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she/her | 21 | carmen berzatto apologist & sydcarmy truther

[nomacarmy]

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[jing5]

sydcarmy in charcoal :’)

[avantgarden-er]

The knife? Baby it’s edgy and Dull

[lovelikeafuneral]

[rythmrewind]

[carmycore]

omfg I love them so much 🥲

[milfmisspiggy]

carmy the bear i love you. i love your silly white tshirt and blue apron and baseball hat and tattoos and messy hair and inescapable grief and horrible nightmares and knife chopping and jeans and thank you chef and yes chef and piles of bills and family business and best restaurants in the world and chaos and resentment and shit file and sexy ghost brother and hauntings and yelling and asshole behavior and missed calls and meetings and bear on the bridge and breakdowns and catering and piles of books and spaghetti and 28 oz cans of sauce all over the walls

[morningssofgold]

[salemraw]

Sydcarmy truthers are also mohabbot truthers

[miredball]

good morning yall what the fuck was this.

[hauntedstrawberrygiver]

🕯 ayo edebiri and jeremy allen white for actors on actors 🕯

[yapper1020]

Jeremy's first album that he found and loved was the miseducation of Lauryn Hill

TASTE

[cyberbearism]

Hey, you hit your head pretty hard there, huh? Woah, woah, woah, slow down—Carmen's leaving the restaurant? Chaos menu? Claire? Who's Claire? Nevermind. Put your apron back on, we gotta make these sandwiches.

[lovelikeafuneral]

jeremy at the farmer's market, september 21

[brntorun]

If I speak…

[nomacarmy]

WHEN IS SYDNEY GOING TO TELL CARMY SHE GOT THE BLOOD ORANGE DISH WAAAHHHHHH

HE LITERALLY LIED ABOUT A FENNEL ALLERGY (SYDNEY MAKES A DISH WITH FENNEL S1EP1) SO HE COULD SEND OUT HIS OWN DISH

AND WHO DID IT GO TO ???? SYDNEY !!!!

I’LL NEVER BE OVER THIS THATS SOME SOULMATE SHIT RIGHT THERE

[nomacarmy]

i don’t know if anyone has ever brought this up before but i feel like in the first two seasons of the bear sydney was falling in love with carmy, but carmy was too distracted with other things (the death of michael, his relationship with claire, his blinding and persistent insecurities) to really take the time to notice. in this era of the show, he sees her as a coworker, a friend and someone that maybe he could confide in. then, during the panic attack scene, it clicks for him and he realizes, oh, this is it. maybe sydney’s a little bit more than a coworker.

but of course then he’s locked into the freezer of self-pity (both figuratively and literally) and when season three ensues sydney begins to fall out of love with carmy due to his lack of communication skills and loss of the connection they once had, especially during season 2. carmy at this point is too stuck in his own head to think about anything other than himself being what he believes to be a failure to even consider a relationship (especially after claire), but still finds himself subconsciously thinking about sydney and finding inspiration in her (his dish that resembles her polka-dot scarf).

when season 4 begins and carmy begins attempting to move forward (even more so after receiving some sort of closure with claire, though we can’t truly be sure because of the wedding scenes with them… sigh..), carmy begins to harness the respect and admiration he has for sydney and i believe this is when he really starts to fall in love with her for real.

so much so that he’s willing to give up everything he’s worked for so that she can be successful (“my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder” vibes, for real). to his disadvantage, sydney has been done dealing with his bullshit for MONTHS now. luckily we can still see her love for him peeking through such as moments in the “i appreciate you.” and “you’re supposed to be here!” scenes.

but still, her initial infatuation with him has faded. she knows his faults and has seen them on full display. he is just beginning to truly and fully appreciate all of her ambition, loyalty and talent. he is falling in love while she has fallen out of love.

forbidden lovers, cursed to never find each other at the right time, yet they always come back to one another.