I'll Believe In Anything

ao3 18+ | NSFW

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Ames 30s they/them fic writer + enthusiast Heated Rivalry + Hollanov

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Pillow Talk | E | 3.1k

AU - roommates | fluff and smut | caught masturbating | pillow humping | first time

Shane claws at the sheets, drunk on the image of Ilya pounding into him relentlessly.

‘Tell me how it feels, Hollander.’

“Feels so good, don’t stop,” Shane whines emphatically, cheek shoved flat against the bed.

He’s so fucking close, right on the precipice of release. He feels a familiar trembling in his thighs, a spark igniting at the base of his spine. He speeds up even more, rutting against the damp pillow as his orgasm approaches.

“Ilya, fuck, I’m close, I need -”

“What do you need, Hollander?”

Shane’s eyes fly open and his movements screech to a halt, body shooting upright and moving off of the pillow as if it’s burned him. He stares in wide-eyed horror as Ilya smirks at him from the doorway.

Fuck.

Shane and Ilya are friends and roommates. When Ilya stumbles upon Shane during some “alone time”, he decides to stick around.

In lieu of WIP Wednesday, I'm tagging some mutuals who might be interested and whose WIPs and fics I really want to see!

@anincompletelist @porcelainmortal @octaviaabadassblakee @hollanovshome @bitbybitwrites @tearsofshane @probablily @naturalpr3y @nevcolleil @unseemlyndisturbed @anyroomsrio @billowyy @eusuntgratie @onpurposewrites @emilywritesfics @silverssorrysoul @wendydarling95 @shanebug @orchidscript - and anyone else who wants an open tag to share their work!

[nocoastposts]

This fic kinda popped off. Several comments have been made about continuing this fic as a series. I haven’t had the health/energy to reply to anyone lately but I’m absolutely down to continue this as a series.

Thanks for the love and sorry for the lack of responses. 🫶🏻

[sailatina3]

Orgasm denial. Orgasm anger. Orgasm bargaining. Orgasm depression. Orgasm acceptance.

[eusuntgratie]

wip wednesday

tagged by @cha-melodius & @otterouteast & @nocoastposts thank you!!!

i think i finished this one but i'm too tired to edit and post so here have a snippet of ilya domming shane out of his head :)

Shane thinks he’ll kiss him, filthy and wet and all-consuming, like he always does, but Rozanov just studies him. Takes him in. When Shane starts to fidget Rozanov grabs his face and holds him still. Shane closes his eyes and lets him look. “Get on your knees.” Shane drops to his knees at his feet. It’s embarrassing that he’s like this, that he needs this, that he loves it. He presses his face to Rozanov’s crotch and inhales, slow. He hears his breath catch and does it again, slower. When Shane gets his fingers the waistband of Rozanov’s sweatpants he makes the kind of noise you make to stop an errant child from doing something. Shane drops his hands to Rozanov’s thighs, lets his fingers dig into the fabric.

tagging @anincompletelist @jabbotmohan @orchidscript @beautifulcheat @dr-lizortecholizortecho + open tag i'm very sleepy and probably meant to tag you but i forgot bc i'm tired. if you're writing or have another projects and like to be tagged in things let me know!

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This being my Twitter legacy is frying me. 😭

[nocoastposts]

Pillow Talk | E | 3.1k

AU - roommates | fluff and smut | caught masturbating | pillow humping | first time

Shane claws at the sheets, drunk on the image of Ilya pounding into him relentlessly.

‘Tell me how it feels, Hollander.’

“Feels so good, don’t stop,” Shane whines emphatically, cheek shoved flat against the bed.

He’s so fucking close, right on the precipice of release. He feels a familiar trembling in his thighs, a spark igniting at the base of his spine. He speeds up even more, rutting against the damp pillow as his orgasm approaches.

“Ilya, fuck, I’m close, I need -”

“What do you need, Hollander?”

Shane’s eyes fly open and his movements screech to a halt, body shooting upright and moving off of the pillow as if it’s burned him. He stares in wide-eyed horror as Ilya smirks at him from the doorway.

Fuck.

Shane and Ilya are friends and roommates. When Ilya stumbles upon Shane during some “alone time”, he decides to stick around.

In lieu of WIP Wednesday, I'm tagging some mutuals who might be interested and whose WIPs and fics I really want to see!

@anincompletelist @porcelainmortal @octaviaabadassblakee @hollanovshome @bitbybitwrites @tearsofshane @probablily @naturalpr3y @nevcolleil @unseemlyndisturbed @anyroomsrio @billowyy @eusuntgratie @onpurposewrites @emilywritesfics @silverssorrysoul @wendydarling95 @shanebug @orchidscript - and anyone else who wants an open tag to share their work!

[nocoastposts]

Hii i wanted to ask didn’t you write or rec a fic where shane and ilya roleplay a cnc scene where ilya is a doctor who’s examining him?? I can’t find it nor remember who wrote it.

Hi! The fic you’re looking for is these and other lucky witnesses by @creamsiclemelt. It’s an all time favorite of mine and I can’t recommend it enough.

I do have a few CNC fics as well!

[nocoastposts]

Stuff + Things

- Summer is busy and unpredictable for me, so my free time is next to zero for now. Most of the WIPs and fic ideas I’ve mentioned are paused for who knows how long.

- I am, however, chipping away at a very simple Hollanov roommates AU when I get bits of time here and there. It’s nothing special and has a shocking lack of kink, but that’s just fine.

- I’m hoping to post that one this week but no guarantees that I’ll get around to editing it. We will see.

- I was blindsided by an OCD diagnosis that I wasn’t even pursuing. Surprise! Kind of. I’ve suspected it for ages but never really bothered to do anything about it.

- I’m kind of taking a break from most fandom stuff for various reasons, especially social interactions. Which doesn’t mean much to y’all - I haven’t been active here for quite awhile now. But I guess now it’s more…official?

I think that’s about it. I’m still going to be around, but I’ll be prioritizing myself and my small humans. So it may take a bit for me to respond.

Stay hydrated, wear sunscreen, and protect your peace. ✌️

[nocoastposts]

I saw a video of Liam Payne edited to Shane’s conversation with his mom about how hard he tried, and my day is emotionally ruined now. 😭

[fractally]

Brandon Wiebe: okay guys the important thing is to do your best. But the MOST important thing is to have fun

Shane: *stares directly into the camera*

[drawballa]

Ep. 4 deleted scene 😌

(There's a 3 page mini comic that continues this on my patreon for anyone interested 🥰, link in my pinned post)

[anincompletelist]

hollanova sketches because i'm not sure i'll finish them like i wanted before the end of june ✌️

[leneybeany]

Freak4Freak Hollanov fics!

Completed Ongoing

Make sure to leave kudos under fics you enjoy and like and repost this so more can see!!

stay tuned for more additions!

Shane Hollander, Pro Level Cowboy by Itsallfine

such a lovable lamb by FlowerCitti

Boston (Timestamp) - "You look pretty." by Heatry24

if u think i’m pretty by WeeBeastie

Convince Me Either Way by isto4u

Peak Condition by satiricsorcerer

you're so smooth (if you want, you can bite me and i won't move) by seeingwhispers

possessive love disorder by Literal_Multifandom_Trashcan

all his spindly roots by Ruby_Wednesday

Unravel Me, Hollander by justagoofy_goober

I may be bad (but I'm perfectly good at it) by gurlsrool

Weirdest Fucking Team by freakshaped

oh my god you should see your faces by writinginasnowglobe

boy toy by parrylarry

Hollanov's Closet by Chavalala

possessive love disorder by Literal_Multifandom_Trashcan

Мой сладкий мальчик by ghosttotheparty

stay the night by ghosttotheparty

heat sheet by icelyvelvet

lovesick by amongtheshadows

Bite Hard by mcshrug

To the Bone by mcshrug

Bare by NotEvenCloseToStraight

started with a chirp (ended with a bang) by thebiggestrat

missed opportunities by thebiggestrat

training season's over by thebiggestrat

Forever, in ink by mintyhollander

Letting Go, Reaching Out by Anonymous

Do Not Disturb by teeveeactress

is it a video by garagepaperback

Full by AC91

The Kink Klub by SpiderGoose1

Such A Pretty Face (On A Pretty Neck) by NoCoastPosts

Telepathy by orangememory

i can't help it, i want you by lizee

Hold You Close and Keep You Here by averagesquire

The Long Tale of Two Blind Lovers by newtntommy

The Thrills of Loneliness by call3x

perfect match by lisa6

Walls by AC91

spice up your life by sightiff

Just Like The Old Times by MsWhiteandtheRope

Leash 'Em Both by winter1477

Daddy, you make me feel I'm invincible by Badbarista93

A Slap to the Heart by EastEchos

Unhinged love by Madfordinos

You got me Down on my Knees ( Its getting harder to breathe) by Pookiebear_Rozanovs_Slut04

added 6/23/26->

Shane's kink list by SocksKeptOn

[grosshollanov]

hey, welcome to gross hollanov week

a week dedicated to being unseemly and disturbed. thanks for joining us. this week will run from July 20-25, 2026.

rules:

all works submitted must correspond to at least one theme/prompt.

works must be written before the end of this week, as the challenge will be closed.

include "Gross Hollanov Week 2026" in the tags of your submission, thanks.

this is an 18+ event.

obviously, no kink shaming. your fics can get as disgusting, morally apprehensible, illegal, bizarre as you'd like.

all fics must include Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander, but it's up to you if you'd like to include other characters outside of that.

(Goes without saying, but no AI)

[obligatedart]

The Centaurs know better than to linger in the locker room after the game where Shane Hollander gets into his first bloody fist fight, and their Captain can’t seem to look away…

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Say It Like You Mean It | E | 2.4k

sex games | consensual non-consent | dom/sub

“Is simple,” Ilya says. “You say ‘yes’ for ‘no’ and ‘no’ for ‘yes’. You tell me ‘keep going,’ and I hear ‘stop’. Is just opposites, malysh.”

“That’s easy for you to say,” Shane grumbles. “I’m the one who has to remember.”

“Poor Hollander,” Ilya taunts. “I have to remember, too. But if it’s so much trouble for you, we don’t have to do this.”

“Wait, wait,” Shane says hurriedly. “I can do it. C’mon, I swear.”

“If you’re sure,” Ilya replies. “Do you want me to keep going?”

“Ye-no - no, I mean, no,” Shane answers. “I don’t want this.”

Ilya smiles, pushing Shane’s chest and positioning himself over his body.

“Good.”

or, Shane and Ilya explore consensual non-consent with a twist.

Tagging some mutuals and/or folks who expressed interest in this fic!

@anincompletelist @probablily @octaviaabadassblakee @tearsofshane @dykeanov

@hollanovshome @billowyy @porcelainmortal @eusuntgratie @naturalpr3y @rozzed

@emilywritesfics @bitbybitwrites @nevcolleil @books2beach @onthewaytosomewhere

@unseemlyndisturbed

[nocoastposts]

Finally got some time to read your new one-shot and oh my fucking god it was sooooo fucking good! I love your brain it’s very beautiful

Thank you so much! I’m way behind on replying to comments on/about the fic, but I appreciate y’all so much. 🫶🏻