angel system

heyo!! I'm felix, the host of an osdd system. I'm on here the most but most of us are on here every once in awhile

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ok so we're finally doing an intro post. who all is on this blog/in this system, dnis, shit like that.

hi!!! we are the angel system.

dni is pretty short but just. if you're just trying to invalidate us. if you came here to be racist, homophobic, ablest, whatever, please just leave. if you came here to argue with me about the existence of endos, please just leave. we realize that because these things hurt us, we're expected to fight against them every second of our lives, and the thing is, we already do. we're already scared to leave our house. and we got tumblr to be an escape from that. so please please don't try to involve us in discourse of any kind.

ok so. moving on to The Alters, TM

FELIX -they/them -host -trauma holder -adhd holder -hufflepuff -14 (body age)

ALIXE -he/they -protector -slytherin -non-human -unhealthily obsessed with the color blue. like. you'd think blue hair and skin would be enough, but no, every accessory and item he owns has to be blue -21

DELILAH -she/xe -protector -introject -still hasn't taken the house test, but claims xe're a gryffendor -20

M -does have a full name, but is named after the school district we go to, so she'll go by M on here -she/her -caretaker -has taken the house test, but I can't remember (maybe hufflepuff?) -16

SAGE -she/any -caretaker -ravenclaw -ageless -non-human

LARRY -she/her -fictive -caretaker -social alter -kinda human? it's complicated -12

TOMMY -he/him -fictive -protector -adhd holder -probably gryffindor, idk -17

PORSHA -she/they/wolf -fictive -ageless -would prefer not to say much else about wolfself

ANNALISE -they/xe/it/ze/ae -fictive -protector -17

REBECCA -she/her -fictive -trauma holder -16

PHILOMENA -she/they -fictive -19

SYDNEY -she/her -fictive -protector -19

HESTIA -she/it -little -threshold guardian trope but as an alter -9

LENNON ROSE -she/her -fictive -architect -17ish? 16? 18? 19? no one really knows

7/SEVEN -she/it -non-human -sexual protector -ageless

VARIAN -he/she -fictive -manager -bi

Z -anything except she (he/they/it/xe/etc) -non-human -protector -gatekeeper -14 (body age)

BRYNN -she/her -caretaker -fictive -15-19 (age slider)

PRESLEYY -she/her -12-14 age slider -factive

there is one more alter but he's very little so we won't talk about him much or at all on here. there's also a few alters who aren't on this list cuz they're dormant.

if you have any questions feel free to ask! we all love answering them! please don't ask about porsha but anyone else is fine!

please yall the body is a minor be respectful

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friendly reminder that me loving my headmates is not romanticizing this disorder. it would make things a lot easier to be a friend group, yes, but we don't get that choice, and I am allowed to think of other alters as my favorite people in the world. -m

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we (singular)

and

me (plural)

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so since everyone in the system is good at different things, we could all get really really good at one or two things, and one of us could get good at figuring out how to switch on command

and then we'd have like twenty something cool skills that we're really good at

and if we could switch on command, we'd have twenty or thirty skills at the ready whenever we want

come on if everyone let the host know we were a system while I was dormant, they've at least got to have passed some cool ideas around

-presleyy

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who the fUCK thought it'd be a good idea to make the two symptom holders host and cohost -felix

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hey so can anyone recommend me like a good, factual website to learn about systems? we're doing a genius hour project and I know most of the stuff already, but I can't exactly cite headspace as a source lol.

every time I think I find a good one it's like "and endos exist" but won't elaborate or anything. and if yall think endos exist bc of religion or something then I can't say anything about that in school, but scientifically, they can't exist.

anyway if a website says that, then it's not a scientific, factual, website. so I need some to cite.

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not having enough time for hobbies when you're a system

I feel like one of the things people don't talk about as a system is that you can't get the body to practice your hobby often enough to be good at it?

like m. m is a cheerleader. in headspace she's incredibly flexible and can do super cool cheerleader shit. but even if she stretched every single time she fronted, it wouldn't be consistent enough to get the body flexible. she's tried.

and brynn loves baking. but she doesn't front enough to bake enough to get good at it.

the only way to have consistent hobbies is when most of the members of the system enjoy it. and even then, it's iffy.

I have a few hobbies I've gotten good at, just because I'm the host, but even little things like video games are hard. yesterday we passed a video game level easily and got more lives and power ups during it. so I decided to do it again, to get more, only to fucking lose all of it, because I had no idea who was cocon and who was doing what.

anyway hobbies are hard and not enough people are complaining about it so I will

-felix

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who the fuck am i

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ppl really don't talk about how embarrassing it is to cry while there's other people sharing your body who are just staring at you

today I was in the bathroom crying because I was called a slur and alixe was co-con. just. staring at me. waiting for me to finish so we could go back to class.

he wasn't being judgmental, but it was really really embarrassing

-felix

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so we're thinking about making a tiktok where we do covers of songs but with plural pronouns for systems. like monster by dodie would be something like

"We're guessing that we've grown horns we guess we're human no more we can tell we've rotted in your brain"

anyway someone should tell us whether this sounds interesting

-felix but also sage but also alixe but also sydney but also tommy but also someone we can't tell who is

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we did it

there's no videos yet but the @ is angel._.system9

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you ever signing off and it's like

-felix but also larry but also mena but also annalise but also sage but also alixe

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I honestly can't tell if I'm fronting really often or if I think I was fronting because I can remember what happened? but we're osdd 1b, so there's not much amnesia. but also I'm the host so I front the most anyway. maybe both? does it matter? -felix

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idk what singlet needs to hear this tonight but THAT INTROJECT IS NOT YOUR PERSONAL CELEBRITY MEET AND GREET

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alright besties I know we said that we weren't getting involved in syscourse but look we're making a blog for syscourse

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want a shitpost about which alters would be who in a whump fic

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one of the most failproof ways to find out who's cocon is think what your favorite color is

someone asked me and I immediately went "orange" and yall I've literally never liked orange and I figured out who it was pretty quick

-felix

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so we're thinking about making a tiktok where we do covers of songs but with plural pronouns for systems. like monster by dodie would be something like

"We're guessing that we've grown horns we guess we're human no more we can tell we've rotted in your brain"

anyway someone should tell us whether this sounds interesting

-felix but also sage but also alixe but also sydney but also tommy but also someone we can't tell who is