[northerntransistor]

hope youre doing well, and i hope youre able to transition safely if youre still wanting it

I do and sorry for late reply. I hasn't been able to happen yet and I don't know if it can soon. Thank you and honestly I dunno what to say this is my first ask

[nightshade-the-demon-deactivate]

I want to _____ you.

[uncaging-the-chaos-deactivated2]

reblog and see what your followers say

Interesting..

[eye4aye-blog]

I’VE LITERALLY HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO YOU PEOPLE

[willemscream]

I was just reblogging for the above post I didn’t think I’d get any

[dutchster]

apparently you guys want to do a lot of different things with/to me

[eerie-was-i-deactivated20250218]

Okay, guys. Go ahead. I know what’s coming.

[pomegranateandivy-deactivated20]

*cautiously reblogs this*

[kikokay-k-deactivated20220521]

I’m gonna have an empty ask box…Aren’t I? *rolls on floor*  

[plateapus]

Go for it :)

[evil-bread-offical]

Do it!!!

[b0ys-will-be-bugs-right]

nobody’s gonna see this

i never get asks lol

[drumsticks-offical2]

Why does this have one million reblogs

Eh I’ll do it for fun and games

[a-sucker-for-a-sucker-offical]

I- it can’t be that bad

[evilpineapple-offical]

Please :3

[coffee--spill]

I wanna knowww GIVE ME AN ANSWER GUYS

[definitely-ao3-offical]

im thirsty for asks, pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepeasepleasepleasepleaseplasepleasep-

begging you

[laciffo-natas]

H-hey so I know y'all are freaks but plz remember I’m a minor if you do this 😭

Also you can have anons just for this ok?

[holy-roman-empire-official]

I would not mind getting one or two of these.

[reishi-wants-noodles]

even if i dont get any asks for it maybe someone else can rb it and get some engagement from it.

[northerntransistor]

Some days it's hard to keep going. It really is. I want to cry every day but I feel like I can't. Feels like my body forgot how to cry. I want to shave and at least have some control on my appearance but I feel scared to trust myself with a razer right now. I was about to last night but my hand was shaking to much. I had dark thoughts so I threw out the razer and stopped. I keep my knifes dull in my room and I don't know what to do. I feel ignored by my friends and I feel like I am lying to them.

Its really hard to find a reason and I don't know if I really have one anymore. I just stop myself from bad decisions and I don't know why. I just have to stop myself and I question why every I do so every time.

Music is nice at least. I listen to music at all times basically now. Though some songs I cant listen to anymore. Handlebars used to be a favorite of mine but it feels to fucking real now. I just liked the rap part of it.

I think I have dysphoria. I keep hating myself and wishing to be different. Being a girl sounds nice but I also cant picture myself going on. I've never been able to picture my future. I think I want to be a girl. I think I want to be a girl. I could imagine life as a guy but it sounds like hell. I just cant do anything about it currently. It doesn't feel safe and I think some of my family would be ok but I fear my mom sometimes and I know she could be ok with it but I still remember shit from childhood where she yelled at me and my sister and I am scared to be like her. I fear both my parents a lot though they try to be better now I don't know. I want to be a girl. I never want to be my mom. I never want to be my dad. I want to be a girl like my aunt and I could be ok being a boy like some of my uncles. I just want a break from everything and trying a mind altering substance could help but my family has addictive personalities and I am scared and underage where I live to get them. Sure I could join the army but beer is to much. I want to be a girl I think.

My knifes are dull for myself and my decisions feel regretful but I keep going and I don't know why. I will though. Hopefully I can use Tumblr more to right out my thoughts. I spent the last half hour writing this sitting in my car on campus that has the engine light on.

[northerntransistor]

Finally admitted to someone that I hate being a guy and want to transition. They are a close online friend that hopefully will have good advice for me

[yuriwinged]

tumblr is like if the infinite friends machine hated trans women

[northerntransistor]

I Scrolled and like 3 posts down was a trans hating Rowling supporting blog

[northerntransistor]

Got my first pair of leggings. They are fucking amazing. Tis dollar general but good quality and great to buy when not out yet

[northerntransistor]

I bought a corset a few weeks ago but I wore it for the first time today. I didn't have the confidence until today. I put it on and am padding it with socks. Now I just feel stupid happy by looking down and less belly and wow boobs(though padded). I feel really fucking happy right now

[socialistexan]

I've rarely seen a more validating sentence in my entire life.

[punished-venom-solitair-e]

reblog to disturb jk rowling

[northerntransistor]

I would rather read the shittiest and cringiest Wattpad story than even touch an AI written paragraph

[whatacartouchebag]

Crawling out of my hole to remind people that with this current update to Firefox (version 144) they've gone and dumped in their lot with a buncha lil AI tools, namely Perplexity as a new search engine.

So if the sound of that leaves your mouth tasting of tar, here's what you want to do:

In the url bar, type in about:config

It'll give you a big scary warning page that you might poke holes in your browser. Good. You want to do that. Click continue.

One by one, you're going to need to put each of these into the search bar in the page, not up top:

browser.ml.enable browser.ml.chat.enabled extensions.ml.enabled browser.ml.linkPreview.enabled browser.tabs.groups.smart.enabled browser.tabs.groups.smart.userEnabled

Each of these are gonna have a lil toggle icon on the right hand side that looks like a funky double-ended arrow. Click that and the value next to it should change to false. It all auto saves as you go. Some of these might already be set to false by default and that's peachy.

The next best thing you can do for yourself is to set your default search engine to udm14 or Qwant, but for now, we're just tidying the garden a lil bit.

Edit: This wildly broke containment for a post that was supposed to be me basically ranting and grumbling like an old man on my porch to my homies. If I’ve inspired you to follow through with this, peachy. That was mildly intended. Better yet, I hope I’ve spurred a buncha you on to do your own bit of digging and research.

If you were one of today’s lucky ten thousand to learn something new, I hope you keep doing it. I won’t be here to hold your hand through it, as I simply don’t have the time nor spoons for it, so I implore you to go down your own rabbit hole and chase knowledge with wild abandon.

[i-am-a-fish]

very mad at the government

[northerntransistor]

I didn't feel comfy in my body for a long time. I tried a vtuber model for the first time yesterday and I have to admit I felt more energetic and happy after messing with it for a few hours than I have in years.

[northerntransistor]

Welp I'm probably trans I've learned recently

[pukicho]

67

How does it feel to be conditioned? To be trained to laugh at something unfunny just so you can feel included? Don't betray your truth for others.

[northerntransistor]

9 + 10

[northerntransistor]

I didn't feel comfy in my body for a long time. I tried a vtuber model for the first time yesterday and I have to admit I felt more energetic and happy after messing with it for a few hours than I have in years.

[litttleprincess-deactivated2017]

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

[trappedinmyoldways]

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

If you ever want to talk, my ask box is always open

[yoda12121]

also Now 988 on a cell

988 Lifeline

At the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, we understand that life’s challenges can sometimes be difficult. Whether you’re facing mental health s

[yoda12121]

[northerntransistor]

I walked in on my mom watching TV and I hear the most dystopian thing from cunk on life. We don't want our viewers to die, that would be bad for engagement

[thebibliosphere]

For anyone in the US, Penzeys the infamously anti-Trump spice store is running a deal today and tomorrow (12-13th of December) where everything in the store is 50% off IN store and 25% off online with code: RESIST

I’m not sponsored or affiliated. Just someone who likes Penzeys and am about to restock my entire spice cupboard for considerably less than it would normally cost.

[makingtrouble]

For any of my IBS-having siblings, Penzey’s has an entire garlic- and onion-free section!

They’re a fantastic spice company, I swear like half my spice rack is from them

[naamahdarling]

I almost cried when I saw thst. And their onion and garlic free blends are GOOD and there is a GOOD variety! I genuinely don't feel like I'm missing out!

You can add garlic or onion to a blend but you can't take it out.

And low salt! They don't throw salt in everything!

[the-haiku-bot]

You can add garlic

or onion to a blend but

you can’t take it out.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.