Thesis.

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to be known

In the End it is better to e loved by one person who know your soul than by a million people who don't know your middle name. 

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Insanity or Clarity?

I smile at the incredulity of me ever becoming someone whom I see as worthwhile, love able, respected. How sad life is when you contain no self worth? I guarded my heart so I wouldn't feel more than I have. I stiffened my experiences so I would not miss what I did not know. I even convinced myself I was lucky to have someone love me. Now I see the sweet bitter truth. I closed my eyes, jumped, and fell into amazing warmth. I was more human than ever before. For brief moments I felt alive. Every cell of my body awake to claim what was next. When I was no longer needed I was no longer wanted. Left by the wayside I blossomed into a beauty unsurpassable. I bloomed to never be forgot.

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Death would be less painful... Than this ... Sadness. Emptiness on

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• Nights with memories •

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