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[netwench]

this is a private rp blog for ALT CUNNINGHAM from the cyberpunk ttrpg + video game cyberpunk 2077. written by TRICK.  21+.

here for a good time not a long time

maybe i’ll update this with some actual rules but if we’re mutuals i’m probably expecting you to not be a fuckin freak. i hate this website

i love to click the block button

no minors

i’m just tryna chill i promise

i honestly just rp on discord mostly but like i’ll write here sometimes maybe lmao. but um. rp with me on discord if u are so inclined,

[netwench]

I've honestly been too depressed to rp much on Tumblr

[notmorbid]

everyone knows you go home, pt. 2.

dialogue prompts from everyone knows you go home by natalia sylvester.

you’re stronger than you realize.

there’s no place better to keep something safe than in your mind.

it’s not an easy start, but it will be a new one.

please try to contain your excitement until i’ve had my coffee.

it’s hard to notice anything’s changing until it’s changed.

i wish i could suffer instead of you.

sometimes i want to know, and sometimes i just want to forget.

it’s always nice to be your last resort.

nothing ever fazed you.

slow down. you’re not making any sense.

all we know is what we remember, what we choose to hold onto.

with strangers, you can be anyone.

you know where to find me if you need anything at all.

perspective is only possible from a distance.

as long as you’re working toward a goal, you haven’t lost the race.

i like cleaning. it soothes me.

when the house isn’t clean, i feel like the world knows all my secrets.

sometimes people have holes in their hearts even time can’t fill, but it doesn’t mean they’re broken.

does wanting to be happy for someone count as being happy for them?

you were young when you left. maybe that’s why you think it’s so easy.

the only thing i hate more than arguing with you is agreeing with you.

you don’t have to try to make me feel better.

i’m not everything you think i am. not even close.

what i wouldn’t give to be in your dreams.

after a certain point, i don’t believe in bad luck.

i just don’t want any surprises.

you’d be shocked to know the secrets people will keep, to protect their loved ones.

decisions are not the same as choices.

hold still and save your breath. talking will only make the pain worse.

i hate lying to you.

this isn’t going to work. us.

i don’t understand you sometimes.

you know you can tell me, right?

life changes, but it doesn’t end. not for the rest of us.

what is this really about? you know you can tell me anything.

forgive me one day. please.

i can’t turn my back on family.

patience is a process that births forgiveness.

grief is never really gone, it’s just a darkness you eventually adjust to.

i didn’t mean what i said that day.

life is shit, but it’s fucking beautiful.

[netwench]

@via-tech :)

[netwench]

important note I guess for like, ships in general tbh but mainly shipping re: johnny,

alt wouldn't stay in a relationship, even if it's a more 'casual' one or something, if she didn't actually see potential somehow in said relationship. like, for any relationship she actually wants to continue, ok yeah she'll date insane people who mistreat her but she isn't a doormat either. she's not going to put up with a bunch of bullshit if she even gets the slightest read that things are not mutual. that said, I portray her as genuinely loving johnny. and going along with the ttrpg canon, since...I don't have much else to pull from, and what pondsmith has mentioned about their relationship. the ttrpg at least, afaik, treats them as 'soulmates' more or less, and that's how I choose to portray things.

this also doesn't mean I'm trying to say they had a good or healthy relationship. obviously they didn't. alt doesn't tend to stay in relationships with people she doesn't frequently argue with tbh. but if she didn't feel a sincere, deep connection in some way with johnny, she wouldn't have stayed around as long as she did, because she isn't used to sticking around at all anyway.

so yeah, applicable to ships in general but also I guess any johnnys I might interact with. ty

[netwench]

Hi I just wanted to say, thanks everyone for being do incredibly patient with me. I struggle a lot to get things done and am going through a lot lately, so I sincerely appreciate it. I'd like to write more but Tumblr is...hard to log onto sometimes, especially depending on the blog, and tbh I don't play fem muses very much because they tend to get ignored but yall have been super supportive and idk. love u

thank you all for sticking around .. and still sending me memes (seriously) despite me taking like 7 years to answer them lmao. and overall ty for still being interested in my portrayal of alt, she means a lot to me and so do all of you <3

[yorinobu-aaa]

#𝙔𝙊𝙍𝙄𝙉𝙊𝘽𝙐. : 世界が崩れ去る時は、必ずお前がそこにいる…

ind. sel. 荒坂頼宣 of cdpr’s 𝐜𝐲𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐩𝐮𝐧𝐤 𝟐𝟎𝟕𝟕, written by jett. 18+ && mutuals only. ©

[netwench]

I pretty much just need to finish stats and then v blog is ready to drop

[netwench]

someone needs to write the peralez's because i unironically and wholeheartedly ship v/elizabeth/jefferson

[netwench]

Making a blog for my v don't look at me..

[netwench]

I login, I see a Bad Take, I log off

[feral-ballad]

Sujata Bhatt, from The Stinking Rose; “Fate”

[toadmemes]

* JOHN WICK FRANCHISE PROMPTS ,

i'll kill them, i'll kill them all.

where the fuck are you?

i lost everything.

if you cut a king, you better cut him to the quick.

consider this a professional courtesy.

i gotta say, i'm a pretty big fan.

i apologize for calling you at this hour.

nothing's ever just a conversation with you.

it's seems to be fate, or happenstance, or just bad fucking luck caused our paths to cross once again.

i know what you're thinking.

do i look civilized to you?

they know you're coming.

you may never return home.

do you think you can scare me into opening this gate?

are you scared of the fucking boogeyman?

you don't want me owing you.

are you sure a protracted war is the best way forward?

you look terrible.

this haven is safe no more.

you look as bad as i feel.

they sure as fuck broke the mold with you.

why do you want to live?

let us not resort to our baser instincts and handle this like civilized men to move on.

i need something robust, precise.

it's been a while, my condolences, how're you holding up?

do you really wanna die here?

i'll have to get back to you.

everything's got a price.

i heard about your wife, and i'm sorry.

how do you feel? 'cause i am really pissed off.

a man can stay here a long time and never eat the same meal twice.

it's okay, let's go home.

this kingdom is mine and mine alone.

are you here on business?

people keep asking if i'm back and i haven't really had an answer.

i say the odds are about even.

why don't you take the night off?

i was just sorting some stuff out.

have you thought this through?

my god! how long has it been?

you came to me, i helped you; if you don't do this, you know the consequences.

after this, we are less than even.

i'm not that guy anymore.

i'm retired.

i can't help you, i'm sorry.

there's no rhyme or reason to this life, it's days like today scattered among the rest.

you look good, and here i'd feared you'd left all this behind.

that was a pretty good fight, huh?

you want a war?

i once saw him kill three men in a bar with a pencil, with a fucking pencil.

so tell me, how was life on the other side?

to what do we owe the pleasure?

a gift from the boogeyman, perfect for every occasion.

seven million dollars is a lot of money.

i try to dissuade them from these childish notions, but as you know, art is pain: life is suffering.

i'm not telling you shit!

if you want peace, prepare for war.

everything all right?

well, i wouldn't recommend that you eat one.

do you need anything for the pain?

what are you really doing here?

people don't change, you know that; times, they do.

i heard you struck my son.

are we negotiating?

he was the one you sent to kill the fucking boogeyman.

now, as i recall, weren't you the one tasked to dole out the beatings, not to receive them?

are services still off limit to me?

you had your chance.

i thought i'd let myself in.

you have nothing, vengeance is all you have left.

i can make this right.

we can keep this up as long as you'd like, but it only ends one way.

my apologies. i was dealing with an uninvited guest.

your stitches'll tear and you'll bleed, but you'll have full function.

do you expect him to make it out?

we're not going in like the old days, just a conversation.

if you still have business to attend to, take two of these beforehand.

if you're looking to heal, then keep it marginal.

can't say i blame him, i would've done the same thing if i was in his shoes.

that's unwise, i assure you.

in that moment, i received some semblance of hope.

don't worry about me, i just gotta catch my breath.

you still need something, someone to love, so start with this.

you dip so much as a pinky back into this pond, you may well find something reaches out and drags you back into its depths.

you, uh, working again?

sometimes you gotta cut a motherfucker.

fuck management.

an eye for an eye, you know how it goes.

so what sort of movement am i looking at?

i'm sorry I can't be there for you.

you're not very good at retiring.

oh, and remember, you owe me.

you stabbed the devil in the back and forced him back into the life that he had just left.

it's not what you did that angers me so, it's who you did it to.

you've broken the rules.

could you recommend anything for the end of the night?

i am all seeing, and i am all knowing.

treat all your ladies like this?

under the table is where shit gets done.

the bodies he buried that day laid the foundation of what we are now.

[prvtocol]

“To love is to stop lying;”

— Anna de Noailles, tr. by Norman R. Shapiro, from Poems; “XL,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

[notmorbid]

popisho.

dialogue prompts from popisho by leone ross.

you haunt the one you love the most.

get out, before i kill you dead until you die.

some people learn best through love.

did somebody tell you to say that?

you shut me out. what am i supposed to think?

you were born rude.

compassion is a kind of magic.

it’s entirely possible you’re the last person to know.

not all women want to be admired.

i like to look strong.

gods, let people stop expecting things from me.

who are you to judge me?

you don’t look that special.

did you bring bad vibes into my house?

people can be so very simple in a complicated way.

it does feel good to laugh.

people lie all the time, without even thinking about it.

you don’t have to be alone.

do it because i said so.

things are always changing, people just don’t pay attention.

children know what is real.

i told you, but you didn’t listen.

gods laugh if you ignore them.

what would you do if you found yourself alone?

i am not a cannibal.

you fixed me.

there was never anything wrong with you.

you should always put ghosts out of their misery.

boys are always angry with their fathers.

pay attention. attention is everything in this life.

you will never be more glorious than right at this moment.

you’re going to tell me why.

what’s your alternative?

you never used to tell me about your feelings.

did you never trust me?

you need to be better than i was.

you ever think about what you would have done?

are you going to let me come back and irritate you again?

you know you’re on my last nerve?

you need a hug? i’d do it, you know.

just let me breathe a while.

i don’t know how to be.

the best place to be is here with you.

if you don’t tell them, i will.

you seem to know everybody, but i don’t know you.

you always did love a lie.

some sadnesses, you just have to live with.

[netwench]

>          ALL  ENGRAMS  SUBMITTED  THROUGH  THE  SOULKILLER  PROGRAM  TO  ARASAKA  ARE  TREATED  AS  PROPERTY  AND  CAN  BE  DESTROYED  AT  ANY  TIME.

[letsjam-art]

if your soul was unwillingly ripped from your body you may be entitled to a free eldritch 80′s hair upgrade! i just wanted to have fun doodling hair today… serotonin is stored in the spagheddy hair it turns out click for better qual