Nokturnel

***Licensed Massage Therapist // Reiki Master Teacher // Spirit Worker // Shadow Work // Shamanic Pracitioner // Pagan // Witch // Cernunnos // Morrigan // All Things Paranormal // Personal Paranormal Experiences*** Don't hesitate to send me an ask!

[nokturnel]

r/nosleep stories

On a note totally unrelated to my last post:

I’m scouring r/nosleep for stories 1000 to 2000 words. I’d love to read any I might be missing! If you have any suggestions send me the link and I’ll go read it!

Thanks all!

[nokturnel]

Diagnosis

My last post was about how I hadn’t posted in a long time as well as a quick blurb about my mental health.

I officially have my diagnosis: bipolar II, borderline personality disorder, insomnia, and anxiety.

I was already taking a low dose of an antipsychotic (to help with mood swings and sleep), and a PRN anxiety medication for acute attacks. Now, after the official diagnosis, I’m taking lithium. 

My doctor is fantastic and understands I’m anxious about new medications, particularly the lithium so she started me at a very low dose. 300mg. After a week my lithium level was still extremely low so it’s up to 600mg. My doctor estimated that I would need to be between 900mg and 1200mg ultimately. I do appreciate that she started me low. She felt comfortable doing so because I’m not currently in crisis.

I’d love to make friends with others going through something similar. Feel free to message me or add me. I’d love to hear about others experiences.

[nokturnel]

It’s been a while

Hello all! It’s been quite a long time since I’ve made a text post. A lot has happened over the last year.

I’m currently in the process of being diagnosed with either bipolar 1 and 2 and possible borderline personality disorder.

My psychiatrist is being conservative with diagnosis and medication at the moment, which I do appreciate. I can tell the medications are not quite right, as in not strong enough, but I so do appreciate the doctor not wanting to over medicate me and move up rather than start high and move down.

On a totally unrelated note, I want to help my brother start a blog. What are the best blogging sites to reach a lot of people?

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Reblog if you are a chubby witch or you support chubby witches!

I see so many aesthetic posts with average/smaller witches and that’s great!! But I really wish that there was more love for witches that are a lil’ bigger. I feel like I never see them involved in anything and we deserve appreciation too! 💕

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Cat skull with catnip. Pen on paper. A little sketch from my notebook.

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Chris Daniele

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I just love the smell of Witchcraft in the morning, don’t you?

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Storm Witch Tip:

A storm is likely to come when:

deciduous trees flip their leaves due to wind direction

birds fly low in the sky, and go quiet

there’s a southerly wind (in the US)

there’s a red dawn in the east

layers of nimbus clouds move in opposite directions

the morning grass is dry of dew

an earthy scent rises from the soil and flowers

pine cones remain closed

a halo rings the moon at night

nights are warm in winter (cloud cover insulation)

smoke swirls and descends, instead of a steady rise

Remember, low pressure brings wet weather.

[nokturnel]

Torrid Haute Cash

Does anyone have a $50 off or higher haute cash code that they won’t use? Or one that you’ve used once recently as it seems like they can be used twice in a short amount of time.

I really need some retail therapy...badly.

PM me if you’re willing to share. Thank you in advance.

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Working with Spirits:

I see a fair amount of posts that deal with Spirit Workings and whether or not this is a safe practice for anyone to do. My honest answer is ‘yes’. I say as much because the measures taken to protect yourself, to learn to identify what entities are what, when you’re being lied to, and when your Spiritual Self is in danger, are all very personal experiences.

This is not to say as learning from others more experienced is not necessary, I always find that helpful personally, but what I am saying is that everyone learns these skills in their own time, in their own way. Sometimes it takes some misfortunes and bad experiences to actually learn first-hand what it is you really are dealing with.

I am completely self-taught, save some of the guidance and wisdom I have received from my Master Teacher. Her experience and knowledge has been a great asset, and much of what she taught me has been added to my own tool kit. That being said, the most profound and deeply sunken in lessons I’ve learned were all first-hand experience. Is it potentially dangerous? Are there certain risks that come with working with other realms and beings? Of course! But this does not mean that people should avoid it due to lack of solid experience. It isn’t a game to be taken lightly, but nor is it something that interested beginners should be steered away from, should their Souls call out to this work. After all, I think the majority of us got into this due to personal experiences or desires to learn more about the Unseen world - especially so for those that have been hassled by Spirit Beings before.

Basic things to know when getting into this are:

Trust your instincts when dealing with an entity. If it feels untruthful, untrustworthy, uncomfortable, or flat-out negative or dangerous, best to send the spirit away and close that door for a while.

Shielding is also a helpful skill, since shields can be programmed to bar the dangerous entities from entering your space. This will not necessarily stop them from showing up and trying to poke at the barrier, but it does afford a fair amount of protection. If when I am working with Spirits, one cannot cross the threshold when I have invited other beings in, that is a pretty good indicator to me that this being has ill intent. The shield would not bar them otherwise.

Grounding is equally important. You need to know how to get yourself back into this plane and stabilized if you plan to do this sort of work.

Protections: Yes, this is separate from the shields, because protections should be made to stay with you. Something you feel comfortable with such as a charged stone or jewelry piece, for example. This can be very helpful for when you are out and about, should some entities decide to show up on a whim. After all, if you agree to be a channel or work with these beings, they will always find and attract to you. Better safe than sorry.

This is a rewarding, interesting, eye-opening sort of work, and so long as you are aware that there are risks, you may be exposed to things you did not want. If you are completely okay with this reality, I see no reason why you shouldn’t go for it! Just remember to trust yourself and your gut feelings, as often they are going to be your best bet. Remember, a Spirit is not necessarily who or what it claims to be, and may even give you a name or a face to try to get your guard down. Trust your instincts, as they tend to be more reliable than what the being is putting out. Get an odd feeling in the back of your mind? Back off and digest this, but remember to never leave any doors open. Close them before you walk away to make certain nothing follows or gets through without your permission.

My one final warning is this: If you are plagued with self-doubt or fear about working with Spirits, best not to get into it until you feel more secure. Your fears and doubts can seriously play against you in such workings, often clouding your mind and judgement. Keep calm and keep aware, but do not showcase fear and doubt to any entity. Negatives often seek that sort of energy to fuel their own power. The more negative energy you give off, the more they will attach and feed from you.