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||not pro anything|| >>just trying to survive somehow and using memes to cope<< ¤Therapy is kinda nice, but not very effective yet (she says after more than 4 years...)¤ ♡kinda gay and a dogperson♡ ^~^ just dm me if you want to talk

[nightlight-kitty]

Does anyone else have a list of things to do, before they unalive themselves? No? Just me? Okey, i guess...

[nightlight-kitty]

I think number 10 will be the worst. My dad will break, loosing his little girl. I really wish he stays strong. I love him so much, even after all the bad words we said

[nightlight-kitty]

Does anyone else have a list of things to do, before they unalive themselves? No? Just me? Okey, i guess...

[nightlight-kitty]

You need someone to talk, but have no one to call

[avantegarda]

I may be an absolute disaster of an adult but when someone younger than me asks for advice I turn into a Wise Professor

[avantegarda]

Youngster: how do you cope with exams/anxiety/time management

Me, who just had a panic attack while eating a bagel at 2 pm:

[crtter]

Sometimes I hyperfocus so hard on something, I forget I’m a person until someone interacts with me. I feel like some wild animal seeing a human being for the first time. I’m like “oh yeah I’m supposed to speak and stuff”

[crtter]

Me: *doing something for hours on end without stopping*

Someone: Hey, are you there? I was just wondering if you’d like to-

Me:

[gay-for-fingerless-gloves]

For every single person in the notes going “yeah” or “same” or something like that…

[nightlight-kitty]

I fucked up... not just in the normal way, like spilling coffee or falling from a chair

No... i started taking new meds and they make me feel less suicidal, but more useless and empty. I started eating mich again, everytime i felt bad... and that was damn often.

So now im not on my starting weight again, no im 18 kg over it... i really need to get my ed back on track.

[rylandsgrace]

People logging into Tumblr every time Instagram, Facebook and Whatsapp don't work

[shookymonster]

So tired of my binge starve cycles and yet here I am

[mygrungedepression]

Me walking back into the kitchen to boil an egg after purging for half an hour

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[greentea-cigarettes-3-deactivat]

Felt

[stay-close]

“I break my own heart by expecting people to be as attached to me as I am to them.”

— Unknown

[abnormall]

its ironic how my fear of abandonment has caused me to push everyone away

[wheeloffortune-design]

I want to apologise to

- Britney for making fun of her when she had her breakdown

- Monica Lewinski for judging her when she was a 22year old temp sexually assaulted by the most powerful man in the world

- Ke$ha for ever thinking she was trashy when all she wanted to do was make party music

- Kristen Stewart for ever thinking she was dumb when she’s actually one of the coolest people ever

- Megan Fox for ever thinking she was just a slut when actually she was an actress being harassed by her employer. 

- Hating all the women who made a career out of having a hot body. Being is shape is hard, beauty is a weapon and auto promotion is hard work. 

- All the Mary-Sues, who exist because young girls everywhere want to be part of a story they love so much

- All the female characters I ever snobbed because they got in the way of my ship.

- Hating the color pink during my teenage years, when it’s actually a lovely color and what I resented was society’s pressure to perform femininity. 

[zenkaiankoku]

This is what sexism does. The media runs a smear campaign against women. And when we were younger we knew no better and trusted them. Now we know better.

[perfectfeelings]

“Ever looked at someone who hurt you and you are like, “Damn! I could have given you the world, but oh well!””

—

[adhighdefinition]

self care is so damn difficult when you… don’t… care… about your own self

[overwhelmingexistence]