Just Another Sad Post

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Wanna know something really cool and fun? Being in love with your best friend for almost a year. Letting them block you and walk all over you. If that’s not enough fun trying moving away from true good friends and find out how much fun it is to be lonely

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But do we ever actually belong?

Thoughts to myself

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Sometimes you just have to except that fact that your damaged. Maybe one day you might be happy.

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11-25-17

I deleted you off everything today. Snapchat, Facebook, and Instagram. I just couldn’t take the pain anymore. I needed someone today and yet again you weren’t there, but you were with Aisha. The one girl you said you’d never hangout with. The one girl you claimed to hate. I give up on you. I really do. I fought so hard for us. I wanted we had back. In all reality I don’t think there was anything to ever fight for you.

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11-22-17

You showed me today that I’m not worth your time. You only want me when it’s convenient for you. I really needed someone and you just turned me away. You used my love for you against me. I love you more then anything else but that love has gone toxic. I was never anything to you. It was all fake, or at least it feels fake. I honestly can’t tell what was real and what was fake. I just wanted you to love me and care for me. The way I did for you. It was too much to ask for you. I just want to be loved. I wanted it to be by you. It just wasn’t though. I’ll get over this some day, but I have no idea when. Today I let go and I feel like I’m dying.

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I’m not crying over leaving you without saying goodbye because I warned you I’d leave if I didn’t get answers. I waited around and tried to fight what we had, but as always it is you who decides. But when I have something to say you think I’m just acting crazy. I made the decision to walk away with any explanations because I tried and you didn’t. There will be a day when you regret letting me go because no one has stayed around for you or been there for you through thick and thin, like I did. I will still be here when you need me. I promise.

(via bbreakddancennothhearts)

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