It was the first time she'd felt at ease in what seemed like an age.
"Okay, you being a morbid weirdo aside, the bat is adorable. They're basically just sky puppies," she assured, picking at what remained of the sweet potato fries. "Think they'd let me get a couple like it to hang up at the nurse's station for Hallowe'en?"
Probably not. Absolute fund suckers? Correct. Fun suckers, too.
When he not so casually slipped in the comment about her sleeping, she couldn't help but wonder if he'd offered the bottle of wine simultaneously for her to use as an out. For a moment, she definitely considered it.
There was little point in lying, though. Whilst the Berkeley family had become masters of a brave face in the wake of her brother's death—one could argue unhealthily so in Spencer's case—with him, it was different. Gideon had known her for so long, knew her so well, he could see right through even her best efforts. Sometimes she appreciated that someone cared enough to notice. Other times, it came with a burden of guilt; the Rutherford had his own life to deal with, and certainly didn't need to be sucked into her (admittedly rare) bouts of misfortune.
Nora handed the bottle back once her glass was full, and took a small sip before attempting a response that wasn't too self-pitying, but didn't seem like she was trying to hide the truth from him, either.
"I was staying at the estate with Dad until I had to come back to work. It wasn't so bad then, but it's different on my own." Nora picked at a bit of lint on her pyjama trousers as she contemplated a less lady-like sip this time around... "I know it wasn't meant for me, and rationally I have nothing to worry about, but try explaining that to my brain. What you should feel and what you do doesn't always add up, huh?" If that wasn't the damn truth. "Distractions help, though, and I suppose you're almost as good as the rubber bats. Almost. I know you're going to say I don't have to, but I also need you to know I don't take you for granted, so thank you for being here with me, okay?"