The recent Heart break although not so recent, is my long distance “best friend” just basically ghosted me without closure. And it’s been almost a year tommorrow since I said a “how are you” and no message back. You know what i am okay. It’s okay! I am living with it well, I am starting to see it for what it is. I will never know what caused her to not explain her ghosting me. We have a relatively healthy friendship it was my first healthy friendship. She was my best friend I genuinely thought that. But my best friend wouldn’t throw me away like that, i don’t try to come up with theories I just simple believe we have grown apart. We talked everyday for 3 years we made it work she put so much energy and effort and consistency. But I am not gonna even try at this point to come up with idea why I didn’t deserve an explanation. It is a coward move considering we had such a honest friendship but that doesn’t apply anymore. Not any more, anyways. A no-answer is an answer, and there is a part of me that wishes her well. But the hurt side of me is hoping that she still thinks about me, I jsut want to believe. But one gone friend doesn’t matter I still have other friends who actually are putting effort into our friendship! They matter more. With this hurt I just transform it into grateful for the people who had stayed and remain consistent! Everything happens for the best!
