in my veins.

I'm a slow dying flower frost   k i l l i n g   hour the sweet turning sour &  u n t o u c h a b l e .    —  ♖ —    an independent rp blog for Elizabeth Ward. selective & slow replies. both nsfw & triggering.

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❝I’m not staring.❞ Jemma would have recognised her own voice had it not come out so sharp and high pitched. The only way she could have made it more obvious that she was lying  was holding up a sign with the words written on it.

She couldn’t help but stare, every time she caught her gaze heading in the direction of the other woman, Jemma would try to find something else to focus on. She certainly didn’t enjoy the sinking feeling in her stomach when their eyes met and Jemma felt like she was back in that damn pod again. 

         ❝I-I’m sorry, I don’t mean to.❞

     ❝ you know, don't you ?  you know - ❞

the brunette found herself trailing off at the end of her own sentence. instinctively she always associated herself with two older brothers, but now all she had was Grant. her big brother that used to protect her. the same brother who would give her piggy back rides and candy long after 7 PM. he had never been gentle in the slightest, but she saw the good in him for so long. Grant Ward was the only hope she had in her own  humanity, and the fear in Jemma's eyes physically pained her. ❝ You're right. I am his sister. but I'm not here to hurt you. ❞

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( instinctiisms )

          ❛ wouldn’t want to be related to you anyways —              you leave your girly junk all over the place. ❜

❛ oh my god Tom, it was one time. ❜

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it had been nearly two weeks. two weeks since she got the call that her parents house had gone up in flames.  two weeks since her latest severe flashback of sneaking outside during nap time in hopes to get another piggy-back ride. she could still remember wondering what game Christian and Grant were playing with the well. and she would never forget when she went to play pretend and saw her brother's body floating face-down.  the last time she had broken down so badly was after her brother was arrested as an undercover HYDRA agent. to this day she couldn't understand how Grant had taken such a wrong turn ... she had worshipped her brother growing up. She defended his memory with her mother and her brother. she asked to see him for her sixteenth birthday. she had to leave home in hopes to see him again.  and yet nine years later she was still waiting. for two weeks now she'd waited on the swing set of her old favourite playground. every day she would beg for Grant to take her outside to play, pushing her on the swing as high as he dared and diving out of the way so she wouldn't smack him on the way down. if he had really killed Christian and their parents, he would have looked into his little sister's whereabouts. Eventually he would discover she  had been an Agent of SHIELD. He would come looking for her .... and today Grant found her. she didn't hear him approaching, rather caught a glimpse of a figure in dark wash jeans out of the corner of her eye. with a heavy heart Elizabeth looked up, swallowing the lump in her throat as best she could.

❝ Tell me you didn't do it. ❞ she couldn't manage anything more.

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❝ why are you staring at me like that? ❞ she had never spoken of her family,     except with the Directors and her SO. But the way Agent Simmons was     looking at her made her spine tingle. She had the same eyes, nose, hair    and jawline as her older brother. Correction - her only brother now. 

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okay, one more time now! mutual follows, please like this if you're interested in a starter. 

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          ❛ it’s official. i’m addicted to glee. ❜

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❛ okay if anyone asks - we are so not related. ❜

[oliviawilde]

Hold on, if there are different progressive states, then what’s the last one? Death. You die.

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does anyone care for a starter?

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❝ no, I don't know where my brother is. any other dumb questions?  ❞

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            ❝ I never thought you’d drain the fight out of me                                        Oops, look what you did to me                                             Now I’ve figured it out                                            I don’t need no hero. ❞

    Elizabeth Grace W a r d ✦ SHIELD Agent 53

independent original character in the aos/mcu fandom. a multi-verse & multi-ship blog, welcome to other oc’s  and crossovers. too many years of writing experience, 2+ years on tumblr. mun is 21+ and open to dark and nsfw content. all triggers are tagged at all times. k i k and skype are available for plotting upon request.

                  home. ask. start. dossier. 

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❝ could you turn the tv off, please? or at least change the channel? ❞

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I am so so so so so angry. So angry. 

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「 ??? 」

               ❝ —— uh, no. yes. maybe. um. no. the answer is no. i think. ❞

❝ you think? ❞

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❝ is there a reason you've been staring at me for the past twenty minutes? ❞

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hang on gonna fix my pages! they're bugging me a whole lot right now.

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                        ❝ I never thought you'd drain the fight out of me                                        Oops, look what you did to me                                             Now I've figured it out                                            I don't need no hero. ❞

    Elizabeth Grace W a r d ✦ SHIELD Agent 53

independent original character in the aos/mcu fandom. a multi-verse & multi-ship blog, welcome to other oc's  and crossovers. too many years of writing experience, 2+ years on tumblr. mun is 21+ and open to dark and nsfw content. all triggers are tagged at all times. k i k and skype are available for plotting upon request.

                  home. ask. start. dossier. 

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I'm on the verge of yanking my hair out. I cannot make graphics to save my life.