noah

[ he/it ] 24 mdni // enjoyer of weird emo men // eng/ger

[fawnstera]

'lance did laugh at that, but it wasn't a nice sound. it clawed at the inside of his throat before falling out, and it died quickly in the air between them.'

a little doodle from a scene in my fic, stabbed stars blue

[noahilism]

worte zum anschlag auf den csd berlin

ich bin so müde. ich sehe die nächsten tage, in denen alle beleidsbekundungen posten, aber dann doch wieder in den alltagstrott verfallen, wo man doch lieber nichts sagt, wenn queere menschen zum feind gemacht werden. ich wünsche mir und uns eine gerechtere welt.

und ich hoffe, die erde möge der person leicht sein. ich hoffe, es gibt vielleicht doch etwas nach dem tod. ich glaube nicht daran, aber für diese person und für diesen moment und für alle zu unrecht ermordeten marginalisierten wünsche ich es mir doch.

ich möchte nicht, dass meine trauer zur kampagne wird. ich möchte, dass wir uns solidarisch zeigen und gegen rassistische vereinnahmung einstehen. ich denke besonders an muslimische queers, die jetzt nochmal mehr fürchten müssen, ausgeschlossen zu werden, isoliert zu werden und noch mehr gewalterfahrungen zu machen. und ich denke an alle queers auf der internationalist queer pride, deren palästinasolidarität als grund für queerfeindliche angriffe herhält.

und ich denke an den tatverdächtigen.

denn genauso, wie es falsch war, dass einer frau ihr leben genommen wurde, die ihre tochter und unsere community feiern wollte, ist die polizeigewalt, die zum tod des tatverdächtigen führte, falsch. dieselbe polizeigewalt, die gegen die protestierenden auf der internationalist queer pride eingesetzt wurde. staatliche gewalt wird nicht dadurch richtig, dass uns gefällt, wer opfer ist.

ich wünsche, dass wir antworten bekommen. ich wünsche mir, dass alle betroffenen und ihre familien heilen können, auch, wenn das utopisch erscheint. und es tut mir leid, dass staat und gesellschaft uns im stich gelassen haben. bitte passt aufeinander auf.

[lazylittledragon]

dead girl in the pool

[sophsun1]

#me too bestie

[avpdvoidspace]

Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

[savouryduck]

when I was in high school, I overheard two older students talking about a friend of theirs.

One of them said something like, "it doesn't bother me that [Friend] was in residential mental health treatment, I just wish they wouldn't talk about it ALL the time".

The other replied, "Well, that was all of last year for them. So when they say 'when I was in treatment,' it's like when you say 'last year'."

I try to remember that any time someone says something that sounds Shocking to me. sometimes one person's scary special crisis is another person's last year.

[wherethewildcatsare]

If you want to be accepting of mental illness, you need to accept the fact that some people's everyday lives are going to be terrifying to you. That doesn't mean they don't get to talk about it. Stop forcing hurt, isolated people to become even MORE hurt and isolated because you can't fathom toughening up a bit.

[eraserspiral]

oh nice final chapter you're editing thee. be a shame if the lette stopped woking popely, wouldn't it? vey fustating

[julianplum]

🐟🐟🌕🐟🐟🐟🐟 // swallowtail shiners // gouache on hot press paper

[tayalla]

die Redewendung "Kritik üben" gefällt mir sehr.

ja, ich übe eigentlich Kritik. mindestens vier Mal pro Woche. klar, dafür muss man richtig motiviert sein. ein echter Hater. der Trainer sagt, ich mache Fortschritte. könnte nächstes Jahr sogar Profi werden. Übung macht den Meister und all das.

[creamsicle-art]

me when therse apple slices at the function

[maliusaidh]

[hananfamily]

Medical Emergency 🚨

A few days ago, I lost a large amount of blood due to a sudden and severe hemorrhage, and I fainted without feeling it. I was transferred to the hospital, and I did not wake up until the doctors had stopped the bleeding and provided me with blood units and the necessary treatment.

I spent a full week in the hospital receiving treatment under intensive medical care, after my condition and my fetus’s condition were extremely critical. 💔😥

I was discharged from the hospital, but I am barely able to move. I need someone to support me so I can walk. 😢

My fetus, now in the seventh month, is still in a difficult condition. The doctors did everything they could to save him; they gave me injections to stabilize the pregnancy and others to complete the lung development, in addition to many other medications.

All that has happened to me is a result of the harsh conditions we are living in Gaza. 💔😓

Exorbitant prices for providing food and water, and difficulty in obtaining medications and nutritional supplements, and the life of tents that no human can endure, especially with the bitter cold and the continuous rain.

Please… I need medical care, medications, and special nutrition, so that survival may be written for me and my fetus. and this cannot happen without you extending your hands to save us once again. 🙏🥹

Vetted by @gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #152 ) ✅

This campaign has also been verified by @90_ghost ✅

[sycamorality]

oh no i will lose my !

[gokusclit]

liking a straight woman’s critique of a straight man’s misogynistic video and then taking back my like at the end when she tries to make a joke abt him being gay #lol we’re never getting out of here like we’re neverrrrrr getting out of here why are gay ppl driving the bus all of a sudden

[herowyn]

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[andremichaux]

BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER | 3.03

[mixelation]

we as a society have GOT to accept that it is okay if we get blocked. you do not have the right to interact with every single person on the internet. "but then i can't interact with their content" yes that is the point "but i didn't do anything" no one owes you an explanation and you don't have to have "done something" to be blocked. let it go

[walterdecourceys]

when are they going to make a tv show about two women fucking all the time. that is also sponsored by the canadian government