we're not just friends and you fucking know it
โ pairing: bsf!yeonjun x female!reader
โ tw: swear words, kissing, slight arguing
the fresh air hit your face as you stepped out of the house, feeling the warm smell of freshly baked bread as you went closer to your favorite bakery nearby.
โgood morning, mrs. lee! hmm, it smells so good in here.. oh gosh i just love the smell of freshly baked itemsโ you said as you greeted the shop owner, who youve also known since you were a little kid.
โgood morning to you too, dear. its nice seeing you here again, what would you like today?โ
โuhm let me see, can i please get 2 croissants, 4 small cinnamon rolls, 2 bagels, 2 chocolate and 2 glazed doughnuts please?โ you said as she looked at you in shock โoh my, do you perhaps have some guests over today?โ she said as she flashed you a surprised look.
โno no mrs. lee, im actually about to go to yeonjuns place, its our 10th year friendship anniversary today and hes been really off lately so i thought why not spend the day with him, starting off with a surprise breakfast with his favourite goodies, isnt that a great idea mrs. lee?โ
โoh sure it is a nice surprise, and you know what, since it's your 10th year friendship anniversary, you can have them for free no need to pay for it, enjoy your breakfast dear.โ she said flashing you a soft smile giving you all the items you ordered.
โaww thats really sweet of you mrs. lee, but you made them with such effort and id feel really bad for not paying.โ you refused, searching for your wallet that was deep inside your bag but mrs. lee stopped you from doing so.
โits a gift for you, my dear. id be really happy if you'd accept itโ she said as you quickly thought about it and eventually accepted it.
โthank you so much mrs. lee, i really appreciate it so much, thanks a lot. i wish you a great day ahead!โ you said leaving the shop.
โwishing you the same, sweetheart. goodbye!โ she waved at you as you left, the excitement of seeing him filling you up as you walked the way to his house.
as you went upstairs to his apartment door, you saw how the door was open.
it was weird, but you just ignored it and slowly went inside looking around, eyes searching for your best friend who was no where to be seen around the house.
โoh wait, he must definitely be in his room sleeping, let me go and take a lookโ you said to yourself as you placed the bags on the kitchen counter, slowly walking up to his room.
as you slowly peeked through the door, you stood frozen in the doorway, your heart dropping like a stone as you watched your best friend, yeonjun, who you've been secretly in love with for years, passionately making out with another girl on his bed.
the sight felt like a punch to the gut, shattering your heart and the fragile hope you had been holding onto. a lump formed in your throat, trying so hard to fight back tears but you failed.
you quickly turned away, mind swirling with a mix of emotions. the room seemed to blur around you as you stumbled backward, desperately trying to grasp the reality of the situation.
how could he not see the love i had for him, the way my heart beat faster whenever he smiled, or how his laughter could light up even my darkest days? how could he not see all of that? in that moment all these thoughts kept on running around your head nonstop.
you felt weak on your knees, stumbling backward again slightly opening the bedroom door as it swung open a little wider, surprising both yeonjun and the girl he was making out with.
they pulled away from each other, their eyes widening in shock as they realized you were there, witnessing everything.
โwait- y/n its not what it looks likeโ yeonjun stammered, his voice desperate as he reached out towards you. you shook your head, unable to find your voice.
โno im- im sorry for interrupting you guys, just go on with what you two were doingโ you said with a heavy heart, tears filling your eyes as you turned away.
โy/n its really not what you think! its just a misunderstanding y/n believe meโ yeonjun called after you but you didnt listen to any of his words, running out of his apartment as fast as you could.
breathless, as you hurried to your apartment, collapsing by the door, tears streaming down your face as the moment kept replaying in your mind again and again, making you cry even harder.
โwhy did this happen to me.. just why..โ you kept wondering to yourself how your best friend, someone who you were deeply in love with, someone who you trusted the most, could be the reason your heart is shattered into a million pieces right now.
you were lost so deep in your thoughts that at first you didnt even hear your phone ringing nearby, not knowing who was calling you.
after a few more rings you finally looked at your phone, seeing the caller id, it was none other than yeonjun himself.
feeling numb, having no energy left to answer, you just ignored the call.
as the day went on, laying down on your bed, you replayed the moments in your mind. suddenly you heard the door bell ring, going up to the door you heard a familiar voice. it was yeonjun's.
there he was, begging you to listen to him and let him explain just once. โy/n just please hear me out once.. i never meant to hurt you and i really need you to understand what happened.โ he urged, his voice filled with sorrow.
โi know youre upset with me and that's why im here to make things right, please give me a chance to explain. i can't stand the thought of losing you, y/n please let me explain im begging youโ he cried out.
at first you hesitated as you stood frozen for a moment before finally letting him in. as he entered, you looked at him with puffy eyes, quite unsure of what he'll say next. your heart still aching from the hurt he had caused.
despite the pain, a small glimmer of hope flickered within you. as you brought him to the living room, you gestured him to speak, silently urging him to explain himself as you sat there, waiting for him to speak.
โso, what was it that you wanted to say?โ you said breaking the awkward silence between the two of you.
โlisten, i know ive hurt you a lot today and im really, really sorry but believe me it was all a big misunderstanding, okay?โ he said with a shaky voice.
โmisunderstanding? really? you call this a misunderstanding?โ you said in disbelief as you shook your head, looking into his eyes, frustrated. โi saw what i saw yeonjun and you cant deny itโ
โi know it looked bad but i swear it wasnt what it seemedโ he pleaded, his voice desperate. โyou just have to trust me, hmm?โ he added.
โtrust you?โ you scoffed, giving him a sarcastic laugh. โhow can i trust you when i saw you with my own fucking eyes yeonjun? didnt you know i had feelings for you since the beginning, didnt you ever see me the way i see you? did you ever realize how much i love you? all the moments we've spent together, all the things we've done together, you really think there was nothing between us all this time? do they really mean nothing to you?โ
โexplain to me, please, because i just cant comprehend how this could be a misunderstandingโ you added making him look into your eyes with nothing but sincerity and pain reflecting in his eyes.
โlook, y/n im really sorry.. i didnt realize you love me the same way i love you, all these years i kept reminding myself that we're just friends and nothing more than that. but seeing how you reacted to me being with another girl just proved to me that you feel the same.โ
โwait- prove? what do you exactly mean by that?โ you said in pure confusion, not able to understand anything.
โlet me just get straight to the point, look, for many years ive been trying to hide this from you but im glad i no longer have to. ive had feelings for you for the past few years y/n but there was just something inside me telling me you dont feel the same.โ he said as you looked at him in shock trying to process everything he's saying.
โwhenever i saw you with other guys at school or any gathering it makes my blood boil, thinking youre having a better time with them. i just couldnt get myself to tell you how much i loved you because of the fear i had in my heart, thats why one day i finally decided to try and forget about youโ
โthats why you had been very weird to me these days, avoiding me all the time ignoring my texts and all that?โ you said giving him a soft buy confused look.
โyeah and i was so stupid for doing that, my dumbass really thought i could forget about you while spending time with other girls and ignoring you but ive come to realize that whatever happens my feelings for you will never change.โ he said in a comforting tone that made you literally jump inside.
โyou shouldve told me, silly, all these years i thought you didnt love me back so i kept quiet.โ you told him giving him a soft laugh, sadness fading away as he spoke.
โim happy to know the feeling is mutual though, so glad for finding out you feel the same. to be honest, y/n, i cant describe it with words but i fucking love you so much, reallyโ he confessed, making your heart skip a beat as you smiled widely.
โyeah, thank god both of us found out about each other's feelings. holy fuck i feel so relieved. and yes, i love you too, a lot actually.โ you said, as you gave each other a warm hug for a first time in a while, feeling safe in each other's arms.
โsoo are we official?โ yeonjun asked, making you roll your eyes. โof course we are. what do you think otherwise, stupidโ
โugh i can finally call you mine y/n, all mine. you have no idea how happy i am right now.โ
โthe feeling is mutualโ you said giving him a wink. โalso lets just stay like this for a while, yeah? dont wanna let you goโ
โas you wish, my love. i love you.โ
โi love you too, junie.โ you told him, hugging him even tighter while digging your face into his chest, feeling the warmth.
