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"And it’s hard to admit but I guess I’ve come to terms with the fact

That I just want to be needed,

And I convinced myself that I needed to be needed.

And if that was true, I would still be smiling

Like you still today but for different reasons."

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clusterb-itch

honeypleasejustkillme

i really fucking wish i was the type of mentally ill that's quiet, delicate, gentle, fragile, awkward and passive instead of being a horrible, loud and an annoying rage filled monster. society seems to be more accepting of the gentle and fragile people than the cluster b and aggressive people

energiafemeninaligera

yes im too sensitive and what about it

thriftedspacesuit

I actually don't recall ever seeing a positivity post for ppl w ongoing amnesia caused by trauma disorders. I'm not talking just repressed childhood memories, I mean perpetual long-term memory loss. I mean continuing to forget non-traumatic things that happened or ppl you knew a few years or even months ago. I mean struggling to retain any information you're learning if you don't constantly go over the same material over and over again, and losing it all once you stop repeating it

If you have amnesia like me, you matter. We navigate the world a bit differently but that's okay. Just bc our brains are broken doesn't mean we can't live happy and fulfilling lives. Be patient w yourself when learning new things. Surround yourself w compassionate ppl who love to tell you stories abt past exploits you may have forgotten. Also, hey, who else gets to watch a movie for the first time every time? Above all be kind to yourself.

privatejoker

we are all very lonely and desperate for friendship i dont think you will really embarrass yourself by unabashedly seeking it out. i think you will find many other people are also looking for it. people will gravitate towards you if you just let them. its going to be fine

lil-reminders

you are allowed to be proud of yourself for things that might seem small to other people.

cansu-m

perfectquote

“I don’t know what living a balanced life feels like. When I am sad, I don’t cry, I pour. When I am happy, I don’t smile, I glow. When I am angry, I don’t yell, I burn. The good thing about feeling in extremes, is when I love, I give them wings. But perhaps that isn’t such a good thing, cause they always tend to leave and you should see me, when my heart is broken. I don’t grieve, I shatter.”

— Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey

akindplace

Peopleiloved

writethatdown

forgive yourself. forgive yourself for all the versions you couldn't become. forgive yourself for the wrong things you said. forgive yourself for not knowing any better at certain point of your life. for fucking things up so much that the grief still haunts you. forgive yourself for the darker and shadowed parts of you. you have to learn to integrate all parts of you, even the ones you desperately want to disown. it'll be alright.