notEGOtistical

“Life, although it may only be an accumulation of anguish, is dear to me, and I will defend it.”

[notegotisical]

(crashes through the wall right next to the open door, lighter in hand) SALUTATIONS! HOWDY! AHOJ!!! GOOD EVENING

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𝔴𝔢𝔩𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔪𝔶 𝔰𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔱𝔩𝔢 𝔞𝔭𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱.

(intro post)

The name's Ego. And now I roleplay as Lance so yippee

they/them, agender aroace

sometimes we use “we” to refer to myself, don’t worry about it. :)

I draw and write a lot on here and will continue to do so. I also enjoy ranting about my interests and little guys (or as you tumblr fellows call them, blorbos)

No NSFW please.

DO NOT INTERACT if you’re coming here to be an asshole in general or are any kind of bigot.

now that we got all that out of the way…

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ℑ𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔰!!

(interests)

Alien franchise (mostly Aliens 1986)

Near Dark (1987)

Frankenstein (both the book and the 2025 film)

Arcane (though not a whole lot, but I do talk about Viktor occasionally)

Twenty One Pilots, or music in general. but definitely tøp.

outside of that I’ll just be talking about aliens and vampires and whatnot in general. I like trains but not like that.

𝔚𝔯𝔦𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔐𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔩𝔦𝔰𝔱𝔰!?

(writing masterlists)

-Prove Your Worth (Aliens AU)

-Soldiering On

-more in the future…?

and maybe i’ll take requests at some point…? but they’re probably only going to be little doodles and writing blurbs but hey go for it I guess

Ask Box is OPEN, you can ask me anything

Don’t DM me if I don’t even know you exist, pretty straightforward, DMs are open to moots though! Please bother me mutuals. With text indicators please though. :]

AND THAT’S ALL ABOUT ME! And I’ll be here until we burn this place down!

[notegotisical]

sobbing why was everyone so whimsical and optimistic in the first tron movie. it's beautiful

i was gonna vent that we should either kill all billionaires and distribute their wealth among the suffering or kill ourselves. but. i am just one person. my words don't matter in the long run.

but hey uh. i kinda feel like i have to keep fighting. somehow. after rewatching tron. with all that whimsy included.

we gotta get out of this hellhole somehow. i still need to have hope.

[fist-full-of-feathers]

What really gets me about a lot of the transandrophobia on this website is the fact that people love to ignore that tons of trans men are also barred from sports, except for us its silently, theres almost no fight about it and no support for us.

Do any of you know who he is?

This is Mack Beggs, a southern trans man. Mack is a wrestler who was forced to fight in the girls state championship which he had to fight tooth and nail to be included in at all. Even now when Mack fights on a mens team he engages in activism for mental health of trans youth and for other trans athletes and yet people have the audacity to come on here and say that transmasculine people contribute nothing to the movement. Have you ever heard of him? Or was it such a quiet modest celebration that you didn’t even know he existed.

And thats how it is with trans men. It is not better to be publicly shamed and harassed but being voiceless comes with its own struggles. When we’re allowed to compete in women's sports, something we shouldn’t be forced to do in the first place, it’s almost always under the condition that we are not taking testosterone. When we are competing in mens sports, if we’re not turned away at the gate for being a “woman” we face the physical danger of assault, sexual or otherwise, in the locker room. How can you call that privilege?

This post comes with no intention to invalidate anyone else’s experiences, only to uplift those of transmascs.

[creatingblackcharacters]

Lamine gets his world cup win, Mbappe is the highest goalscorer, Michael Olise with the most assists, Jude Bellingham and Djed Spence just for the joy of looking quite fine, and Cabo Verde being the true MVP of the whole event. Blackness is having one HELL of a time today!!!

[creatingblackcharacters]

Me when I've only been invested in the world cup to spite the racists, and win 👸🏾

[notegotisical]

colored spreadsheet(?)

“I’m not a hero! I’m not the savior! Forget what you know/I’m just a man whose circumstances went beyond his control…” Mr. Roboto by Styx

in which sam fishes him out of the sea of simulation only to find Rinzler is just the new vessel for Tron’s memories, his purpose, his fight. He doesn’t know why his last words were “I fight for the Users”, but he does know one thing.

His memories don’t belong to him. So neither should his old purpose. So why are they trying to revive it?

anyways yay drawings. love this guy. also i think he’d have a very entertaining friendship with Quorra, who may or may not have paid a few visits back to The Grid after entering reality.

[notegotisical]

almost forgot to post this whoops

BEHOLD RINZLOAF

[notegotisical]

their new given name is Sleeper.

they are both orange and blue.

both sides hurt.

[notegotisical]

WOAH yes i cam dynamic pose

also. just a quick note abt rinzler himself. on this blog, when i’m talking about rinzler (as a direct result of clu corrupting tron), i will address him as tronzler

whereas i will call my au of rinzler, rinzler.

[grid-lockd]

search results for: how to fix program who almost drowned in the sea of simulation?

[hxxrtlxss-ghxst]

reblog this post with the colour you associate with prev and why!

(I have synesthesia, I wanna see what everyone else comes up with)

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[myosotis-elinora]

Not sure why, but prev's orange to me

@mossysjournal @unfortune-ly @stup1dvoid @urfriendlyneighborhoodbiderman + anyone who wants to share their opinion! I think I may know what some of you will say

[mossysjournal]

why of course, baby blue 🩵 (bc forget me nots)

@sageourplanetmeow @cmd-shift4 @lustfuldemonlady

[lustfuldemonlady]

Ur acc hehe ^^

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[pamiwerewolfybunterfly]

I think you associated the color turquoise and hot pink because ur username and banner reminds me of Asmodeus from Helluva Boss.

WHAT BOUT ME PACk?!

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[herwonderlandfirefreakingevil]

Prev reminds me of hot pink and black

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[alien-in-washington]

Prev reminds me of purple and they know why

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[rawrxp-casper]

Ooo.youre like

dusty blue

Like that color

@tim-laflours-gf @deftism @finnthephrog @mr-beanss @mackonfire +open tags :P

[ohmxbeliever]

hopping on this one because. uh. i want to.

you’re this color for me :3

tagging: @scaledandtally , @louieeeeeeeeee , @neonxxc , @clankyclangclang , + open tags !!!

[clankyclangclang]

ur orange to me, and if you ask anybody i know theyll say that i hate orange, and i typically do, but you orange is like the sun through autumn leaves, its warm and bright🧡

tags: @nicorosberg-evildeedsupporter @notegotisical @caughtin4kay @rubylotus34 @blurryfacedvik @zxagie @saturnssandwyrm @squareguitar

[notegotisical]

to me, you’re purple. not just one light shade of lavender or dark violet, no. you’re a gradient. like the night sky. wonderful and full of wonder and depth. and though it’s dark, there’s still pinpricks of light, of hope.

no pressure tags: @ilovemyusername999 @bloodsucker87 @cherry-coffin @nicorosberg-evildeedsupporter @caughtin4kay @clankyclangclang @rubylotus34 @marinechocolate

[roguerinzler]

who rescued who?

[notegotisical]

actually no I want to say a few more things about this movie

NO ROMANTIC SUBPLOT? LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

I’m so happy about that actually. sam and quorra are gonna be amazing colleagues/friends

although…how’d she get out in a physical, HUMAN form. that is an interesting choice to make. I thought she was just the little program sam was wearing?

I do wish she had a little more depth to her. She’s been taught under Kevin Flynn for such a long time and now there’s all kinds of upheaval and she just goes with it? aside from just a little emotional conflict? I guess that because Sam’s the Big Godlike Creator’s son we got some more wiggle room in terms of choosing your battles.

I do really like her though I think she’s my second favorite. By far has a lot of whimsy. and she’s an ISO.

ZUSE HAS WAY TOO MUCH WHIMSY THOUGH it’s fantastic. A rather queer fellow. In both ways of course. for a program who likes playing all sides, though…he seems to really like messing around more. And them THEY KILL HIM—

noooo how could you kill the most whimsical guy. they already killed tron’s whimsy. is the grid under clu just…whimsyless. that’s so sad.

and I like the fact that this sequel is kind of like “your creation is only as good as you are’”. As in, they only see the world as you know it. it reflects you. and your flaws.

and that my fellas is why we should never put ai in charge. because your biases are reflected in it too

also why does clu’s dictator monologue remind me of tech bros today

and uh

I’m not quite sure why but as tronzler started to remember and fight clu’s control I started fucking crying like an idiot. Maybe I thought he was going to make it out. maybe I knew he was going to die just like almost all my favorites and I just fucking lost it.

@clankyclangclang I think I now know what that Something About That Character was and I think it was the fact that he fell. He fell and he caved and he was changed and he couldn’t fight it, not until the very end. Maybe now he’d have to bounce between what he once was and what he is now, or maybe he’d already found that kind of unity.

but how am I to know that. He’s in the FUCKING OCEAN—

[notegotisical]

watching tron legacy wish me luck

[notegotisical]

so was anyone gonna tell me we were having a “redemption arc but ultimately death” arc

why do ALL OF MY FAVORITES DIE WHAT THE FUCK

I’m going to shoot myself

anyways the rest of the film was pretty good. loved the visuals AND THE MUSIC OH MY FUCKING GOD

just a question. why is nearly everyone white. and athletically built. ok buddy look I know this isn’t a version of the real world but I’m sure not everyone who makes programs looks Like That.

unless idk that’s clu’s version of the perfect system. If so then I have a few words for him.

so uh anyways

THEY TOSSED HIM INTO THE SEA

who wants to help me get tronzler/rinzler out of the sea

[notegotisical]

watching tron legacy wish me luck

[anglaised]

like ya humans r pack animals and need other humans socially to survive but that doesn’t mean women have no choice but to date men for comfort or to feel love esp ones that r shitty to them like …..u dont have to be alone 😭 u can have friends u can have a found family etc…. i think women being told their entire existence is inherently tied to men is a bigger issue tbfh

[notegotisical]

fuck it

we’ll make a tron self insert oc

[vampiricbisexuality]

picrew chain

make this picrew and put your name in the incorrect quote generator!

tags: @wintry-whimsy @renalyxx @renalyxx @rainandsugarcane2000 @devotedlyuniquewizard @cabbagewhites @eggedagain @fall1ngawayfromm3 @jasperr6969 @the-sonni-guy and open tags !

[mer-acle]

Tasha: Wow, this sucks. I’m gonna kill *remembers that suicide jokes only worsen your mental health and that the first step to healing is stopping* you.

npt: @fangirlmenace , @themostrandommoon , @animehaircolors , @aceyjujube , @figureitoutinthemorning , @grape-jucie-dog , @justanotherrandomposter , @theonlyaardvark , @mustard-in-a-bottle , @luskaandsissi , @sarnai4 , @dyingroses , @wickeddisney55 , @katecatloverofficials , @moo-llenium , @chqoswood , @oak-the-crow , @ghostbibooo

[katecatloverofficials]

Here’s what I got from Incorrect quote generator:

Kate: If I’m extra sarcastic with you it probably means I’m flirting with you or you really annoy me and I can’t handle your crap… have fun figuring out which one.

@bladevoyager @theshiningprincess

[bladevoyager]

The quote is true!!

@drowsy-king @sunnydeedraws @eviethenut @flamesong-the-mysterious

[drowsy-king]

Tysm for the tag, BV!!

....That's so me-

Sadly the royals don't let me pet cats outside our home :(

Coughs, anyways...am I a pretty boy?

@gh0stfl0wer25 @avoyuki-avocado @plateapus @inkudraws + free tags

[avoyuki-avocado]

Yessh love the flowersss

Lmaooo am i fire proof???

Tags: @purezjirai @idia-draconia @misteria247 @daphdaph03 @misteria247 @magical-regical @hayliethepurplepotato @s1lv3r-star @mary-lennox-1955 free tagss //nf

[idia-draconia]

TYSM FOR THE TAG!!

THE QUOTE GOT ME XD XD LMAO!! I WANT THE CAKE TO DO IT!! XD XD (fnaf mentioned? Chica's cupcake XD)

(The nose bleed is true thought...especially in summer 😔)

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[sora-nakahara]

Average loser bisexual right here ^^

Thanks for the tag Idy!

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[akeru-nakahara143]

I couldn't figure out which quote to use so I decided all of them

@tabris-the-seventeenth-angel @sillylittlelullaby @reesespieces-org + open tags

[tabris-the-seventeenth-angel]

yeah pretty much

open tags

[oscars-fear-of-everyone]

cough subsystem mel cough

Why. On the first try as well.

@dont-let-me-kms @smallsilvervine @madamekudo @v1visection @nikolaieatchildrensin-1983 + open tags

[smallsilvervine]

Thank you for the tag!

Lorenzo: If we were in prison you guys would be like my bitches.

…I’m not sure if this is accurate or not. I mean, it could be ¬‿¬

(jk, probably ain’t happening.)

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(If you don’t want to be tagged in any tagged games send me an ask to tell me)

[brasscyanide]

...yeah that's about right lol

Tags! @stuffedmuffins @aveilliam @brumiithesillii @tinysillylemonman @starsquire @chimso-writes @purplefoxandpinkbear @chqoswood @squirtleologist @sprinklez-the-unicorn @smallsilvervine @just-a-random-citisen @mystrades-umbrella @rattboxwarriorr @axle-hates-zucchini @radiant-sunlight-angel @snailsrawesomeashell

[purplefoxandpinkbear]

Made this based off of my current appearance lol.

The quote is really funny because I think I'm 5'2.5" or 5'3". How ironic.

No pressure in reblogging.

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[arctielux]

Completely accurate actually

Thanks for the tag!

@ashyashrambles , @eliloovesart , @ohmxbeliever + open tags!

[ohmxbeliever]

WOAH! This is so sick tysm!!

me + a few quotes that i thought were silly :3

tagging: @louieeeeeeeeee , @claws-in-my-back , @clankyclangclang , @nicky-barkz , @notlikeotherwarlocks , @wh0rerf4n , @what-id-like-to-be-called , @boogieboopie / @princessofthepathetic + open tags :3

[clankyclangclang]

THNX SO MUCH FR THE TAG

i know i have wasted too much of my life doing picrews when my picrew folder has 17 ones and i only save the ones i really liked. also because i instantly recognized this one and already had one from this

dw tho i did it again just for yall

clancy: Hello, my name is Failure, and you're watching my life crumble into pieces.

clancy: *waves their finger and sings like they're in a Disney Channel intro*

omg this one

i put in both my names holy shit heheheheh

tags: @nicorosberg-evildeedsupporter @notegotisical @zxagie @saturnssandwyrm @rubylotus34 @blurryfacedvik @caughtin4kay

uh sorry other moots if i forgot you im too tired for this feel free to do it lol T_T

[notegotisical]

too tired to do tags but hey thanks for tagging me!

meta knight is sick as hell but he also kinda…brings back some bad memories.

HAH!

fantastic