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I'm at the part of The Warrior's Apprentice where Miles has acquired this multi-part chain of debts and it's looking increasingly-unlikely that he'll be able to pay them off.
Tell me, is there any reason he can't call Cousin Gregor for a bailout other than "It would be very very embarrassing"?
Mirror Dance
Okay I see what you all were talking about when you said wait till you get to Mirror Dance. Omg.
Lord Mark Vorkosigan. What an icon. Mark who was built as a weapon while in captivity and becomes a tool on his very own initiative only needs four to seven people to care about him as a human before he remakes his entire self and becomes a goddamn hero. Mark figures out how to do Internal Family Systems therapy on himself while being tortured horribly for five days. Hobbies include personal finance, scheming, and responding "round is a shape" when Aral and Miles say to get in shape. By the end he's setting up to the the Mycroft to Miles' Sherlock.
Mark suffers so much abuse and makes So Many Bad Decisions with So Many Consequences and only to end up literally writhing on the floor in the Unprecedented Agony of Being Perceived and Loved. (This is the part that broke me… I saw it coming and was like: Oh noooo, this part is gonna break me. And then it did, and it was perfect.)
Also, the entire, pervasive, complete and total Cordelia-ness of this novel whether or not she's in the room or even on the planet. She gives Mark the assignment of figuring out how to be Mark and there we goooo. And even after Miles has died and gone amnesiac, there's Cordelia's voice: WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH YOUR BABY BROTHER?? This is the thing that gets the memory cascade going! It's Cordelia. And she's got Elena too: "But mostly because someday Countess Vorkosigan will ask me what I did for her son... Mark... she'll mean you." It's Cordelia All The Way Down and I am HERE for it.
I am also really... happy for Cordelia that Mark is here. Because Mark has Cordelia's number in a way that I'm not sure either Aral or Miles does, as deeply as they do know her and adore her. Until Mark, maybe Gregor is the only other person who can even begin to read her the way she reads everybody else (and Mark clocks that too!) and Gregor is way too busy being emperor to give Cordelia the runaround she deserves.
I'm very excited to see more of Miles and Mark together. And also if there are fun consequences of Elena Bothari-Jesek casually breaking the centuries-old Barrayaran glass ceiling by swearing as an armswoman! And also I wanna meet more of the Koudelka sisters please!
have you thought about mark vorkosigan today. are you thinking about mark vorkosigan today. will you think about mark vorkosigan today.
Partway through my Cetaganda re-read and just imagining Miles when he gets back home from Eta Ceta, going:
Miles: wow, those Cetagandans were so wild to deal with; they've got all these arcane hierarchies and complicated noble titles and rules of social engagement that are pretty much incomprehensible to outsiders. Not to mention all the long-running power plays between their various internal factions and complex politicking involving a bunch of history and agendas that I feel like I barely scratched the surface of. Can't believe their aristocracy hasn't collapsed yet.
Cordelia, looking directly into the camera like on the Office: yeah kiddo, that's crazy.
my favorite thing about Miles Vorkosigan so far is that he is an exact 50/50 combo of his father's incredible strategic maneuvering and his mother's willingness to go off half-cocked on a batshit insane op that could only be called a plan because advance thought was technically put into it and tapdance on quicksand until shit works out.
Miles slowly collecting an entire ship's crew is so funny to me. he doesn't even know what he's doing. "gotta catch 'em all" I am shaking you by the shoulders good sir this will be plot relevant whether you like it or not
10/10 idea ivan this will surely not backfire at all and have no repercussions for you or tej or your relarionship to your family
I'm always deeply horrified by Piotr's view of Miles but I do find it a little funny that the one thing which made Miles salvageable in Piotr's eyes was him being a horse girl.
Piotr went from demanding that Cordelia and Aral abort Miles to demanding that Miles' doctors destroy him to trying to smother Miles in his cradle but it took one (1) comment from Miles along the lines of "I like this dressage pony because its feet are springy" for battle-hardened, virulently ableist Piotr Vorkosigan to think "Hm. Perhaps we can make something of the boy after all."
Brothers in Arms
Just finished Brothers in Arms and AHHHHHHH IT'S SO GOOD. An incomplete (due to So Many Things) and disordered (due to excited flailing) list of things I love about this book:
-- that LMB is the kind of writer who uses words like wight and swive in a sci-fi novel
-- that Himbo Cousin Ivan is the hostage! Himbo Cousin Ivan makes an excellent damsel tied to the railroad tracks. so good.
-- Duv Galeni coping with grief through nigh-superhuman violence (I wanna see him again asap)
-- the fact that one of Miles' most far-fetched lies yet turns out to be an actual far-fetched plot that is occurring
-- the fact that said far-fetched lie throws otherwise perceptive people off the scent of the actual plot (Miles losing at winning again, womp womp)
-- Miles and Mark reading one another for filth over and over again from grand plans to the minutest gestures and both being salty about it for different reasons
-- the part where Miles manically recites all of Richard III to thwart truth drugs (choice of play is on the nose annnd I love it sooo much... also it's a minor miracle that this is Miles' first go with fast penta)
-- Miles' continued preference for tall stronk women (well done, short king.)
-- Elli Quinn's "Gods, I've fallen in love with a man who thinks he's an onion."
-- Elli Quinn's summary refusal of Miles' proposal of marriage
-- Elli Quinn's enthusiastic consent immediately thereafter to be Miles' Bodyguard with Benefits
-- Elli Quinn's saving evvverybody's asses and possibly averting millions of deaths by being extremely competent at what was supposed to be a mundane task, that Miles forgot he even told her to do
-- Elli Quinn's whole deal tbh
-- the fact that even though Cordelia is physically worlds away she is present in this book in a Deep Spiritual Sense: "My mother's theology actually... persons before principles."
-- "Yeah, invisible, like air. If it disappeared you'd hardly miss it. Till the next time you came to inhale." (!!!!!!!!!)
-- "He yields to logic. My mother is one of the few people I know who has almost completely conquered the will to be stupid."
-- "MILES, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE WITH YOUR BABY BROTHER??" (I neeeeeeed to see Cordelia and Mark meet! aaaaghghgh)
-- the fact that Commodore Tung spends the entire novel in Brazil eating Mu Shu pork, having amorous adventures, and presumably drinking fancy little drinks with umbrellas in them
i will say it did somewhat crush my spirit that lmb failed to play into the "is he bi" "yes of course he's By ???" joke
it's gotta be some kind of cosmic retribution that ivan xav "the worst part about being vor is the relations" vorpatril ended up semi-accidentally acquiring like 10 NEW powerful inlaws who are all jonesing to rope him into their political schemes. rip ivan, you will never escape the family reunion...
I do love how the reader gets a WILDLY different first impression of Cordelia's career based on what books you start with. If you start with Shards of Honor, you get her as a narrator and she portrays her role in the Astronomical Survey so matter-of-factly that you go okay. this is just a job people have in this sci-fi universe, exploring unknown planets. clearly it has its dangers even when hostile Barrayarans aren't involved, and she's in charge of people and obviously good at it, but she doesn't really act like it's anything remarkable.
If you start with a book that has literally any other character's perspective when talking about Cordelia's career, you get the additional context that the Astronomical Survey is insanely dangerous, involves jumping blind through wormholes, has a highly prestigious reputation, and being a genius daredevil is pretty much a requirement to get in.
no wonder Miles describes her fearlessness as "terrifying"
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yk at the beginning of this book i wasn't super sold on tej/ivan but the further i go the more it's growing on me. sometimes it really is about someone being nice and making you laugh considering The Context!!!! take my hand lets disqualify ourselves from familial-dynastic powergrubbing to live a life of mutual competency together... desperately romantic, frankly.
its official dono vorrutyer (not the count) is ny favourite reoccurring dead vor. every culture has its fucking stupad buildings that everyone hates <33333
Miles making everyone's life harder
I like to draw when listening to a book. So here is Miles Vorkosigan in Vor Games