in your dreams, whatever they be

billted historian

[nmogfilm]

hi im sirach! • #1 billted fan & researcher • terfs & zionists get out

into: true crime, no man of god (2021), god

billted intro ☆ playlist

[eesirachs]

god is your grandmother's voice. he's your favorite cookies. he's the color of your loneliness. he's the nasturtiums on the ceiling, the ones that look like icing. he's the noncon e tag. he's the tune of the lyre. he's the narratives you tell of him

[badassdemonsword]

Heated rivalry shouldve been about 2 ugly old guys that play mahjong then maybe id consider watching it

[krownest]

i don't remember them playing mahjong but they do other old man things like going to the wet market together and drinking soup and taking walks. anyway go watch suk suk / twilight's kiss

[krownest]

"ok but where's the old chinese lesbians" go watch all shall be well. it's by the same director and the old chinese lesbians are also at the market

[americanaclassic]

[jupeter-murphy]

LINGUA IGNOTA FRAGMENTS IN THE YEAR OF OUR LORD 2026 OH MY

[nmogfilm]

lowkey forgot i had tumblr SORRY... using this time to say thank you to the author of that billted footjob fic written in chinese on ao3. you were cooking, please get back in the kitchen

[nmogfilm]

god demands so much of his early followers. you have just spent 400 years among polytheists who have statues and paintings and representations of their gods, and you are of one god who does not want you to physically represent him at all. your faith must be blind for it to be true. you do not pray to the image, you pray to him; these are separate things. your experience as a worshipper is distinctly emptier than everyone else's but there is fulfillment in this, too

[videntefernandez]

[rapedlamb]

man why do these links have to be so ugly

https://archiveofourown.org/works/72555791/chapters/214146861

[ell-hs]

[nmogfilm]

can’t do religious type roleplay in the bedroom on account of i have a god and we do stuff like this all the time anyway. unrealistic. NEXT!

[nmogfilm]

wow it has been. a long time jesus christ. um updates… writing lots of shit but unfortunately none of it is billted. i shall return to it however because somehow i always end up back fucking there. trying to break some self destructive habits, trying to learn to take better care of myself. trying to get back to god. if we’re mutuals and you wanna talk more dm me i will give you my discord

[nmogfilm]

me and my autistic english professor with cardiac problems are like this 🤞 he truly just lets me say bullshit in the worst most colloquial language and then gives me full credit for it. god bless him i hope he doesnt have some sort of heart attack

[nmogfilm]

wake up billted community new drabble on the ao3 and it isn't even mine 🎉 the drought may be over??

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[nmogfilm]

you know it was chill when my meal that i ate every day for weeks on end was chicken nuggets or something but now that it's peanut butter sandwiches i feel kinda silly

[nmogfilm]

editing between two lungs and now im just adding shit. so if you wanna see at least 2k (more when i finish) in added shit you can read it. also i promise you will see an actual update at some point in the uh. near future? i think? thoughts and prayers guys

[nmogfilm]

to whoever got my 2022 t.c.c. curiouscat on the wayback machine thank you girl i've been trying to find my answers to shit literally since i got banned