delios

18 -he/him ʚ angel from below ɞ

[needytenshi]

　　　　　　　　　Delios ʚ ɞ dogboy angel

　　　　　　　　　　　　　「he/him」　18yo

　　　　　　　　　ʚ ɞ mizuiro jirai ໒꒱　EN/JP

　　　　　　　　the cutest dog angel of them all🩵

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽༓☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅

TW. suicidal thoughts, sh, disordered eating thoughts probably, normal jirai shit. i may consider myself 'mild' but my mental illness is still fucking there dont act surprised

DNI. antishippers, pro-contact para, if you turn my vents into some roleplay shit kys, fetishize/demonize mental illness, "basic dni" (racists, transphobes, etc die)

Tags.

#ʚ txt ɞ (posts)

#ʚ rb ɞ (reblogs)

#ʚ pic ɞ (photos)

#ʚ msg ɞ (askbox)

Userboxes by @/jiraisupportgroup

[nyxtickled]

psychological dominance is so fucking cool and amazing and intoxicating what the fuck. the mind is so malleable. feeling yourself being actively and intentionally reconditioned by someone else is so hot. and like, if you’re guided far enough into that fully relinquishing headspace, it’s genuinely fascinating to be able to SEE your thought patterns and instincts being rearranged and rewired in real time

[needytenshi]

im sorry i said i wanted you to kill me i was horny

[needytenshi]

all im saying is...he should constantly tease me and condition my brain to shut off whenever I see his pfp in my notifs...

[needytenshi]

i subtweet him going "wehhh i want him to flirt w me wehhh" and then he shows up and does and I fumble immediately . is this what people call being a boyfailure

[needytenshi]

whenever i feel sad i remember that he's MY boyfriend <333

i'm the one who gets to call him mine...not anyone else <3

im truly favored by the higher powers <3

[yanicide]

You think you’re ordinary, don’t you? That you’re just another person walking this earth. But you’re not. You’re divine, a deity walking among mortals, and I’ll spend my entire existence proving it to you. Kneel? No. I’ll bow until my forehead hits the ground, unworthy of even looking at you.

[puppy-desperately-in-love]

Consistency>>> Being texted at a specific time every day. Creating a schedule of what they say, or specific emotions to evoke. Once you learn that schedule, practically waiting at the phone like a dog. Excitedly waiting to reply. Or just already feeling the expected emotion, like Pavlovs dog.

[needytenshi]

he said he loves me crisis averted

[needytenshi]

everything is too hot. im scared. i don't want him to be like everyone else

[needytenshi]

i want him back. without him i have nothing to live for

please dont leave me

[needytenshi]

i feel sick

[needytenshi]

i dont think he likes me anymore

[needytenshi]

he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it he doesnt get it HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT GET IT HE DOESNT GET IT

[myuyukun-deactivated20250126]

How it feels to not have what to post in jirai blr

[needytenshi]

"do you want to blaze your post?" and im talking about wanting to keep my fp in my room. NO I DO NOT

[needytenshi]

i dont think he understands that my very being is tied to his. every move i make is for him. each blink, each step, each breath. this is selfish of me, i know. i know so well. i cant help it. i cant live without him.

i want to keep him. i want him to understand i'll always be here. he's my highest priority. he doesn't get it. how do i make him understand?