Cry Baby

There is a lot of stuff going on. Current mood: Angel Dust 🕸️💗🩷 I draw stuff. She/her +25 and tired.

[nerimeshu]

Hi♡ I'm Nerime, mid 20's and tired. I like things and stuff.

Right now I have Head Full of Angel Dust Syndrome™

I draw sometimes: Art Tag

[nerimeshu]

baby ayuan *sobs*

[munchy-k]

i rly like this but its a part of old WIP art meme that ill probably never finish so i thought id post it anyway~

[otpadsis]

yay first post with all of my modao and tgcf little drwings at least theyre make me happy

"lanzhanlanzhanlanzhan!!!!" after that madam yu and jiang cheng beat him half to death (if lan wangji came to lotus pier earlier)

brother do you still love me? ...yes, unfortunately.

my favorite cockroach (qirong)

oh your higneeeess!!!!!

and hugs hugs hugs

[stargirl230]

state of you // 花城

qifrey cover redraw! because i realized what's better than drawing blorbo once is drawing blorbo four times

(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)

[halles-comet]

I love when you go on a date with someone and you’re like. well that was neither wonderful nor horrendous. You seem Fine. I’m sure if this was the 18th century and we were gentry arranged married to secure our fathers respective land interests we would care for each other in our way. you would buy me nice horses that I really had no interest in but would admire how gentle you were with them and when I died in labor during my third pregnancy you would tell our surviving heirs that their mother was a handsome woman who never drank too much and embarrassed herself in company

[wereville]

No Problem

I made a comic for Jayvik Nation. I will never stop loving yooouuuuu!

[miciopersonellasiepe-deactivate]

[nerimeshu]

LISTEN i love his chest blush

[kipkiphoorayy]

‼️ hazbin s1 finale spoilers ‼️

some text posts for the finale, what a ride!

[r444eeee]

This is the fastest drawing I have ever done in my life

[nerimeshu]

Popsies💕🧊

[nerimeshu]

❤️📸

[mommyminotaur]

It's about devotion and obsession. It's ALWAYS about devotion and obsession. And hunger. It's love with teeth.

[tumblurangieman]

Angie💞

[nerimeshu]

Having an extra pair of arms sure comes in… handy sometimes. 🕷

[yea-baiyi]

love how tgcf seems like it’s gonna be an obsessive stalker fan love story but then it kicks in the door with xuan ji and yells stalker behaviour isn’t sexy it’s creepy and sad, compromising yourself to trap someone into marriage out of guilt or pity isn’t romantic it’s horrifying and pathetic

[ghost-kings-court-jester]

I always love the like foils of Hua Cheng and Xuan Ji, because the very first time we see Hualian together it is when they are actively taking down a powerful ghost who was a former solider obsessed with a beloved martial god. Like they are such great points of contrast because it really is obsessive mania type love vs true love. Letting the person you adore be free and happy.

Like I think the very thing that makes Tgfc so interesting is the fact on paper Hua Cheng is the weirdo but everything he does makes a weird amount of perfectly logical sense when you realise Xie Lian is actually the insane one.

Like as a kid your saved by the most worshipped person in your city. He is beloved by all and not only that he stands up for you. He saves you again and fights for you.

He becomes a god and there’s thousands of statues put up by his loved ones and then he comes to you personally when you are at your lowest and says hey make your life about me okay and sure he means it in a very if you can’t live for yourself live for me cause I’d be sad kind of way. But he’s saying this with complete oblivion to the fact he’s a prince and a God and of course this child that adores him is going to take that literally.

So of course you join his army and then this is when you realise holy shit everyone is so obsessed with the idea of your god no one is actually paying attention to how he’s doing and guess what his martyr complex is so insane he’ll stab himself to protect you again meanwhile evil flowers are telling you that you are into that and you can’t help be angry that they making him an object as well. So you think you’ll be better you’ll protect him but your kicked out of the army and that’s the last you’ll ever see him while your alive.

But then oh then he rescues your ghost fire and he talks to you and he says he’d be sad if he finds out the reason your sticking around so you lie because he already is sad and you want to make him better but you can’t even keep him warm. Then you fail him again and it’s worse it makes you a monster and it’s made him a monster and it’s tearing you apart because he’s not the merciful god you fell in love with but he is the man you adore who has been hurt and torn down and deserves anger and to be worshiped for all he’s done for people that don’t seem to realise how kind he is.

And he’s still kind he gives up on his plan he goes to save the world through sacrifice again because he’s insane and thinks that the only way to do things. So you decide to take his place and miraculously you can’t die, but you can’t find him and you have to get stronger. So you worship him as you think he deserves you fight and search and get stronger for him and build him a place you think he’d want to stay and a city he can rule and be happy in and you search and search and when you find him again he thinks your terrifying and attacks you.

So you come back you lie because you want to keep him safe and you don’t want to overburden him with your feelings. You want to give him space and let him decide if he wants you in his life but you give him all that you have and you have to keep jumping In because he’s literally so happy to throw his life away over the smallest thing so you have to keep showing up and telling him no bad don’t do that while also trying to be his friend and not annoy him away.

But he’s literally crazy and will not stop taking suicide missions so you have to be around all the time then he finds your temple to him and suddenly your the insane one.

Like Hua Cheng obsession with Xie Lian is just as much about making Xie Lian happy and safe as it is about his love. He never tries to whisk him away to ghost city and trap him. Xie Lian only goes there through his own choices and then both times he invites Hua Cheng into his home and says he has an open invitation. Hua Cheng is always ready to leave him alone as long as it means he’s safe and happy and he doesn’t want anything back. Which Xuan Ji is obviously not like she literally tries to trap Pei Ming so many times and gah sorry OP I had a lot of feelings about this apparently.