[no-estoy-bien]

I think this is the end for me. I gave it my best shot at being happy and I still fucked everything up so I think I’m done.

[no-estoy-bien]

I just want to be happy why can’t I be happy that’s all I want in life I don’t care about anything else please I just want to be happy

[no-estoy-bien]

What do you do when you keep trying to be happy but you always end up depressed? When is it ok to give up?

[no-estoy-bien]

Not to sound super fucking emo but I truly feel like I’m not meant to be happy or have long lasting happiness

[imanes]

“some things aren’t meant to last” ok but consider this: I love permanence and consistency

[quietvoiced]

[street-gossip]

Just because I didn’t react, doesn’t mean I didn’t notice.

[lilbitchthe3rd]

My Star Trek friends, reblog with your favourite most ‘out of context’ Star Trek image

I’ll start:

[catboyweyoun]

[milfmaekar]

[menecrates]

here ya go

[pyllora9]

Oh my time has COME >:D

[ouidamforeman]

Excellent post everyone

[sneasingsneasel]

[ichayalovesyou]

Oh WOW this post got better!!

[aphrodite-loves-nobody]

[the-spice-must-woah]

[italianhoney]

not to be nsfw but i wish someone was playing with my hair and giving me sweet kisses on the cheek and forehead rn

[normal-horoscopes]

The funniest thing about talking to other professional writers is when they learn about my freakishly high daily word count. They inevitably ask "How do you manage to put out 1500 words a day?" And I get to say "I spent roughly six years practicing an 175 year old form of self-hypnosis that was originally invented for seances."

[normal-horoscopes]

It's called Automatic Writing. People say that they can write without consciously thinking about it and I don't think that's true, but I can 100% say that it's possible to induce trance states that let your subconscious flow better.

People who've played Jackbox games with me can vouch for me. My words-per-minute rate is significantly higher than most people's.

[normal-horoscopes]

@esotericecology weighs in:

[egregioussly]

could you perhaps drop a lil tutorial on how to achieve this trance state?

[normal-horoscopes]

1) Sit down at your computer or desk with a blank document ready

2) Set a timer for 5 minutes

3) Start writing, and do not stop, no matter what. No eraser. No backspace. No thought. The key is to overcome any hesitation. Do not look at the screen or page if possible.

4) The next day, increase the timer by another 5 minutes.

Just keep doing that until you can enter a trance state. Then practice maintaining the trance. I can keep it going for five to six hours.

[it helps to have some sort of gesture or trigger that you use to mark the start of writing. I put my hands together in a specific way and take a deep breath. I reverse the gesture when I'm finished. ]

Additionally, if you have a history of dissociation like I do, keep something on hand to ground yourself if you start to feel yourself slipping. A warm drink, something spicy to eat, a glass of ice cold water. I'm fond of simply biting into lemon slices.

Additionally, this took a while to be truly useful. It was a fun exercise for me for the first year or so.

[megalunalexi-aesthetic]

How do you tell the difference between trance and dissociation?

[normal-horoscopes]

Psychographic Trance feels kinda like a calmer hyperfocus or a soft flow state. Dissociation feels numb.

[mariogman25]

Fuck so that's how I've been able to do homework without even realizing it. I've been setting a timer for an hour for homework sometines and suddenly I'm motivated and no longer procrastinating.

Amazing.

[brokenlegsandbrokenhearts]

why does the pain have to eat me alive every single day

[no-estoy-bien]

The feminine urge to blow your brains out

[sadtastical]

[athenaserrano-deactivated202208]

Hooo… WHO?! We’re your local museum director and stargazer Blathers and Celeste 🦉

My older brother can tell you all about the fish, insects, fossils and artwork he knows (although, he’s afraid of bugs, hehe) 🏛

I can tell you all about the celestial constellations of the Zodiac in the night sky✨

Celeste: Me

Blathers: My cousin Patrick

[tervious-deactivated20211002]

not sure how to word this properly but i feel like.. the way unnecessary cattiness is "rewarded" online (especially on twitter) really just made some people forget how to act normal. i agree that sometimes that needlessly exaggerated rudeness is funny but in most cases it just makes you look like an idiot tbh... i don't mean to sound too pretentious either - i'm just thinking of those cases where somebody asks a genuine question and in return they get the nastiest fucking reply from somebody who clearly doesn't speak to enough people in real life... like do you hear yourself? do you think this anyone finds you intimidating instead of just off-putting? congrats on being the grand champion of maladjustment i guess

[tervious-deactivated20211002]

[helloitsbees]

this is entrapment

[helloitsbees]

two equally delightful paths here:

1) a very simple and genuine “i like your shoelaces”, which tells me that you are either a lesbian or a very cool ally

2) “i like your shoelaces” followed by the pronounced grimace of one recalling their past sins, which tells me that you were a 2012 tumblr user. i now hold the power in this conversation and you are at my mercy.

[asofterepilogue]

if you know about 2012 tumblr how do you hold any power in any conversation

[helloitsbees]

well, stucky fanfic url, the trick is to not let them know that you are also cringe

[excusing]

this is the most poignant burn ive seen all year

[helloitsbees]

[wilburian-deactivated20221116]

everyone lost

[mango-pickle]

#tumblr is an ecosystem you kill one trophic level and everyone starts dying

(via @binguscore)

[agentemo]

losers gonna pick on losers forever ^-^

[helloitsbees]

[catgirlforeskin]

[trans-angel]

[catgirlforeskin]

[that-twink-over-there]

Tumblr has the best PvP of any social media

[snowylynxx]

[idkhowifeel]

It’s so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude