𐔌 . ⋮A little sadness.ᐟ ֹ ₊ ꒱

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ They/Them/He y.o 18 Artist and writer! °❀⋆.ೃ࿔.*:･･:*.ೃ࿔.⋆❀°

[noemi3]

Wacho ya no quiero estudiar para finales quiero dibujar mi ocbrainrot ☹️

[noemi3]

I FELL AWFUL :((((((( I JUST MAKE A FRIEND WAIT ME FOR LIKE 30 MINUTES I SO INRRESPONSABLE I FEEL SO BAD I WANT TO CRY I HIPE SHE DOESNT HAVE PROBLEMS SJJSJSJSJSJJSJSJSJSJJSKSISUUWUWUUWUWYEHHDJDJDJSJ :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((( I FEEL SO BAD I GOING TO CRY SJJDBDJDJDJDNNDJDJSJSJJD

[noemi3]

AND SHE SAYS ITS NOTHING NOOOOO I FEEL SO BAD I DONT WANT HER TO HAVE PROBLEMS WITH GETTING LATE ON HER HOUSE :(((((((((((((((

[noemi3]

I FELL AWFUL :((((((( I JUST MAKE A FRIEND WAIT ME FOR LIKE 30 MINUTES I SO INRRESPONSABLE I FEEL SO BAD I WANT TO CRY I HIPE SHE DOESNT HAVE PROBLEMS SJJSJSJSJSJJSJSJSJSJJSKSISUUWUWUUWUWYEHHDJDJDJSJ :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((( I FEEL SO BAD I GOING TO CRY SJJDBDJDJDJDNNDJDJSJSJJD

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[unlyfeidentify]

nobody loves you stupid incel chudlett simon henriksson

[noemi3]

Im going to end myself, tomorrow I have 3 exams one after the other, im so cooked

[noemi3]

Why i cant have a peaceful life with my glourious and handson husband suguru geto :(

[noemi3]

Why life treats me as if I were the one who crucified Jesus

[noemi3]

I hate so much school, i hope it burns down or something i dont like that people, i dont want to see them anymore zksjjdjdbndbdndnjsjsjsknsnsndnsnndnsnns

[noemi3]

I have been doing board of pinterets of my oc's and they make me so sensitive, not only because I view some of them like my childs, also a few of them have little representation of myself. Maybe I kinda crazy? (nor a suprise lol) but I see them like person idk if i explain?

I don't know what I would do without my friends and stories, they are really dear to me. But talking about I was, it gets me so sensitive, like the hell that most of them had to go through and they were so little :( (dude you literally write the story why you cry about it)

I love my ocs so much, they are my happiness and pride.

[moewoe27]

1 hr doodle with reference below

[noemi3]

I miss playing Cry of Fear, its one of my favorite games and the time when I played it I was having a hard time so i feeling empathy to Simon.

And its weird, I always feel a sense of comfort, peace with the disturbing and scary (I feel edgy saying this lol 💀) but for example Hannibal, is sooo graphic and disturbing but when I watched it, it comfort me, that is also because I love Will Graham and he brings me comfort in a weird way.

Characters that are misearable, didn't have any day of comfort and going through unimaginable horrors and hell itself are my favorite ones lol.

But how I was saying, even if the aesthetic of COF is terrifying and disturbing, the music the ambient in a sort of way gives me comfort, I know something wrong its happenig but its okay.

[noemi3]

Im so happy that i want to cry. I wish i could tell to them but always i talk about my feelings i get ignore lol. But Im happy and thats all that matters, I havent feel like that for a while

[rocktheholygrail]

Hannibal (2013-2015)

[creativepromptsforwriting]

I don't need AI to write. I can create fake scenarios in my head perfectly fine myself.

[noemi3]

I lie to you guys, im actually Will Graham!1!1!1 (silly)

[noemi3]

T.W:Just me venting, a lot.

Im so worried I know I know I'm going to fail, but I don't want to lose my GPA. It's very important to me because it's the only thing I have that's truly mine, and what hurts the most is that I'm, in a way, "naturally talented." I don't need to study; I just listen, that's it. But I haven't been able to do that for a long time, and it makes me feel terrible because it made me feel special, and that makes me feel like I'm not special anymore. My feelings are so complex and whatever I try to talk about them, adults or people of my age react the same way because they aren't the feelings that are socially acceptable, I have been literally called narcissist and sociopath for that and these two arent bad things, also I dislike the misinformation about the personality disorders such as Sociopathy or Narcissism. Because a person is a Sociopath does mean is a bad evil person but I'm getting off topic.

I hate that people can give me The comfort I need, because I can understand everyone else, but they can't do the same for me. I understand that other people's emotions are complicated, but that doesn't change how annoying it is that when it comes to MY FEELINGS, MY SITUATIONS, THERE'S NOTHING AND NO ONE CAN TAKE A MOMENT TO LISENT TO ME AND THEY GIVE THAT LOOK OF DISSAPOINTENT AND DISGUST WHEN THEY REALIZAD THAT IM NOT THE NOEMI CARING, INTELIGENT AND NICE THAT I CAN BE WORSE I DONT LIKE THEN ANYMORE. AND I DONT WANT TO PRAY FOR HOW I FEEL BECAUSE ITS MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME AND NEED FIXED AND I ALREDY KNOW THAT SOMETHING ROTTING ON MY IS WRONG I KNLW THAT IM DIFFERENT.

Anyways, ignore my descent into madness i just wanted to vent.