lonely soul

[he/him]

[nighttimescxrs]

i never thought i’d miss the days when i was fifteen, yet here i am listening to mcr and crying my eyes out in 2019

[nighttimescxrs]

ohh god i am such a bad friend but i can’t. do anything about it.

[nighttimescxrs]

so you’re crawling back to her and you’re still in love with me... i don’t love you anymore but god, i don’t want you to be with her... i don’t know if that’s me being selfish or if it’s just me looking out for you because i know she’s not someone you can trust and she’s a huge bitch... either way i feel so guilty that you’re about to throw everything away on her just because you miss me

[nighttimescxrs]

i was so much happier two years ago

[nighttimescxrs]

i feel like i bore my friends just by being the way i am and they have way more fun without me

[nighttimescxrs]

anyway i might have a crush on a dude i barely know but gosh is he cute and funny oof

[nighttimescxrs]

lmao i just dumped the guy i’ve has a crush on since freshman year so what the fuck is wrong with me

[leaveful]

[nighttimescxrs]

i really do wanna suck yo dick again tho...

[nighttimescxrs]

guess i got a bf now... let’s see how this goes

[nighttimescxrs]

so...... he wants to fuck me just as much as i wanna fuck him...... interesting

[nighttimescxrs]

am i... about to get dicked down... because if so, i’m not mad

[nighttimescxrs]

i love you so much but i don’t feel comfortable doing this... it’s not okay, i’ve known that forever, but i was so damn selfish in trying to do this

[angstyindie-blog]

[nighttimescxrs]

i’m really a thot aren’t i

[nighttimescxrs]

you held me and you kissed my cheek and oh gosh i’m just so soft right now today was absolutely perfect this is the best i’ve felt in a long time and i’m just so happy right now

[nighttimescxrs]

life feels so much better in your arms