Killers And Renegades, Liars And Thieves, Welcome
it has occurred to me that I should probably have a blog intro post so here goes ig:
The purpose of this blog is to get me comfortable with posting random shit on tumblr, because I would like to do that more but I have crippling social anxiety so I have struggled previously. This will be fan content and my own original content, plus some complaining and shitposting presumably.
Some things about me:
Aroacespec! (Aegoromantic Aegosexual)
An amateur writer, artist, actor, poet, and musician
Some fandoms I'm in (non exhaustive list): the mechanisms, the magnus archives, disco elysium, dispatch, in other waters (proud writer of the very first IOW fic on ao3), a house of many doors, lies of p, DC, marvel (kinda), spiderman, COD (but just for ghoap basically. Don't judge me. I love them)
Pro palestine, anti israel, not antisemitic.
Though I won't reveal my age publicly for safety reasons, I am somewhere in the 17-20 range (just so everyone knows I'm not like 12 or something)
Socialist (I know, horrific, how dare I want society to actually support and benefit everyone /sar)
I play D&D
I am chronically ill (hEDS+POTS)
Trans man
My music taste is extremely diverse (metal, punk rock, folk, goth, indie rock, pop, alt rock, phonk, rap, industrial rock, ect.), though I do tend to favour rock subgenres because I like Big Sound™
My brain is. Weird. (Autism +treatment resistant ADHD +anxiety +depression +dyslexia +dysgraphia +suspected c-PTSD)
probably have moral/contamination OCD too but I've been able to manage it to some degree with medication so I'm ignoring it for the time being
My username is what my older cousin calls hEDS because he thinks it's funny (it is)
Canadian (and indigenous, Mi'kmaq, though I'm very much mixed and whitewashed. In the process of trying to reclaim this piece of my identity by finding more of my relatives and learning the language I should've grown up in)
My special interest is biology and some other loosely related fields
I have an extremely slow processing speed and impaired fine motor skills so I really suck at a lot of video games
I paint my nails like Jonny D'Ville from The Mechanisms
I kept my wisdom teeth after surgery to turn into jewlery
I am too dyslexic to read sheet music without significant difficulty, so I fudged my way through 3 years of middle school band by learning everything by ear and labeling my notes
I have a fuckass little sister, she lives for the bit and I hate it (but also she's so much cooler than I was at her age)
I love horror, but I'm also an anxious fuck so I watch so many video essays about horror games instead (my favorite creators for that are Pastra, Flawed Peacock, Crowmudgeon, and Jacob Geller)
I have a lot of random and weird fucking hobbies
I love narrative games! Currently playing through Slime Rancher 2, other narrative games I've played and enjoyed include In Other Waters, Disco Elysium, Poco, a House of Many Doors, Lies of P, Subnautica Below Zero, and Jusant.
But yeah, welcome to my nerd space, thanks for stopping by, and feel free to stick around :)
(DNI if you're a bigot of any kind, support the use of AI to generate media, or are a predator. Stay the fuck off my page.)



















