all my love and terror balanced there

• kael / 25 / they • idiot on main and spn on the side • we can still love it here, i know we can

[nebulairis]

hihi!! my name is kael and my pronouns are they/them. i'm 25, excitingly.

i've switched my main and my sideblog back in the year 2026, stay tuned for this hellsite disintegrating

@ my spn mutuals you may remember me as samsoleil :) i have been with you as you have broken bad. i have listened while you called saul. i have even bussed to pluri. i ask that you follow me into this new special interest i have. or at least follow @samsoleil instead

i draw art here and post fic here (if i'm talking about my s9 au, it's this one) 💙

sam playlist | dean playlist

[jakeperalta]

@pscentral event 50: colours → project hail mary (2026)

[occudo]

It would have been much harder to figure everything out if their roles had been reversed... I saw a great cosplay of human!Rocky wearing overalls and others drawing him as James Ortiz and I also wanted to give it a go.

[atomikats]

his first point was going to be “i don’t even get up at night to pee”

[stealingpotatoes]

I would give an arm and maybe a leg to see the PHM characters in your artstyle (no pressure)

PUT YOUR LIMBS BACK AND HOLD THIS INSTEAD

(links // tip jar!)

[ssopimir]

oh okay

[kit-screams-into-the-void]

statement statement

some extras i cut out from the comic + silly unrelated doodle based on what my friend said when i was drawing this comic on call:

[poltergeist-404]

Based on this tweet!

[terra-nightgale]

OMG I CAN HAZ TUMBLR

so yea, i made a blog and now i need to post stuff XD

[flareonfloof]

omg finally

[terra-nightgale]

i’m going to blow up everything forever.

[duketod]

[chalroe]

From Lost In Translation by @quekerahkerah (which is so fun, go read it rn!!!)

[shrugsinchinese]

Spite, the great motivator

[kyri45]

Guards! Put the blond man in spandex in situations!

Ahah you thought it was gonna be a silly introduction? Well me and @sam-i-am-27 (who's writing a fic about it!) have been coocking some more loree. (PREV) I'll be drawing more scenes here on my blog.

[that-house]

Making a shitty one-page RPG called Oh Shit It’s the Killer. The premise is simple: you’re a high schooler spending the weekend in the woods with your besties. The Killer is there also. He is trying to the Kill you

[that-house]

I say shitty not to demean the quality of my work but because it’s less an exercise in good game design and more an attempt to induce paranoid internal conflict that turns into murder (in game of course). It has like three mechanics and one of them actively encourages you to murder the other PCs

[that-house]

Great news!

It’s done

I put like three braincells into this, so if there’s anything about it that outright sucks, uh. Sorry not sorry, L + ratio + let’s use the 1-page restriction as an excuse for any unfun mechanics

[that-house]

“What if there was a game about being a genre-savvy slasher protagonist murdering their way to the role of Final Girl?”

“Sounds cool when exactly does the PvP start”

“character creation”

[kyri45]

Was inspired by the wonderful post by @hailed-marys so me and @sam-i-am-27 got possessed by the demons and came out with this. (NEXT)

HC list under the cut

* Astrophage is more like a virus that either alters people, causing them to commit crimes or violent acts, or a power that supervillains are starting to use.

* Grace is still a middle school teacher who got bitten by the spider, obviously.

* Adrian is the one who stitched up the suit (the Aunt May of this universe).

* He has all the perks of a normal Spider-Man, but he's still Grace, so he's incredibly clumsy. He does have a super-strong spider sense, and that's what saves him 100% of the time, but he absolutely does not have the agility. When adrenaline kicks in, he can do anything, but otherwise he'll trip over the most ridiculous things.

* He was wearing his yellow raincoat the first time he saved someone, so now he wears it over his suit (along with his white Converse).

* The spider was discovered by SHIELD (which is undercover as a scientific research facility that Grace works for part-time). After the original test subjects (who were only able to survive the spider mutations if they possessed a specific gene) were killed in an attack, Eva delivered the spider to Grace so he could be bitten before other villains got their hands on that power. (My boy gets unwillingly turned into a savior in every universe.)

* Simon is still an ex-convict who, in exchange for his freedom, is asked by the evil company of the day to test a series of mines infected by what appears to be blood from a meteorite (which eventually turns out to be the symbiote Ellie!).

* At first, they wanted to kill each other, but they end up becoming besties.

[nebulairis]

andy weir is right, project hail mary isn't political

we need to stop pretending that scientific evidence, climate change, international cooperation, human welfare, feminism, queerness, and education are political topics. scientific evidence is real. climate change is real. international cooperation is necessary. human welfare is necessary. all genders and sexes are of equal value. queer people exist and are of equal value. education is a human right.

politicians frame these as "political" to create the impression that they're up for debate when they're actually immutable. i refuse to continue acknowledging "facts don't care about your feelings" speakers using reality as a political talking point where they weaponise propaganda and disinformation to convince the crowd to ignore the undeniable.

project hail mary is just another example of a piece of media being lauded as progressive just for having a scientific basis. andy weir is not progressive. there is no political message. there is no social commentary. scientific evidence is not determined by political debate and there's no point indulging those who believe it is.

[nimadelolll]

believe in the hail mary.