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words weren't made to bear weight

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or lose it

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words weren't made to bear weight

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music means a lot to me

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88:88 is now back online, thank you to all the movie theatres and people who celebrated its 10th anniversary. Original: https://youtu.be/6JInsI3rakY w French subtitles: https://youtu.be/I-ZhrHgqhZk w Spanish subtitles: https://youtu.be/6JNlpLX3J2I

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excerpts from echo (2016)

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1s3_w8saP_O0ez4Q_BGmcBCxStQDrpHAO/view?usp=drivesdk

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echo is a long poem i wrote 10 years ago, it's not really been public (except as a self-printed booklet alongside a korean translation and original poem by @seoohci) but i guess i want it out there now. snippets have been featured in some of my past mixes. please read 🩵

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For that one moment, this entire life wasted.

Fei Mo (非默), Destiny (天命, 2006), dedication page, my translation

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we must refuse every imperative to be happy

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but

enough with gratitude. for survival was on our lips & we were right

to refuse reconciliation. it's true

attention alone is worthwhile. is love. insolvent as we were, squandering

all we had in the countless hours. in that bitter eternity

living life against life. & still we have recovered nothing, not even

our stupidity. no more & no less. not idle

enough yet. but for these words

[syring3]

[proustian-dream]

But are not

all Facts Dreams

as soon as

we put

them behind

us -

Emily Dickinson, envelope fragment A 843, Radical Scatters

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& i will never feel like I'm supposed to

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don't cry, i need your smile

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even the smallest life contains everything

that must be forgotten

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good as if it never happened

[deep-dive]

Breath of Fire: Dragon Quarter (Capcom, 2002)

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