This enby who is kind of lost

I don't know what I'm doing

[new-weird-world]

Moi j'en ai rien a péter d'aller au taff malade. La maladie passera. Par contre le masque c'est pas efficace a 100% et c'est sur vos aînés que je souffle mes microbes. "nia nia nia les agents de services public prennent trop d'arrêts maladie faut essayer d'endiguer ça ". Ouais bah en attendant c'est les plus fragiles qui ont du mal avec les démarches en ligne et qui préfèrent faire les choses face à face. C'est vraiment une question de santé public de nous arrêter systématiquement, efficacement, et sans baisse de notre salaire (chose qui va nous pousser a tirer sur la corde au maximum pour que nos comptes soient pas négatifs)

Aussi on tomberait moins malade si on devait pas faire le taff de 3 personnes. Tss

[new-weird-world]

Moi j'en ai rien a péter d'aller au taff malade. La maladie passera. Par contre le masque c'est pas efficace a 100% et c'est sur vos aînés que je souffle mes microbes. "nia nia nia les agents de services public prennent trop d'arrêts maladie faut essayer d'endiguer ça ". Ouais bah en attendant c'est les plus fragiles qui ont du mal avec les démarches en ligne et qui préfèrent faire les choses face à face. C'est vraiment une question de santé public de nous arrêter systématiquement, efficacement, et sans baisse de notre salaire (chose qui va nous pousser a tirer sur la corde au maximum pour que nos comptes soient pas négatifs)

Aussi on tomberait moins malade si on devait pas faire le taff de 3 personnes. Tss

[new-weird-world]

Okay. On est parti sur un objectif un peu con : la revanche sur l'école.

J'ai été harcelé de la maternelle à la fin du lycée. En continue, avec juste une poignet d'amis tout au long de ce bordel.

J'avais la moyenne, mais je n'ai jamais réussi à passer au dessus de ça. Pas de félicitation ni rien. Du coup mes profs adoraient me dire qu'ils étaient déçu de mes résultats.

Mais du coup, maintenant, javoue que j'ai développé une théorie personnelle. Je pense que, notamment, mes résultats auraient été meilleur si je ne me faisait pas insulté en cours, si on me disait pas "baisse les yeux ou je te bute" quand je regardais le tableau.

Du coup, je reprends les trucs qui minteressaient, ma LV2, les analyses de français, les math. Et on s'y remets.

On verra ce que ça donne

[bonivers]

.... i have never felt so seen

[kineticpenguin]

[whitepeopletwitter]

[new-weird-world]

Okay. I was going to speak about it one day on this tumblr. so why not now. I had a friend to which this situation arrived. Mental health episode, becoming extra toxic, friendship done. With... a twist. And horrifying one, from my POV, at least.

The person wasn't refusing treatment. They were hesitating to get it. And when they asked if they should get to psychiatric hospital to our common group of friends. And everyone knew their mental state wasn't good. They spent their days and night crying. And me and all the friend I'm talking about personally witness them being in this state. And we had seen them falling to depression for months. And before, we saw them when they were well and under treatment (they had to stop because of transphobia). But despite the very clear degradation, everyone answered to them, "oh no you don't have to if you don't wanna. It's really your choice. We are your friend, we are here for you".

Personally, I had known my limit with other people having mental health issues. This person had already spent a night at my flat crying. I knew I couldn't take it, And I would be of no help. So in the middle of all the "do what you want", I said "well, actually, I think you really should go to the hospital. We are not professional, and you need actual real help right now." But someone cuted me and told me "er... yeah no. It's their choice. You shouldn't push them."

So I shut my mouth. Because I'm a weak ass who is afraid that people are going to be mad at me (I have my own 15 years long trauma attached to it. So don't come to shit me around because I couldn't do more)

One month later, all the mentally stable friends had turned their back on that person. Whaou. surprise surprise people. They actually couldn't handle it. They are not equipped professionals. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGH ??? ME MAY BE ????? TOO BAD I DIDNT SAY !! WAIT !!! I FUCKING DID !!!!

Result : all the spoon of everyone gone, friendship destroyed, everyone TW activated, and a mentally ill person still not in the hospital, and totally isolated.

And what ended me the most is that the person had described to us how they acted during an episode. We knew they could become extra toxic. But everyone decided to that it couldn't be that bad (which is like.... the story of valids coming across disable people, either it's physically or mentally. It's never that bad. We are always exaggerating). They came to us when It was becoming bad, and all my friend directed him to "worst", and then acted surprised when the worst happened.

So like, healthy people, when a mentally ill person ask you if they need more help, and they are not okay, don't sugar coat things to try to please them !! You are helping no one. And I'm not saying "force them to go to the hospital". But you need to tell them the truth as you see it when they ask for it. (but like, generally, don't outright lie to people when they ask you anything)

So like, for mentally ill people, if your friends were done with you just after giving you the same kind of extremely shitty advice, just like the one I described... Well, first, I'm sorry it happened to you. And also : they were bad and toxic friends anyway. You will find better one day.

[new-weird-world]

We have a government of assholes so dumb that they can't even deal with muslim women wearing hijab. Like. they can't do like the other and just let people live their lives. no they have to forbid it. It's incredible. Fucking hell. I don't even have the word for that. How fucking weak do you have to feel threatened by muslim women. How fucking weak do you have to be to want them disapearing from your cities, villages, schools and shop ? What is so threatening about Hijab that you have to control it and who wear it that much. I mean. I know they are racist. but that another level, even !

We're in a country in lockdown because of the virus, with a minister who admitted committing sexual assault using his power. We have pedophiles in every part of our society. Students are killing themselves, the number of dead due to covidis huge. But we have to take the time to make a law to stop people from wearing hijab. And then they ask why the country isn't united, and say it's because of the sociologist.

They are litteraly trying to make some part of our population disappear from everyone view. That so fucked up.

[alqanas]

what makes them think they have the right

[arcolan]

they also voted that associations organizing "non-mixed" meetings (aka poc meetings) could be dismantled <3

This is weird. So weird. They're not thinking they're being fascists, they think people WHO ARE supporting hijabi women or organizing "non-mixed" meetings are the fascists here. Not even damn communists or "islamolefists" (as the right says here now), literally just fascists. Oppressed minorities are fascists now

[new-weird-world]

Analysis | France and the spectral menace of ‘Islamo-leftism’

Ahead of elections next year, France's political establishment has found its bogeyman.

An article summarizing the pseudo controversy in french universities happening right now, used by the government to try to justify it's racism and islamophobics views and laws.

[new-weird-world]

A french youtuber duo (the 8th most popular french youtubers) got defied by the french president to do a video about thing to do to limit the coronavirus propagation. If they do more than 10 millions view, he accept to do a  video with them.

It could be funny. But the french president is the guy that got elected  with a middle wing program, and since then begun to apply far-right laws (anti-muslim, anti-immigration).

Also it’s not confirmed yet but people think he will try to run for president next year.

He is creating the best “young friendly” campaign boost possible. And that worrisome, because it’s the best thing he can do to win the election, and get five more years to pass shitty racist & islamophobic laws

[new-weird-world]

In other french news, the minister of higher education want to investigate social sciences in universities, in order to  sort out real research from militantism.

And by “militantism”, she means race studies & post colonial studies that are “just a trend” that would be coming from america but creating a fractures between french peoples.

you know, the racist and the victims of racism.

[new-weird-world]

the french presidential election campaign is back.

And I already hate everything in it. it’s going to be awful. the second turn is going to be “middle wing” (which are the one that act like far-right) VS far-right (who act, as the name says, as far-right).

France is going to be even more racist and islamophobic than now. it’s going to be horrible.

[webofgoodnews]

101-Year-old Breaks World Running Record: “I Missed My Nap for This”

101-year-old Julia “Hurricane” Hawkins just broke a world record – and she is pretty nonchalant about it.

By running in the National Senior Games in Birmingham, Alabama on Saturday, the senior completed the 100-meter dash in 40.2 seconds, which is six seconds less than the previous world record for women over 100 years old.

Read more

[webofgoodnews]

For your faith in humanity.

[black-to-the-bones-deactivated2]

when you really do care about mother nature

[black-to-the-bones-deactivated2]

when you really do care about mother nature

[dekoi2501post]

[dangerbooze]

OH MY GOD

[zionthepansexual]

[marxism-leninism-utenaism]

aerodynamics are really important in cycling but the real technique there was taking his feet off the pedals. that bike has a fixed gear (if you notice, the pedals continue turning with the rotation of the wheel even while his feet aren’t on them), and hte video is taken on a slope, so the actual impediment to his speed wasn’t his wind resistance but the fact that he quite simply couldn’t pedal as fast as the bike wanted to go due to gravity, and so his pedaling motion was actually slowing him down. by taking his feet off the pedals, he allowed the bike to go down the hill a great deal faster than if he’d just kept pedaling normally.

[quendergeer]

why’d the guy on the moped copy him tho

[marxism-leninism-utenaism]

goofs probably

[chescaleigh]

She Tattooed Half Her Face And You’d Never Know It. Her Skills Are Just That Good. Meet Samira Omar.

The 17-year-old was the victim of a horrific bullying incident. A group of girls threw boiling water on her, leaving her badly burned and covered in scars and discoloration. 

She thought the physical scars would be with her forever — until she met Basma Hameed.

Basma Hameed runs a tattoo shop, of sorts — but her tattoo artistry doesn’t look like this:

it looks like this:

Basma is a paramedical tattoo specialist. Instead of tattooing vibrant, colorful designs, she uses special pigments that match the skin in order to conceal scars.

With Basma’s help, patients like Samira can see a dramatic decrease in their scar visibility and discoloration after a few treatments. She even offers free procedures for patients who are unable to afford treatment. That’s because Basma knows firsthand just how life-changing her work can be for those coping with painful scars left behind.

Click here to watch the full video and find out more about Basma’s practice, including how she became her very first patient.

[inmyivystance]

I love this woman.