[allsadnshit]

Most people's twenties are spent being upset at how other people around them think and feel and it takes like the whole decade to realize you can't control it, shouldn't want to, wouldn't get what you wanted if you could, and that actually maybe get over yourself and then life starts to get really good around there

Very precious kind knowledge to live through

[fairycosmos]

that guy who went to space and said something along the lines of how it shattered his illusions about the wonders of the universe entirely because it was just cold and empty and dead and vast and everything worth marvelling at was back down on earth. yeah

[feignedremote]

[ntll]

i'm pretty unhappy. i need to change my life but it's not really feasible. i think i'm experiencing some kind of burnout and maybe have been experiencing it for a long time but that's kind of a pathetic thing to say and also not a helpful thing to say because you can't just take a step back from caring for your ailing parents for a couple of months until you recover. i oscillate between being the loneliest girl in the world and being so grateful once i'm done with my parents for the day i don't have to be anything for anyone else. mostly, i'm just frustrated that i don't have any fight left in me. there's nothing i wouldn't do to get out of a conversation or, god forbid, having to make a case for myself, that my feelings or wants or needs matter. i don't care. it's fine that i'm sick and getting sicker, it's fine that my life hasn't ever been mine, i'll do whatever you tell me just please let me get it over with by 7pm so i can go home and stare at the wall for four hours in silence to somewhat recover before going to bed so i can get up and do it all again in the morning.

[lelif]

on nostalgia

the handmaids tale, margaret atwood// @firstfullmoon // @stigmatawife // @jb-blunk // forever winter, taylor swift// @an-attempt-at-living // the memory of a memory, katie maria // erica jong // secrets from a girl whos seen it all, lorde; poster by mlgrsdesign// ? // @n1ntendos // @fairycosmos // @inanotherunivrse //@robertszombie // @notbigthief

[artmialma]

Ivan Pokidyshev (born in 1993)

[yorickoid-deactivated20230204]

[brucefromfamilyguy]

[m--bloop]

Preciousness (Preciosidade) by Clarice Lispector

[madgirlscosm-deactivated2025051]

(excerpted from Leila Chatti's poem: "Tea", published in Missouri Review)

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

omg you people can do anything

[targetedknowledge]

[ntll]

i hate to say it because i know tolstoy was an evil, evil man who treated his wife like a farm animal, but war and peace is so good ;-;

[ntll]

why are the classics always so homoerotic, even the ones that aren't? they just don't do it like this anymore.

[shelloil]

guess who just spent their one precious human life in pointless toil

[ntll]

imagine being scott moir who's hitting the wall and getting male pattern bloat face still thinking and talking about tessa who's still looking as good as she ever has while she's married to her younger man still in the prime of his high paying career. oh, i'd kill myself for sure.

[ntll]

Girls are the same across all of time and space.

[desinteresse]

People who are like “Being a hater doesn’t make you smart” well, being a lover doesn’t make you smart either. Guess we’re just two dumb bitches looking at each other then