(the songs in parenthesis by Jiu's tracks are the vibe of the song)
TREASURE EP.1: All to Zero - October 24, 2018
Mini Album
1. Intro: Long Journey
2. 해적왕 (Pirate King)
3. Treasure
4. Twilight
5. Stay
6. My Way
TREASURE EP.2: Zero To One - January 15, 2019
Mini Album
1. HALA HALA (Hearts Awakened, Live Alive)
2. Say My Name
3. Desire
4. Light
5. Promise
6. From (CD only)
TREASURE EP.3: One To All - June 10, 2019
Mini Album
1. UTOPIA
2. ILLUSION
3. Crescent
4. WAVE
5. AURORA
6. Dancing Like Butterfly Wings
TREASURE EP.FIN: All To Action - October 8, 2019
Full-Length Album
1. End of the Beginning
2. WONDERLAND
3. Dazzling Light
4. 안개 (Mist)
5. Precious (Overture)
6. WIN
7. If Without You
8. 친구 (THANK U)
9. Sunrise
10. 걸어가고 있어 (WALKING/WITH U)
11. Beginning of the End
TREASURE EP. Extra: Shift The Map - December 4, 2019
Japanese Repackage Album
1. Hearts Awakened, Live Alive (Expression Revisited)
2. HALA HALA (Traditional Treatment Mix)
3. 해적왕 Pirate King (Overload Mix)
4. Treasure (Soothing Harmonies Mix)
5. UTOPIA (Japanese Ver.)
6. Say My Name (Flavor of Latin with Juwon Park)
7. ILLUSION (Chillin’ With BUDDY Mix)
8. WAVE (Ollounder’s Bold Dynamics Mix)
9. AURORA (Japanese Ver.)
10. Twilight (Classic BUDDY Mix)
11. Promise (Notation from Señor 박주원 Juwon Park)
TREASURE EPILOGUE : Action To Answer - January 6, 2020
Mini Album
1. Answer
2. 지평선 (Horizon)
3. Star 1117
4. Precious
5. Outro: Long Journey
TREASURE EP. Map To Answer - February 12, 2020
Japanese Mini Album
1. DeclarationAnswer (Japanese Ver.)
2. Better
3. Wonderland (Sean Oh’s Skrt Mix)
4. Sunrise (Atmospheric Mix by SPACECOWBOY)
5. Star 1117 (Buddy’s Melodic Mix)
ZERO : FEVER Part.1 - July 29, 2020
Mini Album
1. Dear Diary: 2016.07.29
2. FEVER
3. THANXX
4. 지평선춤을 춰 (TO THE BEAT)
5. INCEPTION
6. Good Lil Boy
7. One Day At A Time
Call Me Anytime - December 30, 2020
Single
1. Call Me Anytime
ZERO : FEVER Part.2 - March 1, 2021
Mini Album
1. 불놀이야 Fireworks (I’m the One)
2. 선도부 (The Leaders)
3. Time of Love
4. Take Me Home
5. Celebrate
6. Take Me Home (English ver.)
7. I’m The One (HEAT-TOPPING ver.)
Into the A to Z - March 25, 2021
Japanese Repackage Album
1. Pirate King (Japanese Ver.)
2. Say My Name (Japanese Ver.)
3. UTOPIA (Japanese Ver.)
4. AURORA (Japanese Ver.)
5. WONDERLAND (Japanese Ver.)
6. Answer (Japanese Ver.)
7. Better
8. THANXX (Japanese Ver.)
9. INCEPTION (Japanese Ver.)
10. Still Here
킹덤 KINGDOM <FINAL : WHO IS KING?> - May 28, 2021
Single
1. 멋 (The Real)
Taste of Korea - July 14, 2021
Single
1. Summer Taste
Dreamers - July 28, 2021
Single
1. Dreamers
2. Blue Summer
3. Still Here (Acoustic Ver.)
4. Dreamers (Instrumental)
Season Songs - August 16, 2021
Single
1. 바다 보러 갈래? (Be My Lover)
2. 여름날의 겨울동화 (White Love)
3. 검은 고양이 네로 (The Black Cat Nero)
A Little Space (feat. YUNHO, SAN, JONGHO of ATEEZ) - August 20, 2021
Single
1. A Little Space (feat. YUNHO, SAN, JONGHO of ATEEZ)
ZERO : FEVER Part.3 - September 13, 2021
Mini Album
1. Eternal Sunshine
2. Feeling Like I Do
3. Deja Vu
4. ROCKY
5. All About You
6. Not Too Late (밤하늘)
ZERO : FEVER EPILOGUE - December 10, 2021
Full-Length Album
1. 야간비행 (Turbulence)
2. Be With You
3. The Letter
4. Still Here (Korean Ver.)
5. Better (Korean Ver.)
6. 멋 (The Real) (흥 : 興 Heung Ver.)
7. WAVE (Overture)
8. WONDERLAND (Symphony No.9 “From The Wonderland”)
9. Answer (Ode to Joy) (feat. LA POEM)
10. Outro : Over the Horizon
Don’t Stop - January 31, 2022
Single
1. Don't Stop
BEYOND : ZERO - May 25, 2022
Japanese Mini Album
1. INTRO [BEYOND : ZERO]
2. Deja Vu (Japanese Ver.)
3. ROCKY (Boxers Ver.)
4. The King
5. BET (ALL IN by HANA)
5. 夜間飛行 (Turbulence) (Japanese Ver.)
6. Take Me Home (Japanese Ver.)
7. Fireworks (I’m The One) (Japanese Ver.)
THE WORLD EP.1 : MOVEMENT - July 29, 2022
Mini Album
1. PROPAGANDA
2. Sector 1
3. Cyberpunk
4. Guerilla
5. The Ring
6. WDIG (Where Do I Go)
7. New World
Let’s Get Together - September 9, 2022
Single
1. Let’s Get Together
2. Let’s Get Together (Instrumental)
THE WORLD EP.PARADIGM - November 30, 2022
Japanese Mini Album
1. Intro : Siren
2. Paradigm
3. Cyberpunk (Japanese Ver.)
4. Guerrilla (Flag Ver.)
5. New World (Japanese Ver.)
6. Outro : Liberty
SPIN OFF : FROM THE WITNESS - December 30, 2022
Single
1. HALAZIA
2. WIN (June One Remix)
3. I’m The One (Eden-ary Remix)
4. Take Me Home (IDIOTAPE Remix)
5. Outro : Blue Bird
Limitless - March 22, 2023
Japanese Single
1. Limitless
2. DIAMOND
3. Limitless (Instrumental)
4. DIAMOND (Instrumental)
THE WORLD EP.2 : OUTLAW - June 16, 2023
9th Mini Album
1. This World
2. Dune
3. BOUNCY (K-HOT CHILLI PEPPERS)
4. DJANGO
5. 최면 (Wake Up)
6. Outlaw
THE WORLD EP.FIN : WILL - December 1, 2023
2nd Full-Length Album
1. WE KNOW
2. Emergency
3. 미친 폼 (Crazy Form)
4. ARRIBA
5. Silver Light
6. Crescent Part.2
7. 꿈날 (Dreamy Day)
8. MATZ (HONGJOONG, SEONGHWA)
9. IT’s You (YEOSANG, SAN, WOOYOUNG)
10. Youth (YUNHO, MINGI)
11. Let me go (JIU) (UNETHICAL by Faouzia)
12. Everything (JONGHO)
13. FIN : WILL
NOT OKAY - February 28, 2024
Japanese Single
1. NOT OKAY
2. Days
3. NOT OKAY (Inst.)
4. Days (Inst.)
GOLDEN HOUR : Part.1 - May 31, 2024
10th Mini Album
1. Golden Hour
2. Blind
3. WORK
4. Empty Box
5. Shaboom
6. Siren
Hush-Hush - July 1, 2024
Collaboration Single (with BE:FIRST)
1. Hush-Hush
Royal - September 4, 2024
Collaboration Single (with BE:FIRST)
1. Royal
Birthday - October 2, 2024
Japanese Single
1. Birthday
2. Royal
3. Forevermore
4. Birthday (Inst.)
5. Royal (Inst.)
6. Forevermore (Inst.)
GOLDEN HOUR : Part.2 - November 15, 2024
11th Mini Album
1. DEEP DIVE
2. Scene 1 : Value
3. Ice On My Teeth
4. Man on Fire
5. Selfish Waltz
6. Enough
GOLDEN HOUR : Part.3 - June 13, 2025
12th Mini Album
1. Lemon Drop
2. Masterpiece
3. Now this house ain’t a home
4. Castle
5. Bridge : The Edge of Reality
GOLDEN HOUR : Part.3 ‘In Your Fantasy Edition’ - July 11, 2025
12th Mini Album Repackage
1. Lemon Drop
2. Masterpiece
3. Now this house ain’t a home
4. Castle
5. Bridge : The Edge of Reality
6. In Your Fantasy
7. NO1
8. Skin
9. Slide to me
10. Legacy
11. Creep
12. ROAR
13. Unplug (USER 139 by Char)
14. Sagittarius
15. To be your light
16. In Your Fantasy (Korean ver.)
Ashes to Light - September 17, 2025
2nd Japanese Full Album
1. Ash
2. 12 Midnight
3. Tippy Toes
4. FACE
5. Crescendo
6. NOT OKAY
7. Days
8. Birthday
9. Forevermore
10. Chase Me (TEST ME by CHANMINA)
Choose - November 17, 2025
Special Fandom Digital Single
1. Choose
Waiting for You (OST from Last Summer) - November 22, 2025
OST Single
1. Waiting for You
2. Waiting for You (Inst.)
GOLDEN HOUR : Part.4 - February 6, 2026
13th Mini Album
1. Ghost
2. Adrenaline
3. NASA
4. On The Road
5. Choose
GOLDEN HOUR : Part.5 - June 26, 2026
14th Mini Album
1. BAD
2. MAMACITA
3. TOXIN
4. Fallin’
5. Body
ATEEZ (에이티즈), known pre-debut as KQ Fellaz, is a 9-member co-ed group under KQ Entertainment. The group consists of: Seonghwa, Hongjoong, Yunho, Yeosang, San, Mingi, Jiu, Wooyoung, and Jongho. They released the pre-debut song, From on July 9, 2018 with another trainee named Junyoung. The group debuted on October 24, 2018 with their first mini album, Treasure Ep.1: All to Zero. On July 8, 2019, ATEEZ signed with USA record label RCA Records. They are also signed to the Japanese record label Nippon Columbia since 2019.
Group Name Meaning: A TEENagers Z, where teenagers from A-Z (everyone) can be fans.
Official Greeting: “9 MAKES 1 TEAM! Hello, we are ATEEZ!”
ATEEZ Official Fandom Name: ATINY
Fandom Name Meaning: ATINY is a combination of ATEEZ and DESTINY.
ATEEZ Official Color: N/A
Latest Apartment Arrangement:
1: Seonghwa, San, & Mingi
2: Hongjoong, Wooyoung, & Jongho
3: Yunho, Yeosang, & Jiu
(all members have solo room)
JIU Member Profile
Stage Name: Jiu (지우)
Birth Name: Mun Ji Woo (문지우)
English Name: J.J. Moon
Position(s): Main Vocalist, Performer, Dancer
Birthday: August 19, 1999
Zodiac Sign: Leo
Chinese Zodiac Sign: Rabbit
Height: 177 cm (5'9")
Weight: N/A
Blood Type: B
MBTI Type: ENFP
Nationality: South Korean
Representative Emojis: 🐼 / 🌑
Jiu Facts:
She was born in Gwangju, South Korea.
Jiu lived in Australia for three years.
She has an older sister and two younger brothers.
She was a trainee at YG before joining KQ.
She was the seventh member to join KQ Entertainment.
Her nicknames are Jizu, Moonju, Moonji, Moonu, Moomoo, and Moowoo (among others).
She has a pet snake named Yen.
Hongjoong scouted Jiu himself, befriending her after a busking event.
Her hobbies include reading, watching anime, drawing, and learning languages.
Her favorite color is dark purple.
She and Mingi were friends before joining KQ Entertainment.
Her role models are Michael Jackson, PSY and Eunjung from T-ARA.
If she wasn’t an idol, she would’ve become an actor.
She can yodel, she gives credit to that training for a lot of her vocal control.
Her mic color is electric green, because it always stands out.
She uses glasses to read.
Jiu has 6 tattoos: "tattoo tour".
She speaks the most languages out of the group: Korean, KSL, English, French, Japanese, Mandarin, Thai, Spanish, Italian, Portuguese. Though she isn't proficient in all of them.
She really likes anime and fantasy novels.
She is close to Stray Kids' Bang Chan, WOODZ, Tzuyu of TWICE, former Girl's Day member Lee Hyeri, Doyeon from Weki Meki, and WayV's Ten.
One of her mottos is "souls don't meet on accident"
One of the reasons I hesitated to post this OC is because of how terrible "9 makes 1 team" sounds to me lol, but I hope you enjoy anyway
𓂃★ no copies, adaptations, or translations are allowed. I hope you like it ₊˚
1.7k+ words ☆𓂃
pairing ⋆ ˚. werewolf!chan x fem!reader
genre ☆・₊ werewolf!au, fluff
warnings ₊ ★ ˚ * cute couple things, mentions of cannibalism, allusions to sex, lmk if i missed anything
a/n: links to other parts will be added as they are posted. enjoy!
SKZ Masterlist Part One Part Two
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1 Week Earlier
Ring ring
Ring ring
Ring ri—
“Hey baby!” Chan’s chipper voice came clear through the phone’s speaker.
“Oh—hang on a sec…”
You could hear the muffled chatter of the store in the background as what sounded like paper rustling cut in and out. You’d guess he was at the store but he could be doing anything, it would be rather lively for one in the morning. Chan has been in the U.S. on business for almost weeks and it was torture. The pair of you had only realized how involved you were in each other's lives after he left, everything felt weird with him gone.
“Sorry about that, how are you, my love?” He asks.
“I’m okay, I finally finished that stupid scene with Kara and Adrienne.”
“That’s great! Does that mean you’ll read it to me?” You couldn’t help but smile at the sing-songy tone in his face, you could practically picture the face he was making.
“No. Just because you’re my boyfriend doesn’t mean you get early access.”
“Come on!” He whines. “You read me the first chapter and I’m hooked! I wanna know what happens next. Do they figure out they’re soulmates? How does their family react? Are they doomed to live without each other!?”
“Sorry, lover boy. You’ll have to wait like everyone else.”
You could practically hear him pouting, but he soon changed the subject.
“So, we never settled on what we’re making when I get back. Blueberry cobbler or chocolate cake?”
“You already know what my vote is.”
“And you already know what my vote is.”
You think for a moment, “Should we flip a coin?”
“No, cause you’ll win.”
“What are you talking about? It’s random chance.”
“Not when it comes to you! You’re a witch I swear, casting hexes over the coins.”
“Keep going and I’ll cast a spell on you.”
“You already have. I am bound to you, love. And anyway you could just lie about the results.”
“What if I let you do it?”
There was a long pause.
“Let me find a quarter.”
Chocolate cake it was.
Chan decided to keep you on the line until he got back the his hotel, about the crash for the night. You peppered him with questions about the trip, wandering around your house—Posey at your ankles—as you talked. The sound of a car pulling up outside got your attention, though you thought nothing further of it.
“Well I’ll let you go, lover. You need your rest and it’s late enough as it is.”
“Oh I wouldn't worry about that, you know me.”
“That I do,” you sigh. “But please try to get some sleep.”
“But I got so much sleep on the plane.”
“…what?”
“You can’t be mad at me for lying because… I’m home?”
It took you a second to process what he’d just said, the slight echo you’d noticed a few moments ago suddenly making sense as you ripped open your front door to reveal a blushing Chan, ladened with grocery bags.
“Channie!” You shriek, practically tackling him as you wrap your arms around his neck. “I missed you so much!”
“Ah! Oh my god, Y/N! I missed you too! But I’m going to drop all of this if you—”
You took a step back, pulling two bags out of his arms as you both caught your breath. You quietly apologized, helping him get into your house and setting all the bags on the kitchen counter.
“Okay, my arms are free, you can—ah!” You beat him to it, rushing into his arms as he laughed—pulling you in tight and squeezing. He squeezed back tighter, burying his face into your hair.
“I missed you so fucking much,” you mumbled into his shoulder.
“I missed you too, honey.”
It was hard to believe someone you’d met so recently could become such an important part of your life. He was your second home, he made you feel safe and wanted. He’d become your person, and you his.
Chan started talking a mile a minute when you finally broke apart, explaining how since Chan was just an assistant producer he didn’t have to stay until the end of the conference and could leave early if he wanted, and how it was Changbin’s idea to come and surprise you. You nodded along, the pair of you slowly putting away the groceries, leaving out what you would need for the chocolate cake.
“And god does Jackson snore, I don’t know how I’ve known him for so long and I never figured that out. I have enough trouble sleeping, you’d think he’d give a guy a heads up. I joked that next time we meet up I’m putting a clause in our contract that says we can’t be put in a hotel room together, and honestly I’m really considering it.”
“Did you have fun? Besides that anyway.” You asked, pulling a bowl from the drawers under the counter. “I know you were looking forward to it.”
“I did, it was really nice being around so many people who speak the language, you know? I think we got some really good results, and the company was happy. We may have gone a little overboard but that’s rarely a bad thing when it comes to writing music.”
“I’m glad to hear it.”
He beams at you, walking up behind you and resting his head on your shoulder, his arms snaking around your waist in a gentle but slightly possessive hold.
“I’ve missed you though,” he presses a feather light kiss to your bare shoulder.
“I’ve missed you too, Channie.”
“I missed falling asleep with you, I can’t hardly remember how it was before you were staying over all the time.”
“Mmm, yeah, I missed my personal heater,” you grin over your shoulder.
“Hey!” He laughs, releasing his hold on your waist to take a step back.
You giggle, turning around to peck his nose, “Now we have a cake to make.”
You weren’t sure how you managed to keep the pair of you clean, usually baking with Chan meant ending up covered in flour. But as you slid the finished cake into the oven, you were flour-free shutting the door and setting the timer.
You were about to make the suggestion to watch something while you waited, but Chan seemed to read your mind—pulling you by the hand into the living room. You let him lead you, dropping onto the couch with a dramatic sigh.
Chan pulls you against his side and you rest your head against his chest. You will never get enough of his smell; warm vanilla and slightly spiced, like tobacco and nutmeg. Burring your nose in his neck, you take a slow sniff. His chest shakes with quiet laughter as he looks down at you.
“What are you doing?”
“Mmm, you smell good.” You groan, eyes closed as you move impossibly closer.
“I don’t smell any different than normal…” He trails off.
“God, if I could bake you into something and eat it, I would.”
“Okay, now we’re broaching cannibal territory.” He gently places his hands on your shoulders and pushes, you don’t give.
“No, Channie—” You whine, holding onto him tighter.
He laughs, “Get off me you freak.”
“Noooo!” You basically crawl onto his lap, pressing teasing kisses along his neck and jaw as you settle with your legs either side of him. “Just be quiet and let me eat you like a good boyfriend.”
“Y/N!” He laughs louder when you nip at his neck. “Okay—”
Suddenly you’re laying back on the couch, Chan hovering over you.
“Hey wackjob, I’d like to keep my skin if it’s all the same to you. And I think you’d prefer it too, even if you don’t wanna admit it.”
You pout up at him, though it didn’t last. The way he was smiling down at you, the look of love in his eyes made you break. You giggled, sitting up enough to connect your lips. His high pitched giggle vibrated in the back of his throat as he quickly returned the kiss. Fingers tangled in soft hair, lips parted, tongues tentatively began exploring. You moaned softly when he slid a hand up your thigh and under your top, caressing soft skin. But when you hooked a leg around his hips, trying to pull him closer, he pulled back.
You blinked, looking up at him, “You okay?”
“Yeah, yeah I’m fine I just… I don’t wanna get carried away.” He mumbles, almost looking ashamed.
“Oh, yeah, of course.” You sat up, adjusting yourself next to him on the couch.
“I’m sorry, I just—”
“Don’t apologize, Chan.” You shake your head, disparaging the thought. “I’m the one who keeps pushing. I’m sorry, I should’ve—.”
“I do want to,” he takes your hand in both of his, pressing a quick kiss to your knuckles. “Please believe that I do, it’s just…”
You tilt your head. You’ve been wanting an explanation for a while. He’d been denying you for months all the while expressing how much he wants to. He’d yet to give you a concrete reason, he’d either find some way to avoid it, make up an excuse, or say he wasn’t ready. And that would all be fine if any of it was true, but you could tell there was something else. You’d started to doubt his attraction to you after a while, but then you voiced it he was quick to dissuade the idea.
“I want it to go well, and I’m worried I’ll fuck it up.”
You smiled, trying not to laugh, “Fuck what up? Why are you putting so much pressure on yourself, Channie? It’s just me.”
He laughs, nodding. “I know, I know…”
“Chan,” you move closer to him, cupping his keep and forcing him to look at you. “I don’t mind waiting, truly I don’t. But I’m kinda getting mixed signals here. Just tell me what’s going on in that pretty head of yours.”
He takes a deep breath, nodding again.
“Good—” You squeal when he suddenly pushes you onto your back. You fall against the plush couch and Chan crawls on top of you, pressing kisses over your face and neck as he speaks.
“I want you to know how badly I want you—physically. You’re so beautiful, and amazing, and I want this for us. I want to take that next step.” He hovers over your face, “I’m just… not quite ready, yet. I can’t explain it, I just need more… time.”
You smile, reaching up to cup his cheek. “Then we’ll take as much time as you need. I can wait for you, Channie.”
“Soon. I promise.”
thanks for reading! let me know what you think and look out for the next part <3
𓂃★ no copies, adaptations, or translations are allowed. I hope you like it ₊˚
1.7k+ words ☆𓂃
pairing ⋆ ˚. werewolf!chan x fem!reader
genre ☆・₊ werewolf!au, minor angst, fluff
warnings ₊ ★ ˚ *werewolf!au, neighbors to lovers, felix cameo, reader is good with cars (minor plot point), chan being awkward, i think thats all
a/n: links to other parts will be added as they are posted. enjoy!
SKZ Masterlist
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4 Months Earlier
“You’re new to the neighborhood right?”
You jumped, almost dropping the ratchet in your hand as you whipped around, coming face to face with a very attractive man. He seemed about your age, messy hair hanging over his forehead, a worn and slightly oversized flannel on his shoulders, hands tucked casually in his pockets.
“Shit, sorry. Didn’t mean to scare you.” He chuckled, holding up his hands in surrender. “I just wanted to say hello, I live a few doors down.”
“Hi.” You smiled, composing yourself enough to register the Australian accent he had. “I’m Y/N.”
He reached out his hand, “Chan, or Chris, whatever you prefer.” You went to shake it, but stopped when you noticed the black grease staining your hand.
“Uh…” You laughed nervously. “I’ll raincheck, but nice to meet you.”
He grinned, “Fair enough. Is this yours or are you fixing it for someone else?" Chan tilted his head, getting a better look at the car in your driveway.
You’d been working on your baby, a cherry red 1972 Bronco, for a few months now. You bought it as a birthday gift for yourself with plans to fix it up and get it running. The weather had been miserable the past few days so today was the first time you’d been able to get outside to work on it.
“It’s mine.” You reached towards the hood and took a rag to wipe your hands—though you still felt the grease on your fingers. The feeling had become so familiar, you’d been obsessed with cars since you were little. Much to your parent’s surprise considering neither of them knew much beyond the basics. Your brother on the other hand was thrilled, taking you to every car show within a reasonable distance of your small town and showing you everything he knew.
Chan’s voice pulled you from your thoughts, “It’s beautiful. I’ve never been into cars much myself… I love the color.” Returning his attention to you, he took a step back, “But I’ll let you get back to it. I just wanted to introduce myself and I saw you outside.”
“Did you want to come in for a minute? I was going to take a break soon anyway.” You offered, gesturing to your front door.
“I don’t want to intrude.” He hesitated, though that charming smile remained on his face.
“No, please, intrude.” You laughed. “I could use the company.”
Chan relented, letting you lead him inside your house, rounding the counter into your kitchen and heading for the fridge. You set a pitcher on the counter before pulling two cups from your cabinet.
“Uh… are you a mechanic or do you just like cars?” Chan asked as you handed him a glass of lemonade, taking a seat at your counter.
“Just a car fan. I’m a writer professionally.” You shrugged, taking a sip from your own glass once you’d jumped up to sit on the counter. “What about you? What do you do?”
“I’m a music producer.” Chan began to explain the ins and outs of how he works. Mostly from his home studio though he would go into recording studios at different companies to help artists record and fine-tune his tracks with other producers when needed.
“That’s amazing.” You said, it was clear how passionate he was about the work just by how he spoke. You hung out for over an hour, swapping stories and laughing like you’d known each other for years. It was nice to relax with someone for once. Especially after you struggled to find roots after moving.
Woof
Chan turned towards the noise, hearing the clack of nails on wood as a small shaggy white dog pads its way into the kitchen. You smiled, hopping off the counter and setting down your long empty cup before kneeling down and picking up the dog.
“Who’s this?” Chan asks, stepping closer and holding out a hand for her to sniff.
“This is Posey. She must have been sleeping pretty hard if it took her this long to greet someone new in the house.”
Chan laughed, scratching her under the chin, “What breed is she?”
“She’s a Westie,” you smiled. “Do you have any pets?”
“Not here, no. My folks take care of my dog Berry back in Australia.” You set her back down when Chan pulled his hand back, though she didn’t stray far, sniffing intently around Chan’s ankles.
“What breed is she? He?” You asked.
“She,” Chan grins, pulling his phone out of his pocket. “She’s a charles spaniel.”
“Aw, cute! They have the best ears,” you can’t help but continue to gush as he shows you a few photos. You ended up sitting on the couch with Posey between you as Chan showed you photos from trips back home, his family, his friends, other adventures he’s been on in the city. After a while, Posey moved to sit in Chan’s lap. You were a little shocked, it usually took a lot longer for her to get comfortable with new people. Though never with other dogs, it doesn't matter if they’re just passing on the street, the slightest attention and she’s all over them.
“This was when Felix almost fell over the side of a bridge while we were taking pictures for his instagram,” Chan flipped between two photos, one of the blonde sitting on top of the railing, looking composed and subtly sensual—the other of him leaning way too far back with a panicked expression on his face.
“Oh my god,” you said from behind your hands, trying not to laugh.
“He didn’t fall in, but only ‘cause Jisung rushed forward to grab him,” Chan said, finally clicking off his phone.
“Well I’m glad he was there to save the day,” you smiled. As you adjusted on the couch, pulling your legs under you, Posey got up from her spot in Chan’s lap, stretched, and hopped off the couch, making her way into the kitchen.
“Thanks for doing this,” you said, turning back to Chan. “I know I kinda dragged you in here but it’s been really nice getting to know you. I’ve uh… had a hard time making friends since the move.” You admitted, staring at your hands in your lap, twisting the ring on your middle finger.
“I’m glad you did, you let me forget about work for a few hours. And I’ve really liked hanging out with you too,” he bumped your shoulder playfully. You looked back up at him, the genuine grin etched on his face making you smile—how could you not? You had a feeling Chan had that effect on people.
The pair of you became fast friends, spending a lot of your free time together. Since you both worked from home, one of you would often pack up the basics and head over to the other’s house just to work in the same room. It was nice. Comfortable.
You eventually met Felix when you randomly knocked on Chan’s door one Friday night and Felix was already there.
“I wondered who the bike belonged to,” you mused, glancing back at the slick black Yamaha parked on the street.
“That’s mine,” Felix grinned. “You’re Y/N, right?”
You nodded, shaking his hand. The blonde had a far deeper voice than you would’ve guessed based on his angel-like features.
“You wanna join us?” Chan asked, hoping over the back of his couch to stand behind Felix.
“Oh no, I don’t want to intrude on your hangout.” You shook your head.
Chan laughed, “No, please, intrude. Felix doesn't mind, do you?”
Felix shook his head, “Not at all. I’d love to get to know the girl Chan won’t shut up about—ow!” His blonde hair fell in front of his eyes as Chan smacked the back of his head.
You laughed, stepping through the doorway as Felix moved aside. The three of you quickly got comfortable on the couch with snacks and drinks ready for consumption on the coffee table. Chan had apparently chosen Deadpool, to which Felix loudly complained as they’d watched it not two weeks ago. But it was Chan’s week and that’s what he wanted. You didn’t mind, seeing how animated he got during each scene; quoting the funny lines (which was most of them) and smiling ear to ear through the fight scenes, was well worth it.
You paused it a little over half way through so Chan could run to the bathroom, and Felix again complained about pausing since he has seen it so many times but Chan ignored him.
“So Chan’s told me a little but what do you do?” You ask, turning towards him on the couch.
“I’m kind of a jack of all trades at an entertainment company. Song writing, choreography, I’ll even step in as a backup dancer if they need one. I get around.” Felix shrugs.
“You model too right?”
Felix nods, “Gotta take advantage of the pretty face I was blessed with.”
Chan came back a few minutes later and you’d learned that not only did Felix and Chan frequently work together, but they’d been friends as teens in Australia. They moved to Korea at different times and ran into one another randomly at the entertainment company Felix still works for.
The three of you continued watching the movie and slowly your eyelids got heavy. Eventually your head wound up on Chan’s shoulder, cuddled into his side. You weren’t cognitive enough to notice how still he got, trying not to move as you fell deeper into sleep.
“You wake her up.”
“I’m not waking her up. She fell asleep on you, you do it!”
“I don’t want to! She looks so peaceful.”
“She’s gotta get home somehow.”
“I mean…”
“Don’t force her to sleep on the couch because you were too chicken to wake her up.”
You were jostled slightly and your eyes fluttered open.
“Hmm?” You groan, lifting your head, blinking rapidly as you readjust to the light.
“Hey sleepyhead.” Felix
“How long was I out?” You grumbled, slowly sitting up. The realization that you were sleeping on Chan hit you abruptly, you turned to face him. He wasn’t looking at you, his ears were bright red.
“I’m so sorry,” you apologized quickly, laughing.
“N-no, it’s okay.” Chan shakes his head, laughing with you.
“I should get going.” Standing up from the couch, you grabbed your jacket from the front table and started to slip your shoes back on. “Thanks for inviting me in.”
“It was fun hanging out.” Felix said, following you to the door. “I’m glad to have finally met you.”
“You too, Felix.”
“I’ll see you around, yeah?” Chan asks as you open the front door.
“Of course.” You nodded vehemently. “See you later, Channie.”
thanks for reading! let me know what you think and look out for the next part <3
𓂃★ no copies, adaptations, or translations are allowed. I hope you like it ₊˚
600+ words ☆𓂃
pairing ⋆ ˚. werewolf!chan x fem!reader
genre ☆・₊ minor angst, fluff, eventual smut (later parts)
warnings ₊ ★ ˚ werewolf!au, descriptions of bodily harm (self inflected), pain, comfort, established relationship (in this part)
a/n: it's here! part of it anyway, hopefully this gets you excited for the rest to come. sorry its so short, i was in a rush to get this part out <3
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“You didn’t sign up for this…” Chan mumbles, eyes heavy with exhaustion.
You don’t answer him, slipping the chains away from his wrists. They were red and raw from fighting the restraints. It hurt to see him like that; so desperate and full of rage and confusion. There was no way to comfort him, or calm him down, you just had to watch. You couldn’t help but focus on his eyes, glowing amber, a stark contrast from now—deep brown and painted with guilt and weariness. You grab the first aid kit and start dabbing ointment on the torn skin. Chan winces, sucking in a breath through his teeth, but he doesn’t pull away. He watches as you apply the soothing balm, then loosely wrap bandages around his wrists.
“Come on, let’s get you to bed.” You throw one of his arms over your shoulder, helping him stand on wobbly legs. He lets you take the lead, bringing him back upstairs and into his bedroom. You move him past his bed and into his bathroom, stripping away his shredded clothes, he didn’t seem at all shy. He lent against the wall as you turned on the hot shower. Steam slowly filled the room and you helped him into the shower.
You started out standing to the side, reaching in and rinsing him off, washing his hair. But at some point you’d gotten so wet that you slipped off your jeans and stepped into the shower. He was still so out of it that he could hardly open his eyes, the warm water rushing over his body and relaxing his muscles. You were able to more easily rinse the shampoo from his hair, the damp strands at the back of his head curling slightly, a subtle powdery fresh smell filling your nose—it was the shampoo Jeongin had gifted him. It reminded you of mornings waking up in his bed, his pillow case carrying the scent of him.
You finished cleaning the rest of him, making sure to be delicate when cleaning the self-inflicted wounds scattered across his skin. You were surprised he could still support himself, leaning heavily on the tiled wall of the shower. You dry yourself off quickly, then help Chan out and into the warm flannel. You towel him off, thankful he was conscious enough to pull on the pair of boxers you handed him before guiding him to sit on the closed toilet seat. Reaching over him, you pull an identical first aid kit out of the cabinet, repeating the same steps from before, soothing his irritated skin.
Once everything is rebandaged, you help him into his bed—pulling the covers up and watching him all but melt into the mattress. You can’t help but run your fingers over the comforter, plush and cool under your fingertips. Before you can move away Chan reaches out, gripping your wrist in his hand. It wasn’t rough, more urgent, pleading.
“Stay.” His voice was small.
You look back, eyes trailing from his hold on your wrist, up to his eyes, sleepy and somehow still full of warmth despite everything. Smiling softly, you crawl onto the bed and let him pull you on top of him. As you rest your head on his chest, Chan wraps his arms around your body, letting out a large sigh as he sinks into the plush mattress.
You couldn’t help but wonder how he’d react in the morning once he was more coherent. Felix had said he never wanted you to know about this, any of it, and now you’d seen the worst. Would he push you away? You didn't want to lose him. Chan had become such an important part of your life, long before you found out what he was. You didn’t want any of that to change.
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warnings: mentions of being overworked, yelling, etc.
wc: 1.3k
SKZ 9th member nav
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“Chan! Stop!” The English seemed to snap him out of something, his words dying in his throat as he turned towards Roha. “Look, we’re all exhausted and irritable but that doesn’t give you the excuse to yell at us. Everyone is trying their best right now, you need to take a breath.”
He wanted to fire back at her, ask who she thought she was, she wasn’t the one in charge of his team, its fate didn’t rest on her shoulder the way it did his. But didn’t it? She was still a member, she still contributed to its success, and she helped the others when she could. Chan seemed to calm down then, heat rising in his cheeks as embarrassment and rage fought for dominance.
“I… I’m sorry…” he mumbles. “You’re right, I just… I’m gonna take a walk,” he rushed out of the room before anyone could say anything or stop him.
Roha and the boys watched him go, everyone’s heaving breaths filling the now quiet dance room. The click of the door closing seemed to cast a spell across the room, everyone frozen in place as they tried to decide what to do next.
“Let’s just uh, take a break,” Minho was the first one to break the silence, moving from his spot on the floor to his bag against the wall. That seemed to make it easier for the others to follow, everyone stepping to the sides and sitting down, stretching, or drinking water. The only one who didn’t move was Roha, still staring at the closed door.
Jeongin moved towards her, water bottle in hand as he held it towards her.
“Uh, I—” He didn’t get to finish as Roha brushed by him moving towards the door.
“I’m going to check on him,” she said shortly, rushing into the hallway. She had an idea of where he’d go.
Roha jogged through the hallway, passing staff and a few trainees on the way, muttering apologies as she weaved through them. She quickly arrived at Chan’s studio, and her knuckles wrapped quickly against the door before she opened it.
Her speculation had been correct, Chan was sitting on the couch, head in his hands. He jumped when she opened the door, his eyes were red.
“R-Ro, uh, what are you—you didn’t need to… I’m fine,” Chan rambled before trailing off, rubbing the back of his hand across his eyes.
“Can we talk?” She asked, closing the door before her.
“I… yeah, sure,” he nods, moving over slightly on the couch. Roha took the silent invitation and sat down next to him, one of her legs bent as he turned to face him.
“You wanna tell me what that was about? You haven't exploded like that in a long time, and certainly not at Innie,” Roha was looking at him with such understanding, he almost wanted to ask her to look away.
“I didn’t mean to…”
“I know you didn’t, you never do. But it happened, and I want to know why.”
Chan took a breath, looking down at his feet as he lent forward to rest his arms on his thighs. There wasn’t really a simple answer, it was a lot of things. Mounting pressure, exhaustion—he was practically delirious, hunger—the company had them all on new diets and he was struggling to adjust, the meeting he’d been dragged to earlier that week where they went over all the things they were doing wrong or needed to change, he could continue.
“I shouldn’t have yelled at him, I know, and I wish I could take it back. You all know how hard I’ve been… working on my temper and I just… boiled over. Honestly I wish it’d been Minho because he would’ve thrown it back at me with some snarky remark,” Chan huffed a laugh. “But Jeongin… now all I can think about is how he hadn’t looked at me like that in years. Not since pre-debut. That… hurts, not that I’m in a position to complain. And of course I’ll apologize to him but I was just so frustrated and tired, I mean we’re all tired but—”
“Chan,” Roha placed a hand on his shoulder. He looked up, meeting her eyes. He hated when she looked at him like that. She was one of the most understanding people he’d ever met, compassionate and sweet (when she wanted to be), even before he’d consciously started to reign in his anger she’d been there. And this look always did him in, he almost wanted to start crying again at the sight because it reminded him of how long it’d been since he’d seen it.
“Tell me what's going on,” she said simply.
“The company isn’t happy with our progress, we aren’t selling enough. They are concerned about the group going forward and if our next comeback isn’t a huge success they…” This is why he’d been crying, because they’d threatened to cut them loose. The things he’d been working so hard for, all of their dreams, crushed with a simple signature.
“They aren’t…” Roha said in disbelief. Chan nodded. She swore, slouching back against the couch. “After all this, they’d really cut us off?”
“I don’t know,” Chan muttered. “I don’t know if it was just a way to get in my head, push me harder, as if they weren’t already asking too much. Or if they really want to give up so soon.”
“Have you told anyone else?”
Chan shook his head, “I wasn’t going to… I didn’t want to add it to their list of worries before the comeback.”
“That’s a lot to carry, Channie,” Roha moved forward, hooking her arm around his and resting her head against his shoulder. “You know you don’t have to do this alone. That’s why we’re here.”
“I know…” It came out as a whisper, his voice breaking as he leant into Roha. They stayed like that for a while, the hum of Chan’s computer filling the empty space—still glowing with half finished tracks. Roha didn’t move until she felt Chan start to shake, she lifted her head to see silent tears slipping down his cheeks.
“Oh, Channie—” She was quick to get in front of him, kneeling on the floor and cupping his cheeks with her hands.
“I’m sorry I—”
“No,” Roha shook her head, “You don’t need to be sorry. You’ve been holding onto this alone, on top of everything else you do, it was inevitable for the dam to break. And I’m here, so if what you need to do is cry, then cry.”
Chan melted under her touch, sliding onto the floor in front of her and wrapping his arms around her. His body shook with violent sobs as she held him tight. He hadn’t realized how much he needed this, how long it’d been since he’d let himself let go.
Roha didn’t release her rib-crushing hold until his cries turned into shuttered breaths, the tears slowing enough that she pulled back.
“You give good hugs…” he mumbles, wiping the tears from his face with his sleeve. Roha laughed, a quick giggle that devolved into full on laughter.
“Thank you,” she said when her laughter subsided.
When the pair of them finally made their way back to the practice room, the boys were sitting in a group muttering to each other. They seemed to sit up straighter when Chan walked in, looking expectantly at the pair of them.
“Jeonginnie,” Chan started, looking towards Roha for a split second.
“Hyung?” Jeongin looked up.
“I’m really sorry,” Chan stepped closer. “I shouldn’t have been tearing into you like that, it was uncalled for and I apologize."
“It’s okay, Hyung,” he said quietly.
“No, no it’s not,” Chan shook his head. “I can’t explode like that, towards any of you. It isn’t productive and none of you deserve to get yelled at like that.”
“Except Jisung,” Minho grinned.
“Hey!” Jisung’s head whipped around to the dance leader.
“What? Sometimes you’re asking for it,” Minho shrugged. That seemed to break the tension for everyone, laughing and relaxing a bit. Minho had always been good at that.
i’ve been dealing with some boy drama for the past few weeks and i haven’t been able to sit down and write in AGES. but all of that has been resolved and i can finally start posting again
i wanted to ask y'alls opinions as to what you want to see first, these will either be posted here or on my other page (@chxrryangel)
please do not scroll, this is a very important message that ALL ENGENES must do if we want heeseung back.
as most of you might know, heeseung has "decided" to leave the group to focus on his solo career. BUT, this is not true.
heeseung DID NOT decide to leave the group, he was forced to. he was apparently seen crying and "crashing out" in a hybe hallway which CLEARLY shows it was not his decision. to add on, just a few days ago he was speaking about the world tour coming up, and participating in activities and events LIKE NORMAL. it was be so weird just for him to leave like that.
ENGENE, we are a team. we can bring heeseung back. for example, MARK FROM NCT. he left the group exactly like this but came back due to the FANS PROTESTS. WE CAN DO THIS FOR HEESEUNG ASWELL! PLEASE DO THIS SO OUR HEE CAN COME BACK.
THIS IS NOT FAIR! OTHER ARTISTS LIKE: YEJI FROM ITZY, TWICE MEMBERS, TXT MEMBERS, BTS MEMBERS AND MANY MORE ARTISTS ARE ALLOWED TO PURSUE THEIR SOLO CAREER WHILE BEING IN A GROUP. BUT NOT HEESEUNG??
we all call for heeseung's return while ALLOWING HIM THE FREEDOM TO PURSUE HIS SOLO CAREER.