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I’m the type of person who needs a pinned post yeah

hello! Welcome to my blog, not much goes on here but here’s some thing that you should not about me

first and foremost, I am born and raised Christian, sometimes I get confused or uncomfortable with lgbtq+ subjects, please note that I am NOT homophobic, I just have it built into my brain to have some sort of aversion to certain parts of it, though some of the surface level common sexualities don’t bother me.

I also ask that anyone associated with sexual content does not interact, I’ve been caused a lot of pain from similar such content and continue to struggle with it.

this blog includes/will include graphic art, heavy themes, attempted horror, and rants, though all will be tagged(if I ever don’t tag something please remind me!)

I am 16 years old

I enjoy art, though struggle with motivation

I have anxiety, ADHD, autism, and depression

I often have mood swings so i may seem to contradict myself at times.

sex repulsed, hyper sexual

Some of my favorite games include:rain world, hollow knight/silksong, the binding of Isaac, most Kirby games, Mario and Luigi superstar saga/bowsers inside story

games I am looking forward to playing but haven’t yet:Celeste, super meat boy, nine sols

I’m sorry this started so negative but those subjects are things I feel should be known ahead of time, please enjoy my blog!

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is using brushes in digital art cheating

I get very self conscious about this

like the fact I can just move things and make the canvas bigger and have the brush make the texture for me sometimes feels like cheating

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irl friend do not read

I hate life. There’s no good people left everyone is horrible. I hate everything. I hate myself and I hate the world. Everyone is horrible. Everyone is horrible. Everyone is horrible. I can’t control myself. Fuck porn. Fuck porn artists. Fuck porn actors. Fuck me.

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I get very demoralized when I see someone draw better than me and that’s normal and I’m gonna keep letting it happen

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vent post irl friend do not read

Either I need to disappear or everyone else does. As is this shit will not work. There’s no avoiding the fact that I simply don’t belong on this planet. Why would I want to be in a place that doesn’t want me there.

I’m so fucking sick of everything here. Especially the people. I’m so sick of EVERYONE making EVERYTHING about sex. From the moment they learn about it to the moment they die it’s all the talk about. From asexuals to hypersexuals I mean it when I said everybody. Nobody even seems to consider that sex and porn can both be bad. I hate humanity. I’m ashamed to be a part of it. I’m disappointed in my species

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can we get more pre collapse moon content thanks

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warning:suggestive content, emotional manipulation

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digital circus 8

7/10

pretty good

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breaking news

middle aged man meets eldritch abomination that horribly mutated many of the worlds populace. He claims he taught it sentience and that it was “pretty chill”

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thinkin about afflicting my ocs with ungodly horrors

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who up feeling like Patrick falling over in the Santa hat

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okay tumblr

First Image is by @dogdykez

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any accounts that contain nsfw or links to it, I ask that you block me

I am a morbidly curious person who has struggle with self control, and though I am sure you are great people I cannot put myself in a situation that makes nsfw easier to consume

if you still wish to interact with my content feel free to dm me to see if we can reach a solution? I am always open to making friends even if I struggle to understand why they do things

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some writing I did

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cold iterator and their friend

sometimes I will draw them when I am sad

others can do the same, please tell me if you do, it would make me happy

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so if spearmaster gets a stuffy nose does he just suffocate and die