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ᛞᛟᛗᛁᛚᛁᚲᚨ ⚔ FM∆LE 𓅓 20'ish 🌊thalassophile📚bibliophile🌕Selenophile I’m just another mysterious soul trapped in this chaotic world

[notthatblondie]

I miss the version of us that stayed up talking about nothing and everything. When your name on my screen felt like home

[notthatblondie]

I'm not sad or lonely.

I'm just tired.

The kind of tired that sleep can't fix. The kind that settles into your bones, your mind, your soul.

Some days, it feels like this world wasn't made for me. Like I accidentally landed on the wrong planet and have been trying to blend in ever since.

Maybe I'm not lost.

Maybe I'm just homesick for a place I've never been...

Or maybe I'm just an alien trying to pass as human.

[notthatblondie]

We looked ridiculous, but let’s take pics we can never post 

[notthatblondie]

I feel like I need to bring back my arrogant and rude era again because people are taking me for granted in my nice era

[notthatblondie]

I’ve made peace with the fact that people will always see their own version of me in their minds. I don’t have to carry the weight of who they believe I am. I’m not here to seek attention or impress anyone. I’ve learned to enjoy my own company because I’ve seen too many connections that weren’t genuine. My circle is small, my goals are clear, and protecting my peace will always come first.

[notthatblondie]

She looks like a dream, but feels like a warning.

Fire on her lips, chaos in her heart.

I know she'll break me, and still I can't walk away.

If danger had a name, it would be hers.

[notthatblondie]

Every women is a doll. It just depends on whether you meet Barbie or Annabelle

[notthatblondie]

" ... I do things differently because I don't go by a rule book... I lead from the heart, not the head ... "

Diana, Princess of Wales

[notthatblondie]

I sit back and observe every person in my life. I know who has my back and keeps it real. I also know who talks trash behind my back and smiles in my face. I know who I can trust and who to keep at a distance. Whether I say anything or I let you be snake

Just know that I know.

[notthatblondie]

Cutting people off feels different now. It's not anger, it's grief. Like dang... I really wanted you here, but your actions showed me I'm not safe with you.

[notthatblondie]

The older I get, the more I understand why witches moved to the forest and cursed anyone who disturbed their peace

[notthatblondie]

Darling, I’d recognize you in total darkness, even if I were blind and you were completely silent. I’ve tasted you in a dozen different lifetimes, in different bodies and different eras—and trust me, you are always my favorite flavor. I fully intend to keep loving you like this... at least until the stars burn out and we run out of champagne

[notthatblondie]

People drain me. I need to escape to refill

[notthatblondie]

Finding someone who doesn’t ask you to mute your joy or hide your healing is the rarest kind of luxury.

[notthatblondie]

We met like strangers

but somehow your presence

started feeling like home

At first, it was just random conversations

teasing and late replies pretending not to care

Then came the little things

checking on each other, remembering tiny details

waiting for messages  and smiling at the screen for no reason

Slowly, two different lives

became one beautiful habit

Now, even silence feels comforting

when we're together

Maybe love isn't always about grand promises

Maybe it's just finding one person

who makes ordinary days feel special

You're my favorite chapter

And if this is a story

then I hope it never reaches the last page 

[notthatblondie]

I’m the best mistake you’ll ever make.

[notthatblondie]

Manipulative people don't apologise for how they've treated you. Instead, they shift the blame onto you and twist your natural reactions into proof that you're the problem.