awww he'll naw spunk dob

niko, phoenix, or lux is fine for my name! bi they/them but try to use none if possible TAKENNN homophobes dni transphobes dni maga dni zoophiles dni people who defend rape dni I AM A MINOR DNI IF YOURE NOT A MINOR asks are open

[niko-32]

intro post ^^

hello my gays what is up!! you can address me by niko, phoenix, or lux. they/them only if necessary. i am happily taken by @js-kota-ig77, so please don't be weird

i won’t be sharing my age bc uhh i don’t want to. and i prolly won’t post my face bc uhhhh i don’t want to

a bit more abt me:

my favorite color is green and my least favorite is yellow. i like dogs and snakes but i don’t think id ever keep a snake as a pet.

i really like cartoons like the owl house and amphibia and i’ve seen a few animes.

animes i’ve watched (ratings are 1-5)

death note (5), the summer hikaru died (5), cosmic princess kaguya (6 bc it’s so good), komi can’t communicate (4 so far bc i haven’t finished it), ouran high school host club (5), sailor moon crystal (5 so far bc i haven’t finished it)

manga/comics i’ve read (ratings are 1-5)

the guy she was interested in wasn’t a guy at all/green yuri (5), full metal alchemist (4 so far bc i haven’t finished), scott pilgrim (5), heartstopper all of them (5)

books i’ve read (ratings are 1-5)

a good girls guide to murder 1 (5), a good girls guide to murder 2 (5 (it’s tragic)), a good girls guide to murder 3 (6 bc it’s so good), 5 survive (3.75), not quite dead yet (7 and it’s so sad), the hunger games 1 (5), the hunger games 2 (4), percy jackson 1 (5), one of us is lying 1 (5), one of us is lying 2 (3), one of us is lying 3 (4), nancy drew 23 (3), witchlings 1 (4), witchlings 2 (5)

music artists i like

solya, enhypen, txt, twice, katseye (don’t flame them pls), roses pawn shop, cortis, devo, ………..cg5……., hateoryx, illit, proxie, bj lips, conan gray, stray kids, korpsebunny, sierra sikora, blink-182, fall out boy, sunday cruise but only her screaming in the mirror album, msi, mcr, girl in red, penelope scott, beastie boys, rancid, deceptacon, weezer, tv girl, rebzyxx, NOFX, luhvari, slutever, sierra sikora, i dabble in bebadoobe, black polish, modest mouse, the cramps

songs i rlly like

social fools by devo, apple cider by bebadoobe, paw paw! by illit, love at first internet by hateoryx, see yah later! by kailyn, shut up kiss me by angel olsen, living dead girl by rob zombie, blockbuster by enhypen, girl u want by devo, case 143 by straykids, the waters on fire by the haymarket squares, elevator music by luhvari, gory gurl by korpsebunny, mint chip ice cream by sierra sikora, and ill ask by solya, endlessly by solya, baby baby by baby bugs and solya, whenever you breathe out, i breathe in by modest mouse, never ending math equation by modest mouse, caring is creepy by the shins, will you return by solya, hanging by a moment by lifehouse

thank you to my moots!!

@js-kota-ig77 , @paradingthroughstars, @walnut-pie-offical, @rainlilio, @n1ghtl0v3r, @crowns-of-gods-offical, @cat-found-in-an-allie

[brucebocchi]

so-called “free thinkers” when there’s a jar of mayonnaise on your car’s roof 🙄🫩

[niko-32]

"i'd slit my own throat

just to see

if you'd mourn me, yeah

i want your things in my room

i miss you all of the time

i stalk myself on the internet

just to see what you'd find"

/lyr

[niko-32]

genuinely sobbing bc i miss my sweet boy. it's been so hard not being able to see him and now i have to go 10 days without calling him and i won't have tumblr access. vacations are fun and all but i miss him so much. no view from a lake house could compare to his smile. and im so grateful i get to go on this vacation but it's genuinely taking a toll on my mental health that i haven't seen him since the 23rd. i know it's only been like 10 days but i hate not being able to see him more than like once a month. his mom works every day and doesn't answer her phone so he can't even text her and ask if he can come over. he has to ask like 10 business days in advance before a hangout and it's so annoying. my dad really hates going out of the house so he complains every time ask if we can pick him up. i hate being so far away from him.

[pangur-and-grim]

when you’re mean to me, this is who you’re being mean to

[niko-32]

seeing this at night time while you're sobbing with the lights off is terrifying

[jupiter-does-things]

I do not “reach out to moots.” I do not “DM my moots.” I REBLOG their posts in silent AGONY. When I get messaged I FREEZE AND LOOSE ALL CONVERSATION SKILLS. And if I make no internet friends I DIE ALONE

[genderqueer-offical]

i want a hug. not a normal hug. not a quick one. a slow one... soft and warm. a nice, constant pressure that just grounds in the best way possible. long enough to get used to each point where our bodies connect, long enough for them to blur together and us to fade into one singular point of love. long enough to memorize their heartbeat till i feel mine slowing down to theirs.

it's not a short "hello" or "goodbye," but rather the incredible need to bury ourselves into each other's skins.

god, i just want touch.

////

[niko-32]

i miss him so much

i'm crying

we can't see each other for like another 2ish weeks

i can only text him

[pyrrhuria]

i dont knowwwwww

[the-irreverend]

Give 'em hell Dana.

[hotvampireadjacent]

[just-your-normal-human-being]

*makes a post*

*waits three seconds*

*checks notifications*

*there's nothing*

*oh my god they're ignoring me *sobs**

*wait no it's only been a minute*

*waits another three seconds*

*checks again*

*still nothing*

*sobs*

*wait they probably just have a life*

*unlike me*

*sobs*

[triangleguy]

[sharks-are-better-than-people]

since it's almost the 4th of july, i'd like to say

fuck 'independence day', july 4th is now celebrated because it's my friend's birthday.

happy birthday r!

fun fact: 4th of july was the day caesar salad was invented 102 years ago in 1924.

not fun but still a fact: i hate independence day, hundreds of people were killed, the founding fathers had slaves. no it wasn't freedom and it still isn't, not when the us government is currently hunting people down, not when they are removing peoples rights.

you may be thinking "why do you care, ash? you're not american or an immigrant and you're white" i care because none of us are free until all of us are free, i care because those people might've been my friends if i'd met them, i care because those are people. people with lives, friends, families, pets, fears, hopes, flaws and dreams and they deserve to live.

fuck the government, fuck ice, fuck trump and fuck the police. fuck all who've tried to silence and oppress.

stay safe.

[niko-32]

im getting pretty sleepy

[theterribletenno]

I'm not going to fuck my computer

[anonmous-offical]

YOU LOST THE GAME