she found comfort on her thoughts

[shynestar]

I wish i could see u again so i could tell u how U broke my heart but also so u can fix it

[notyofwend]

all i wanted was for you to look at me the way i looked at you.

all i wanted was your love, but all i got was your betrayal.

snd still today i i wait for you to come to me. i still miss you. i still miss your presence in my life.

i probably will never be able to love again. i miss you.

[holybeings]

not everything falls into place actually. Shit is often unfair, it's often unrelenting, and I cannot believe what people do under the circumstances. How people love under the circumstances regardless. Many people probably do not, and yet there is somehow a will to survive. That will always touch me and humble me and push me to be the most disciplined, of service version of myself. Sometimes everything falls into place and it's a blessing, but often it doesn't and that's why we communicate, become disciplined in matters of care and love, and remain empathetic and open and brave.

[wovi]

*

words by @starpeace

[weltenwellen]

Nikki Giovanni, The Collected Poetry, 1968-1998

[weltenwellen]

Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

[weltenwellen]

Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

[theoptia]

Marguerite Duras, from The Easy Life

Text ID: I always return to myself, always more faithfully.

[weltenwellen]

Hanif Abdurraqib interviewed by Ruth Awad: Joy Is Not Promised to You

[notyofwend]

i want to see some of my classmates from my bachelors whom i never got to talk to honestly. i want to see them again.

ich vermisse euch!

[zegalba]

The Face of Another (1996) Dir. Hiroshi Teshigahara

[seabeck]

Cascades

[merpanacea]

THE FACE OF ANOTHER (1966)

Dir. Hiroshi Teshigahara

[weltenwellen]

Kerry Egan, On Living

[notyofwend]

i am so lost.

not happy not sad just there don’t know what to do who to talk just there.

[quotemadness]

Your peace is more important than driving yourself crazy trying to understand why something happened the way it did. Let it go.

Mandy Hale

[quotemadness]

I thought, lying there, that I might love him for the rest of my life. We did love each other—maybe we never said it, and maybe love was never something we were in, but it was something I felt. I loved him, and I thought, maybe I will never see him again, and I’ll be stuck missing him, and isn’t that so terrible.

John Green