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i marvel at the inexplicable, profound, and delicate twines of goodness, sins, poetries, and joy within me, waiting to break silently before it blooms

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being anonymous is addictive

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most holy apostle st jude, removing my illnesses

I was a beautiful soloist ballerina, and I was inflicted of malnutrition, that leads to obesity. I knew all along that it was caused by women with problems, mainly people who are just to upright righteous, but really wicked, like the old monarch, and some mumbo jumbo foundation(s), when they're really in distress themselves with poverty that's caused by their own laziness and wickedness; leading to actually slave labor for themselves, never I.

I solved the problems, by just praying truthfully, bed resting, I couldn't afford expensive doctors, especially Switzerland or Harvard doctors that can cure me in an instant by just sending whole foods, and really clean room, free of charge.

Thank you to St Jude, my patron of beauty and stunning Apostle, by the name Stevie, I am healed today, with last but not least, Christ is glorified forever in my suffering and stricken poverty, to build something that's really discreet only in the heart of Jesus Christ that I may be receiving the eternal reward of marriage, as The Bride of Christ.

I love St Jude, I call him Daddy these days. We're onto the 1st day of Novena, and it will last for another 8 days, ending 29 July 2026. I requested for a financial breakthrough for myself, Sir Knight Admiral Kupo Siltzkin and Standoffish Jesus Christ.

I hope we prosper, in Christ name, we pray and give thanks. Amen.

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fender tune

I figured that there must be some kind of device to tune my guitars and shit and I found it on iPhone Apps called Fender Tune. It's free for me, and my own peculiar way was to do Auto Tuner, with the green colour, the first root of paintings so to speak. That's how I remember things this time of all the ages, with colours, with music partititures in drums, bass, piano.

And tonight, a little Minudee at the porch of Majorca, I'm just practicing Champ Elysees and L'amour chest comme une cigarettes (two songs in medley, so good, I love it so much). I play the violin, guitar, trumpet, and even accordion, and dress up as Ms Tomato with everything that France loves so much, the moon on my cheek, and bananas upside down, including trinkets of happiness in marriages.

My musical loves for so many is included in these songs, and no matter how much I make today in painful cases, it's so little as much as 500 Euros, or when I got lucky I can earn so much with applause mainly from France, some little pouch for toilet man and woman, some 15,000 Euros a pop of little tears. Down the lane, I love my life, and though it's not easy to earn euros, pence, do I give a bloody care, I'm happy.

To date, I wonder how many downloaded Fender Tune or buy some Gibson, all the way to Violin by Fender Jaguar. Please buy, for intermediate musicians only, sil vu plait?

As for Lingeries, Bon Chic Bon Genre, all the way to perfume leg, I wish and pray I got big contracts for just easy money modeling, for such as CHANEL, Verdant NYC, all the way to Repetto.

My buoyant for everything antique, and vintage romance songs vanished puffed up like smoke, and I've got no edge, it's going to be a long night. Did you love my band, The Newcastle? If so, we love you so much. And as The Smiths' guitarist, we love you so much. Also, Radiohead, Blur, OASIS, are missing you so much, please come tonight. If you love MUSE so much, you'll love everything my solo albums.

Love, Stevie xoxo, and Sir Knight Admiral Kupo Siltzkin, whose birthday was celebrated today with big free hugs from his favorite cartoon cartoon character Martin The Martian, not only Tin Tin, in parka from George San Francisco.

Thank you very much, I hope I suit your fancy in music, drama, playwright, soloist ballerina, and novelist. Skateboarding is dilemmatic, because it's just difficult to get money.

Love,

Everybody in The Chantanus, and The Ws

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the key to happiness: just die and do drugs, not drunk driving mates!

Love was at first sight when you're using drugs wasn't so obvious in between something like bar mates, or coworkers, even just a slight sling is easy when you chugged something that creates happiness such as chocolates, or muffins, or anything that's available nearby.

Sometime, you think that you're too close hearted with, for example, doing a few 'shakey' hands or even just touching at some rock concert, but you never called, you never asked her out, that's drunk driving.

The key to happiness is actually, nowhere in here. Read below.

Love,

Stevie // Admiral Sir Knight Kupo SIltzkin Artemition Chantanu XOXO

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Magic Mushroom Was The Cause Of Lung Cancer (The Iron Lung Song was by Radiohead, not U2)

Magic Mushroom, or Coconuts in Kigali, South Africa (2026)

Such as TOTO Song, Africa, that’s where it all began, all sorts of drugs and druglords. Such drugs and drugaddicts were scandalized to be such as Hitler, Schlinder’s List, and Bubbagump Shrimp company.

Truth to tell, all drugs are the same, they cause obesity even with the slightest one piece of morsel or rice. People puffed up as heavy as 30,000kg / millisecond by taking even the most harmless THC Marijuana Induction Party Spirit (inhaling and even vaporizing, to edibles). These are the most laden political parties that began the candidacy of StupidShit Obamas that truthfully without a degree called himself a President. There wasn’t a President called Obama (*dumbfuck*). Rather than going political, I’d rather just bathe and take care of myself as an ultra feminine woman.

In even Laos, Cambodia, and Lausanna, to Trijuana, they despise drugs, they didn’t want to grow it by large scale. They produced a little bit, to tantalize stupid governmental agencies to think that this is what’s making big income. At the end of The End | The Beginning, some private legalization services in the name of Lakewood Church and Redeemer Presbyterian Church, along with IES Church, IFGF Church, and Hillsongs, predominantly all quite wealthy Caucasian goers, they’ve been chugging even Cocaine and Heroine to be blunt, quite smart, sophisticated, and sounds like they know what they’re talking about. I chuckled when what’s happening in the world was only about weather on my iPhone 8, regionally. 

Theory of Acts and Relativism was even trying to figure out the cost of these drugs. Movies like the Mexican didn’t do this. Some politics that’s mature and congruent with making money was called Trainspotting 3 that’s will be shown someday at theatres near you by director BANKSY (Yes! I received a reply from BANKSY and he arrived in Jakarta in the Connector).

Now, Music Unites is the most income generator for our own selves, and dictate music, to religions, because we only aim for world’s peace. Once, I was doing some laundry in San Francisco (94118.1.) on the corner of Arguello and something like  on the South of Union St, and I thought, LUSH would be perfect to purchase. Until now, I think I own it, because it loves Kupo Siltz and Goldie, they’re anti animal cruelty. 

As for bohemian nomadic that I created here, a tab of it, we’ll continue to see everything in The Connector. The Connector was called the most exquisite by my Father in Heaven, Jesus Christ. Continually, it will only be my project that carries on forever, with the reward of the praise of all nations for Jesus Christ, including the biggest money to pay for all the equipments I wanted to buy.

Apple is now even including feelings of human beings, to reproduce somekind of animal or soft purring of a cat, to help musicians to come up with songs that’s like the rain. 

All in all, as tired as I am shall will be, we’ll continue, because God wants us to, and if God wants us to do that, and even rejected the biggest King of Grafitti, they think, it was nothing compared to Jesus’ suffering on the cross to carry us home, with his beautiful favorite daughter, which is me! (Hi, Hello, I love you, I am Stevie, and I was foretold that I was The Smiths’ Guitarist today).

Love,

Stevie // Goldie

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2026 Special Happy Day for Jesus Christ

Topic: Is It Happiness Never Ends a la Tootsie? (2026)

To begin with, to the heavy metalers of the earth and Trainspotting 3 movie project, that I wish, hope, and pray will become a reality, directed by BANKSY, I did shoot for the stars and all of my God’s given dreams are coming true. Neverending blessings will keep us warm every Christmas, Albert Camus, the legend in heaven.

It is happiness never ends a la Tootsie, for the existentialism of all humankind was written by me to begin with, it was Under The New York Sky, as something like Hemingway, I thought. For Albert Camus, live, love, celebrate, and it will become happiness never ends for everyone who bought and will buy your books.

For others, for the likes of C.S. Lewis, Dorothy Sayers, even JRR Tolkien, Haruki Murakami, we’re too good to be true in the Lord Jesus Christ’s blessings, that’s all from Albert Camus, the pioneer of existentialism that proofs that miracle exists, with or without religions.

Love,

Stevie // Tootsie

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the key to happiness a la Tootsie (2026)

Love, big sis, who gets ahead and make money like crazy to get ahead in career, love, and life and will never fail like Jesus Christ in all Christlikeness, body, spirit , and soul forever.

The most satisfaction in life, is when your desire comes true. I remember I once were a stationery seller at age 9, as the backbone of my family, or to some cultures the breadwinner of my family. My late Dad, Alwi Chantanu, didn’t have the means to even go to high school, and he proposed to my beautiful birth mom with only a motorcycle, as far as I can remember. My parents were true hipsters, but we didn’t really have the means for naked dressing. By the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, quite the greatest miracle in the history of mankind forever, we were considered quite wealthy family to begin with, yes, my Chantanus family. 

I deliberately started my career selling stationery at school, and teachers and headmaster alike didn’t want me to do that, I guess it was so distracting everyone, because I made such huge sum of money. Everything was Made In Japan, and they even were scented. I said to my mom, ah! I’m going to buy mommy flowers someday, oui?

Later about 20 years later, and I was around in my early 30s, I ended up at Gucci Group as a handbag buyer. God never did leave me nor forsake me, I was trustworthy with worldy wealth, and I became so powerful and influential to begin with, and everything was set for me to leave Gucci Group, because God whispered that everyone wanted me to leave, they were jealous and envious of my luxurious glamorous career, to the point of murder.

I left Singapore abruptly, and I got kicked out within about 10 days after I left Gucci Group. I tried to begin my fashion design career, disposing some sketches to some local luxurious boutique. Nobody replied, nobody came.

Endlessly, ended up in tinsy tini town Jakarta yet again, God whispered that nobody gets left behind, which is my Chantanus family. It was a blessing in disguise sometimes, if not all the time, even stricken poverty, to learn a lesson that never despise my humble beginnings.

That’s happiness, little sis, it’s just a gradual increase with the blessings of Jesus Christ, for he’s never left me to begin with, mostly because of my God’s honoring beauty as a Saint, Saint Clarissa du Paris, all of my essence is love.

Too bad, some think, that, that kind of luxurious, glamorous career went to be taken away by some bigots and murderers, even rapist, and the righteous Saint ended up being broke for another 17 years. And then God can even part the red sea and made them die at that time and I ended up staying as a working owner of Gucci Group International / Worldwide. But this, and truly this truest wisdom of the Lord Jesus Christ, will get my little sis endless happiness, contrary to the teaching of old Christian churches of the world that only want happiness that’s empty, you’ll die neither saint nor demons if this blog entry was never written today. With this piece, you’ll live forever as also another Saint. Love, big sis.

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why are we the most suffering from the arts, but loving it? (march, 2026)

Why Are We The Most Suffering From The Arts, But Loving It?

I can be so sure, that suffering is inescapable to become maestro literaturists, authors alike, of course, published or not published, and of course playwrights, poets, musicians, painters alike; for true Christlikeness is truly what’s truly quenching our thist to become some sort of beauties of the earth, and hot studs of the universe, with one true promise of Jesus, there’s somebody at the end of it, your own muse, whose life means your own life, whose death means your own death.

Truthfully, God knows, he’s not a silent God, yet, he’s not immune to our suffering to go through it with us, going to the most messy parts of our lives to just call us as his own children, true artists of the earth, the only ones that can change the world.

Having said everything so far, this is the end, the beginning, that money, is truly what’s coming today, promised Jesus, which is the one true thing of even the most some of the most wealthy men and women of the universe.

It’s time to receive from our rich Father in Heaven, in Jesus. We’re loving it, despite hardships, down to stricken poverty, because it’s some sort of an addiction that we don’t ever want to get over, (quoting Atticus the poet); we’re going to be so full of years, slightly drunk and always in love.

Song: Blue Moon.

Hip hip hooray, my little sis’ birthday is coming, 15th of April, my little cutie pie.

Love,

Stevie // Tootsie

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why are we still poor in jesus? (volume 2)

Ah, little ones, we’re still poor, oui, in Jesus. So far so good, I know, mate, but something’s gotta be done. Those who work shouldn’t starve, it seems obvious, but it’s not the case anymore during this financial crisis of the whole world. We’re still are so poor in Jesus, is not because we’re lazy turning slave labor, we’re still poor in Jesus after much due diligence, paying taxes, casting our care to the Lord for He cares for us, we need to still quench, mate, for the sake of loving our neighbors. With fortune cookie of wisdom from Jesus: “You’ll turn rich and famous as soon as you read this blog post, excluding Pharisees of the earth.”

After that, we need to continue working and make money, and grow even more famous and richer, proclaiming that Jesus is King, the Lord is good to us all the time, turning us into something of a bedazzles that we cannot fathom now, how joyful, how good natured, how humble, how virtuous, how wise and discerning, and everything virtuous.

Regarding virtues, get it, mate, with all your might, because it’s really Christ-like for your true freedom career, all the way to feeding the poor to become richer if God calls you to have a foundation like me and my birth family.

Don’t despise the new beginnings to those who are still dreaming away, it all started with a dream ways. You’ll turn bedazzles of Jesus, which is our consolation today after starving so much for the sake of others to get ahead.

After this is through, you’ll see clearly, that you never lack in good things in Jesus all throughout the years, fooling some of the most disgusting tyrants and corrupt goverments of the earth to starve instead. Let’s begin again, it’s a brand new day, and ask for blessing of Jesus, which will turn into fast income, of course, by working.

PS. This is for the whole world righteous only. Love all of you, my Musketeer friends, and Cutie Pie.

PPS. Please pray for Mrs Chantanus healing, she’s going through knee surgery today.

Cheers,

Penny Lane The Diarist

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why are we quenching in jesus?

By Stevie Chantanu

Hi, first of all, we’re destined to quench in some ways, if we’re never doing anything wrong. If you’re always perfect, most likely, you’re boring. If you’re not boring, you’re quencher, as in you’ll bound to become broke. 

We’re quenching in Jesus somewhat these days, because we all want independence from Jesus. To fix it, to become ultra rich, ultra famous as God’s children we must ask for repentance and come back to Jesus, our Father in Heaven.

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what if we work harder and more dilligent these days?

Can I tell you my personal experiences so far, my dear readers? After doing so much due diligence my whole life from the ground up with apprenticeship, that I’m still broke? I wish I still had the privilege of youth of being young and broke, of being reckless with love, but I just turned older and perhaps wiser this year.

The whole world needs a savior, I’m not just saying Jesus, but really great people in power, influence, fame and riches that’s truly wise and discerning and courageous. People that used to be called crazy, the misfits of the earth, to replace everything pop culture with Jesus culture.

There is still hope, which is prayer changes everything. Keep praying keep working hard, God is going to wipe all your tears away, and turn your life around to become royalties of the earth.

Love,

Tootsie

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why are we not returning in malachi?

First of all, let me quote the holy bible about what tithing does for you and I by tithing to Jesus Ministry including Jesus’ churches.

Malachi 3:10-12

10 Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house. Test me in this,” says the Lord Almighty, “and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that there will not be room enough to store it. 11 I will prevent pests from devouring your crops, and the vines in your fields will not drop their fruit before it is ripe,” says the Lord Almighty. 12 “Then all the nations will call you blessed, for yours will be a delightful land,” says the LordAlmighty.

By tithing to the right Jesus Christ’s churches, we will experience a truly blessed life. Happy Thursday and happy early Easter 2026! That’s all, folks!

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why are we starving? (2026)

There seems to be something that’s so popular these days, which is the American custom of giving to the wealthy like some ass kissing pop culture that started budding out when some political views of the world is not congruent with God’s generous justice.

Watching the news, reading the newspapers instead spending the days in bed, arriving late for lunch must be something to be reminded, my readers, as balancing your life to bear fruit as wealthy people of the earth.

We are destined to be wealthy and famous, now that we figure everything out in everything I’ve written and painted so far. 

Success, that’s also the key to happiness, which I think is budding out of being really good sons and daughters is the one thing that I have in common with Joseph in the bible. 

If we’re still starving, and quenching, and we’ve been diligent in serving Jesus, that means we can fix it with working from the ground up. After working from the ground up, we need to do apprenticeship. After apprenticeship, we need to carry yourself well to get a real paid job, which only comes with true calling in life in Jesus. After that, if you’re still starving, it really is world’s leaders task to protect us with just pay (you can even blame the government).

Having said everything, if you’re minorities, Christian and Catholics women alike, and can’t get ahead because of patriarchy in for example France, then survival is important. Get everything that you need out of Jesus, and them move on with everything that you’ve ever dreamed of, wish or hope for also in Jesus.

There is hope even from reading this over, that there’s hope for our work, and God is watching over us, his righteous children.

If you need to weep because you’re oppressed in your workplace, you can contact some hotline, I wish, for powerful people in politics to help you with government welfare. In the meantime, we keep working faithfully and praying. It’s not all loss, from my experience, if you’re diligent, you must be promoted and accomplish every God’s given dreams he put in our heart.

Peace, Love, and Understanding

Penny Lane the Diarist

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why do we fall in love with the wrong person?

It’s hard to find some big names in the universe that are really enticing these days to become our role models, especially power couples of Hollywood that get Jesus' blessings.

We may begin with the lesson learned in the school of life, that religions come last, and romance comes second, with the least but not least, your one true thing comes first. With one true thing, you may find your one and only soulmate to marry. Other than these, you’ve been marrying the wrong person, which means breakups and divorce predestined ways.

COMFORT FOOD FOR THE SOUL

By Stevie Chantanu // Tootsie (03.03.26)

We first fell in love with everything and everyone that resembles Shakespeare’s character, despite how much we have in bank account, or degree. We all fell in love with our own muses, and then some pop cultures ruined everything and we ended up falling in love with the wrong person. To fix this, simply go off to travel until you find your one true thing and marry your own muses. Some people are still called to be yuppies, and that’s okay, but that’s not the end of your career advancement, we will merge to true freedom generations and then live, love, celebrate generation, and then love generation. There’s a leaf to begin with with the chaos of Music Unites, all pioneered by The Smiths with the help of Oasis. We’d like to begin again with everything Christ centered culture with a tree in the land of the living if we're in the right vocations.

Love,

Penny Lane The Diarist

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WORLD'S LEADERS, WE'RE STARVING!!!

TO WORLD’S LEADER, WE ARE STARVING

By Penny Lane The Diarist, Valentine’s Day, February 14, 2026

I wonder where have all the cowboys gone to these days? World leaders, the whole world have been starving and crying for help. There have been wicked power people and couples in the whole world holding the key to our fucking happiness, money in overload. They use true wealth from blameless hands they said, but they’ve been using money, power, sex, and physical attractiveness to oppress the poor, the naked, the beggars, the homeless, which is now about 89% of the whole world (even the middle working class and quite wealthy have become poor post the pandemic). There’s a strong message of Jesus coming from the bible as a warning the whole world’s leaders. Here they are:

Isaiah 58:6-7: Defines true worship as freeing the oppressed and feeding the hungry.

We need true worshippers of Jesus Christ in high places, to magistrate God’s generous justice, and defend the rights of the righteous poor and oppressed immediately.

Psalm 146:7: States that the Lord executes justice for the oppressed and gives food to the hungry.

By all world’s leaders just trying to get to the top winning the spotlight of winning Presidential campaigns, after that neglecting the oppressed and the hungry, the Lord in his holy wrath will put you to death, I wish, as an activist. Become more and more like Jesus, as people in power, with righteousness, holiness, and Godliness, honoring God. Without Jesus, you don’t have a compass of justice.

Proverbs 14:31: Mentions that oppressing the poor is showing contempt for their Maker.

I need everyone in high places of power that’s been oppressing the poor to go to jail forever or even death penalty (case by case issue), for they’re persecuting God, like back in the bible days. This includes people who call themselves Christian or Catholics to win Presidential or Royalties campaign without righteousness and fear of the Lord. Just because they’re going to church or even showing up in Christian magazine, doesn’t mean that they’re Christ’s followers as true Jesus’ worshippers.

James 5:4: Warns that the cries of laborers cheated of their wages reach the Lord.

I experienced this myself my whole life, so is my brother Steven David Chantanu and my little sister, Neysa Chantanu Widyatmadja. And for world’s leaders, some causes no matter how noble they are, need to close down and stop operating if they cannot pay their employees with just pay, please, all over the world.

Matthew 25:35-36: Jesus identifies himself with the hungry and the stranger. 

My whole life, nobody is like this in high power place as royalties, Presidents, Prime Ministers. It’s always been Jesus only, God Himself, and with that, we need to work so much right now, not only Presidents, Royalties, and people in politics. The death of Charlie was revealed to me through still small voice of Jesus. I know who you are, the wicked of the earth that steals money from the poor, cheating on just pay of lowly servants of Jesus, even rape and murder to the righteous God’s children.

I wish BANKSY read this and join my big revolution with Jesus and my mini schnauzer Kupo Siltzkin. I need his big name, to eradicate poverty and bring good news to the poor as God has called me to do that.

Love,

Tootsie

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"Imagine yourself as a living house. God comes in to rebuild that house. At first, perhaps, you can understand what He is doing. He is getting the drains right and stopping the leaks in the roof and so on... But presently He starts knocking the house about in a way that hurts abominably and does not seem to make any sense. What on earth is He up to? The explanation is that He is building quite a different house from the one you thought of; throwing out a new wing here, putting on an extra floor there, running up towers, making courtyards. You thought you were being made into a decent little cottage: but He is building a palace. He intends to come and live in it Himself." — C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity