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i hate my birthday but at least I'm not invisible for once

thrown around by my emotions like a ragdoll

#eupd #actually bpd #actually eupd #bpd #autistic borderline #bpd rant #borderline problems #quiet borderline

I wish I was you

IM SOO TIREDDD WHY CANT EVERYONE JUST GO AWAY WHY WONT ANYONE GIVE ME ATTENTION IM SO EXHAUSTED I WISH YOU WERE D3AD IM SO TIRED I WISH I WAS D3AD WHY ARE YOU HURTING ME THIS WAY WHY DO I FEEL HURT THIS WAY WHOS FAULT IS IT MINE YOURS MINE YOURS MINE YOURS

#eupd #actually bpd #actually eupd #bpd #autistic borderline #bpd rant #borderline problems #quiet borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

noplaceformehereinthishell

forgetting not everyone with bpd has it from intense childhood trauma and not everyone has all 9 symptoms because hg had no idea what I was on about talking about how I become a new person every 2 months lmaoo

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lmao someone reblogged this so it came up in my notifications and IM LITERALLY DOING IT AGAIN,,,, 2 MONTHS LATER ,,, HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

#eupd #actually bpd #actually eupd #bpd #bpd rant #autistic borderline #borderline problems #quiet borderline

no one is there for me

I feel sick why can't I be there why are you with these people why am I not the only one you need

#eupd #actually bpd #actually eupd #bpd #autistic borderline #bpd rant #borderline problems #quiet borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

seeing you two together makes my heart burn with rage

#eupd #actually bpd #actually eupd #bpd #autistic borderline #bpd rant #borderline problems #quiet borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

everyday I remember something horribly new

#trauma

everything you do twists inside of me

I wish I could just block you

I'll never tell you everything I barely tell you anything at all

#eupd #actually bpd #actually eupd #bpd #autistic borderline #bpd rant #borderline problems #quiet borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

what if I d1ed too hahaha what then hahaha would you still care about your d3ad friend more than me ahaha

#eupd #actually bpd #actually eupd #bpd #autistic borderline #bpd rant #borderline problems #quiet borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

oh yeah i guess I'll just spend my WHOLE LIFE feeling HORRIFIC GUILT surrounding interacting with friends for NO REASON :) that's so fine :)

#it's because I'm secretly forcing them to hang out with me a mentally unstable bad person which is mean of me bcuz they are so perfect #eupd #actually bpd #actually eupd #bpd #autistic borderline #bpd rant #borderline problems #quiet borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

you'll never understand the way that I feel about you

#eupd #actually bpd #actually eupd #bpd #autistic borderline #bpd rant #borderline problems #quiet borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

flip floppy emotions back and forth back and forth will I ever know how I really feel?

#eupd #actually bpd #actually eupd #bpd #autistic borderline #bpd rant #borderline problems #quiet borderline

waking up to all my messages left on read why do all my friends want me dead

#eupd #actually bpd #actually eupd #bpd #autistic borderline #bpd rant #borderline problems #quiet borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

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