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18 + only. I check who follows me and minors will be banished

idk what I'm going to post here really

but Stridercest is a given so beware ye who enter etc etc

i got so tired of discussin my future i started avoidin the people i love evenins of silence and mornins of nausea shaking sweating i cant throw up

alpha bro scribble

#ughhfhfug #alpha dave #alpha dave my beloved...#i am chewing on him

womanguy

you should get a second evening for reading fan fiction. And you should get an extra day in the week to do arts and crafts.

#this is what that guy marx was on abt #<- prev so fucking true

sailermoon

this is how new yorkers @ mamdani

sailermoon

thevaultlmao

Everyone (me) thinks about alphacest in terms of Dirk having a weird sexual obsession with a!Dave. But what about the other way around 🤔 a!Dave asking a!Rose in a definitely not subtle way if she just so happens to maybe know what Dirk will look like when she foresees him. Dave jacking off while trying to put together a mental image of what Dirk will look like and act like, incredibly grateful that Rose is so good at description and imagery.

Dave frantically asking Rose if it would actually, like actually actually be weird for Dave to leave some nudes for Dirk to see whenever he stumbled upon the more adult stuff in the apartment. Would autographed nudes for Dirk mean that Dave is too full of himself or would Dirk actually appreciate that? Will Dirk even care about Dave? Maybe Dave should just hide the autographed ones a little more thoroughly so that Dirk only finds them if he really upturns the whole apartment looking for mementos of Dave.

Dave writing about a hundred versions of a letter to try to say that he loves Dirk, but being entirely unable to figure out how to word what he feels without coming off as skeevy or overly sentimental or weird. Dave breaking down and asking Rose to take a look at what he's written to see if she can figure out some way to word it that doesn't paint Dave as a creep or a sap.

Dave trying to turn it into something more subtle at Rose's suggestion, where it'll only make any sense at all if Dirk is really reading behind the lines and digging into every word of the letter. But that would mean Dirk would find a completely pointless letter around the same time he finds the other adult items, and, according to Rose, Dirk is going to be crazy smart so chances are he'll know something is up with it and analyze it even if he's started to get grossed out by Dave and his antics by that point. And Dave can't set it up to be found earlier because then he'd be giving what's essentially a love confession to a child and that hits him the wrong way, but he also can't wait too long and make it seem like a weird letter from an absent father more than an expression of affection. No version of the letter still exists by the time Dirk gets to the apartment, which is a shame because he would pore over them like religious texts if he knew they ever existed.

Unfortunately a!Dave will never get to see just how thoroughly Dirk loves him back. It's sort of a chicken or the egg situation. Was Dirk predisposed to have such a strong sexual obsession with Dave? Or did it only form because he can access his brother's nudes faster than he can type PornHub into the search bar?

#alphacest #i'm so emotional over them #hhfhfhfjfhg #stridercest