I'll Believe In Anything

ao3 18+ | NSFW

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Ames 30s they/them fic writer + enthusiast Heated Rivalry + Hollanov

fics fic talk + snippets + wips fic recs fic lost + found edits asked + answered

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[nocoastposts]

Opening TikTok to see Nick Galitzine lip syncing in a wig is the best way to start the day. 🙂‍↕️

[hudkarma]

Hudson Williams for the Canadian Screen Awards

[citrusses]

fic rec!! I'll build a house inside you by @jtimu

today (and every day) is a beautiful day to read this fic. forced marriage but make it hockey, sex tapes, angst, did i mention sex... you could not ask for more...

In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.

I love this fic, I love this Ilya, I love this Shane. Run don't walk:

There is a tense note in Hollander’s voice. This is not unusual, because Hollander is held together by latent panic

AND

Maybe Hollander feels like this all of the time, like his skin will crawl away without him if he does not hold himself still.

AND

Twenty three years ago his deck was shuffled. He plays for Russia. He is drafted. He takes a video. He drives to Montreal. He kisses Shane Hollander.

[nocoastposts]

Blessed Be Your Last Cigarette | E | 5.1k

free use | cockwarming | dom/sub | porn with plot

“Do you need something?” Shane asks.

“Your cock,” Ilya says, like it’s obvious. “Feed it to me.”

“What the fuck, Ilya?”

“What? I am having a craving and need to keep my mouth…busy?”

“Preoccupied?”

“Yes, that. So you sit back on couch and watch your tapes. Just spread your legs and keep your hands to yourself. Is like I’m not even here.”

“This isn’t what I thought you meant when you said you needed help,” Shane responds, scrubbing a hand over his face.

“Anything, Ilya, I promise, Ilya, no questions, Ilya,” Ilya mocks, doing a terrible impression of Shane. “Did you mean this or not?”

Shane agrees to help Ilya quit smoking without realizing what he's gotten himself into.

or, Hollanov cockwarming and free use, but not how you'd expect.

Endless thanks to @eusuntgratie and @silverssorrysoul for beta reading and overall wonderful help!

I'm tagging a few people who a) showed some interest in this fic or b) are mutuals I'd otherwise tag for WIP Wednesday. I want to see what y'all are working on!

@anincompletelist @bitbybitwrites @octaviaabadassblakee @hollanovshome @porcelainmortal @tearsofshane @orchidscript @probablily @unseemlyndisturbed @nevcolleil @wendydarling95 @books2beach @blueeyedgrlwrites @emilywritesfics @shaneposting and anyone else who'd like an open tag to share your works!

[nocoastposts]

I haven’t really been on here much since posting this fic, but the love it’s getting is blowing my mind. Thank you for vibing with my weird kink ideas. 🫶🏻

[nocoastposts]

Close enough. Welcome back, Shane Hollander.

[anincompletelist]

lines from richard siken's 'boot theory' - x

[cuppydogshane]

i love shane and ilya because shane could be standing there with the nastiest expression on his face, body language completely closed off staring somewhere above ilyas left shoulder and Ilya would interpret it as "Come Fuck This" and he'd be 1000% right.

[fuckrozanov]

goodmorning this is your assigned shane of the day

[nocoastposts]

Good morning to Connor Storrie in a thong and to Connor Storrie in a thong only.

[nocoastposts]

Sometimes I remember that “Rozanov” is derived from/translates to “rose” and I want to scream into the void.

[hollanoveau]

you’re laughing. ilya is wearing his GONE SQUATCHIN’ trucker hat and you’re laughing. that’s his medal of honor you bitch.

[lesbianrozanov]

can i speak my truth

[lesbianrozanov]

we need more hollanov lactation kink

[lesbianrozanov]

[nocoastposts]

My level of tired and sleep deprived is “started to make my first Hollanov video edit but had to stop because I almost cried”. 😭

[nocoastposts]

Blessed Be Your Last Cigarette | E | 5.1k

free use | cockwarming | dom/sub | porn with plot

“Do you need something?” Shane asks.

“Your cock,” Ilya says, like it’s obvious. “Feed it to me.”

“What the fuck, Ilya?”

“What? I am having a craving and need to keep my mouth…busy?”

“Preoccupied?”

“Yes, that. So you sit back on couch and watch your tapes. Just spread your legs and keep your hands to yourself. Is like I’m not even here.”

“This isn’t what I thought you meant when you said you needed help,” Shane responds, scrubbing a hand over his face.

“Anything, Ilya, I promise, Ilya, no questions, Ilya,” Ilya mocks, doing a terrible impression of Shane. “Did you mean this or not?”

Shane agrees to help Ilya quit smoking without realizing what he's gotten himself into.

or, Hollanov cockwarming and free use, but not how you'd expect.

Endless thanks to @eusuntgratie and @silverssorrysoul for beta reading and overall wonderful help!

I'm tagging a few people who a) showed some interest in this fic or b) are mutuals I'd otherwise tag for WIP Wednesday. I want to see what y'all are working on!

@anincompletelist @bitbybitwrites @octaviaabadassblakee @hollanovshome @porcelainmortal @tearsofshane @orchidscript @probablily @unseemlyndisturbed @nevcolleil @wendydarling95 @books2beach @blueeyedgrlwrites @emilywritesfics @shaneposting and anyone else who'd like an open tag to share your works!

[ashenberry]

reblog game put in the tags how you found prev

[fuckrozanov]

goodmorning this is your assigned shane of the day