Not Now Tobey

33. She/they. Queer. Call me Tobey. @tobeyisprochoice

[notnowtobey]

Evan “love me anyway” Buckley, meet Eddie “I love you to the core” Diaz

[911onabcbts]

Jennifer posted another tiktok from set.

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Possible behind the scenes from today.

[notnowtobey]

Thinking about Buck and Eddie’s first conversation about dating, post-Theo. Buck trying to apologize for the way they’d pester Eddie and saying he doesn’t understand how Eddie was able to date anyone, let alone a couple people. Buck admits he’s been so overwhelmed with all the changes with Theo he hasn’t even thought about dating at all, wouldn’t know how to go about it if he did. And if Eddie wants to get back out there, he should, and he’d be more than happy to watch the boys. And he apologizes, again, for hogging all of Eddie’s free time, but he so deeply appreciates Eddie stepping in and helping him/them adjust.

And Eddie jokes that they’re almost even, because Buck did the same for him. And Eddie says that he never really cared about dating because he didn’t need anyone else. That he’s got Chris. Buck. And, now, Theo. And that’s all he really needs.

And Buck realizes he feels the same. And maybe that’s why he hasn’t even thought about dating, except when he’s worried Eddie will start again (not that he’d ever say that out loud). And maybe that’s why he’s feeling more settled than he ever has.

[911onabcbts]

Oliver recently in a fan’s video.

@sobuckedup 💗

[eddiesmedbag]

buck is a first responder. his job is to remain cool and calm under pressure. he does it all the time, and he is good at it! and yet. AND YET. chim and hen went running as soon as they saw eddie was bleeding out in that elevator, and buck froze.

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grocery-store-fight eddie and kitchen-fight eddie having that same vibe of 'you are buck and buck always knows what i need when everything is falling apart but you didn't this time and now i'm mad both because you couldn't read my mind and because i probably on some level recognize i shouldn't be expecting you to read my mind' opens up a very fun door for eddie making the Big Step of Coming Out and, once again, expecting that buck will know what response he wants out of that (asking eddie out on a date, kissing him, confessing his love to him etc etc), and so when buck is instead just very quietly contained in his supportive ally mode, eddie gets scowly-pissed at him about it <3 yay <3

[911onabcbts]

They seem to still be on set tonight via a crew member.

[buddiesource]

9-1-1: Nashville 1x12 | Spirit of the Games

[911onabcbts]

Oliver is on set and put a message for people waiting for a video from him.

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Bryan has filmed his scenes for 10x1 (probably yesterday)

[stablefuse]

9x06

[emziess]

Oliver Stark via Kenny Choi's instagram

[911onabcbts]

Gratitude and love ❤️ @911onabc

Jennifer via her instagram 💗

[notnowtobey]

Thinking about Buck officially adopting Theo and making all the legal changes that go along with that. And everything is pretty straight forward and easy…until he gets to naming Theo’s guardian-in-case-he-dies. His instinct is to put Eddie’s name. Not just because Eddie did the same so many years ago, but because there’s no one he’d trust with his son more. And he knows beyond a shadow of a doubt that Theo would be safe and so very loved by the Diaz family.

But then his lawyer’s asking questions. Maddie’s asking some of her own once she finds out (because she somewhat assumed she and Chim would be the ones). And Buck doesn’t have good answers. And there’s a lot he’s trying not to think about, let alone talk about.

Buck starts to second guess himself. And then he starts to question whether he’s still even in Eddie’s will. They’ve been through so much in the last few years and their friendship has been thoroughly tested. And even though they’ve made it through…did his place in Eddie’s will? What if Eddie changed it since Buck died? Since Chris and Eddie moved back to El Paso? Since…everything.

And Buck has no idea how to bring it up to Eddie. He has always felt like a placeholder, but he doesn’t really want to hear Eddie confirm that. So, he just…doesn’t.

He updates his will and names Eddie. Because of course he does. Even if he’s not going to be that for Chris, he wants Eddie to be that for Theo.

And then he decides to pull an Eddie and not say anything. He stores his will in his fireproof safe at the back of his closet and tries to forget about it.

Until one day, Eddie finds it.

[emziess]

Of joy. 9-1-1, S08E06

[911onabcbts]

via a crew member tonight.