running on coffee

18 | sw:78kg cw:(scale has been taken💔) lw:48.3kg

[not-s1ckenough]

Welcome to my blog♡ Block, don't report, please.

Active April 2026♡

dni: creepy old men and nsfw accounts lol

name: call me ursu or whatever u want, lol.

age: 18

height: 5'4

sw: 78kg

cw: I honestly dk, they've hidden my scale😀

lw: 48kg

gw4: 54kg 🤍

gw5: 52kg 🤍

gw6: 50kg 🤍

gw7: 48kg 🤍 (lw)

gw8: 46kg🔒

gw9: 44kg🔒

☆ugw: 37(or less)kg☆

Honestly, this is gonna be a space for me to vent. So don't expect much from this. Still, I'd appreciate having some ana girlies to interact with♡

If u need someone to speak, I'm here, tough I don't guarantee I'll be helpful.

I think that's all♡♡ I'll be updating the stats

[spiralingbunniee]

I’ve never been underweight. I’ve never been tuned. I’ve never been sent to a residential. No one would ever look at me and assume I have an eating disorder. But I know the hell an eating disorder brings as much as anyone else, and you do too. I deserve recovery and you do too!!

[clleanlliness]

you are not greedy for eating - it doesn't make you a bad human being, food has no moral value. you deserve to nourish your body whenever, wherever with whoever. food is never the enemy, this disorder is

[glowinginwonderland]

From Pinterest

[not-s1ckenough]

btw, the times that I almost type "thong" instead of "thing"–😃

[not-s1ckenough]

apparently, I've lost 1.1gr of fat😛 the thing is that I still don't know how much I weigh

[not-s1ckenough]

soo yesterday we went to a birthday party (fiesta de quince, like quinceañera yk?) and it's common to eat a lot in those parties. The thing is that i behaved sooo good, I was able to control myself and, even though I ate, it was like a third of what you would usually eat!

It made me feel so gooodddd

[not-s1ckenough]

this is hilarious

[not-s1ckenough]

I drank like 4 black teas today, hydrationmaxxing

[not-s1ckenough]

warming up, not stopping until 300c😗

[gemmalouises-world]

Does anyone else feel really shaky and cold when they get sh urges? #

[milkytvn]

I made a google doc on dealing with sh. Contains info on identifying wounds, anatomy, risks, etc. Link: dealing with self harm (covers much more than images in this post!) All diagrams, no graphic content.

Wound identification:

Applying steristrips:

Healing stages:

What scars can look like:

Always open for suggestions on what to add. My background is two decades of experience, of which 5 years with escalating severity and being in the wider sh community.

[not-s1ckenough]

I wanna be sk1nny noooww 😴😮‍💨 fml honestly

[not-s1ckenough]

I remember this was the first thing I ever rebloged here, lol.

[not-s1ckenough]

Yum😋 48gr of protein (info in alt text)

[xoxoxzof]

⭐️ving is so euphoric like i feel so magical and whimsical when i am

[not-s1ckenough]

I literally remember that when I did my longest f4sT, I my pupils were hUGE like, I was so thrilled

[dianaxtxb]

Me looking at my old pictures realizing how skinny I used to be now that I’ve gained weight.