[nemaliwrites]

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[goose-books]

Guillotine

The guillotine was conceived as swifter, painless, more humane. You touch your throat. You wonder.

new story dropped specifically in time for bastille day, because the strange horizons editors are the funniest people alive

She has you practically backed against the wall. Her knuckles are cool against your throat. If she pressed down she would choke you, which is a thought you think with your cunt. Later you will find out she carries a switchblade. “I do light time travel,” you manage. “Not on purpose.” It’s a necessary non-answer; you can’t say you sewed it yourself, based on your memories from Revolutionary France. It’s also a dodge that makes you sound like an asshole. But Mary-Caine Adair snorts, which makes your heart squeeze double-time. Then her eyebrows draw together, sharp. “What happened to your neck?” You realize too late your cravat has slipped down. Her finger presses against your pulse-point, against the scar necklacing your throat. “Oh,” you say, a touch breathless (she is so very close). “You know. Nothing yet.”

in a time when we need bold and dangerous queer stories now more than ever, "guillotine" asks the very important question: what if you kinned a dickens character so hard you died multiple times?

read it here for dimension-hopping, martyrdom fantasies in high school english class, undernegotiated and unsexy dyke bdsm, footnotes, historical reenactment clothing, and my personal thesis on how A Tale of Two Cities is about letting your undiagnosed adhd ruin your life <3

and behold my main character, courtesy of the wonderful @blackcatarts whose commissions are criminally cheap!

(issa's commissions) (my playlist for this story)

[nemaliwrites]

I am so drunk. this hot white lady at the bar asked me to try her drink

[mobydyke]

[sexting] no live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality; even larks and katydids are supposed, by some, to dream. Hill House, not sane, stood by itself against its hills, holding darkness within; it had stood for eighty years and might stand for eighty more. within, walls continued upright, bricks met neatly, floors were firm, and doors were sensibly shut; silence lay steadily against the wood and stone of Hill House, and whatever walked there, walked alone.

[samaraxmorgan]

Edging him until he’s completely delirious and when you tell him to “say the magic words” he accidentally says “I love you”

[tourfilm]

living under a rock is so fun i love watching a movie that’s been famous for decades and being like wow this is so good.. did you guys know about this

[nemaliwrites]

sir that is quite literally the only thing I am here to do

[nemaliwrites]

wait it's like actually sending me that if you don't have bath salts to give him, he just... won't take a bath. what if you go to the underworld instead. do you think he literally just stands there waiting for mel all night

[valtsv]

describing my relationship to someone by introducing them to people as "an old wound"

[valtsv]

at that description they roll their eyes and point out to me that "you're the one who won't cauterise me" and i shoot back automatically that i did try and we're both struck silent for a beat before they respond "... i know" in such a fond yet melancholy voice, and we share a look of such profound unspoken understanding that everyone around us begins to feel like they're intruding on some intimate affair

[nemaliwrites]

bro nemesis is like. one of the only people charon lets on his boat. why has no one ever written them fucking

[nemaliwrites]

by allah you people are fucking normies

[nemaliwrites]

bro nemesis is like. one of the only people charon lets on his boat. why has no one ever written them fucking

[anerdssketchpileblr]

comes back from the dead temporarily to say amenath obsession (2026) au where Amelie, generally being miserable in her marriage, visits her sisters new home in Paris for the first time and meets Nathalie Sanceour. Sees the way this woman looks at her sister, caters to her, cares for her so obviously, revolves around her like a planet to the sun, and even though it hurts so much to see she keeps coming back. Because a part of her longs for her own Nathalie. Not that she ever could.

And in a moment of weakness she makes a wish. And then her husband is mysteriously dead. And her sister is for some reason distant with her again, closing herself off from her just as they've reunited, why? And she gets an email from a new address, Nathalie saying she found her contact information. She asks if Amelie is planning on coming back to Paris. Asks if she wants to see her again. Or if she should come visit.

[vamptits]

why is it so hot. why is it so hot. I am being punished.

[vamptits]

I'm having my first 24/7 dom/sub relationship with the entirety of the fucking sun

[asukiess]

halfway through itbt. is it horrible of me to think that chris paid his whole life for what he did to cathy. cathy obviously suffers too and just as bad; they have a shared hurt. but ohhhh oh oh. tragedy boy.

[cherubg1rl]

“People you may know” and it’s the devil from the Bible

[roseworth]

i love saying "walk with me" before proposing a headcanon with little to no canon evidence. lets journey together. i will show you the way 🫴

[notahorseindisguise]

ALSO..some more masturbation facts about me. theres a nonsexual scene in a book where a kid gets spanked for some reason. it was set in like the 40s and he was in a boarding school i forget. but i think i either misread the scene . or maybr the author actually did write this and theyre just fucking weird. and i thought the protag got hit (with like a ruler or something). on the penis instead of on the arse. and i remember my 11 year old brain being like. i wonder why i think that would feel good.

and so my first ever "experiment" with masturbation was. slapping my dick with a ruler. and when that felt good. my first ever way of masturbating was. stacking heavy books on my penis. and then hitting the top book. so that the force was distributed down the series of books. into my penis. and of COURSE it didnt work i was punching books into my dick but it laid a strong foundation for a great gooning career . hey everyone PLEASE pretend you didnt read this post

[asukiess]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Flowers in the Attic - V. C. Andrews Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Cathy Dollanganger/Chris Dollanganger Characters: Chris Dollanganger, Cathy Dollanganger Additional Tags: Mild Blood, Sexual Tension, Fingers in Mouth, Implied/Referenced Sex, set somewhere early in If There Be Thorns Summary:

Emma has been at her work for hours, having long ago cast us out into the plush, green Eden we’ve sliced for ourselves, and I—

I’ve been a menace for twice longer.