i write on ao3 as anincompletelist & formerly soldouthaz. below you’ll find the links to all of the important things including fics, tag navigation, and more! both this blog and my fics feature 18+ content. no minors, please.
currently writing for: heated rivalry
thanks for stopping by, and enjoy! :D
→ sarah
→ mid 20's
→ she/her
→ chronically ill / autistic
→ 'about me' tag
→ ao3
→ bluesky
→ strawpage
→ twitter (inactive)
→ side blog (for resources, prompts, etc.)
→ general fic recs tag
→ my rec lists
→ my art
→ my rwrb prompts
→ my edits (+ lockcreens)
→ my gifs
→ tag games etc.
all of my writing is currently available on ao3. please do not repost onto any other sites, and please check with me before translating. (podfics are okay and welcome, but still let me know so I can support!)
filter my ao3 by pairing with the links below:
→ firstprince
→ stucky
→ spideypool
→ poolverine
→ hollanov
my fic posts if you'd like to reblog here:
→ my fic posts
wips / snippets / coming soon:
→ wips
challenges etc.:
→ kinktober '24
→ fandom trumps hate '25
→ red white & royal wanderlust
→ kinktober '25
other:
→ my poetry
→ 2025 poetry recommendations
→ depression post
→ rambling + other
total (published) word count as of 05/26: 2,718,084
films + franchises
→ captain america (all)
→ thunderbolts*
→ the maze runner
→ deadpool (all)
→ venom
→ top gun maverick
series + shows
→ teen wolf
→ heartstopper
→ severance
→ yellowjackets
→ daredevil
→ heated rivalry*
*wasn't planning on falling into the hr rabbit hole so fast and I'm shit at tags anyway so all hr cast stuff also falls into this tag -- I'm not trying to make their personal projects about hr I just don't want to have to go back and change all the tags atp sjfgsjhgf x
ships + characters
→ rwrb / firstprince *
→ stucky | bucky barnes | steve rogers
→ symbrock
→ spideypool
→ poolverine
→ sterek
→ newtmas
→ sereshaw
→ markhelly
→ sentryagent
*(rwrb/firstprince posts were previously untagged, but will be moving forward)
music + artists
→ chappell roan
→ renee rapp
→ conan gray
→ role model
→ sabrina carpenter
→ noah kahan
→ erin lecount
→ olivia rodrigo
other
→ until dawn (video game)
→ turtlewithhat
→ poetry
→ once again, this blog is not suitable for minors, as it frequently features or promotes both sexual descriptions and imagery, as well as occasionally violence/other mature themes
→ I am vehemently against ai and it is not used in any part of my creative process, be it writing or art. I do not consent to having any of my published works used to train or support it in any way.
→ **PLEASE DO NOT REPOST MY ART ON ANY PLATFORM**
→ I'm not always the best at utilizing my tag system, so please excuse any inconsistencies (I do NOT typically tag for any triggers)
→ feel free to talk to me in the ask box about fic or otherwise, but be kind! (anons are temporarily turned off)
AU - roommates | fluff and smut | caught masturbating | pillow humping | first time
Shane claws at the sheets, drunk on the image of Ilya pounding into him relentlessly.
‘Tell me how it feels, Hollander.’
“Feels so good, don’t stop,” Shane whines emphatically, cheek shoved flat against the bed.
He’s so fucking close, right on the precipice of release. He feels a familiar trembling in his thighs, a spark igniting at the base of his spine. He speeds up even more, rutting against the damp pillow as his orgasm approaches.
“Ilya, fuck, I’m close, I need -”
“What do you need, Hollander?”
Shane’s eyes fly open and his movements screech to a halt, body shooting upright and moving off of the pillow as if it’s burned him. He stares in wide-eyed horror as Ilya smirks at him from the doorway.
Fuck.
Shane and Ilya are friends and roommates. When Ilya stumbles upon Shane during some “alone time”, he decides to stick around.
In lieu of WIP Wednesday, I'm tagging some mutuals who might be interested and whose WIPs and fics I really want to see!
@anincompletelist @porcelainmortal @octaviaabadassblakee @hollanovshome @bitbybitwrites
@tearsofshane @probablily @naturalpr3y @nevcolleil @unseemlyndisturbed
@anyroomsrio @billowyy @eusuntgratie @onpurposewrites @emilywritesfics
@silverssorrysoul @wendydarling95 @shanebug @orchidscript
- and anyone else who wants an open tag to share their work!
i think i've posted this before, but ilya truly does deserve an award for his patience after getting woken up at fuck o'clock at the cottage for a five year plan strategy session when he was in the middle of a rem cycle.
like the way he asked "what is nur-ate-iv?" makes me think man TRULY was not catching all of the words getting tossed at him so fast the second his eyes were even a LITTLE open. like he wasn't asking "what story did you come up with?" he's asking "what word are you even saying to me right now?" man got like 0.2 seconds to be like "oh i'm awake now?" before he was getting PELTED with english because shane had a forty step plan that couldn't wait like. three more hours.
i would have hit him with a pillow and said let's circle back, so kudos to ilya.
this also does mean that shane rarely wakes up in a bed with the same number of people it had when he fell asleep
either ilya is completely mia because he went to lay down with whatever kiddo came to get him and then fell asleep in their bed without meaning to, or shane wakes up to little feet pushing into his kidney or a little fist tucked under his arm or a kiddo sprawled sideways over him AND ilya in a way that canNOT be comfortable
shane always handles getting everyone put together and fed breakfast, but the first step of every morning routine is just a headcount to find out where everyone ended up overnight
Ilya gains a little weight while they’re apart and he feels self conscious about it because Shane is so healthy, and for the first time in years he feels a little nervous taking his shirt off in front of him when they finally see each other again
Shane doesn’t say anything and Ilya looks up at him expecting to see judgement or disappointment or get an “I told you so” about his eating habits. Instead he sees Shane frozen halfway taking his shirt off, pupils dilated wide like a cat that just got a face full of catnip, actively reaching a 4th dimension of horniness heretofore unknown to science
I’m not sure if this will be helpful to anyone, but you literally do not have to be a good writer to write and post fan fiction. Yes you will naturally get better at writing and finding your voice the more you do it but you do not have to be or become a professional level writer to enjoy writing and sharing fics. It’s common to hear people praise fic writers by saying their work is better than published books, and while I think this comes from a good place, that’s not the norm or expectation. There is also a sentiment that fic writing is “good practice” for becoming a better writer or doing something else later, but if fic is the only creative writing you ever do that is literally okay. Your technical skill does not mean you cannot have fun and build community with your writing, or that other people cannot love and find meaning in your work.
ilya entering that hospital room sick to his stomach teeth ground to dust spirit crushed under the weight of their circumstances prepared to have an extremely difficult conversation and shane immediately hitting him with this
