Garfield lay in bed, staring up at the ceiling, thinking about how he had tried to make cookies with Megan, how he had met Zatanna, how he had bothered Conner as a monkey. He snickered quietly to himself, picturing their expressions as he had managed mischief everywhere.
His alarm clock beeped distractingly. Glancing at it, Gar realized it was already two o'clock in the morning. Sighing, he told himself to get some sleep, be prepared for the next day. Besides, Megan would chide him if he came out the next day with bags under his eyes. He reached out and turned off the light, pulling his arm back under the cover as quickly as possible.
At first, his room seemed pitch-black, endless in the night. As his eyes adjusted, moonlight swept across the room, and the shadows reached out towards him. Gar took in a swift breath, eyes squeezing shut. A small whimper slid through his lips, which he immediately clamped closed. He watched the darkness creep towards him, listening for movement. No, Garfield thought.Not today.Not again.
Images flashed through his mind; a waterfall, the crunch of smashed glass, the scent of burning metal mingling with blood...
The name reverberated through his mind, tinting it with fear and an angry hatred he couldn't give up. Gar knew it was dumb, he knew it was rash, that it was suicide, but sometimes he still wished that he could ruin her. To rip apart her life like she had done to him.
Suddenly a creak filled the room. Tense, Garfield glanced around wildly before clutching tightly onto his covers and pulling the sheet up to cover his head. He bit his lip, wondering why he was so weak now, why he couldn't do anything that made a difference. He was having trouble with morphing, he could only manage animals. He couldn't save his mother from Queen Bee.
Tears wet his eyes and he could've screamed into his pillow if he weren't so afraid of the night getting to him. Garfield was frozen in his bed in a cold sweat, thinking of everything that could finish him off in the state he was in now.
Gar shuddered as he tried to take a deep breath.Think about tomorrow, He closed his eyes again, willing the tears to disappear.You don't want Megan to worry. You don't want any of them to know about this.
Still, he stayed under the covers, trying to block out the shadows with his thoughts of the next day. Thinking about how to plaster on a convincing smile, how to joke around and do amusing things. How to act like the Garfield everyone remembered him as.
This was a side of him that he would keep to himself.