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Relapsed May 2020 Height 5'9 (176cm) HW: 92kg SW: 77.6kg CW: 76.9kg (BMI 24.8)  GW1:73 GW2: 69 GW3: 65 GW4: 61 GW5: 57 UGW: 54 (BMI 17.4)

[aewm]

what do u mean “what have i been up to” … i’m out here ruining my own life as always bitch

[rumirinx]

man i just wanna lose weight so i can look cute and dainty when i wear feminine clothes and look cool and androgynous when i wear masculine clothes is that too much to ask for

[mewantsskinny]

Me: Searches up “Ana” on tumblr

Tumblr: Everything okay?

Me: No I have an eating disorder *keeps scrolling*

[nigghttime]

Fasting tomorrow xx

Wish me luck, I’m not very good at complete fasts

[thinhip]

reblog to lose 15 pounds by may 31st

[nigghttime]

Had around 1800cals today and didn’t exercise, bad day, but was soooooo devoid of energy and could not stand up. Plan is tomorrow to have a 400ish calorie breakfast because we’re having a Mother’s Day brunch, then have nothing, go to the gym after work, then some tea and biscuits after the gym. Then Sunday I’m going to try and stick under 300.

[miserable-wrech-deactivated2021]

The fact that i cannot lose 40 lbs in one day? Homophobic

[nocuer]

You ain’t at your lowest till you sit down in a standing shower

[sweet-emptiness]

what if we drank green tea all day and denied ourselves basic human needs like eating... just kidding... ah ha ha... unless?

[skinny-memes]

Sometimes I feel like reblogging thinspo is like adding things to your shopping cart like yes this is the body I want thank you

[tothedietcoke]

kink: restaurants that have nutrition charts on their website

[dietcokedumbass]

turns out that if you restrict for v long periods of time it gets rly hard to live an actual life! who knew!

[thinking-bout-the-past-again]

Me: * happy about being at my lowest weight of the 2019 *

My ED: You took 7 months to lose the same 15lbs over & over

07.09.19

[transalive]

One half of anorexics: For lunch today I had two pieces of lettuce wrapped around five carrots, some beans and two peppers

The other half: For lunch today I had a tENTH of a Snickers bar

[littlevogue]

sorry if this has been done before i’m just trying to gain my dignity back

[tanyazhukova]

[emes]

I love that Annie Golden used to front a punk band!

[tyleroakley]

QUEEN