut in. “If she can’t handle getting knocked down, maybe she should stick to pouring tea.”
“I’m fine,” you said, pushing yourself up. You pressed your sleeve to your mouth, dabbing away the blood.
A stone-faced instructor sent you off to sit out the next set of drills. You sat at the edge of the courtyard, cradling your stinging head and watching the other students practice. Across the training ground, Naosuke barked a laugh, the sound carrying.
“You’re still doing this?” Naoya asked, appearing at your side and startling you. He was fourteen now and receiving his own special training.
You jolted, clandestinely concealing the crimson smearing your sleeve. You did not want him to notice your distress. Better to let him think it was nothing more than a run-of-the-mill training bruise. “Yes.”
He hummed pensively. “You don’t have to be good at it, you know.”
“I don’t?”
“I mean, obviously,” he said, shrugging. “It’s not what women are for.” He said it the way he said most things back then, repeating words he had heard older men speak and testing how they sounded in his own mouth. “You’ve got other lessons. Important ones.”
You considered this. “But I want to learn.”
Naoya tilted his head, studying you, and for a moment, you worried that he could read your thoughts. “Sure,” he said easily. “Just don’t overdo it. You look tired all the time.”
In contrast, Naoya never seemed tired. He seemed to have boundless energy and talent. His instructors had called him a genius enough times that he parroted the word himself. It appeared almost natural that the son of the clan head would receive so much praise, but then, you noticed that there were in fact many other sons who did not encounter the same treatment. His older brothers, namely—who, by Naoya’s own account, simply did not measure up.
You hadn’t questioned it when he said he’d be clan head one day, and now, it seemed just as obvious to you, too. In the years to come, you would wonder what kind of person Naoya might have become if he had struggled, even just a little. If praise had come more sparingly. If effort had ever failed to be rewarded. He might have turned out an entirely different man than the one he grew into. But you couldn’t imagine him in any other way. It was as if he had come already fully formed, and all it took was the normal course of his life for that to reveal itself.
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By fourteen, you had discovered that you loved to watch Naoya at the piano, especially his hands. Long fingers confident, striking each note cleanly. You never saw him fumble, even on the intricate pieces that made your own knuckles tense from just listening.
The music room was one of the few places you were allowed to linger without supervision, provided you sat quietly and kept your hands folded in your lap. It was not a room meant for you, but you felt welcome in it anyway when Naoya played for you on the upright piano, which was old but one of the few modern concessions in the house. He was fifteen. His music was never gentle. Even in the slower pieces, there was a kind of restrained ferocity that suited him. Back then, you never wondered if he was really playing for you at all, or if what you witnessed was simply the overflow of his own pride. The need to excel at everything, even leisure.
You did not think Naoya was flawless. No one was. But you thought, perhaps foolishly, that being told you were exceptional every day must be a kind of pressure. That being expected to surpass everyone else, always, must weigh on a person in ways no one acknowledged. Naoya did not fail, but surely he knew the consequences if he ever did. You wondered if he ever felt lonely because of it.
The idea filled you with a strange tenderness. The belief that beneath his confidence there must be something fragile, something human he was guarding. That perhaps he needed someone to see him clearly—to admire him not because he was destined for greatness, but because he was trying. That even Naoya, brilliant and praised and certain, must be trapped in the world he was born into somehow.
When Naoya finished, he let the last note linger in the air until it died out on its own, then turned to you with not the sharp grin he wore among the other boys, but something smaller and warm. The one you liked to think was for you alone.
“Well?”
“It was great,” you said truthfully. “And you make it sound so easy.”
“It is easy,” he said. Then, after a moment, as if reconsidering, he added, “Well. For me.”
You weren’t thinking when you responded, and the words would later replay in your head when you wondered why you hadn’t stayed quiet. “That piece is supposed to be difficult. I mean—people struggle with it. Even professionals. It would be okay if you did, too.”
The warmth vanished, and Naoya’s expression seemed to close itself off. His mouth flattened, his shoulders drew back slightly. “Why would I struggle with it?”
“I didn’t say you did,” you replied quickly. “Only that it wouldn’t be strange if—”
He stood, cutting you off. The bench scraped abruptly against the floor. “It ain’t supposed to be hard, unless you’re an idiot,” he snapped.
You flushed, heat creeping up your neck. “I was just saying—”
“I know what you were saying,” Naoya said. His tone had gone cool, distant in a way you rarely heard directed at you. “Don’t need to pretend you understand things you know nothing about.”
For a moment, the room felt too large. You swallowed, nodding. You should have known better. You should have remembered the script you all lived by here, the correct lines and cues, and kept to your part. Praise without question, admiration without comparison. That was what Naoya wanted. What all the men here demanded. If you couldn’t be the best, you pretended not to want it. The lesson was not new, but you learned it again anyway.
Naoya left then, without saying anything else. The door to the piano room closed with a shudder behind him, and the silence after was thin and empty. You stared at where he’d been sitting and felt an odd hollow open in your chest—one that would become more and more familiar as the years went on.
It was then that you realized Naoya did not believe in traps. Only in hierarchies. And he had never once considered that the cage which made him powerful might also be the one thing he would never escape.
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He avoided you for the rest of the afternoon.
His displeasure at you wasn’t overt; he did not glare, nor did he snap. He simply did not look at you. When you passed in the hall, at the table during dinner, never once did his eyes meet yours. It felt like the punishment it was meant as. You spent the evening dissecting the moment, trimming your memory of it down until it was stripped away into something that was your fault:
I shouldn’t have said that. I embarrassed him. He’s under so much pressure.
“What’d you do to him?” Naosuke asked with an almost pitying amusement when he noticed. Of course, he noticed.
You tried not to betray your discomfort as he leaned in, pulse quickening. “I didn’t do anything.”
“Uh-huh.” He tilted his head, as if looking at something he’d cornered and found mildly fascinating. “You know he’s sensitive,” he said, his voice inflected with faint ridicule.
“It was a misunderstanding,” you insisted, firmly but quietly.
Naosuke grinned. He had a grin that was just as sharp as Naoya’s but lacking the same intent, like a blade wielded without discipline. “Careful. You don’t want to end up on his bad side, right? Imagine where you’d end up if he decided you weren’t worth marrying. You’d be worthless to us then.”
You looked away, your mind crying out for Naoya before remembering he wouldn’t be your rescuer. Not now. “Thank you for the advice, Naosuke-san.”
He laughed, eyes glittering with bored amusement before straightening and walking off, his hands shoved in his pockets.
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It was nearly bedtime when Naoya finally appeared at the door to your room. He called out to you, that familiar suffix attached to your name, as if nothing had happened.
You rose immediately. “Yes?”
He didn’t step inside. He stood in the hallway, his mouth set in a line that wasn’t quite a frown, looking past you as if examining the wall behind your head. Your heart hammered, worried that the confrontation might be replayed at any moment, as if he might suddenly say what he really thought of your slip. Naosuke's words from earlier that day echoed around unbidden in your head.
“Let’s go for a walk,” Naoya said instead.
You hesitated. The hour was late, and the house was thick with rules about where girls your age belonged at night, but Naoya’s tone carried the familiar assurance that none of it applied to him. You let yourself believe that that certainty extended to those he chose and slipped on your sandals.
He led you up the hall and out onto the engawa, where the late summer air was cool and crisp. Somewhere beyond the garden, the last of the frogs murmured, mixing with the harkening chirp of autumn bell crickets. You sat together at the edge side by side, feet dangling above the stone path, not quite close enough to touch shoulders. While Naoya swung his legs idly, you folded your hands in your lap and sat so still that your muscles began to ache. You tried to sense his mood from the set of his profile out of the corner of your eye. He could be so laconic when he wanted to be, in spite of his outspoken nature.
Eventually, you braved a glance at him, and he looked back, but there was nothing in his eyes to read.
“Here.”
He casually held something out wrapped in a square of dark cloth. You took it with both hands. Inside was a small knife, not ornamental but beautifully made and practical, with a short blade and a smooth handle.
“It’s balanced,” Naoya said. “Not too heavy. You’d mess up your wrist otherwise.”
You looked up at him. “For me?”
“Obviously.” He rolled his eyes. “Don’t get the wrong idea. You might get sent out on lower-level exorcisms soon. It ain’t safe.”
“I can handle myself,” you said carefully.
He snorted softly, not in a way that suggested he meant to be cruel. “Sure. With weak curses. But if something slips through? You think they’ll protect you properly?” His gaze swept over you almost tenderly. “You shouldn’t have to rely on your technique alone,” he went on. “It’s fine, but it’s not…” He trailed off, as if the rest were too obvious to state.
You closed the cloth around the knife. “I see,” you said.
“I’m serious. Women get killed because they overestimate themselves.” He shifted slightly, letting his arm brush lightly against yours. “You’re smarter than that.”
Naoya’s gaze slid sideways again, searching your face for a reaction, though his tone had already softened. The earlier friction between you dissolved into the hush of night, and the space between you felt familiar again. Safe, even. Your fingers closed more tightly around the wrapped knife. You thought of the women at the estate, the ones who vanished into private rooms or withdrew into themselves until they were barely noticeable in the halls. Not one of them had ever held a weapon openly. Not one of them had been given a gift like this.
“Thank you,” you said finally, tucking the knife into your sleeve.
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You had been trusted to start mending Naoya’s things after you turned fifteen. Between assignments to deal with minor exorcisms, Shizue sat with you at the kotatsu and showed you how to make use of the tiny needles. Sewing came easy to you, perhaps due to your innate technique, though it demanded even more precision than weaving threads to suppress curses.
“You cannot mend from the outside,” Shizue instructed. “It will show and look careless.”
You nodded, turning the dark fabric of one of Naoya’s haori inside out on your lap. There was a tear at the inner sleeve, no wider than a grain of rice. You wouldn’t have noticed it yourself. You wondered how long it had been there before Shizue did.
As you began to guide the needle through the inner seam, Shizue added, “Don’t pull too tight. Men notice when their sleeves bind.”
“Yes, Aunt.” You tempered the careful rhythm of your hands, catching only a whisper of thread from the lining and drawing it through with the softest motion. It was strange, you thought, how much attention was required for something meant to be unseen.
From the adjoining room came the cadence of men’s voices. The shoji between was closed, but the walls were thin. Naoya was in rare spirits that day. He had performed exceptionally on his latest mission and received praise from Naobito in front of everyone.
You tried to focus on the seam.
“Five years,” an aging voice carried through the screen. “Strange that there’s been no further issue.”
“Maybe there’s no point in trying,” Naoya’s voice answered. “Twins are already a bad omen. And girls, on top of it.”
Shizue’s fingers pressed lightly into her sleeve. You tried not to look up at the older woman. Her husband, Ogi, remained silent somewhere behind the shoji as the other men chuckled.
“You must match the tension of what is already there,” Shizue said, as if neither of you had heard anything. “If you force it, the fabric will pucker. If you are too loose, it will fray again the first time he moves.”
Meanwhile, Naoya spoke again, emboldened. “If you’re gonna bother, at least produce something useful. Unless, the problem ain’t you, Uncle.”
You felt heat rush to your face. No one rebuked him. Only another chorus of laughter followed. Your eyes held to the neat, invisible stitches you were drawing through the lining, but your ears stung with the words. You had learned through these male conversations the unguarded boastfulness of men when they thought no one was listening. Well, no one of consequence. Even at sixteen, Naoya could fill a room.
Shizue did not acknowledge the words. She lifted her cup of tea for a sip. “Yes, that’s correct,” she said calmly. “But watch your last knot. It mustn’t catch.”
She spoke as if the world beyond the kotatsu had ceased to exist. The implication was clear: you were not supposed to hear what the men said behind closed doors. Not supposed to mind. But you had spent the last three years at Shizue’s side, learning posture and tea preparation, the invisible mechanics of household management. And now, here she sat, reduced to a failed vessel in front of her husband, her brother-in-law, by the boy you were meant to marry one day.
You felt a sudden shiver run through you. You got the feeling that if you went through with it, you might become like Shizue one day. Seated beside Naoya and silent while he and the other men joked about your body, your usefulness, your failures. Would you shrink the same way? Or had Shizue always been this quiet?
“Good,” Shizue said as you turned the seam over to check your work. There was no sign of the wound. “You have a careful touch.”
The praise didn’t feel deserved. For the first time since arriving at the estate, you did not feel sorry for Naoya’s pressure.
Later, when he found you near the half-frozen koi pond, he slung an arm loosely over you shoulders. You were startled, just a little, by the casual heaviness of his touch. Naoya was always warm. Even in winter, he seemed to carry his own heat. It seeped through the layers of your kimono as he steered you along the edge of the pond.
He was taller than you now by several inches. Sometimes, you forgot how quickly he’d grown; the childishness of his face had receded, replaced by a sharpness that did not soften, even when he grinned.
“Hey,” he murmured, nudging you. “You’re quiet. Bored?”
You shook your head. “Just thinking.”
“About what?”
The words from the men’s room were still echoing in your mind, but you knew better than to give voice to them. If you did, you felt he might laugh at you. It occurred to you that you should have moved away. Instead, you leaned into his warmth.
Why did you treasure this closeness as though it were a privilege? Why did you measure yourself so thoroughly against his approval? There were others in this house who received only the flatness of his gaze. You had seen it. You had seen it turned toward you once or twice by now. And still, when he found you in a courtyard or at the end of a corridor, when he chose to stand beside you instead of ahead of you, something in you eased.
The answer only became obvious when you let it. It was something that, previously, you had viciously chased out of your mind every time because it was simply too foolish to entertain. You had feelings for him, in whatever quiet, ill-formed way they had developed. And because you did, you could see the flaw in it. If no one ever contradicted him, he would become the kind of man who believed a woman’s silence meant she deserved it.
Naoya squeezed your shoulder lightly, misreading your stillness. “You think too much,” he said, almost fondly.
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There was a lot you missed about home—the rows of dusty comic books at the corner store, the smell of fried sweet potato, the sound of your schoolmates’ laughter—though at this point, the Zen’in estate was starting to feel more like home than the place you grew up in. It was the summer of your sixteenth year, and the mountain air was thick with bottled heat, trapped between the walls and the endless tile rooftops. You took to rising early, before everything had the chance to turn syrupy, to train alone while the grass was still wet from dew.
You walked the shaded paths behind the outer house, careful to avoid the training grounds where Naoya and the others would soon gather. He liked to be watched when he practiced, but you sensed lately that your presence was less a comfort and more a challenge, and some days, you preferred not to be seen at all. There was a stretch of flagstones tucked behind the gardens, shaded by aged cypress and mostly ignored. The quiet there was more peaceful than the quiet of the house, and you relished the rare freedom it granted you to move as you pleased.
Today, though, the space was occupied. Maki stood barefoot in the middle of the yard, a bokken gripped in both her small hands. The wooden sword seemed like it would be too heavy for her thin arms, but it didn’t drag as she lifted it. She swung, and the strike landed cleanly but just a little too hesitantly against the target post.
“You’re holding it wrong,” Naoya said as the girl attempted to reset her stance. He was leaning against one of the cypress trunks with his arms folded, grin crooked with amusement. He must have come looking for you and found something better instead.
Maki didn’t turn toward him. “I’m not.”
“You are,” he said lightly. “But it don’t matter, I guess. You can’t even see curses. What’re you planning to cut?”
The girl’s shoulders tightened, lifting high to her ears. Unlike Mai, she had barely managed to manifest any cursed energy yet, and given that they were twins, it had been taken as a sign by the family that she never would. But Maki was stubborn, and you had noticed the girl had recently taken to watching you train, catching her lingering just beyond the edges of the garden wall, always vanishing the instant she thought she’d been noticed.
“Maybe you should try needlework. You’re more likely to hurt yourself with that thing than any curse.”
“I don’t want to do needlework,” came Maki’s reply through gritted teeth. “I wanna be a jujutsu sorcerer.”
Naoya pushed off the tree and strolled closer. “Sorcerers fight curses. If you ain’t got cursed energy, you ain’t a sorcerer,” he said.
He tapped two fingers against her forehead, hard enough to knock her backward. Maki landed on the stones with a tight oof, then glared up at her cousin like she was trying very hard not to cry. You quickly stepped in, your feet carrying you forward on shocked indignance.
“Naoya, don’t!” you blurted. “She’s only practicing.”
He turned at the sound of your voice, brow arching. “She’s trying to be you, you know. You’re setting a bad example for her. Maki-chan ain’t got what it takes to be a sorcerer. She might as well learn how to be a proper wife.” He paused, tilting his head. “Or have you been encouraging this?”
You moved between them as Maki scrambled to clutch at the bokken that had tumbled from her hand. “She’s six.”
Naoya scoffed. “I inherited Papa’s technique when I was six. She’ll be fine, anyway. She’s just pretending.” He knelt, squatting so that he was level with Maki’s eyeline behind you. “Ain’t that right, Maki-chan?”
Maki’s lips pressed together into a tight, quivering line. She nodded once rigidly.
“See?” Naoya stood, stretching his arms behind his head nonchalantly. You could barely believe he was the same boy who had once proudly presented his twin cousins to you when they were just babies. The same boy, who was now nearly a man. And yet, for all his height, Naoya had always held that same impatience for weakness.
You ignored him and bent to help Maki to her feet. “There,” you murmured, dusting the sleeves of the girl’s kimono. “Carry that back inside carefully. And don’t drag it.”
Maki nodded, her eyes shining but dry. She clutched the bokken to her chest and slipped past Naoya without looking at him. You listened to her footsteps fade along the stone path.
When you straightened, slowly, to turn back to Naoya, you were met with that flat disdain you were already expecting. For once, he didn’t look at you indulgently, like you were a child in need of explaining. He was not angered in the way he had been at the piano years ago. There was something new and simmering in his expression—something you had not meant to summon. It made you shudder.
“You embarrassed me,” he said.
“In front of who? Maki?” you replied, forcing yourself to lift your chin. “You’re so easily embarrassed in front of a child?”
Naoya’s gaze hardened. The air between you seemed to contract. You were suddenly aware of the sweat at your collarbone. A strand of hair had come loose and stuck to your cheek. You didn’t brush it away.
He took a step closer. “You think you can—what? Teach me a lesson?”
You realized, belatedly, that you had not stepped away. You were still standing directly in front of him, close enough that you could smell the salt and the heart rising off his skin.
“I know you’re not so naive that you would—”
“Don’t,” you hissed, giving his chest a hard shove. “Don’t act like you know anything about me.”
You had pushed him before, plenty of times, but not for years. Not since he’d begun outgrowing you in height. Now, he didn’t stumble. He barely even moved. Naoya’s eyes narrowed, and for a moment, you were certain he would lash out. You thought perhaps he might shove you back, like he did as a child.
Instead, he leaned in almost imperceptibly and insisted, “I do know you. I know you spent your first week here cryin’ into your pillow every night. I know you visit the pond whenever you miss home.” His mouth curled upward faintly, the ghost of the smile meant only for you. “I know you hate being wrong, and you hate being ignored. And you think if you work hard enough, I’ll respect you for it, ‘stead of just likin’ how pretty you look when you try.”
Your mouth fell open, then closed. You felt the rush of blood rising to your cheeks. “Well, I know you,” you huffed, chest heaving as you thrust an accusing finger into his chest. “I know you hate feeling stupid. I know you hate being doubted more than anything, even if it’s just for a second. And you hate when anyone sees you lose, even a little. You always have to be the best, even at things you don’t care about.”
You were stricken by the sound of the words, even as they left your own mouth. Naoya’s expression didn’t shift for a long beat. There was an anticipation between you, thicker than the warming summer air. And then, so fleeting you nearly missed it, his golden brown eyes flickered down to your mouth. All of a sudden, you became acutely aware of your own breathing, of the way your pulse had climbed high into your throat. Your hands felt awkward at your sides. You had stood close to him before, countless times. Walked and sat beside him, even leaned into him. But this felt different.
For years, you had thought of your future with Naoya as an abstract. Your someday husband. A childhood arrangement that had yet to take shape. But now, standing in the morning light filtered through the cypress trees, you felt the future condense into something immediate and physical. You could practically see it: shared rooms, shared beds, children raised under the same roof.
Naoya blinked. Realization rippled across his face in tandem before he managed to contain it. “You’re gettin’ bold,” he said, the low roughness of his tone sending a shiver down your spine. “Don’t undermine me again.”
And then, he stepped around you, shoulder brushing deliberately against yours as he passed.
a/n: thank you for reading! This might be the 267th arranged marriage fic with naoya but damn it’s the perfect trope for him.
(I do have an outline for all the chapters already, but there are a lot of years to cover here, and i’ve got several other projects running at the same time. Additionally, i have some huge things going on irl, so i can't promise any kind of posting schedule for this. That being said, your support as readers is greatly appreciated <3)
tags! naoya zenin x afab! hostess! reader, reader is a freaked all the way out, Naoya is his own warning, use of the name 'pet', oral (m! receiving), "praise" (f! receiving), wrote this with a hand in my panties, degradation (f! receiving) tiny bit of spit play, degradation, dumbification if you squint ?, reader is cock drunk, Naoya may have hidden motives...
he can't be fixed, but surely fucking him would calm him down...
haven't written any smut in like three months pls don't mind the sloppiness
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Working as a hostess, you of course had your fair share of encounters with odd men.
If you were asked, you'd say the most common archetype would be working men who didn't have time for a proper social life and just wanted a pretty girl who pretended to give a fuck to listen to their problems while having a drink.
Sometimes, those men had rings on their fingers. You always noticed them, of course. Did that stop you from doing the job you were hired for in order to put feed yourself and maintain a decent lifestyle ?
Not really.
Not at all, actually.
The club's rules were strict about sleeping with clients, they weren't even allowed to touch you, only to have the mere fantasy of you — not that you were dying to have sex with a bunch of lonely old men either.
Because of course, lonely men between the ages of forty to sixty were making up most of your client list.
It would be mighty difficult for a man younger than that to none only attain such a level of despair, but to also be able to afford the hefty fee that was required to drink in your presence.
But of course, there is always an exception.
And your very own had you on all fours, slowly crawling on the soft carpeting of a nice and cushy hotel room towards him.
Naoya Zenin wasn't like the others.
He was twelve years under the usual age range you were used to, born and raised in a proper family, had the kind of money that made the manager clear out your entire schedule for the night the second he appeared, because everyone knew who Naoya's favorite was, and it was none other than you.
You.
You.
Always you.
Only you.
No one knew why the Zenin heir frequented a hostess club — Scratch that, no one knew that he frequented a hostess club, he made sure of that.
His last name was slapped on his forehead, every each of his mannerisms, every word he spoke. What an embarrassment it would be if anyone knew he was here, and only wanted one woman at his table.
He was meticulous with it.
First, he'd call to make himself known, but mostly to give you time to prepare for him. Then, he never walked in through the main entrance, never went to the first floor where new —or broke— clients were; instead, he made a beeline for the privacy of the third floor where you would be, waiting for him.
Once he approved of your outfit choice, —which you always had figure out of your own— he would start drinking and going on tangents about his oh soooo progressive rhetoric about women's 'place' in society, or complain about his peers, sometimes, even confiding in that he couldn't wait for his old man to 'finally croak', in his very own words.
Once he had his fill of that, he would then pay another hefty sum to allow you to leave the club during business hours and come with him to what had become the 'usual' hotel, purely from how often you frequented the place together.
It was a nice place : private, secure, and typically not the kind of place you'd see him in. In short, perfect for this purpose.
And one would think that maybe you were forced into this by the club because of how much money Naoya was willing to put down.
Surely, you didn't actually want this, you were such a nice girl with dignity and self-respect !
... Well one would be wrong.
You had managed to somehow block out the words that came out of his mouth to focus on the smooth sound of his voice, you allowed yourself to be seduced by the pretty face that barely, baaarely covered the ugly personality.
And it was all in favor of the rough, glorious, delicious destruction of your guts his sole appearance at the club promised.
In short : you cared to be fucked, not wifed — And if you could get a check with five zeros for it, that's even better.
Perhaps that's exactly what Naoya liked about you.
"Here, kitty kitty..." A smirk graced his face as he looked at you from the bed, leisurely leaned back on his palms.
He looked arrogant, utterly pleased, his thighs spread comfortably as he sat there wrapped in a bath robe like some sort of gift, hair slightly damp.
Naoya knew very well that by the time you'd make it to him, your thighs would be sticky and wet from your own mess dripping down your soft skin, and it only served to none only stroke his ego, by make his cock unbelievably hard.
You maintained eye contact, crawling towards him on the soft carpet with your perky ass up in the air enticingly, only stopping once you were between his legs.
Naoya leaned forward, elbows resting on his thighs as he took a deep breath. He leaned his head against his fist, his free hand cupping your chin and raising it so you could face him properly.
"How much did I spend on you tonight ?" He asked, pressing his thumb against your lower lip.
You looked into his eyes, your own gaze glazed over with pure, unadulterated lust.
One might think that it would make sense for you to not be sober, perhaps that would explain why you were so eager to give yourself to that man.
But one would once again be terribly wrong.
Even if Naoya himself drank, he never allowed you to be anything other than sober. In his very own words, 'it ruins the experience if you can't realize how much of a slut you're being'.
"You know I don't pay attention to that..." You answered in a soft voice, batting your lashes at him.
Swirling your tongue around his thumb, you then slowly sucked it into your mouth nice and slow, your gaze fixated on his holding promises.
His smirk slowly widened, a smug look settling on his features as he sighed softly, moving his hand to cup your cheek and taking to occasion to trace the letter 'N' on your cheek with your own saliva, a fake thoughtful pout on his lips.
"I told you to pay attention, I didn't think I was spending money on a stupid woman who can't listen." He clicked his tongue condescendingly, his hand going to the back of your neck. "How can you fuck me properly if you don't know what you have to be grateful for ?"
You looked at him with an exaggerated pout. "They won't let me look at the books... I only know what the direct deposit to my account looks like."
He was quiet, slowly biting his lower lip.
You were far from stupid... Well, maybe a little for sleeping with him but not outright dumb, he knew that very well.
Perhaps that is another thing he liked about you.
So when you put on that coy act, it rushed straight to his cock, because he knew it was just that. An act. Pretending.
And it never failed to stroke his ego that a smart like you would dumb herself down just for him.
"Huh... Is that so ?" He asked, his hand wrapping around your neck, not quite squeezing but just letting rest there. "What are you willing to do for that extra check ?"
His other hand lazily untied his robe while he tightened his hold on your neck, carefully squeezing against your jugular to making you a bit lightheaded.
"Maybe I should wave it in front of you and make you crawl around for it... You'd like that, wouldn't you ?" He asked, spreading open the robe to show off his muscular body underneath. "What do you like more ? My money or my cock ?"
You knew better to touch him before he told you to, though doing that generally led to an even better experience. But given that your last encounter with him was two days ago, you weren't ready to go through that again so soon.
He was so well-built under all the layers of traditional clothes he usually wore, droplets of water dripping down his abs still.
"Two birds, one stone." You answered, licking your lips.
You were so shameless with it that it got a genuine cackle out of him. So direct, no pretenses. Just a hungry little slut for cock who loved money.
Another thing he liked about you.
He leaned down and pressed a surprisingly tender kiss to your forehead, his very own form of praise.
He would never outright praise you, but every last one of his kisses, as filthy as they may be, had to be earned.
And who other than the pretty hostess who didn't spread those pretty legs open for anyone but him would put in that amount of dedication to please him ?
"Get to work, girl." I let go of you, leaning back onto his palms cockily.
His eyes were sharp, glaring down at you with growing impatience, even if it had only been a second since he gave you the signal that you could touch now.
You looked at him as you settled back on your knees, sweeping two fingers between your legs, gathering your own wetness.
Then, you rubbed it onto your palm, using that hand to slowly stroke his semi-hard cock.
He was well groomed, never fully shaved, but trimmed neatly. Sometimes, he didn't bother trimming at all, and frankly, you didn't care, he wasn't that hairy of a man to begin with.
He was thick, veiny, if anyone thought he was overly arrogant, nature gave him the exact size to match just how big he was talking.
"You're fucking gross, you know that ?" He groaned softly, watching you stroke his cock with your own slick.
You chuckled, pressing a kiss to his tip.
"That's what you like about me." You whispered before finally taking him into your mouth.
He let out a heavy breath of relief, his head falling back. One of his hand immediately placed itself on top of your head, guiding you to guzzle down more of his fat cock.
"Get over yourself..." He hissed softly, feeling his tip in your tight throat. "A dignified whore should not think so highly of herself."
You moaned softly around his cock, pulling back momentarily to lick a stripe down, following the veins to the base of his cock.
"A man as dignified as yourself shouldn't be so eager to be touched by a whore." You shot back.
Your lips sucked on the sensitive spot right where between his shaft and balls started, coaxing a chocked groan out of him.
He looked down at you, slapping his cock on your forehead with a focused yet pleased look on his face.
"Dignified and common whores aren't the same. I broke your hymen, which means you are- Ngh~"
He hissed, hips bucking up against your face as you took his balls in your mouth.
He wasn't wrong about being the first man to have split open your little cunt with his cock, on the first night this little game had started too.
Why did you do it then ?
You wanted to see if the talk matched the game, your virginity had never been something you were very attached to anyways.
And perhaps, the fact that you had given yourself to him was probably the reason behind his attachment to you. If at first it was because of his fear of fathering a bastard, you had proven yourself to be the only one able to look past his words without bitching about it, or trying to change his views.
You took, and took, and took even more, always welcoming him with a light in your eyes, always eager.
Gods, did he like that about you...
"Mmh ? Your cock dignified me ?" You asked, lazily swirling your tongue around his balls, very pleased with yourself seeing his reaction.
His fingers clenched around your hair, pulling you away from his cock.
He didn't mind having his dick sucked, but he much preferred being buried deep inside you as fast as possible.
He hauled you up with strong hands under your armpits, throwing you onto the bed on your stomach and earning a cute little squeak of surprise from you.
"My cock soiled you, don't be fucking stupid." He roughly spoke, landing a spank on your ass. "You think any man is going to want to marry a woman who has been fucked through the mattress more times than she's been loved ?"
You looked back at him as you arched your back and raised your hips, completely unfazed by his insults.
"Aww and here I thought we had something special, this is how I find out you don't love me ?" You sarcastically teased.
He spanked you once again, narrowing his eyes on you with no answer.
You knew better than to take his silence for contradiction. As a matter of fact, you knew just how lucky you are to not be a recipient of his affections, only of his cum and money.
From what he told you, you could only assume Naoya's love would be nothing but a prison.
Just because he was nice to you didn't mean he was a nice man, and that was a fact you were very aware of.
"Present yourself to me." He finally spoke again, slapping his heavy cock against your ass cheeks.
Looking back at him, you raised your hips and spread apart your ass cheeks, showing off your eager little cunt.
With a last harsh spank to your ass, Naoya slowly slid inside you, making sure you felt the stretch. His hands rested on each side of your head, allowing him to leaned down just enough to whisper in your ear.
"You're gonna feel it... Just how much love I have for you." His tone held an odd mixture of spite and fondness, but above all, promise.
Just because he refused to have a mouth full of pussy didn't mean you weren't getting pleasured out of those encounters, very far from that.
Naoya was, at his core, arrogant. Making you cum and leaving you within an inch of your life was almost crucial to his ego, it brought him satisfaction to reduce you to nothing but a stupid cockwhore.
You knew to expect that, but tonight, something felt... different.
Not that he gave you any time to think, his hips starting to move immediately, the rythm much rougher than anticipated.
"Take it like a good pet."
Somewhere along the line, something put him in a bad mood. You didn't know what, —though you very much had an idea and might have been purposeful with how much you talked back— but you were about to feel it in the most delicious way possible.
The calm hotel room was quickly filled with the loud sounds of his balls slapping against your clit, the thrusts purposeful.
His hand wrapped around your neck, lifting your head off the bed to force you to look at him and meet his eyes, his lips slightly parted and jaw clenched as he pounded harder inside you, taking sharp breaths.
So fucking right and wet for him, gripping his cock greedily like you needed it to survive.
"Feel it, pet." He spat out, glaring into your soul, watching as every inch of your face scrunched up with pleasure.
You adjusted your hips, deepening your arch and pushing it back slightly in a way that made him reach none only deeper, but also landed him right where you were most sensitive.
But you didn't dare to close your eyes. You didn't even let them roll back, fighting your own instincts and keeping your eyes on his, your eyebrows knitting, teeth sinking in your inner cheek.
"So good..." I whispered, each purpose slap of his hips against your ass knocking the breath out of you.
"Louder."
"So good !" You breathed out roughly, your voice shaky.
His hand tightened around your hair, his lips pressing against your temple roughly in quiet praise as he let go of your neck, pushing your head up against the pillow and keeping it there with a firm, veiny hand.
"I'm all you'll ever know... You'll learn the ways quickly."
And that really and truly went over your head, you only nodded under his strong hold, finally letting your eyes roll back now that they weren't holding his.
Your mind slipped away with each jiggle of your ass, his free hand spanking you once more before gripping the cheek firmly.
It truly is impressive how little awareness one has with a dick inside them...
Your hips moved to readjust your arch, and immediately, your jaw fell open as his thrusts hit just right, your vision blurring, drool dripping onto the pillow.
You couldn't think clearly. Could think about anything else but his fat cock roughly claiming every inch of that sweet little cunt, slick coating it and squelching loudly.
You were right where you wanted to be.
"Tell me I'm good." He cockily demanded, immediately taking notice of how tight you had became and increasing the pace.
"Y're the b-best-" You gasped, the breath knocked out of you.
And there it was.
The very reason why you even gave him, and only him pussy. It wasn't just his looks, it was very much this, just how good he could dick you down, how you told him he was the best —though he was really all you knew so far— and mean it whole-heartedly.
You stroked his ego with your very own thoughts and feelings.
And you guessed, he also liked that about you.
"The best, huh ?" He groaned, pulling out and flipping you around.
He didn't lose any time, barely giving you time to reposition yourself properly and immediately sinking back inside you.
He pushed your knees into your chest, immediately picking his rhythm back up and if you weren't so loud and busy cumming on his cock, you would've have noticed that he was slowly putting you into a mating press.
"Say it again." He urged, his face flushed as he looked at you completely falling apart.
You were a mess, a slutty, sweaty mess who looked completely fucked out, drool on your chin from earlier, your legs shaking against your own chest as he kept fucking you roughly through your orgasm, folding you up against yourself.
His hands grabbed your breasts, squeezing them with a deep moan rumbling in his chest at the sight of them jiggling like this.
His very own beautiful mess.
"Y're t-the best..." The words left you in the form of a whimper, your eyes rolling back.
"Letting me fucking raw like this whenever I want like a bitch in heat... Of course I'm the best, look at how hungry you are for it."
You felt like he was ripping your soul out of you, strings of pathetic moans, whines and incoherent babbles leaving your pretty lips while he fucked you stupid.
He buried in face in your neck, his hot pants blowing against your sweaty skin as your tight pussy sucked him in, almost yearning for every last drop of his cum to be dropped right there.
"I have big plans for you, bitch... There's your welcome gift." He spoke through batted breaths.
Before you could question it, —if you even could think, actually— he finally let out thick, sticky ropes of cum deep inside you, his hips pressed so tightly against you, you could swear he was in your stomach.
A deep groan left his lips, his eyes closing in bliss as he made sure every last drop was inside you, his hands giving your breasts small squeezes as his tongue licked the sweat of your neck, the tip tracing out yet another 'N' on your skin before sucking a hickey right on it.
If he could, he would brand you, burning his name into your skin. And sometimes, he wondered if you'd let him.
It took a few seconds for him to recover, pulling out of you and looking at the state he left you in —so far, that is. He most definitely was far from getting his money's worth, that look over was more of an assessment of how long he was willing to let you breathe until he buried himself deep inside you again.
But he would also take that moment to tell you more as to why he came to seek you out that night particularly.
And who knows ?
Maybe scrambling your brain a little before was a good way of getting to be more... pliant. Cooperative.
Willing.
"Two birds one stone, right ?" He muttered, taking you in.
You looked nothing short of pathetic, legs shaking miserably, drool dripping down your chin as you looked at him, disoriented, dripping cum, breasts heaving with each breath you took, covered in his cum, spit, his sweat dripping down and mixing with your own.
So pathetic, yet so beautiful.
His pretty little pet.
His eyes met yours after he was done with his assessment, clearly pleased with himself, for now that is.
He leaned over you once again, one hand supporting him up while the other gripped your chin firmly, lips pressing against your own in a peck that didn't feel like praise, but promise.
SYNOPSIS: At first, he just wanted a reaction. Now, he’s not sure he wants you to stop looking at him at all. Because the moment you finally do, he realizes it’s not enough—and it never will be.
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The Zenin Clan compound sprawled across the rolling hills just outside Kyoto like a fortress carved from old money and older pride. High walls of weathered stone and dark timber enclosed courtyards lined with meticulously raked gravel, ancient cherry trees, and training grounds where the air always hummed with the faint crackle of cursed energy. Inside the main hall there was vast, tatami-floored, and lit by paper lanterns that cast long, golden shadows. Every pillar and sliding screen whispered of hierarchy. Strength was currency here. Weakness was erased.
You had been assigned to the clan three months ago as a contracted Grade 1 sorcerer. Your technique, Reverse Cursed Technique with an unusual affinity for stabilizing others’ cursed energy during high-stakes missions made you useful. Not family. Not heir. Just… useful. The elders tolerated your presence because you delivered results without asking for glory. The younger sorcerers mostly ignored you. And Naoya Zenin?
He had yet to decide what to do with you.
The hall was crowded tonight. Naobito’s youngest son had just returned from a solo extermination in the mountains north of the city. A Grade 1 cursed spirit that had been terrorizing rural villages for weeks. Word spread fast. Servants moved like ghosts, laying out low tables with sake and small plates of kaiseki. Clan members in traditional robes or crisp modern suits clustered near the center, their voices a low, reverent hum.
You stood near the back wall, half-hidden behind a lacquered pillar, clipboard in hand. The mission report you’d been asked to review rested on the wooden surface, but your eyes weren’t really on the words. You were watching the room the way you always did. Detached, cataloguing exits, cursed energy signatures, potential threats. Habit. Nothing more.
The heavy sliding doors at the far end whispered open.
Naoya Zenin stepped through.
He was exactly as the rumors painted him: tall, slim but powerfully built, the kind of athletic frame that moved like it had never known hesitation. His dyed blond hair with roots a deep, living green swept back from his forehead in that signature undercut, the longer top strands catching the lantern light like polished gold. Sharp brown eyes scanned the room with predatory ease. Three silver piercings glinted in his left ear. The arrogant grin was already fixed in place, as natural to him as breathing. He wore the clan’s traditional attire with effortless arrogance: a white long-sleeved shirt buttoned high under a teal kimono that shifted like liquid shadow with every step, light hakama, and waraji sandals that barely made a sound on the tatami.
The room reacted instantly.
Heads bowed. Shoulders straightened. A ripple of murmured praise washed through the crowd “Naoya-sama,” “Well done,” “As expected of the heir.” A few of the younger sorcerers practically vibrated with admiration. One woman who’s a daughter of a branch family actually flushed when his gaze flicked her way. An elder clapped him on the shoulder, voice booming about how the Zenin bloodline continued to produce perfection.
Naoya accepted it all like oxygen. He rolled one shoulder, the grin widening just enough to show teeth.
“Obviously,” he drawled, voice carrying across the hall with that lazy, cutting confidence. “Did you really think some half-rate curse would slow me down? Projection Sorcery makes short work of anything that doesn’t know its place.” He flicked a hand dismissively. “Though I will admit the thing had decent speed. For a worm.”
Laughter. More bowing. Someone pressed a cup of sake into his hand; he took it without looking, eyes already drifting over the crowd as if searching for the next source of validation.
You didn’t move.
Your pen kept scratching notes on the clipboard. Small, precise handwriting detailing the energy signatures from the report. You didn’t glance up. Didn’t straighten. Didn’t offer the polite smile or the deferential nod everyone else seemed programmed to give. He was background noise, like the distant chirp of crickets outside or the soft clink of porcelain. Present. Irrelevant.
Naoya’s gaze landed on you.
It lingered.
You felt it. The weight of those sharp brown eyes, the way they narrowed just a fraction when you failed to react. Most people would have at least looked. A quick bow. A murmured “Congratulations, Naoya-sama.” Something. Anything.
You turned a page.
He took a slow step forward, still speaking to the group but clearly directing the next words toward the back of the room. “The technique’s getting faster every time. Twenty-four frames per second, flawless execution. No one else in this clan could have handled it so cleanly.” A pause. “Wouldn’t you agree?”
The question hung in the air like a challenge. Several heads turned your way expectantly.
You finished your note, capped the pen, and finally lifted your gaze. Just enough to meet the elder who had asked you to review the report earlier. “The stabilization matrix held,” you said evenly, voice calm and professional. “No residual damage to the surrounding area. Efficient work.” You gave a small, polite nod to the elder. Nothing more.
Not to Naoya.
Not a single glance in his direction.
The silence that followed was microscopic, it was barely a heartbeat, but you felt it crackle.
Naoya’s grin didn’t falter on the surface, but something behind his eyes shifted. Confusion, maybe. Mild irritation, like a speck of dust on an otherwise pristine blade. He was used to eyes on him. Used to people orbiting him like satellites. Women especially would have been flustered, eager, desperate for even a scrap of his attention. Men respected him or feared him or both. No one simply… continued existing in his presence as if he were furniture.
He took another step, closer now, the hem of his hakama brushing the tatami. The crowd parted slightly, giving him space. “You’re the transfer, right?” His tone was light, almost conversational, but edged with that unmistakable Zenin superiority. “The one with the healing trick. Useful little ability. Must be nice, riding the coattails of real sorcerers.”
A few chuckles from the sycophants.
You adjusted the clipboard under your arm, eyes already drifting back to the report. “The technique is Reverse Cursed Technique, specialized for field stabilization,” you corrected mildly, without heat. “And yes, it’s proven effective on joint missions.” Still no eye contact. Still no acknowledgment of the subtle barb.
Naoya’s fingers tightened around the sake cup. Not enough for anyone else to notice. But he noticed the way his own pulse kicked up, just a fraction. Confusion sharpened into something closer to annoyance. She’s doing it on purpose, he thought. No one is this dense. Everyone knows who I am. Everyone reacts.
He waited.
You didn’t.
After a beat, he let out a low chuckle that didn’t reach his eyes. “ Acting professional.” He turned back to the group, but the grin was tighter now. “Anyway. The mission was flawless, as expected. Drinks are on the clan tonight.”
Cheers went up. The moment passed, or seemed to.
But as the crowd surged forward again, offering more praise, more sake, more deference, Naoya’s gaze kept sliding back to you. You had already moved toward one of the side doors, slipping out of the main gathering like a shadow that refused to be pinned down. No backward glance. No lingering. Just… gone.
He drained the sake in one swallow, the liquid burning pleasantly down his throat.
Who the hell does she think she is?
The thought lodged in his mind like a splinter. Small. Irritating. Impossible to ignore once it was there.
Later that night, long after the lanterns had been dimmed and the hall emptied, Naoya stood alone on the engawa overlooking the moonlit training grounds. The cool spring air carried the faint scent of blooming wisteria. His kimono hung open at the collar, sleeves rolled up, revealing the lean muscle of his forearms. He should have been basking in the afterglow of victory. Instead, his mind kept circling back to that one indifferent face in the crowd.
She hadn’t even looked at him.
Not once.
The realization sat heavy in his chest, unfamiliar and unwelcome. Naoya Zenin did not get ignored. He was the center. The standard. The one everyone measured themselves against. And yet some contracted nobody with a clipboard and a flat voice had treated him like background noise.
His lips curled into a smirk, but there was no amusement in it.
“Interesting,” he murmured to the empty night, voice low and dangerous. “Very interesting.”
He flexed his fingers, cursed energy flickering faintly around them like static. Projection Sorcery hummed under his skin, ready at a thought.
She wanted to act like he didn’t exist?
Fine.
He’d make sure she couldn’t look anywhere else.
Three days had passed since the welcome banquet, and the Zenin Clan compound had settled back into its usual rhythm of rigid discipline and simmering ambition. Dawn painted the eastern sky in bruised pinks and golds, casting long shadows across the gravel paths that crisscrossed the training grounds. The air smelled of dew on moss and the faint ozone tang of cursed energy being honed like blades. Servants moved silently between the low wooden buildings, carrying trays of rice and miso for the early risers. In the main dojo, a vast, open-air pavilion with tatami mats worn smooth by generations of feet, sorcerers gathered for morning drills.
You were already there, as always.
Positioned at the far edge of the mats near a row of wooden practice dummies, you wore the standard field uniform: dark, reinforced jacket over a fitted shirt, pants tucked into sturdy boots. Your hair was pulled back neatly, out of the way. No makeup, no jewelry, nothing that drew attention. Just a contracted Grade 1 doing her job. You were reviewing a mission briefing scroll the elders had assigned you last night. Something about stabilizing a team during an upcoming Grade 2 incursion near Osaka. Your Reverse Cursed Technique made you the perfect support; you didn’t need praise for it. You didn’t seek it.
You didn’t seek anything from anyone here.
Especially not him.
Naoya Zenin arrived exactly on time, because of course he did. He never allowed himself to be late; tardiness was for the weak. He strode onto the training grounds in his usual attire. White button-up open at the collar just enough to show the sharp line of his clavicle, teal kimono draped over one shoulder like a casual afterthought, hakama swaying with each purposeful step. The dyed blond hair caught the morning light, green roots visible at the scalp like a reminder of the raw power beneath the polish. Three silver piercings winked in his left ear. His expression was the same arrogant half-smirk he wore like armor, but his sharp brown eyes scanned the dojo with a new intensity.
They found you immediately.
He’d spent the last three nights replaying that banquet in his head. The way you’d turned a page on your clipboard without so much as a flicker of acknowledgment. The way his words and his very presence had slid right off you like water on oiled steel. At first it had been amusing. A novelty. Then irritating. Now it festered.
No one ignored Naoya Zenin. Not the elders. Not the branch families groveling for favor. Not the women who practically tripped over themselves to catch his eye. And certainly not some outsider with a fancy healing trick.
She’s doing it on purpose, he’d decided by the second night. Playing some long game to make herself interesting. Well. Two could play.
He didn’t head straight for the center of the dojo where the main group waited, bowing and murmuring greetings. Instead, he veered toward the edge, toward you.
You felt him coming before you saw him. The shift in cursed energy was unmistakable: Projection Sorcery humming like a live wire, controlled but always ready to snap forward in those perfect twenty-four frames per second. You kept your eyes on the scroll, pen scratching notes in the margin.
“Morning briefings already?” His voice cut through the quiet dojo like a blade, loud enough for the nearby sorcerers to hear but pitched just for you. He stopped directly in your path, close enough that the hem of his hakama brushed the edge of your boot. “How dedicated. Or is it just an excuse to avoid real training?”
You finished the line you were writing. Then, without lifting your gaze, you stepped sideways, it was smooth and unhurried. You then continued toward the next dummy. “The briefing is for the Osaka team,” you said evenly, voice neutral as still water. “I’m support, not frontline. Efficiency matters.”
No eye contact. No deference. No reaction to the way he’d planted himself like a wall.
Naoya’s smirk twitched. He moved again, faster this time, Projection Sorcery flickering for a split second. Hust enough to close the distance in a blur most eyes would miss. He was in front of you once more, arms crossed over his chest, head tilted slightly as if studying a mildly defective tool.
“Efficiency, huh?” He leaned in, invading your space without touching. You could smell the faint scent of his soap. It was something sharp and expensive, like citrus and smoke, and you could feel the heat radiating off him. “That’s cute. Most people would kill for a chance to train under me. Projection Sorcery isn’t something you just watch from the sidelines.” His voice dropped, laced with that signature Zenin condescension. “Or are you scared you’ll look weak next to perfection?”
A few of the younger clan members nearby exchanged glances, smirks hidden behind hands. They knew the game. Naoya was toying with the new girl. It was entertainment.
You simply sidestepped again, circling around him as if he were a misplaced training post. Your shoulder nearly brushed his arm, but you adjusted at the last second to avoid it. “I’ve stabilized worse than Grade 2s,” you replied, still not looking at him. “Fear doesn’t factor into the technique.” You reached the dummy and began channeling a thin thread of Reverse Cursed Technique into its core, testing the wood’s structural integrity. The faint blue glow of your energy was precise, controlled. Professional.
Naoya’s fingers flexed at his sides. No reaction. Not even a flicker of annoyance on your face. No flush, no stammer, no wide-eyed deference. Just… nothing. It was like shouting into a void.
He hated it.
The irritation coiled tighter in his chest, hotter than any curse he’d ever crushed. He was Naoya Zenin. The heir, prodigy, the one who made the clan’s future look inevitable. People orbited him. They begged for scraps of his attention. And this woman treated him like static in the background.
Fine.
He’d make himself impossible to ignore.
The rest of the morning drill became a slow, deliberate game. Naoya didn’t join the main formation. He prowled the perimeter instead, always finding reasons to cross your path. During partner drills, he “accidentally” positioned himself so you had to maneuver around him to reach your assigned station. When you moved to retrieve a set of cursed tools from the rack, he was already there. Leaning against it, long legs stretched out, blocking the way.
“Looking for something?” he drawled, eyes locked on your face even though yours stayed fixed on the tools behind him. He didn’t move. “These are clan-grade. Might be a little advanced for support work. Wouldn’t want you to strain yourself.”
You paused for half a second, then reached past him. Arm brushing the open collar of his shirt, close enough to feel the warmth of his skin but never lingering. You selected the tool you needed without comment and stepped back. “They’re standard issue,” you said flatly. “I’ve used them before.” Then you turned and walked away, leaving him standing there with the echo of your indifference ringing in his ears.
By midday, the game had spread through the compound like wildfire among the gossiping younger sorcerers. “Naoya-sama’s got it out for the transfer girl,” they whispered. “She won’t even look at him.” Some laughed. Others watched with wary fascination.
Naoya noticed none of it. His focus had narrowed to a single point: you.
He told himself it was still just irritation. A challenge to his authority. But as the afternoon wore on and he found excuses to interrupt your solo stabilization drills. Leaning over your shoulder to “correct” your form (his breath warm against your ear, voice a low taunt: “Too slow. You’d be dead in a real fight”), standing so close in the narrow corridor leading back to the main hall that you had to turn sideways to pass. He felt something darker stirring beneath the annoyance.
Curiosity.
A sharp, gnawing need to crack the shell of your indifference and see what was underneath.
She has to react eventually, he thought, watching from the engawa as you disappeared into the archive building without a backward glance. No one sustains this forever. Not with me.
That night, long after the compound had quieted and lanterns flickered low, Naoya stood alone in his private quarters. The room was sparse by clan standards. Only the essentials, because excess was for the weak, but the sliding doors opened onto a private garden. He hadn’t slept well. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw that same neutral expression. Heard that same flat voice.
He paced, bare feet silent on the tatami, cursed energy crackling faintly at his fingertips like restrained lightning.
Tomorrow he’d push harder. Stand closer. Say things that cut deeper. Force her into a corner where ignoring him became impossible.
Because the alternative that she truly didn’t care, that he was background noise in her world was unacceptable.
It was starting to feel like a game he was losing.
And Naoya Zenin did not lose.
He stopped at the edge of the engawa, staring out into the moonlit garden where your quarters lay on the opposite side of the compound. A faint light still glowed in your window.
His lips curved into a slow, dangerous smile.
“Keep pretending I don’t exist,” he murmured to the night, voice low and edged with something that wasn’t quite anger anymore. “See how long that lasts.”
The days blurred into a deliberate campaign.
Naoya Zenin had never needed to chase anyone in his life. People came to him, drawn like moths to the sharp, blinding light of his confidence, his power, his name. Yet here he was, three days after the morning drills, rearranging his entire schedule around one indifferent woman who refused to play the game correctly.
It started small. Logical, he told himself. He simply needed to observe the anomaly up close.
He learned your routines with the precision of a hunter mapping prey paths.
You rose before dawn, always. A quick run along the outer perimeter path that circled the wisteria garden, then straight to the auxiliary training hall for solo Reverse Cursed Technique drills. Breakfast was taken alone in the small side courtyard near the archives. Usually rice balls and green tea, eaten while reviewing reports. Mid-mornings were spent in the main archive building, cross-referencing mission data or stabilizing cursed tools for the next excursion. Afternoons involved accompanying lower-grade teams on practice missions or handling stabilization requests from the elders. Evenings: you disappeared into your modest quarters on the eastern wing, light burning late as you wrote detailed logs in that neat, unemotional handwriting.
Naoya memorized it all.
He told the elders he wanted to “personally oversee the support division’s efficiency.” They didn’t question it. Why would they? Naoya-sama’s standards were famously high.
He began appearing where you were.
Everywhere.
That first morning after the dojo incident, he was already on the perimeter path when you started your run. Leaning against a cherry tree, arms crossed, blond hair still damp from his own training. He didn’t greet you. Just watched as you approached, eyes tracking every stride with predatory focus.
You didn’t slow down. Didn’t glance his way. You simply adjusted your route by a few meters, passing him at a wider arc as if he were another tree in the landscape.
Naoya’s jaw tightened. He fell into step beside you anyway. Long legs eating up the distance effortlessly. Projection Sorcery let him match your pace without breaking a sweat.
“Running alone again?” His voice was smooth, mocking. “No partner? Afraid they’ll see how mediocre your little healing trick actually is when there’s no one to impress?”
You kept your breathing even, eyes fixed on the path ahead. “Solo runs improve focus,” you answered after a measured beat. Nothing more. No denial. No defense. You veered left at the next fork, leaving him behind without another word.
He let you go that time. But only because he already knew where you’d head next.
The auxiliary training hall.
He was waiting inside when you arrived, standing in the exact center of the mats like he owned the air itself. A few lower-rank clan members were present, but they scattered the moment he waved a lazy hand. “Out. I’m using this space.”
They bowed and fled.
You entered anyway, setting your water bottle down near the wall. Without hesitation, you moved to the far corner and began your drills. Channeling thin threads of Reverse Cursed Technique into a series of damaged practice dummies, repairing micro-fractures in the wood with precise, glowing blue energy.
Naoya didn’t join you. He simply… watched.
Leaned against the wall, arms folded, sharp brown eyes never leaving your form. He catalogued everything: the way your shoulders moved with controlled power, the faint sheen of sweat at your temple after twenty minutes, how your cursed energy flowed clean and steady without waste. Most sorcerers faltered under his stare. They’d stumble, blush, try too hard.
You didn’t even acknowledge he was there.
After thirty minutes of silence broken only by the soft hum of your technique, he pushed off the wall and stalked closer. Close enough that his shadow fell over the dummy you were working on.
“Your output is stable,” he commented, tone dripping superiority. “Boringly so. No flair. No ambition. Just… adequate.” He tilted his head, leaning in until his breath ghosted the shell of your ear. “Tell me. Does it get you off, being this forgettable? Or are you saving all that energy for when someone finally forces you to react?”
Your hands didn’t pause. The blue glow brightened slightly as you reinforced a deeper crack. “The technique doesn’t require flair,” you said quietly, professionally. “It requires precision. Results speak for themselves.” You finished the dummy, stepped back, and moved to the next one.Circling around him without brushing a single thread of his kimono.
Naoya’s fingers twitched. The urge to use Projection Sorcery to freeze you mid-step, force you to face him in twenty-four perfect frames was almost overwhelming. But he held back. Not yet. Making her acknowledge me by force would be too easy. Too cheap. He wanted the crack to come naturally. Wanted to see the exact moment her indifference shattered.
He started creating situations instead.
During lunch in the side courtyard, he appeared at the entrance just as you unwrapped your rice balls. Sat down on the opposite bench, close enough that his knee nearly touched yours under the low table, without invitation. He didn’t eat. Just stared.
“Quiet type, aren’t you?” he said after five full minutes of silence. “Most women in this clan can’t shut up around me. They simper. They laugh at every half-witted joke. They beg for a look.” His voice lowered, edged with frustration he didn’t bother hiding anymore. “You? You act like the air I breathe is beneath your notice.”
You took a slow sip of tea, eyes on the scroll beside your plate. “I have reports due by evening,” was all you offered. Then you stood, gathered your things, and left the courtyard through the opposite gate.
He followed you to the archives that afternoon.
You were deep in the stacks, pulling ancient texts on cursed energy stabilization. The narrow aisles between the tall wooden shelves left little room for two people. Naoya made sure to take up all of it.
He stepped into the aisle behind you, so close his chest nearly brushed your back when you reached for a higher shelf. One hand braced on the wood beside your head, caging you without quite touching. The scent of him filled the confined space.
“Need help reaching that?” he murmured, voice velvet over razors. “Wouldn’t want you to strain yourself on something so… beneath you.”
You didn’t flinch. Didn’t press back into him. You simply turned sideways in the tight space. Your shoulder grazing his arm for the briefest second, and pulled the book down yourself. “I’ve got it,” you said, voice steady. Then you slipped past him, pages already flipping open as you walked away.
Naoya stayed there for a long moment, hand still pressed to the shelf, breathing harder than the minor exertion warranted.
This was no longer mild irritation.
It was becoming an obsession.
He started watching you even when he didn’t approach. From rooftops. From shadowed engawa. From the training grounds’ perimeter. He told himself it was strategy. Learning weaknesses, finding the perfect pressure point. But the truth gnawed at him in the quiet hours: he was seeking you out because the compound felt wrong when you weren’t in his line of sight.
One evening, as the sun dipped low and painted the compound in blood-orange light, he cornered one of the archive assistants. “The transfer sorcerer. What does she do after hours?”
The young man bowed low, nervous. “She… usually writes logs in her quarters, Naoya-sama. Sometimes walks the eastern garden if the weather is clear.”
Naoya dismissed him with a flick of his wrist.
That night, he found himself on the engawa overlooking the eastern garden. Your light was on again. He could see the faint silhouette through the shoji screen. Head bent over papers, pen moving steadily.
His chest tightened with something ugly and unfamiliar.
Why her?
Why did her refusal to look at him burn hotter than any praise ever had?
He flexed his hand, cursed energy sparking. Projection Sorcery could bridge the distance in an instant. He could be in front of her door before she finished her next sentence. Force the interaction. Make her see him.
But he didn’t.
Not yet.
Instead, he stayed in the shadows, eyes fixed on that small window like a man possessed.
“She’ll break,” he whispered to the night, voice rough with the edge of something dangerously close to need. “Everyone does. And when she finally looks at me… she won’t look away again.”
The game had shifted.
It wasn’t about winning her attention anymore.
It was about making sure no one else could ever have it.
The afternoon sun hung heavy over the Zenin training grounds, turning the gravel paths into shimmering ribbons of heat. A light breeze carried the scent of blooming wisteria and sweat-soaked fabric. The main courtyard had been cleared for a joint drill between the main family’s elite squad and several contracted sorcerers including you.
You stood near the edge of the formation, clipboard in hand as usual, noting energy output readings for the support team. Your expression remained calm and focused, the same professional mask you wore every day. No smiles for the crowd. No nervous energy. Just quiet competence.
Naoya watched from the elevated platform where the elders sometimes observed. He wasn’t supposed to be there today. His own training schedule had him elsewhere, but he had rearranged it. Again. His sharp eyes tracked your every movement with increasing fixation. The way you moved between stations, offering precise adjustments to cursed energy flow without fanfare. The way you never once glanced toward the central group where he stood, arms crossed, teal kimono draped perfectly over his shoulders.
He had grown used to the burn of your indifference by now. It no longer surprised him; it fueled him. Every time you stepped around him in the archives, every time you answered with that flat, minimal voice and walked away, the splinter in his chest twisted deeper.
Today, though, the splinter would snap.
The drill involved paired stabilization exercises. One sorcerer would push their cursed energy to the limit while the other maintained balance with support techniques. You were assigned to assist a mid-rank clan member named Kaito. A tall, easy-going man from a branch family with a wind-manipulation technique. He wasn’t particularly powerful, but he was competent, friendly, and had a habit of cracking dry jokes during downtime.
Kaito approached you with a casual wave. “Hey, looks like we’re paired up. Try not to make me look too bad out there, yeah?”
You glanced up from your notes. For the first time in weeks, your lips curved into a small, genuine smile. Not wide, not flirtatious, just easy. Natural. “I’ll keep the feedback constructive,” you replied, voice lighter than Naoya had ever heard it. “Your wind bursts are strong, but the dispersion at the edges needs tightening. We can work on that.”
Kaito laughed. It was a warm, open sound that carried across the courtyard. “Straight to the point. I like it. Most people here just nod and hope I don’t embarrass the family. Let’s do this.”
They moved to their station.
Naoya’s fingers dug into his forearms hard enough to leave faint crescents.
He watched as you worked with Kaito. You gave clear, patient instructions. When Kaito overextended and his cursed energy spiked unevenly, you stepped in smoothly, placing a hand on his shoulder to channel Reverse Cursed Technique. The blue glow stabilized him instantly. Kaito grinned at you, wiping sweat from his brow.
“Damn, that feels way better,” he said, voice carrying. “You’re a lifesaver. Seriously, most support types are either scared or sucking up. You just… fix it. No drama.”
You let out a soft laugh. Quiet, but real. It wasn’t loud or performative. It was the sound of someone relaxing for half a second because the interaction required no performance. “It’s literally my job,” you said, still smiling faintly. “But thanks. Your control improved on that last set. Keep the rotation tighter next time.”
Kaito bumped your shoulder lightly with his fist, it was friendly and brotherly. “You’re good at this. We should grab tea after drills sometime. I know a spot in the village that doesn’t suck.”
You nodded once, easy agreement. “Sure. If schedules line up.”
Another laugh from Kaito. Another easy exchange.
Naoya felt it like a curse tearing through his ribs.
She can react.
The thought slammed into him harder than any physical blow. She can smile. She can laugh. She can offer casual conversation and light touches and future plans like it’s nothing.
Just not to me.
His vision narrowed. The rest of the courtyard faded into a dull hum. All he saw was you, smiling at someone ordinary. Someone who hadn’t earned it. Someone who hadn’t spent weeks pushing, invading, obsessing just to get a single scrap of acknowledgment.
The ego damage was visceral. Deeper than jealousy. This wasn’t about wanting what another man had. This was the realization that your indifference wasn’t a universal trait. It was targeted. Deliberate. You chose to give warmth and attention to others while treating him—Naoya Zenin, the heir, the prodigy—like he was less than the gravel under your boots.
His chest burned. Projection Sorcery flickered involuntarily around his hands, twenty-four frames of restrained violence itching to be unleashed.
How dare she.
How dare she have that in her and withhold it from him.
The drill continued for another twenty minutes. Every laugh, every easy word between you and Kaito scraped against Naoya’s nerves like sandpaper on raw skin. When the session finally ended and Kaito gave you another friendly wave before heading off, Naoya didn’t wait.
He descended from the platform in a blur, Projection Sorcery carrying him across the courtyard faster than anyone could track. He reached you just as you were gathering your clipboard.
You sensed him coming, his cursed energy crackling like a storm, but you didn’t look up. You simply turned toward the exit path.
Naoya stepped directly into your way. No teasing lean this time. No mocking drawl. His posture was rigid, shoulders squared, eyes burning with something sharper than irritation.
“You seem chatty today,” he said, voice low and edged with ice. No smile. No arrogance masking the cut. Just raw, unfiltered confrontation. “Laughing. Making plans. Touching. All that warmth for a branch family nobody who can barely hold a Grade 2 on his own.”
You paused, finally lifting your gaze, but only to his chest, not his face. “The exercise went well,” you replied evenly. “Feedback helps the team.”
He took a step closer, forcing you to tilt your head slightly if you wanted to avoid looking at him. His hand came up not grabbing, but hovering near your arm, fingers trembling with the effort not to close the distance. “Team,” he repeated, the word dripping venom. “You give them smiles. You give them laughs. You give them your time like it costs nothing.” His voice dropped even lower, almost a growl. “But me? I get nothing. Not a glance. Not a reaction. Not even basic fucking courtesy.”
The air between you thickened. A few lingering sorcerers glanced over, sensing the shift in tension, but they quickly looked away. No one interfered with Naoya Zenin when he looked like this.
You didn’t back down. Didn’t step away. You simply adjusted your grip on the clipboard. “I respond when it’s necessary, Naoya-sama.”
The honorific felt like a slap.
His eyes darkened. For the first time, the obsession cracked open fully in his chest, no longer disguised as mere provocation.
“So you can react,” he said, almost to himself, the words bitter. “Just not to me.”
He wanted to grab your chin. Force your eyes up. Make you see exactly who was standing in front of you. But he held back, barely. The restraint only made the fire worse.
You sidestepped him again, the movement smooth and unhurried, and continued toward the archives.
Naoya didn’t follow immediately. He stood there in the courtyard, fists clenched at his sides, blond hair shifting in the breeze as the green roots seemed to darken with his mood.
The game had changed.
No more testing.
No more waiting for you to slip.
He would corner you. Force the reaction. Make you understand that ignoring him was no longer an option.
Because the thought of you laughing with anyone else. Giving even a fraction of that easy warmth to someone beneath him made something possessive and ugly uncoil in his gut.
He wanted your attention.
He wanted your reactions.
He wanted you.
And he would have them. All of them.
Even if he had to break his own rules to get there.
The archive building was quiet after sunset. Most of the clan had retired to their quarters or the main hall for evening sake and strategy talks. Only the faint glow of lanterns and the occasional rustle of turning pages broke the silence in the long, narrow corridors lined with towering shelves of ancient scrolls and cursed tool ledgers.
You were alone in the restricted section at the back, a small reading alcove tucked behind a sliding shoji screen. A single lantern cast warm light over the low table where you sat cross-legged, surrounded by open texts on advanced Reverse Cursed Technique applications. Your pen moved steadily across fresh paper, logging observations from the day’s drill. The air smelled of aged paper, ink, and the faint cedar of the wooden beams.
You didn’t hear him approach at first.
Naoya moved like a predator who had already decided the hunt was over.
Projection Sorcery carried him through the empty halls in near-silence. Twenty-four flawless frames per second, each step calculated so that the tatami barely whispered under his waraji. He had waited until the last assistant left. Until the compound settled. Until there was nowhere left for you to slip away.
He stopped just outside the alcove, one hand resting on the wooden frame of the shoji. His shadow stretched long across the floor, swallowing the lantern light. The teal kimono hung open at the collar, revealing the sharp lines of his chest and the faint sheen of sweat from hours of restrained tension. Blond hair fell slightly messier than usual, green roots stark in the low light. His sharp brown eyes locked onto you with burning intensity.
You felt the shift in cursed energy immediately. Heavy, crackling, barely leashed. But you kept writing. One more line. One more note.
Naoya slid the shoji screen shut behind him with a soft click. The sound was final. No escape route. No audience. Just the two of you in the confined space.
He didn’t speak at first. He simply stood there, staring down at you. The silence stretched, thick and charged.
Then, voice low and rough, edged with weeks of festering frustration:
“You ignore me on purpose.”
It wasn’t a question.
You paused, pen stilling on the paper. For the first time in all these encounters, you slowly lifted your gaze and meeting his eyes directly. Not wide-eyed. Not fearful. Just… calm. Steady. As if you had been waiting for this moment to arrive.
You didn’t deny it.
The lack of denial seemed to snap something inside him.
Naoya took one step forward, then another, until he was towering over the low table. His presence filled the alcove, the heat of his body cutting through the cool night air. He dropped into a crouch in front of you close, too close, his knees bracketing the edge of the table so you couldn’t easily stand without brushing against him.
“Look at me,” he demanded, voice dropping to a dangerous murmur. “Right now. Stop pretending I’m fucking background noise.”
Your eyes stayed on his. Unflinching. “I’m not pretending anything, Naoya-sama.”
The honorific sounded hollow again. It only fueled the fire.
He leaned in further, one hand planting on the table beside your notes, the other gripping the edge of the wooden surface so tightly the grain creaked. His face was inches from yours now. Close enough that you could see the faint scar near his left eyebrow, the way his piercings caught the lantern light, the raw, obsessive hunger burning in those sharp brown eyes.
“You laugh with that branch-family idiot,” he hissed, the words spilling out sharper than he intended. “You smile. You touch him like it’s nothing. You make plans. But when I speak, when I stand right in front of you, you act like I don’t exist.” His breath ghosted across your lips. “Why? What makes me so fucking beneath your notice?”
You held his gaze. Your voice remained even, but there was a new undercurrent. Something quieter, almost curious. “Because everyone else wants something from you. Praise. Favor. A reaction. I don’t.”
The honesty hit him like a curse technique to the chest.
Naoya’s eyes darkened. He reached out and caught your chin between his thumb and forefinger. Not rough, but firm. Unavoidable. He tilted your face up, forcing you to keep looking at him even as you tried to maintain that careful distance.
“Then give me one,” he said, voice rough and low, vibrating with frustration and something far darker. “React. Say something. Fight back. Do anything except this… nothing.”
His thumb brushed your lower lip, barely there, but the touch sent a spark through the confined space. He didn’t pull away. Instead, he stayed there, crouched in front of you, body caging yours against the table, cursed energy humming around him like a storm about to break.
You didn’t flinch. Didn’t pull back. Your eyes searched his face for a long moment. Taking in the arrogant set of his jaw, the possessive glint in his stare, the way his breathing had grown uneven.
“I see you, Naoya,” you said finally, quiet but clear. “I just don’t need to orbit you like everyone else does.”
Something in him cracked.
It wasn’t softness. It wasn’t romance.
It was raw, frustrated need.
He didn’t kiss you. Not yet. But he leaned in until his forehead nearly touched yours, his grip on your chin tightening just enough to remind you he could hold you there if he wanted.
“You will,” he whispered, the words almost a threat. “You’ll look at me. You’ll react to me. You’ll stop walking away like I’m nothing.” His free hand moved to brace on the table behind you, fully caging you now. The heat of his body pressed close. Chest inches from yours, thigh brushing your knee. “Because I’m done playing this game. You’ve been under my skin for weeks, acting like you’re immune. You’re not.”
The air crackled with tension. His cursed energy flickered, Projection Sorcery ready to freeze the moment if you tried to slip away again. But you didn’t move.
You just looked at him, really looked, seeing the obsession that had taken root behind the arrogance.
Naoya’s breath hitched. The realization slammed into him harder than ever:
This wasn’t about winning anymore.
This wasn’t about ego.
He wanted you. Specifically you. Your attention. Your reactions. Your indifference broken only for him.
And he was no longer willing to wait.
“Say something,” he demanded again, voice hoarse, thumb still tracing your lip with deliberate slowness. “Anything. Or I’ll make sure you can’t ignore me ever again.”
The lantern flame flickered between you, casting shifting shadows across his sharp, beautiful, dangerous face.
The confrontation had begun.
And Naoya Zenin had no intention of letting you walk away from it unchanged.
The lantern in the archive alcove flickered low, casting long, dancing shadows across the wooden beams and scattered scrolls. The air felt thicker now, heavier with the scent of old paper, ink, and the sharp, clean citrus-smoke of Naoya’s presence. His hand still held your chin. His thumb pressing lightly against your lower lip, not painful, but insistent. Unyielding. His sharp brown eyes bored into yours, pupils blown wide with a mix of frustration, fascination, and something far more dangerous.
He was close. Too close.
His knee had shifted forward between yours where you sat on the floor cushion, caging you against the low table. The open collar of his white shirt revealed the taut line of his collarbone and the faint sheen of tension on his skin. The teal kimono had slipped further off one shoulder, exposing the powerful slope of muscle. Projection Sorcery hummed faintly around him, a barely-contained vibration that made the air between your bodies feel electric.
You didn’t pull away.
You didn’t lean in either.
You simply held his gaze, steady and unafraid, as if this entire storm of obsession was something you had expected all along.
That lack of fear that complete refusal to be intimidated or impressed only twisted the knife deeper in Naoya’s chest.
His thumb dragged slowly across your lower lip, deliberate and testing. The touch was rougher now, less controlled. “You’re not scared,” he murmured, voice low and rough, almost accusatory. “Not even a little. Everyone else in this compound flinches when I look at them the wrong way. Women practically melt or run. But you…” He leaned in closer, forehead nearly brushing yours, breath hot against your mouth. “You just look at me like I’m another scroll on the shelf.”
He released your chin only to slide his hand along your jaw, fingers threading into the hair at the nape of your neck. Not pulling. Not yet. Just holding. Possessing. Testing how far he could push before you finally reacted.
“Say something,” he demanded again, the words edged with that familiar arrogance, but cracked open by raw need. “React. Tell me I’m wasting my time. Tell me to fuck off. Anything but this silence.”
Your breathing remained even, though your pulse had quickened just enough for him to feel it under his fingertips. “You’re not wasting your time if this is what you want,” you said quietly, voice calm but no longer completely detached. There was a new undercurrent there. Something sharper, almost challenging. “But I won’t perform for you, Naoya.”
His eyes flashed.
The use of his name without the honorific this time hit him like a spark on dry tinder.
He moved.
In one fluid motion, Projection Sorcery blurring the transition, he rose and pulled you up with him. His hands gripped your waist, firm and unyielding, spinning you so your back pressed against the nearest shelf. Scrolls rattled softly behind you. The wooden edge dug into your spine, but his body crowded forward immediately, pinning you there with his hips and chest.
He was hard against you. Thighs bracketing yours, one hand braced beside your head on the shelf, the other still tangled in your hair. The heat of him seeped through your uniform, overwhelming. His face hovered inches away, lips brushing the corner of your mouth as he spoke.
“You think this is a performance?” he growled, voice dropping into something darker, more obsessive. “This isn’t a game anymore. You’ve been walking around this compound like you’re above it all. Above me. While I can’t stop thinking about how to make you look at me.” His hips pressed forward slightly, deliberate, letting you feel the growing evidence of his frustration. “Every time you stepped around me, every time you refused to even glance my way… it drove me insane.”
He tilted his head, nose tracing along your jawline, breath hot against your ear. “I watch you now. Your routines. Your drills. The way you breathe when you’re concentrating. I know when you take your tea. I know how long you stay in the garden at night.” His teeth grazed your earlobe. Light, testing, not quite a bite. “And still you act like I don’t exist.”
His free hand slid down your side, fingers pressing into the curve of your waist, then lower to grip your hip. He pulled you tighter against him, the movement slow and intentional, grinding just enough to make his point without crossing fully into violence.
“You’re not impressed by me,” he continued, voice hoarse now, lips brushing your neck. “Not intimidated. Not trying to use me for status or power or anything the others want.” He laughed once. “That’s what makes you dangerous. That’s why I can’t stop.”
He pulled back just enough to look at you again, eyes dark and burning. His hand left your hair to cup your face, thumb dragging down your throat, pressing lightly over your pulse.
“React to me,” he whispered, the command laced with desperate fascination. “Fight me. Want me. Hate me. I don’t care anymore, as long as it’s me you’re feeling it for.”
The tension in the small alcove was suffocating. His body was a wall of heat and muscle, hips still pressed flush against yours, one thigh nudged between your legs to keep you pinned. Cursed energy crackled faintly around both of you. His Projection Sorcery mixing with the steady blue glow of your Reverse Cursed Technique that had begun to flicker unconsciously in response to the proximity.
You could feel every inch of his restraint fraying. The way his fingers trembled slightly against your skin. The way his breathing had grown ragged. The arrogant heir who had never needed to chase anyone was now obsessed, fixated, unraveling because one woman refused to give him what everyone else handed over freely.
He leaned in again, lips hovering just above yours. Close enough that the slightest movement would close the distance.
“Say my name again,” he ordered, voice rough and low, almost pleading beneath the demand. “Look at me while you do it. And don’t you dare look away this time.”
His hips rolled once more. Slow, deliberate, a clear promise of everything he was barely holding back.
The spice had ignited.
And Naoya Zenin had no intention of letting the fire die until you finally burned with him.
He was breathing harder now, chest rising and falling against yours, the open collar of his shirt allowing skin-to-skin contact where the fabric had slipped. His sharp brown eyes never left yours. Dark, obsessive, burning with weeks of pent-up frustration finally spilling over.
Your pulse thrummed under his thumb. You held his gaze, unflinching, even as heat pooled low in your belly from the relentless proximity. “Naoya,” you said quietly, the name slipping out softer this time, but still steady. No tremor. No submission. Just acknowledgment laced with that same calm challenge.
Something feral flashed across his face.
He closed the last inch.
His mouth crashed against yours. It was hungry, demanding, all sharp teeth and arrogant possession. There was nothing gentle about it. This was Naoya Zenin claiming what had tormented him for weeks. His tongue swept in without waiting for permission, tasting, conquering, devouring the indifference he hated so much. One hand tangled deeper into your hair, tilting your head exactly how he wanted while the other gripped your hip hard enough to bruise, pulling you tighter against his grinding hips.
You tasted like tea and ink and the quiet defiance that had driven him insane. He groaned into the kiss, low and frustrated, the sound vibrating through his chest. His thigh pressed higher between your legs, rubbing with deliberate friction as his hips rocked again. Though slower this time, more intentional, letting you feel every inch of how hard he was for you.
“Fuck,” he muttered against your lips when he finally pulled back just enough to breathe, forehead pressed to yours. His voice was hoarse, wrecked. “You taste like nothing I’ve ever wanted before. And I hate how much I need it.”
He didn’t give you time to respond. His mouth moved to your neck, lips and teeth scraping along the sensitive skin, sucking a mark just below your jaw. His actions were dark, possessive, and impossible to hide. His hand slid under the hem of your uniform jacket, fingers splaying hot across your bare waist, nails digging in as he pulled you even closer. The roll of his hips became more insistent, grinding the thick ridge of his cock against you in a rhythm that made the shelf behind you creak softly.
“You feel that?” he rasped, biting down on your earlobe before soothing it with his tongue. “That’s what your silence does to me. Weeks of you walking away, acting like I’m nothing… and now I can’t stop thinking about bending you over every surface in this compound until you can’t ignore me anymore.”
His cursed energy flared, Projection Sorcery flickering for a split second. Freezing the moment just long enough to make the friction sharper, more overwhelming before releasing it again. He was losing control, and he didn’t care. The arrogant heir who never chased was now rutting against you like a man starved, lips trailing back to your mouth for another bruising kiss.
But then, you shifted.
Your hands came up to his chest, not pushing him away exactly, but creating the slightest space. Your breathing was ragged now, lips swollen from his kisses, but that familiar calm was creeping back into your eyes. You started to turn your head, body angling as if to slip sideways along the shelf. The same way you had moved around him so many times before. Walking away mid-interaction. Denying him even in the heat of the moment.
Naoya’s reaction was pure instinct.
His hand shot out, slamming against the shelf beside your head with enough force to rattle the scrolls. His other arm wrapped around your waist like a steel band, yanking you back flush against him. Projection Sorcery activated fully this time, locking the frame for a heartbeat so you couldn’t complete the sidestep.
“No,” he snarled, the word torn from deep in his chest. “You don’t get to walk away. Not now. Not from this.”
He held you there, trapped against his body, his forehead pressed hard to yours, breathing ragged and hot. His hips had stilled, but his cock was still throbbing against you, heavy and insistent. The grip on your waist was bruising, possessive.
And in that frozen second when his body acted before his mind could catch up, the realization slammed into him like a curse breaking through his ribs.
This wasn’t about attention anymore.
It wasn’t about winning the game or repairing his ego or forcing a reaction just to prove he could.
He wanted you.
Specifically you.
Not the praise. Not the admiration. Not even the satisfaction of breaking your indifference.
He wanted the woman who looked at him without awe or fear. The one who moved through the compound like a quiet storm he couldn’t control. The one whose calm voice and steady hands made his blood burn hotter than any battle ever had.
He wanted your time. Your touch. Your rare smiles turned toward him. Your body under his. Your voice saying his name like it mattered.
Not because everyone else gave it freely.
Because it was you.
Naoya’s eyes widened fractionally, the obsessive fire in them shifting into something deeper, more dangerous. His grip loosened just enough to be less punishing, but he didn’t let go. His thumb brushed your swollen lower lip again, almost reverent now, though his voice stayed blunt and annoyed, pure Naoya.
“You’re irritating as hell,” he muttered, voice rough and low, forehead still pressed to yours. “Acting like I don’t exist when all I can think about is you. Stop it.”
What he meant was: Don’t ignore me. Don’t walk away. Don’t make me chase what I now realize I can’t live without.
His hips rolled once more. Slower, deeper, a deliberate grind that dragged his clothed cock along your core with aching friction. His hand slid higher under your jacket, palm hot against your ribs, thumb brushing the underside of your breast through fabric.
“I want you,” he said bluntly, the confession sounding almost angry on his tongue. “Not your reaction. Not your submission. You. Specifically you. And I’m done pretending it’s anything else.”
He kissed you again. It was now hard, claiming, but with a new edge of raw honesty beneath the arrogance. His body pressed fully against yours, thigh spreading your legs wider, hips moving in a slow, filthy rhythm that promised everything he was barely holding back.
The lantern light flickered over his sharp, flushed face. Blond hair messy, green roots dark with sweat, piercings glinting as he pulled back just enough to look at you.
“Tell me you feel it too,” he demanded, voice hoarse, hips still grinding slow and relentless. “Or I’ll keep you here until you do.”
The obsession had cracked open completely.
And Naoya Zenin was no longer fighting it.
The restricted alcove in the archive building had become a pressure cooker. Lantern light flickered weakly across scattered scrolls and the low table, but neither of you paid any attention to the mess. Naoya’s body was a solid wall of heat and tension, pressing you back against the wooden shelf with unrelenting insistence. His thigh remained wedged between yours, hips grinding in slow, deliberate circles that dragged the thick, hard length of his cock against your core through too many layers of fabric. Each roll sent sparks of friction straight through you, making your breath hitch despite your best efforts to stay composed.
His mouth was on yours again. He kissed like he fought: no mercy, no hesitation, all raw dominance tempered by the obsessive need that had been eating him alive for weeks. One hand stayed tangled in your hair, gripping just tight enough to tilt your head exactly how he wanted. The other had pushed fully under your uniform jacket, palm hot and rough against your ribs, fingers splaying wide as his thumb brushed the underside of your breast, teasing the edge of fabric without quite giving you more.
He pulled back from the kiss with a wet sound, lips swollen, breathing ragged. His sharp brown eyes, dark with lust and that deeper, dangerous fixation locked onto yours. Blond hair fell messier across his forehead, green roots visible and damp with sweat. The three silver piercings in his left ear caught the light as he tilted his head, studying you like a man who had finally stopped pretending.
“You’re still not running,” he rasped, voice low and rough, almost annoyed at how much that pleased him. “Everyone else would have begged or cried or thrown themselves at me by now. But you…” He rolled his hips harder, grinding the ridge of his erection right against your clit with precise, filthy pressure. “You just take it. Look at me like you’re waiting for me to break first.”
His hand slid higher, finally cupping your breast fully, squeezing with arrogant possession as his thumb circled your nipple through the thin layer of your shirt. He pinched lightly, then harder when your body arched into him despite yourself. A low, satisfied growl rumbled in his chest.
“Fuck… look at that reaction,” he muttered, leaning in to scrape his teeth along your jaw, then down to the mark he’d already sucked into your neck. He bit down again harder this time sucking until the skin bloomed dark under his mouth. “You’re wet for me, aren’t you? All that calm indifference, and your body’s betraying you right here against my cock.”
He didn’t wait for an answer. His free hand dropped to your hip, gripping hard as he rocked against you in a steady, relentless rhythm. The friction was maddening. Thick and hot, the outline of him rubbing perfectly with every grind. Projection Sorcery flickered around you both for a split second, sharpening the sensation until it felt like there was nothing between you.
Then he stopped.
Pulled back just enough to look at you properly, chest heaving.
Instead of another taunt or demand, his expression shifted. The arrogance was still there but beneath it was something rawer. More honest. Still very much Naoya.
“You’re irritating,” he said bluntly, voice hoarse but direct. His hand stayed on your breast, thumb lazily stroking your nipple as if he couldn’t stop touching you. “Acting like I don’t exist when I can’t get you out of my head. I watch you run in the mornings. I know exactly how long you spend in the archives. I rearrange my entire fucking day just to stand in your way… and you still treat me like background noise.”
He leaned in again, forehead pressing to yours, hips giving one slow, deep grind that made his cock twitch against you. His breath was hot against your lips.
“Stop it.”
The words were simple. Annoyed. Almost petulant in that Zenin way.
But what he meant hung heavy in the charged air between you:
Don’t ignore me anymore.
Don’t walk away mid-sentence.
Don’t make me chase what I now know I need.
His hand left your breast only to slide down your side, fingers hooking into the waistband of your pants. He didn’t pull them down, not yet, but the intention was clear. His palm pressed flat against your lower stomach, thumb dipping just beneath the fabric, brushing the sensitive skin there.
“I want you,” he continued, voice dropping lower, rougher. “Not the reaction. Not the ego boost. You. Specifically you. The one who doesn’t simper or beg or look at me like I’m some prize. The one who makes me lose control just by existing in the same compound.” He nipped at your lower lip, then soothed it with his tongue. “It pisses me off how much I want this. How much I want to pin you down every night until the only name you remember is mine.”
The touch became more intentional now. His fingers slipped lower, tracing the edge of your underwear before pressing firmly against your clothed heat. He rubbed slow circles, feeling the dampness there, a smug yet frustrated smirk tugging at his lips even as his eyes stayed dark with obsession.
“Feel that?” he murmured, voice thick. “That’s mine now. This whole fucking indifference act ends tonight. You’re going to look at me. You’re going to moan for me. And you’re going to stop pretending I’m not the only thing you think about when you’re alone in that quiet little room of yours.”
He kissed you again. Less frantic conquest, more deliberate possession. His fingers continued their teasing pressure between your legs, building the heat without rushing to the end. His hips rocked gently against his own hand and your thigh, letting you feel how painfully hard he still was.
When he pulled back, his forehead rested against yours once more. The lantern light cast sharp shadows across his flushed face.
“No more games,” he said, blunt and final, thumb pressing firmer against your clit through the fabric. “You’re staying right here until you admit it. Until you feel it. Until you’re as obsessed as I am.”
His fingers slipped beneath the last layer of fabric, finally touching bare, slick skin. Two fingers dragged slowly through your folds, gathering wetness before circling your clit with precise, torturous pressure.
“Say it,” he demanded, voice a low growl against your mouth. “Tell me you’re done ignoring me. Tell me you want this, you want me, as much as I want you.”
The breaking point had arrived.
Naoya Zenin wasn’t asking anymore.
He was claiming.
And in the flickering lantern light of the private alcove, with his body pressed hot and heavy against yours, fingers working you with arrogant skill and obsessive focus, the tension finally shattered into something raw, addictive, and undeniably mutual.
“Say it,” he growled again, voice low and rough, thumb pressing harder on your clit as his fingers teased your entrance. “Tell me you’re done ignoring me. Tell me this pussy is already mine.”
You looked up at him through half-lidded eyes, lips swollen from his kisses, cheeks flushed. But instead of the surrender he clearly expected, the corner of your mouth twitched into a small, defiant smirk.
“Make me,” you whispered, voice breathy but laced with clear challenge. You rolled your hips once against his hand then pulled back just enough to deny him the full friction. “You’ve been chasing me for weeks, Naoya. If you want me that badly… earn it.”
Brat.
The single word flashed across Naoya’s mind like a curse.
His eyes narrowed instantly. The arrogant set of his jaw tightened, and a dangerous smirk curled his lips sharp and predatory, it was pure Zenin superiority. The playful frustration in his expression vanished, replaced by cold, controlled annoyance.
“Oh?” His voice dropped dangerously low, the casual drawl gone. “You think you can still play games with me? After all this?”
Before you could retort, his hand withdrew from your pants entirely. You barely had time to register the loss before he spun you around with effortless strength. Projection Sorcery blurring the motion so fast your back hit the shelf again, this time facing away from him. His chest pressed flush to your back, one arm banding around your waist like iron while his free hand fisted in your hair, yanking your head back sharply so your neck arched.
“You want to act like a brat?” he hissed directly into your ear, teeth grazing the shell. “Fine. I’ll treat you like one.”
His hips snapped forward, grinding his cock hard against your ass through the fabric. The thick, heavy length rubbed insistently, letting you feel exactly how little patience he had left. With a rough tug, he yanked your uniform jacket and shirt up in one motion, exposing your back and breasts to the cool air. His hand immediately palmed one breast, squeezing hard, pinching your nipple between thumb and forefinger with mean precision.
“Naoya—” you started, the challenge still in your tone.
“Shut up,” he snapped, voice sharp and commanding. He bit down on the junction of your neck and shoulder. Hard enough to leave teeth marks then soothed it with a rough lick. “You’ve had your fun ignoring me. Walking away. Acting like I’m nothing. Now you’re going to learn exactly who owns your attention.”
He shoved your pants and underwear down in one swift, impatient motion, letting them pool at your ankles. Cool air hit your soaked core, but it was immediately replaced by the heat of his hand as he reached between your legs from behind. Two fingers plunged inside you without warning. It was deep, stretching, curling instantly against that spot that made your knees buckle.
“Fuck, you’re dripping,” he growled, pumping his fingers hard and fast, the wet sounds obscene in the quiet alcove. “All that bratty mouth and your cunt is clenching around me like it’s starving. Pathetic.”
You tried to push back against him, still challenging, a breathy “Is that all you’ve got—” slipping out.
Naoya’s response was immediate and merciless.
He pulled his fingers out, spun you again to face him, and lifted you clean off the ground with Projection Sorcery assisting the motion. Your back slammed against the shelf once more as he pinned you there, your legs forced around his waist. He freed his cock with his other hand. He was thick, flushed, leaking at the tip and dragged the head through your folds once, twice, coating himself in your wetness.
“Still talking?” he sneered, eyes dark with annoyed lust. “Let’s fix that.”
He thrust into you in one brutal stroke. Burying himself to the hilt, stretching you open around his cock with zero mercy. The sudden fullness punched the air from your lungs. Naoya groaned, deep and satisfied, forehead dropping to your shoulder for a second as he savored the tight heat.
“Shit… so fucking tight,” he muttered, then pulled back and slammed in again, setting a punishing rhythm immediately. Each thrust was deep, hard, and perfectly controlled. Projection Sorcery letting him hit exactly where he wanted, over and over. The shelf rattled behind you with every snap of his hips. His hands gripped your ass, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise as he fucked you against the wood.
“You wanted me to earn it?” he taunted between thrusts, voice rough and breathless but dripping with superiority. “This is me earning it. This is what happens when you push me, brat. You get fucked until the only thing you can say is my name.”
He angled his hips, grinding deep on every stroke so the head of his cock dragged against that sensitive spot inside you. One hand left your ass to wrap around your throat. Not choking, but firm, possessive, tilting your head so you had no choice but to look at him.
“Eyes on me,” he ordered, sharp and final. “No looking away. No ignoring me. You’re going to watch me fuck the attitude right out of you.”
His pace quickened, thrusts turning shorter and harder, skin slapping against skin. Sweat beaded on his forehead, blond hair sticking to his skin, green roots dark. His piercings glinted with every movement. He leaned in, biting your lower lip hard before kissing you. The kiss was messy, dominating, tongue fucking your mouth in time with his cock.
Every thrust drove the point home: he was in control now. Completely.
No more chasing.
No more games.
You were his, and he was going to make sure you felt it in every bruise, every mark, every deep, relentless stroke.
“Say it,” he demanded again, voice strained with pleasure but still commanding. He slammed in particularly hard, holding himself deep as he ground against your clit. “Tell me who you belong to. Tell me you’re done being a fucking brat and you’ll look at me from now on.”
His hand tightened slightly on your throat, thumb pressing under your jaw as he kept fucking you with single-minded, obsessive intensity.
Naoya Zenin had finally taken full control.
And he wasn’t stopping until you broke exactly the way he wanted.
Naoya’s cock was buried deep inside you, thick and throbbing, stretching you open with every brutal snap of his hips. The wooden shelf dug into your back as he fucked you against it with relentless force, each thrust punctuated by the wet slap of skin and the low, arrogant growl rumbling from his chest. His hands gripped your ass hard enough to leave fingerprints, fingers digging into the soft flesh while he held you suspended, legs wrapped tightly around his waist.
Sweat glistened on his sharp collarbones, his white shirt hanging open and clinging to his skin. Blond hair stuck to his forehead, green roots dark and messy. Those sharp brown eyes burned into yours with pure, obsessive dominance. No mercy, no softness, only the raw need to break the last of your defiance.
And you were still pushing him.
Even as pleasure coiled tight and vicious in your belly, even as your walls fluttered helplessly around his cock with every deep stroke, you managed a breathless, bratty smirk.
“Is that… all you’ve got?” you gasped between thrusts, voice shaky but challenging. “Thought the great Naoya Zenin would last longer than this…”
His eyes flashed with pure annoyance.
He slammed into you harder, grinding the head of his cock against that perfect spot inside you until your vision blurred. Then, he stopped.
Completely.
Buried to the hilt, hips flush against yours, he held perfectly still. Projection Sorcery flickered around you both, freezing the moment so you couldn’t even rock against him for friction. The sudden denial made your core clench desperately around nothing but his thick length, the orgasm that had been building crashing back down into agonizing frustration.
Naoya’s lips curled into a dangerous, mocking smirk. His hand moved to your throat again, squeezing just enough to make your pulse jump under his palm.
“Still running that mouth?” he hissed, voice low and venomous. “You really don’t know when to quit, do you?”
He pulled out almost entirely, leaving only the swollen head inside you, then thrust back in once before stopping again. The sharp spike of pleasure followed immediately by nothing made tears prick at the corners of your eyes.
“You want to cum?” he taunted, leaning in so his lips brushed your ear, hot breath sending shivers down your spine. “Then beg properly, brat. Tell me you’re mine. Tell me you’ll never ignore me again. Say the words and maybe, just maybe, I’ll let you fall apart on my cock.”
You bit your lip, hips twitching uselessly against his hold. The denial burned. Your body was screaming for release, walls pulsing around his cock, but he refused to move.
“Naoya…” you tried, voice strained, still trying to sound defiant.
He laughed. Short, cruel, and entirely too pleased with himself.
“Wrong answer.”
He started moving again, but slower this time. Torturously slow. Long, deep strokes that dragged the thick head of his cock against every sensitive ridge inside you, building you right back up to the edge with merciless precision. His thumb found your clit, rubbing tight, firm circles that had your thighs shaking around his waist.
Every time your breathing hitched, every time your walls started to flutter and tighten around him, he stopped.
Completely.
Pulled out until only the tip remained, or froze with Projection Sorcery, leaving you dangling on the precipice of orgasm with nothing but aching emptiness.
Over and over.
The fourth time he edged you, tears slipped down your cheeks. Your hands clutched at his shoulders, nails digging into his skin through his open shirt. Your voice cracked.
“Naoya—please—”
“Please what?” he growled, slamming in deep once more before stilling again. His cock twitched inside you, hot and heavy, but he refused to give you the final push. Sweat dripped from his temple onto your collarbone. His grip on your throat tightened slightly, forcing your eyes to stay locked on his. “Use your words, little brat. Tell me exactly what I want to hear.”
You whimpered, hips desperately trying to grind against him, but his hold was ironclad. The pleasure was unbearable now—coiled so tight it hurt, every nerve ending screaming for release.
“I’m yours,” you finally gasped, voice breaking on the words. “I’m yours, Naoya—fuck—I won’t ignore you anymore. I won’t walk away. I won’t… I won’t pretend you don’t exist. Please—please let me cum—”
Naoya’s eyes darkened with savage satisfaction. The arrogant smirk widened, but there was something deeper in his gaze now.
“That’s better,” he murmured, voice rough and approving. “But say it like you mean it.”
He started moving again. Harder this time, faster, each thrust punishing and perfect. His cock drove into you with brutal precision, hitting that spot over and over while his thumb worked your clit in tight, relentless circles.
“I’m yours!” you cried out, the words tumbling desperately now. “I’m yours, Naoya—only yours. I won’t ignore you again—I swear—please, I need—”
He cut you off with a bruising kiss, tongue claiming your mouth as he fucked you with single-minded intensity. The denial finally shattered.
“Come,” he commanded against your lips, voice dark and final. “Cum on my cock like the brat you are. Show me who owns you now.”
The orgasm crashed over you like a curse breaking. Violent, overwhelming, white-hot pleasure ripping through every nerve. Your walls clamped down around him, pulsing and fluttering as you came hard, a broken moan of his name tearing from your throat. Your vision whited out, body shaking violently in his hold as wave after wave tore through you.
Naoya didn’t stop.
He fucked you straight through it, hips snapping relentlessly, drawing out every last tremor until you were oversensitive and whimpering. Only then did he bury himself deep one final time, groaning low and guttural as he came inside you. Hot, thick pulses filling you up while his fingers dug bruises into your hips.
He stayed buried inside you as you both came down, forehead pressed to yours, breathing ragged. His hand loosened on your throat, sliding up to cup your jaw instead. Still possessive, still controlling, but with a new, darker satisfaction burning in his eyes.
“Good girl,” he murmured, voice hoarse but dripping with arrogant triumph. “That wasn’t so hard, was it?”
He kissed you again but slower this time, no less claiming. Then pulled back just enough to look at you with that sharp, obsessive gaze.
“No more ignoring me,” he warned, still deep inside you, cock twitching with aftershocks. “From now on, you look at me. You react to me. You belong to me. Understand?”
His thumb brushed your swollen lower lip, eyes narrowing with that familiar Zenin intensity.
“Or next time, I’ll edge you for hours.”
The resolution had come.
Naoya Zenin had won.
And the possessive, obsessive fire between you had only just begun to burn.
The morning light filtered through the shoji screens of Naoya’s private quarters, painting the tatami in soft gold and shadow. The compound outside was already stirring. The distant sounds of training drills, servants moving along the engawa, the faint clash of cursed energy in the air. But inside this room, the world had narrowed to the large futon and the two bodies tangled within it.
You woke first, or at least you thought you did.
Naoya’s arm was draped heavily across your waist, possessive even in sleep. His bare chest pressed against your back, skin warm and marked with the faint scratches your nails had left the night before. His cock, half-hard and still nestled between your thighs, twitched faintly as you shifted. The marks he’d left on your neck and shoulders throbbed pleasantly. Dark bites and bruises that would be impossible to hide under your uniform collar.
You tried to slip out from under his arm, moving slowly, testing.
The arm tightened instantly.
“Where do you think you’re going?” His voice was rough with sleep, low and dangerous, lips brushing the back of your neck. He didn’t open his eyes yet, but his hips rolled forward, pressing his growing erection more firmly against your ass. “Didn’t I tell you last night? No more walking away.”
You let out a soft, breathless laugh. Still a little defiant, still testing the new boundaries. “I was just going to get water, Naoya. Not running to the archives to ignore you.”
He hummed, unconvinced. In one smooth motion, he flipped you onto your back and loomed over you, blond hair messy, green roots visible, sharp brown eyes finally cracking open with that familiar arrogant glint. The three silver piercings in his ear caught the morning light as he smirked down at you.
“Liar,” he murmured, voice still thick. He pinned your wrists above your head with one hand, the other sliding down your body to cup between your legs. His fingers found you still slick from the night before. His cum and your own release making everything messy and sensitive. “You were going to slip out like always. Old habits.”
Two fingers pushed inside you without warning, curling lazily as his thumb brushed your clit. You gasped, hips jerking, but he held you down easily.
“Naoya—” you started, the challenge creeping back into your tone even as pleasure sparked through you.
He leaned down, biting your lower lip hard enough to sting. “Say it again,” he ordered, pumping his fingers slowly, deliberately building you up. “Tell me who you belong to. Right now.”
You bit back a moan, eyes narrowing up at him in that same bratty spark. “Make me.”
His eyes darkened instantly. The smirk turned sharper, more dangerous.
“Oh, you still haven’t learned?”
He withdrew his fingers, ignoring your frustrated whine, and replaced them with the thick head of his cock. He pushed in slowly this time inch by inch, stretching you open with deliberate control until he was buried to the hilt. Then he stilled.
Completely.
“No moving,” he warned when you tried to roll your hips. Projection Sorcery flickered, locking your lower body in place so you couldn’t chase the friction. “Not until you say it properly.”
He stayed there, buried deep, cock twitching inside you, while his free hand lazily traced circles around your clit. Light enough to tease, never enough to satisfy.
You lasted maybe thirty seconds before the words tumbled out, breathless and edged with need.
“I’m yours,” you gasped, thighs trembling against the invisible hold. “I’m yours, Naoya. I won’t ignore you again. I won’t walk away. Just—please—”
The smirk widened into something almost feral.
“Good girl.”
He released the Projection Sorcery and started moving deep, steady thrusts that quickly turned punishing. The futon creaked beneath you as he fucked you into the mattress, one hand still pinning your wrists, the other gripping your hip hard enough to bruise. Every thrust drove the point home: you were his now. Completely. No more indifference. No more slipping away.
When you came shaking, crying out his name. He followed right after, spilling deep inside you with a low, satisfied groan.
Afterward, he didn’t pull out immediately. He stayed buried inside you, forehead pressed to yours, breathing slowing.
“Better,” he muttered, voice still rough but laced with dark satisfaction. “Keep that up and I might even let you walk around the compound without me shadowing every step.”
You raised an eyebrow, still catching your breath. “Might?”
He nipped at your jaw. “Don’t push it.”
Later that morning, the Zenin compound buzzed with its usual rigid energy.
Naoya walked the main path toward the training grounds with you at his side. Not behind him. Not ahead. Right beside him, close enough that his kimono sleeve occasionally brushed your arm. His posture was the same arrogant stride as always, but his sharp eyes kept sliding toward you, possessive and watchful.
The younger clan members stared openly. Whispers rippled through the courtyard.
“Naoya-sama… with the transfer?”
“He never lets anyone walk beside him like that…”
Kaito, the branch family sorcerer from the drill, passed by and offered you a friendly nod and wave. “Morning! Still up for that tea later—”
He didn’t finish.
Naoya’s arm shot out, wrapping around your waist and yanking you flush against his side. His gaze on Kaito was ice-cold, laced with clear warning.
“She’s busy,” Naoya said flatly, voice dripping superiority. “Permanently.”
Kaito blinked, then bowed quickly and hurried off.
You glanced up at Naoya, a small, challenging smile tugging at your lips. “Jealous?”
He didn’t deny it. Instead, he leaned down, lips brushing your ear as you walked.
“Call it what you want,” he murmured, hand tightening on your waist. “But from now on, the only person who gets your smiles, your laughs, your attention… is me. Understand?”
You didn’t pull away. Instead, you leaned into his touch—just slightly, enough to make his breath hitch.
“Yes, Naoya,” you said, voice soft but with that familiar spark. “I understand.”
He smirked, satisfied, but the obsessive glint in his eyes promised there would be more “lessons” later if you ever tested him again.
The dynamic had shifted.
No longer neglect versus ego.
Now it was sharp, intense, addictive fire. Bratty challenges met with ruthless control, indifference burned away into raw, possessive obsession.
Naoya Zenin had what he wanted.
You.
And he had no intention of ever letting you look anywhere else.
