FUBAR

if we repost something you don't want reposted just hmu. also don't reblog personal stuff.

[psychotic-psypport]

You know what? It’s ok if you want attention. 100% ok. There is nothing wrong with wanting attention, it’s natural. Don’t let anyone shame you for desiring attention.

[nopesoutonlife]

it hurts so fucking much cause they're right

[nopesoutonlife]

Ah hate feeling so fucking worthless

[nopesoutonlife]

I just love seeing posts where people make fun ah me and point out how useless ah am. Totally what I need in my life.

[nopesoutonlife]

Fuuuuuuuuuck repression my dudes it only works for so long

[nopesoutonlife]

of course watching a gory show about medical procedures in emergency situations where most of the patients can't consent is gonna trigger us cause it's not like we have MEDICAL TRAUMA or anything MCCREE. Idc if Solace was around you're the adult bitch. I know you'll see this so I hope you feel bad furball.

[nopesoutonlife]

Ah yes, being hooked to a bunch of wires right after coming back from dormancy doesn't bring back any bad memories at all nope.

[nopesoutonlife]

This system is 12 cats in a GIMP suit. Mostly an utter cluster fuck but occasionally we focus long enough to do some shit

[nopesoutonlife]

We're doing better. So much fucking better. If he fucks this up again I'm having JM take over as host cause he's barely holding on

[nopesoutonlife]

The fuck thought that was a good idea

[disabilityuserboxes]

this user suffers from delusions

[darthbanes-deactivated20170802]

2017 recovery mood:

“coping” doesnt mean “this is a good thing for me”

in fact, lots of coping mechanisms are downright harmful to ourselves and those around us

some of them can even be physically dangerous or toxic

giving up coping mechanisms that hinder recovery and healing is difficult, but that doesnt mean we shouldnt work towards that 

[dinahs-whiskers-blog]

BPD feels.

The OVERWHELMING guilt that comes with expressing any emotion, simply because people in the past have told you you’re ‘manipulating them’ or that you have been overreacting.

I’m CONSTANTLY second guessing myself and the validity of my emotions.

Is this me? Or my BPD? Even if I’m angry for a valid and legitimate reason.

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[some-wintergirl]

How do I say “if you hate me can you please just tell me that already” without it being like… fishing for reassurance. How do I get across the idea that I genuinely think this person might hate me and that I’d want them to tell me if that’s the case without making them feel awful if that’s not the case?

[nicksbrainstuff]

That dpd & hallucination feel when your phone buzzes and you get excited and check it but theres nothing because it didn’t actually buzz at all and you’re Suffering

[choosing-to-bleed]

justbpdthings

taking screenshots and saving conversations with people because you lack emotional permanence so the only way to validate/remember those emotions and feelings is to look at the screenshots later :^)