Fairi boi

Hi, I'm Nouya

[nouyathefairy]

Hey!

I'm back from a kinda big break (off social media)!

I sadly gained a lot and want to lose the weight and some more.

Please be nice ^^

DNI:

below 16 y.o.

over 20 y.o.

[caffeinatedopossum]

People be like:

*asigns morals to food*

*normalizes mistreating anyone that is overweight*

*equates eating with indulgence, laziness, disgust, hedonism, etc.*

*makes food something you have to earn*

*refers to the normal effects of food as "consequences"*

"Why people have eat disorder? It must be because vain teenage girl want to be skimny lik model!!"

[isuckatbeingskinny02]

I need someone to punch me in the face every time I think about eating lol

[nouyathefairy]

Current stats:

CW: 68 kg

GW: 59 kg

UGW: 50 kg

Height: 158 cm

[memeuplift]

[wetchickenbreast]

Tumblr should add polls so I can force my followers to make all my major live decisions for me

[diamondnokouzai]

“shitty memory” aesthetic

-giving ur friends the same information over and over because u forgot u ever gave it to them

-opening up a new text post only to forget what u were going 2 say

-never changing a wall calendar/needing to look up what day of the week something will be

-literally not being able to remember what happened yesterday/an hour ago/five minutes ago

-forgetting where ur going/what ur doing in the middle of doing it

-flipping through the beginning of a book because u forgot some characters and plot development

-making a typo, make a mental note to fix it, get up to do something, keep typing without fixing the typo

-”haha ur memory cant be THAT bad”

-it can be

-reminding urself 2 do something but u forget

-writing reminders, forgetting that u wrote a reminder/forgetting what was on the reminder/forgetting where u put the reminder

-”just put something in ur room out of place before u go 2 sleep” and ur room has so much shit on the floor u wouldnt even be able 2 tell whats out of place

-alternately: doing the above and then forgetting what it was supposed to remind u of

-did that happen or was i dreaming

-i was gonna put something here but i FORGOT it and i HATE it

[05637-deactivated20190328]

do you ever have those bloggers that you know by a nickname you kinda just gave them and you get excited to see them on your dash even though you’ve barely/never spoken to them ever

[05637-deactivated20190328]

reblog if it’s okay for ur followers to come into your inbox and tell you what they nicknamed u

[jextaime]

The fallen Angel Lucifer and the Moon on March 31 2020

[radcybergoth]

This is the only post I ever want to look at ever again

[mentally-homeless]

This person: *takes photo of moon surrounded by clouds* Ah yes, I know exactly which mid-19th century painting of a biblical winged nude beefcake this reminds me of

[ruffboi-mags]

listen, I know we are programmed to see patterns and faces in things, but that is EERILY similar, y’know?

[anxiouscowgirl]

[zouisbreakup]

reblog to give a plushie to the person you reblogged this from

[novice-heartbreaker-deactivated]

• this blogger is never going to judge you for unfollowing • this blogger is never going to hunt you down • this blogger doesn’t check who blocks them • this blogger doesn’t send anon hate • this blogger respects your space

[4norexicstr4wberry]

Your safety and comfort are #1 priority

[hydro-homies]

𝕕𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕨𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕝𝕦𝕥.

[hydro-homies]

𝕕𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕨𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕤𝕝𝕦𝕥.

[autophobiaq]

me: omg no I deserve to eat and be happy I only live once I shouldn’t be so focused on my weight

also me: thîñšpô. çôffèé. I crävê dęäth ńôt føöd

[joli--coeur]

never underestimate the power of:

• eating fruits and veggies

• going outside

• opening your windows and letting the fresh air in

• cuddling with your pet

• catching up with your sibling or parent

• complimenting someone you don’t know

• exercising

• journaling

• cleaning out your fridge and cabinets

• listening to happy music

• putting yourself first

• making and eating a home cooked meal

• washing the dishes/putting the dishes away

• washing/brushing your hair

[probablyjustacryforhelp]

practicing a new song on an instrument

putting on nice smelling perfume/cologne/body spray

enjoying hot tea or coffee

kneading bread dough

wearing comfy clothes

wearing your favorite shoes

smelling flowers

saying good morning to your friends

[caloriegoblin-deactivated202112]

cleaning your room

lying in bed with freshly cleaned sheets

taking up a new hobby

listening to classical music

putting your phone down for a little while

dancing to your favourite song in your room

colouring in a colouring book

sleeping and waking early

[jupiters-saddest-alien]

Everything seems to be exhausting me. No matter how much sleep I get. Or how much coffee I drink. Or how long I lie down. Something inside me has given up. And I am always so exhausted.