major tr1gg3r warning!!!

online diary? PT he/him majorrrr warning I'm like so sad DMS not open pls don't message me mdni I will block u

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

do you feel like this too? tell me it's normal. tell me I'm okay. tell me it's okay to feel like this.

if you, in all your perfection , feel this too

I can be okay with it.

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

TALK TO ME TALK TO ME oh MY GOD WHY WONT YOU RESPOND PLEase please talk to me please please

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

everybody always let me down but dr00gs always there for me 🥰🥰🥰

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

I have no one there for me the way I'm always there for everyone else

I won't let you suffer alone because I'm always suffering alone and I know how horrible it feels

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

do y'all ever wanna tell someone you're doing something bad so they will know and tell you to stop and you can stop but even more you wanna just do the thing and not tell anyone so you don't :)

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

i wish i had ppl i knew on here but also no tf I don't I hate when people worry about me (as kuch as I love it)

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

forgetting my bl4d3s when packing and realising oh no that means I need to buy new,, sharper one,,, oh nooo ,,, :)

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

I always look for you

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

once again excited to abuze subst4nc3s in another city yayyyy I told my friends I'm excited to go dance HAHA naH I just wanna do dr00gz

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

the more I hear the name leave your mouth the hotter the fire rages inside me

I hate her I hate her I hate her I hate her

not only is she making you suffer but she's taking your attention away fromME

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

stop talking to me like I'm the same person I was a week ago

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

I've changed!! I'm different now!! I'm better now!! isn't this what you all wanted??? why do you look so haunted?? begging me to be different and now mourning the loss of your friend??? why can I never get it right??

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

poor you, you'll never feel as good as I do

you'll probably never feel good again

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

considering showing up to my individual therapy with my NOTEBOOK FULL OF PHILOSOPHY QUOTES I WROTE OUT OVER THE COURSE OF 2 DAYS NO SLEEP AND THEN SLEPT FOR 3 DAYS STRAIGHT AFTER TO "DOWNLOAD" IT until I thankfully snapped the fuck out of whatever the fuck that was and realised how actually insane I have been :D

lowkey though the download be working why am I locking in why am I actually fixing my life 🫨🫨🫨🫨 maybe not in a I'm becoming mentally healthy way but in a I'm meeting myself where I'm at kinda way yknow

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

if ppl found out how much I'm willing to degrade myself to feel an ounce of love ,, it's pathetic really,,

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

reblogging on my £dblr and $H bl0gs while in online group DBT lmao

[noplaceformehereinthishell]

stop talking about her stop saying how much you miss her what about me? I'm right here? get over her she's not worth your tears focus on me instead I can be anything you need me to be

do you want me to be her?

i can be her.