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Manly, sydney

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I wanna find a stoner friend in sydney :( to watch anime and listen to music tgt

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club at thong lor, bkk @ ‘22

🎧 American Girl - Tiffany Day

🎧 maybe baby - Effie

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views outside the manila apartment

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can you hear the wind blowing?

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Yearning, krunk and inspired

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Obsessed with this mf rn

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the ones who try and work me out and don't understand why I won't share who I am with them, the ones who see straight through the mask, thos people make me feel so naked and under pressure

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Truthhhhh. Avoidant personality disorder sucks

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Yuta dear, thanks for keeping me company while I do these god awful assignments

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He’s just so pretty my bby boy 💗

We’ve dated for almost 2 months Yu <3

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My withdrawals are getting better thank god for kava and my friend

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Withdrawal symptoms from the guy I met at the concert yesterday. He’s not reciprocating with the same energy that I give. So I figured it’s better to distance him.

It’s really silly how he’s not even a situationship or a potential lover. He’s a potential friend. Who gets withdrawal symptoms and overthinks about a potential friend? 😭 I do ✋

I think I’ll keep trying to make friends tho. Since I have kava.

It doesn’t help he’s kinda handsome too and it’s really easy to talk to him. I really rarely meet people like that.

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First avpd spiral in a long time, twas so bad I had to delete instagram to get him off my mind

Worst part is we’re not even situationships WE LITERALLY JUST MET!!!

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Okay I think my avpd wasn’t a misdiagnosis I’m literally spiraling rn 😭😭

Made a friend during a concert. I had a great time so I asked if he wants to grab lunch together. Previously his replies were quick but after I asked that he hasn’t replied. Spiraling really bad this is such a silly thing to spiral about 😭

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So I’ll always be this fuckass adhd schizophrenic person who will never find pleasure from everyday and important tasks and will only find pleasure from drugs and will never feel or see the point of doing anything and can’t have more than 2 cups of coffee a day or else my mind will tell me that a conspiracy theory is happening in my life?

Like, for the rest of my life?

Life is unreal cos wtf is this. It’s like a setup to a punchline in a standup comedy show.