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When Dokja was younger, he had many questions. His head was always full of curiosity and a hunger to know. His mother, ever patient, would humour his thousand questions.
Once, he asked, âWhere does this red string end?â
Or: just another red string of fate au
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Kim Dokja
Yoo Joonghyuk
Kim Dokja/Yoo Joonghyuk
Soulmates
Red String of Fate
Canon Compliant
First Meetings
Fate
not beta read we die like dokja's self sacrificial ass
can be read as platonic soulmates too up to interpretation of the reader
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Gotta add Yuder from "Turning" to make it a unreliable narrator square. He would be "Actually can't remember" with a little mix of oblivious and in denial cause his memories were quite literally ripped out of his soul.
All four of them have had a some form of a lack of (good, existing, present, or living) parental figures in their lives. They've all lived through some form of extremely traumatic experiences, and as result, have a tendency to look at themselves in a very twisted way. It's honestly interesting how similar they are in the way their self hatred is so internalized, that they question why the people around them worry for them so much. They've all either gone back in time or entered into a story they've read, and a result, are given a chance to do things all over again (in some shape or form). What I've noticed though, is that they're all seemingly living on survival mode to the point where they have a tendency to forget their needs outside of food and shelter. They instead focus on an individual(s) as their focal point for providing knowledge, shelter, and protection. It's them providing these individuals with necessities that they themselves lacked in their previous times/lives.
They're all protectors, providers, adoptive parents, and nurturing figures to those they deem as individuals with massive potential or their "children."
It's mostly only through another individual (read partner in crime aka their non love interest that they clearly have sexual tension with. I'm looking at you Yoojin. Yuder is clearly lovey dovey with Kishiar so that's not a problem on their front) that they are able to find someone they are able to rely on instead of merely protect.
I love these novels, but I definitely need to get back onto Omnsicient Reader's Viewpoint cause I haven't read it in a fat minute.
You never thought youâd see the day when youâd be willingly moving into Heartslabyul, but here you were, standing at the entrance with your bags (and Grim, who was loudly complaining about the lack of a tuna fountain).
Riddle was the first to greet you, looking as composed as ever. âWelcome to Heartslabyul,â he said, hands clasped behind his back. His voice was formal, but the slight upward twitch of his lips betrayed his excitement. âI trust youâll follow the rules properly now that youâre part of this dorm.â
Before you could respond, Trey appeared beside him, looking far more relaxed. âWeâre glad to have you here,â he said with a warm smile. âI already saved you a slice of cakeâfigured youâd need a snack after all the chaos today.â
Bless this man. Truly.
âSay cheese!â
You barely had time to process Caterâs voice before you were blinded by the flash of his phone. âOh my Sevens, the new dormie vibe is immaculate! This is totally going on Magicam!â He snapped another selfie, this time pulling you into the frame. âAnd guess what? Iâm using my clones to make moving day a breeze! Youâre welcome!â
True to his word, Caterâs clones were already grabbing your stuff. You stared in disbelief as three Cater clones carried a single small bag together while laughing like they were in a cheesy sitcom. Efficiency clearly wasnât their strong suit, but at least they were trying.
And then there was Ace and Deuce. The moment youâd announced your decision to join Heartslabyul, the duo had erupted into what could only be described as the most uncoordinated, chaotic victory dance youâd ever seen.
Deuce was spinning in circles like he was trying to summon a tornado, while Ace alternated between bad breakdancing and finger guns pointed at no one in particular. âWe won! We won!â they chanted, completely ignoring the way Riddleâs eye was twitching in disapproval.
âYou know,â you said, watching them make absolute fools of themselves, âI think I made the right choice.â
Grim snorted from his perch on one of your bags. âYouâre surrounded by idiots, henchhuman.â
âMaybe,â you said with a grin. âBut theyâre my idiots.â
Savanaclaw
The moment you announced that youâd chosen Savanaclaw, chaos erupted.
Jackâs tail started wagging so hard it was like a propeller trying to take off. You half-expected him to lift into the air. âYou wonât regret it,â he said, his usually calm voice brimming with excitement. âWeâll make sure you feel at home here.â
Ruggie wasted no time grabbing you in a headlock and giving you the noogie of a lifetime. âI knew youâd make the smart choice! You, me, and all this bribe cashâdonuts for a whole year, easy! Youâre officially part of the Savanaclaw hustle now!â
âRuggie, I swear, if you ruin my hairââ
But the true shocker was Leona. At first, he played it cool, lounging lazily in his chair like your decision was no big deal. âHmph, took you long enough,â he said, voice dripping with fake indifference. But then, as if he couldnât help himself, the corner of his mouth lifted into a smug grin.
And thatâs when he pulled out his phone.
âLeona, what are you doing?â you asked, watching as he sidled up to you with the confidence of a king.
âTaking a picture. Gotta rub this in a little.â
Before you could protest, he snapped a selfie of the two of you. Then, with the smoothness of a man who knew exactly what he was doing, he took another.
One went to Vil. The other went to Malleus.
The captions?
To Vil: "Looks like I win. Stay beautiful, princess."
To Malleus: "Better luck next time, lizard."
You groaned, face burning. âLeona, was that really necessary?â
âAbsolutely,â he said, slipping his phone back into his pocket and smirking like the cat who caught the canary. âWelcome to the pack, herbivore.â
Despite yourself, you couldnât help smiling. Maybe Savanaclaw wasnât such a bad choice after all.
Octavinelle
The second you announced you were choosing Octavinelle, chaos descended faster than you could say âMostro Lounge.â
Floyd let out an earsplitting cheer and, before you could blink, scooped you up and tossed you into the air like a beach ball.
âShriiiimpyâs ours now!â he cackled, catching you before launching you up again like he was testing the room's ceiling height.
âFloyd, please!â you yelled, your life flashing before your eyes as you flailed. âI donât wanna meet the Great Seven this soon!â
Eventually, Jade stepped in, placing a hand on Floydâs shoulder. âNow, now, Floyd. Letâs not accidentally lose our new dormmate to an untimely accident. We wouldnât want to scare them away before theyâve even unpacked.â
Floyd, grumbling, set you down but kept a firm arm around your shoulders, as if daring you to second-guess your decision.
Jade, meanwhile, adjusted his gloves with a serene smile that somehow felt a little too sharp. âWelcome to Octavinelle,â he said smoothly. âItâs wonderful to have you with us. I assure you, youâll be treated with the utmost care here.â He looked way too pleased with himself, his gaze lingering like he was already planning your initiation.
Then there was Azul.
Azul looked like heâd just won a billion Madol jackpot. His eyes gleamed, and for a moment, it seemed like he was going to break into a little dance right there in the lounge. But then, with Herculean effort, he composed himself, clasping his hands and clearing his throat.
âWell, this is certainly a wise choice,â he said, adjusting his glasses like he hadnât just been doing mental cartwheels. âIâm honored youâve decided to join Octavinelle. Weâll make sure all your needs are taken care of.â
But then⊠he slid a very familiar-looking contract across the counter.
âOf course,â Azul added with a dazzling smile, âjust a small formality. You see, this document simply guarantees that youâll remain a proud Octavinelle student until graduationâoh, and a few other things.â
You stared at the contract hoping it might spontaneously combust. âAzul. I literally just joined. Can I have a minute to breathe before I sign my soul away?â
âNo rush, no rush!â Azul said, not looking remotely deterred. âTake your time. But, ahâdo keep in mind that signing sooner ensures the best possible benefitsâŠâ
As Jade handed you a drink (which you were very suspicious of) and Floyd draped himself over you, already talking about all the âfunâ youâd have together, you couldnât help but wonder if youâd just made a deal with the devil.
Still, as Azul's smug smile softened into something almost genuine, you decided it wasnât the worst deal in the world.
Scarabia
The moment you announced your decision, Kalim was on you like a whirlwind.
âYOU CHOSE SCARABIA!!â he yelled, tackling you into a hug so tight you thought you might pop like a balloon. Before you could even gasp for air, he was spinning you around the common room like you were some kind of trophy heâd just won.
âThis is AMAZING! Weâre gonna have so much fun! Parties! Feasts! Adventures! Youâre gonna love it here!â Kalim babbled, his infectious excitement making it hard to even feel dizzy despite the rapid spinning.
âKalim,â you wheezed, clutching his shoulders, âplease put me down before my life flashes before my eyes.â
âOh, right!â he said, gently setting you down with a sheepish laugh. âI got carried away. Iâm just so happy!â
As you tried to steady yourself, a much calmerâbut no less relievedâvoice spoke from behind Kalim.
âIâm glad you chose Scarabia,â Jamil said, his expression carefully composed, though you could see the faintest hint of relief in his eyes.
You blinked at him, surprised. âReally?â
âYes,â Jamil replied, crossing his arms and glancing away like he didnât want to elaborate. But after a beat, he sighed and added, âYouâre one of the few people here who keeps things balanced. With you around, maybe Iâll have a chance to stay sane.â
Your heart melted a little at his quiet admission, even as Kalim jumped in again, declaring heâd throw a party that night to celebrate your move.
âLetâs get food! Music! Oh, we should decorate your room! Jamil, can we hang up those golden lanterns I found last week? Andââ
âKalim,â Jamil interrupted, pinching the bridge of his nose but unable to hide the faint smile tugging at his lips, âone thing at a time. Let them breathe.â
You couldnât help but laugh at the dynamic, feeling a warm sense of belonging already. Scarabia might be a lot, but it felt like home.
Pomefiore
The second you announced your decision, Epel let out a laugh so sinister it wouldâve sent chills down a villainâs spine. âHA! TAKE THAT, EVERYONE ELSE!â he shouted, whipping out his phone to snap a selfie with you.
Of course, Rook popped into the frame with perfect timing, striking an overly dramatic pose as Epel sent the picture straight to the first-year chat. âVICTORY IS OURS!â was the only caption needed.
Before you could even blink, Rook had swooped in, bowing theatrically. âAh, mon cher, your choice has blessed us with the most magnifique triumph! Let us celebrate with a dance!â
You barely had time to protest before he twirled you around the room like you were in some period drama. His excitement was so contagious you almost didnât notice when he dipped you dramaticallyâuntil you felt yourself tipping back, only to be caught by Vil.
âHonestly, Rook,â Vil sighed, steadying you with all the grace in the world. âDo try not to give them whiplash their first day.â
He turned to you, his usual poised demeanor firmly in place, though the faint smile tugging at his lips betrayed his true feelings. âWelcome to Pomefiore,â he said, his voice soft, yet commanding. âYouâve made the right decision.â
You were about to respond when Vil, ever the perfectionist, immediately began fussing over your uniform. âHonestly, you canât be seen like this. Your tie is uneven, andâRook, stop standing there and help them adjust their collar properly!â
As Vil worked, meticulously fixing every little detail, you couldnât help but notice the gleam of satisfaction in his eyes. He mightâve been playing it cool, but there was no hiding how pleased he was to have you here.
Epel and Rook, meanwhile, had started arguing about who deserved the credit for your choice, while Vil made it very clear that it was his influence that sealed the deal.
And just like that, your chaotic new life in Pomefiore began.
Ignihyde
The moment the words âIâm choosing Ignihydeâ left your mouth, Idia froze like someone had yanked his power cord out. His hair flickered erratically, and for a second, you thought he might actually pass out.
âBig Brother? Big Brother!â Ortho shook him frantically, his mechanical arms making a soft whirring sound. âStay with us! They chose us! You canât glitch out now!â
Idia finally snapped back to reality, though his face was still pale, his hair sputtering like a dying neon sign. âW-Wait, what?! YouâŠchose here? Are you serious? This isnât like, a prank, right? Did Ortho bribe you?!â
âNo pranks, no bribes. I chose Ignihyde,â you said, trying not to laugh at his genuine bewilderment.
He blinked rapidly, processing your words. âB-But the PowerPoint⊠I thought it was way too cringe. I mean, I had like, fifty slides about food optimization! Whoâd find that interesting?! You were supposed to be like, âEw, no thanks,â and leave!â
âActually, I thought it was kind of cute,â you admitted, watching as his hair flared a bright pink.
âC-CUTE?! AAHH, STOP, YOU CANâT JUST SAY THINGS LIKE THAT!â He clutched his hoodie like his heart was going to short-circuit.
âBig Brother, calm down!â Ortho interjected, practically beaming. âThey chose us! Isnât this the best thing ever?â
Idia rubbed the back of his neck, his gaze darting anywhere but at you. ââŠSo, uh, do you wanna, likeâŠcelebrate or something? I-I mean, I know you probably have better things to do, b-but if you wannaâŠplay a game or something, thatâd be cool.â
You smiled. âIâd love to.â
Ortho let out an excited cheer and zipped over to hug you tightly, his arms surprisingly warm. âWelcome to Ignihyde! Iâm so happy youâre here! This is gonna be the best!â
As Ortho buzzed around you, already listing off all the things you could do together, you caught Idia sneaking a shy glance your way. His hair was still flickering pink, and he looked like he couldnât believe this was real.
You werenât sure what life in Ignihyde would bring, but if it meant seeing Idia like thisâflustered, happy, and maybe a little hopefulâyou knew youâd made the right choice.
Diasomnia
The moment you announced youâd chosen Diasomnia, Sebek practically burst into flames.
âOF COURSE YOU CHOSE DIASOMNIA!â he boomed, puffing up with pride. âItâs the only logical choice! With the Young Master here, there was no other dorm worthy of your presence!â
Silver chuckled softly at Sebekâs theatrics, stepping forward with a kind smile. âWelcome to Diasomnia. Iâm glad youâre joining us. Let me know if you need help moving your thingsâIâll be happy to assist.â
Before you could respond, Lilia appeared out of thin air, laughing like a mischievous ghost. âAh, welcome, welcome! Weâve been expecting youâŠor at least, I have. Let me go fetch Malleus so he can hear the good news himself!â And with that, he vanished in a puff of green smoke, leaving you blinking at the empty spot heâd occupied seconds before.
Malleus arrived moments later, his towering presence filling the room. His emerald eyes softened as they landed on you. âI heard youâve made your decision. Have you truly chosen Diasomnia as your dorm?â
You smiled up at him. âYeah, I chose Diasomnia.â
The way his face lit up was unlike anything youâd ever seen. His usual composed demeanor melted into something warmer, brighter. He almost lookedâŠgiddy.
âThis pleases me greatly,â he said, his voice rumbling with quiet joy. âCome. Iâll give you a proper tour of our dorm.â
You didnât even get a chance to answer before he gently ushered you forward, beginning the grand tour of Diasomnia. Lilia popped in and out of nowhere as you walked, adding bizarre and entirely unnecessary facts.
âAnd over there,â Lilia said, gesturing to a decorative suit of armor, âis what I wore when I once tripped and almost spilled soup on Malleus when he was a child. Ah, good times.â
Malleus sighed but didnât stop him. âThis area is the library. Feel free to browse the shelves at your leisure. I can show you my favorite tomes later.â
âAnd this hallway is where Sebek shouted for the first time when he thought Malleus was missing! Nearly shattered all the windows,â Lilia added with a grin.
You couldnât help but laugh, the whole thing feeling so surreal yet oddly comforting. Silver walked quietly beside you, throwing in the occasional useful tidbit, while Sebek followed behind, grumbling something about Lilia not taking the tour seriously.
By the time the tour ended, you felt strangely at home. The eccentricity, the warmth, the oddly familial atmosphereâit all wrapped around you like a cozy blanket.
Malleus turned to you, his expression soft but sincere. âYouâll be safe here. Iâll personally see to it.â
Lilia smirked. âSafe and well-fed. Iâll whip up something special to celebrate!â
âPlease donât,â Sebek muttered, but you just laughed, already feeling like you belonged.
Secret ending: Ramshackle
When you finally dragged yourself back to Ramshackle, you were met with Grim, lounging on the couch like he hadn't a care in the world.
"Well, henchhuman? Which dorm are we moving to? I hope you picked the one with the best tuna," he yawned, tail flicking lazily.
You slumped down next to him, groaning. "None of them."
Grim's ears perked up. "Huh? What do ya mean, none of them?!"
"I told Crowley to just fix the worst parts of this place. Iâd rather stay here. Everyoneâs so excited for me to join their dormâI donât wanna disappoint them."
Grim blinked at you, then shrugged like it didnât matter. "Eh, as long as you're still my henchhuman, I donât care. Besides, this place has character! And by character, I mean itâs haunted, but still."
The next day, Crowley gathered the staff and shared your decision with them. Youâd half-expected him to brush off his promise, but to your utter shock, the teachers actuallyâŠpitched in.
Vargas showed up first, flexing dramatically. "Alright! Time to show these walls the power of my biceps! Iâll have this place sturdy in no time!" He started hammering away, though you were slightly concerned when he tried to patch a hole in the ceiling using a workout bench.
Trein followed, shaking his head disapprovingly. "This building is a historical relic, and it deserves proper restoration." He brought Lucius along, who mostly supervised by napping in different corners.
Crewel arrived next, snapping his gloves on. "Weâre not half-assing this. Ramshackle is getting a full makeover. And youâre going to help, pup. Start scrubbing those floors. Chop, chop!"
Even Sam surprised you by popping up with a toolbox and a grin. "Canât have my favorite customer living in a death trap, can I? Plus, a little investment in the neighborhood never hurts business!"
The repairs were chaotic but effective. You spent days dodging Vargasâ overly enthusiastic demolition attempts, enduring Treinâs lectures on historical preservation, and running errands for Crewel while he barked orders like you were a rookie in boot camp.
By the end of it, Ramshackle was almost unrecognizable. The roof no longer leaked, the walls were sturdy, and the floors didnât creak like a ghost was stalking you (though you were pretty sure the ghosts were still there, just quieter).
Grim looked around, nodding in approval. "Not bad, huh? Maybe this place isnât such a dump anymore."
You smiled, patting his head. "Yeah, itâs still home."
And as you settled back into your slightly less ramshackle life, you couldnât help but feel a little grateful. Sure, your dorm might not have been the flashiest or fanciest, but it was yours. And that was more than enough.
In which you have to decide on a dorm to become part of.
Part 2: You choose the dorm
"You're serious?" you blink at Crowley, half-expecting Grim to wake you up from this fever dream. "I can move into any dorm?"
Crowley clasps his hands together with a benevolent smile that doesn't quite match his usual dramatic flair. "Indeed, my dear prefect! It's the least I can do to ensure your safety and comfort!"
Grim looks up from where heâs gnawing on a suspiciously burnt sofa leg. "Wait, what about me?!"
"Youâll go where the prefect goes, naturally," Crowley waves off Grimâs protests. "Now, chop-chop! Let me know your decision by the end of the day."
And just like that, he floats out of Ramshackle, leaving you standing in the middle of the chaos.
Heartslabyul
The second you hit send in the group chat, you regret everything. Ace and Deuce donât even wait for you to explain. Within minutes, theyâre barging into Ramshackle like the Kool-Aid Man.
âHeartslabyul!â Ace yells, grabbing one of your arms.
âObviously Heartslabyul!â Deuce hollers, seizing the other.
âI havenât even decidedââ
âBlasphemy!â Ace gasps, as if youâd just insulted his mother. âWeâre your best friends, how could you even think about choosing another dorm?â
Deuce nods fervently, dragging you toward the door. âHeartslabyulâs clean! Organized! Youâd thrive there!â
"And the desserts!" Ace adds. "Think of the desserts!"
Before you know it, you're shoved into Heartslabyulâs rose garden, where Riddle is waiting with the most extravagant tea party setup youâve ever seen. Thereâs a towering cake, delicate pastries, and enough tea to drown Grim.
âI thought you might need proper refreshments while considering your options,â Riddle says, adjusting his posture like he isnât secretly trying to sway you. âOf course, I have no preference where you go. Iâm merely concerned for your well-being.â
Trey hands you a plate with the biggest, most immaculate slice of cake youâve ever seen. âYouâd fit right in here, you know,â he says kindly. âWeâre all about structure and care⊠and good desserts.â
"Plus," Cater slides in with a grin, âimagine all the cool pics we could take together! #DormGoals, am I right? You and me chilling in Heartslabyul, like, all the time?â
Riddle clears his throat loudly. âThis isnât about favoritism, mind you. But if you were to choose Heartslabyul, youâd be part of a dorm that values discipline and respect for the rules.â
Ace nudges you with a smirk. âIgnore him. Just think of all the times Iâll sneak you extra tarts.â
You glance around at the hopeful stares. Grimâs already halfway into a tart he snatched off the table. âI feel like Iâm being ambushed.â
âOh, you are,â Ace says shamelessly.
Savanaclaw
You stumble out of the Heartslabyul tea party, feeling like youâve consumed enough sugar to fuel a small country. Before you can even catch your breath, a shadow looms over you, and suddenly, you're hoisted into the air like a sack of potatoes.
âWhat theâJACK?!â you squawk, flailing as he throws you over his shoulder like you weigh nothing.
âYouâre coming with me,â Jack grunts, completely unfazed by your protests. âYou need to see why Savanaclaw is the best dorm for you.â
âI can walk, you know!â you huff, punching his back.
He ignores you. âNot fast enough.â
By the time he sets you down, youâre in the middle of Savanaclawâs common area, where Ruggie is lounging on one of the couches, counting a suspiciously thick wad of cash. Leonaâs sprawled out nearby, pretending to nap, though his ears twitch at the sound of your arrival.
Ruggie grins as soon as he spots you. âAh, perfect timing! I was just telling Leona how we could totally use someone like you here. Right, boss?â
Leona cracks one eye open and yawns, his tone dripping with disinterest. âTch. Donât care. They can do whatever they want.â
âThatâs funny,â Ruggie says, nudging Leona hard enough to make him growl, ââcause I distinctly remember you sayingâand I quoteââIf they donât pick Savanaclaw, everyone else can rot.ââ
Leona sits up, glaring daggers at Ruggie. âI said no such thing.â
âSure you didnât,â Ruggie snickers before turning back to you, his grin as wide as a hyenaâs. âAnyway, check this out. Leona generously donated some funds to help you... you know, see the light.â
He shoves the wad of cash into your hands. You blink at it. âWhat am I supposed to do with this?â
âWhatever you want! Snacks, clothes, bribes for your annoying friends in HeartslabyulâŠâ
Leona groans and drags a hand down his face. âYouâre making us look desperate.â
âWe? Speak for yourself, Your Highness.â Ruggie winks at you. âHeâs just mad âcause he doesnât know how to be subtle.â
Leona slouches further into his seat, watching you through half-lidded eyes. âLook, Herbivore, if you wanna be around people who wonât coddle you, Savanaclawâs where itâs at. We donât do tea parties hereââ
âObviously,â you mutter, thinking about the claw marks on the furniture.
ââbut weâll actually challenge you to grow stronger. You canât get that in the other dorms.â
Jack nods. âHeâs right. And weâve got the best training facilities on campus.â
Ruggie waves a hand dismissively. âYeah, yeah, trainingâs cool and all, but letâs focus on what really matters. Free snacks. Awesome vibes. Me.â
Leona rolls his eyes. âYouâre going to scare them off.â
You cross your arms, trying to ignore the way Leonaâs ears flick every time you shift your weight. âSo⊠are you guys going to bribe me with anything besides money and vibes?â
Leona smirks. âWhat, isnât my dazzling personality enough?â
Ruggie snorts. âOh, sure. Thatâs totally why people flock to you.â
You canât help but laugh, and Leonaâs eyes soften just a little, though he quickly turns his head like he doesnât care.
âIâll think about it,â you say, handing the wad of cash back to Ruggie, who immediately starts recounting it like youâve stolen some.
âBetter think fast,â Leona mutters, though thereâs the faintest curve of a smile on his lips.
Octavinelle
As you trudge back to Ramshackle, your brain still processing Savanaclawâs ârecruitment tactics,â a pair of arms suddenly wrap around you, lifting you clean off the ground.
âShrimpy!â Floyd crows, spinning you around like youâre a prize he just won at a carnival.
âFLOYD! Put me down!â you shout, flailing uselessly in his grip.
âNah, I got orders,â he says, grinning ear to ear as he hauls you off toward the Mostro Lounge.
By the time youâre unceremoniously deposited (read: still stuck in Floydâs arms like a glorified teddy bear), youâre face-to-face with Azul and Jade, both of whom look way too pleased with themselves.
âAh, perfect timing!â Azul says, standing up from his chair with his signature business smile. âWeâve been eagerly awaiting your arrival. Have a seat!â
âI would if Floyd let me down,â you deadpan, glaring at the tall eel holding you like a sack of seaweed.
âNah, youâre comfy,â Floyd chirps, tightening his grip as if daring you to try escaping.
Azul clears his throat, pulling out a scroll of parchment that looks suspiciously like a contract. âAhem. Now, as I was sayingâletâs discuss the many benefits of joining Octavinelle. For starters, we pride ourselves on being a dorm of intellect and resourcefulness. Here, youâll have access to unmatched networking opportunities, a plethora of unique beverages crafted by Jade himself, andâshould you agreeâmy personal mentorship in matters of⊠negotiation.â
He flashes you a grin that screams, This is totally not suspicious at all.
Jade slides a glass of something shimmering and iridescent across the table toward you. âI would be delighted to name you our official taste tester. Imagine the prestige of being the first to try all my⊠experimental creations.â
You eye the drink like it might explode. âDefine âexperimental.ââ
Jade smiles serenely. âYouâll find out.â
âDonât be shy, Shrimpy!â Floyd chimes in, shifting you in his arms so youâre now sitting sideways like some sort of royal guest. âYouâd have so much fun here. Weâve got good food, good drinks, and me.â
Azul adjusts his glasses, sliding the contract closer to you. âAnd, of course, weâve prepared a special position for you. All you have to do is sign right here, and Octavinelle will officially welcome you as our newest member.â
You glance at the contract, then at the three of themâAzulâs scheming smile, Jadeâs unsettling calmness, and Floydâs unnervingly enthusiastic grin.
âI feel like this is a trap,â you say.
âItâs not a trap,â Floyd says immediately, which makes you even more suspicious.
Azul leans forward, steepling his fingers. âI assure you, everything is perfectly legitimate. Now, shall we seal the deal?â
âOr,â you say, leaning back as far as Floydâs grip will allow, âI could not.â
Jade hums thoughtfully, handing you another drink. âAt least try the beverages before you decide.â
Azul smirks. âIâm sure a sip or two will convince you.â
You glance at the drink, then back at Azul. âIs this bribery?â
âItâs persuasion,â he corrects smoothly.
âSame thing.â
Floyd suddenly squeezes you tight, grinning down at you. âCâmon, Shrimpy. Just say yes already! Iâll carry you everywhere. Betcha Heartslabyul and Savanaclaw didnât offer that.â
You sigh, resting your head in your hands. This was going to be a long night.
Scarabia
You barely make it out of Octavinelle alive (or at least with your dignity and soul intact) when youâre immediately ambushed again.
âPrefect!â Kalimâs voice rings out, and before you can even process the sound, youâre being yanked into a whirlwind of color, music, and⊠is that confetti?
You blink as Scarabia's lounge comes into view, transformed into what can only be described as a full-blown festival. Tables are piled high with food, lanterns glow in warm hues, and cheerful music fills the air.
âSurprise!â Kalim grins, throwing his arms wide like he just gifted you the world. âWelcome to Scarabia! We threw a party just for you!â
âA⊠party?â you repeat, still trying to figure out how you got here so fast.
âYep!â Kalim grabs your hands, his golden eyes shining with pure, unfiltered excitement. âI thought, âWhatâs the best way to convince you to join us?â And then I thought, âA party! Everyone loves parties!ââ
Before you can respond, a plate stacked with delicious-looking food appears in front of you, courtesy of none other than Jamil.
âEat,â he says simply, pushing the plate closer.
âOh, uh, thanks?â you mumble, picking up a fork.
Jamil nods, then leans in slightly, his voice low and almost conspiratorial. âThis is just a taste of what Scarabia has to offer. Stick around, and Iâll make sure youâre well-fed every day. Properly fed.â
You pause mid-bite, noticing the way he emphasizes the word âproperly,â like he knows exactly how many instant noodles youâve been living off of.
Kalim, meanwhile, is still giving you the most devastating puppy-dog eyes youâve ever seen. âYouâll join, right? Weâd have so much fun together! And think of all the parties we could throw! Oh, and I can get you anything you want! Name it, and itâs yours!â
You glance between Kalimâs hopeful grin and Jamilâs subtle but persuasive bribes.
Jamil catches your hesitation and sighs, placing yet another dish in front of you. âLook, Iâll even help you stay on top of your work. Youâre clearly the type who needs someone dependable around.â
âHey!â you protest, only for him to raise an eyebrow as if to say, Am I wrong?
âPlease?â Kalim chimes in, practically bouncing in place. âItâll be so much fun! And I really, really want you to join. Scarabia would be perfect for you!â
You groan internally, stuffing another bite of food into your mouth just to avoid answering. Between Kalimâs overwhelming enthusiasm and Jamilâs quiet determination, youâre starting to think Scarabia might actually succeed in breaking your will.
Youâre doomed. Arenât you?
Pomefiore
You stumble out of Scarabia, clutching your overstuffed stomach and wondering how youâve made it this far without officially losing your sanity. Taking the long way around campus to avoid any more ambushes seems like the best ideaâyouâve had enough dorm propaganda for one day.
Or so you thought.
Youâre halfway through the forest, breathing a sigh of relief at the quiet, whenâ
You shriek as Rook appears out of thin air. Where did he even come from? Why is there sparkly lighting behind him? Is this even allowed?
âRook! Whatâwhat are you doing here?!â
âAh, I see you were clever enough to evade the others,â he says, ignoring your question entirely. âBut you cannot escape me, the hunter of beauty! Pomefiore awaits, mon ami!â
Before you can protest, heâs scooped you up bridal style and is sprinting through the forest with unnatural speed, his laughter echoing ominously.
âThis isnât fair! Youâre cheating!â you yell, flailing helplessly.
âAllâs fair in love, war, and dorm recruitment, non?â
You soon find yourself unceremoniously plopped down in the middle of Pomefioreâs lounge. Vil is waiting with his arms crossed and an unreadable expression, though the way his foot taps against the floor suggests heâs less than pleased.
âHonestly,â Vil sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. âWas the theatrics really necessary, Rook?â
âAlways,â Rook replies with a wink.
Epel is off to the side, clearly trying not to laugh at your predicament while casually carving an apple.
âWell,â Vil says, straightening his posture and fixing you with a regal gaze. âIâve heard about this⊠situation of yours. Joining Pomefiore would be the obvious choice. After all, we are the epitome of elegance and refinement. It would be a privilege for you to stay here, and I might even be able to do something about your⊠appearance.â
You blink. "What's wrong with my appearance?â
Vil waves a hand dismissively. âNothing I canât fix. Consider it a favor.â
Epel, meanwhile, sidles up next to you, whispering conspiratorially âDonât listen to him. Heâs just tryna butter you up. But, uh⊠you should totally join Pomefiore anyway. Look, I brought you some fresh juice from Harveston. And this apple.â
You glance at the carved apple heâs offering. Itâs shaped like a little heart.
âEpel,â Vil scolds, glaring at him. âStop bribing them. Thatâs hardly dignified.â
âWell, itâs working, isnât it?â Epel shoots back, crossing his arms. âI just think we need someone whoâll actually get how hard it is to survive your routines. And they seem cool. So there.â
You feel your brain short-circuiting as Vil and Epel start bickering in front of you. Rook stands off to the side, watching with sparkling eyes like heâs witnessing a masterpiece.
Somehow, you feel like this is still less stressful than Scarabia. But only barely.
Ignihyde
You somehow manage to escape Pomefiore in one piece, though your mind feels like itâs been through a blender. Youâre determined to finally make it back to Ramshackle without incident whenâ
âPrefect!â
You freeze mid-step as Ortho zooms into view, his boosters glowing bright blue. Before you can even blink, he grabs your arm with surprising strength.
âIgnihyde is next!â he announces cheerfully, starting to lift you off the ground.
âWait, wait!â you shout, flailing. âI can walk! Please, Iâve been carried around like a stolen handbag all day!â
Ortho tilts his head, his LED eyes flickering. âOh⊠okay! As long as you promise to come willingly!â
You nod frantically. âI promise! Just no more flying, please.â
Satisfied, Ortho takes your hand and leads you to Ignihyde. The journey is mercifully uneventful, though you can feel your soul leaving your body as you realize whatâs waiting for you inside.
Sure enough, Idia is hunched over in the corner of the lounge, a laptop balanced precariously on a stack of game boxes. The moment you enter, the screen lights up with a title slide: âTop 10 Reasons Why You Should Join Ignihydeâ in bold, glowing text.
âOh, youâre here,â Idia mutters, adjusting his hoodie nervously. His hair flickers faintly pink at the tips. âUh, okay, soâyeah, uhâwelcome? Or whatever. Letâs, um, get this over with.â
He clicks to the first slide, which is an overwhelming wall of text filled with bullet points, charts, and what looks like a meme of a cat wearing glasses.
âReason number one,â Idia starts, stumbling over his words. âUm, weâre quiet? Like, no loud parties or annoying socializing. Uh⊠unless you count Ortho, but, uh, heâs not that bad. And you can play games as much as you want. Or watch anime. Orâuhâjust chill. Yeah.â
Ortho, standing nearby, nods enthusiastically. âIgnihyde is perfect for you! And Brother worked really hard on this presentation!â
You glance at Idia, whoâs clearly fighting for his life to make eye contact with you. He clicks to the next slide, which is just a stock photo of a cozy room.
âReason number two,â he continues. âWe, uh, have good Wi-Fi? Like, really good. You could stream in 4K if you wanted to. Not that youâd want to. Or maybe you would? Uh⊠I dunno. Anyway.â
His hair flickers a deeper pink, and he clicks to the next slide. Itâs a crudely edited photo of you and him standing next to each other in front of a glowing Ignihyde logo. Youâre not sure whether to be impressed or deeply concerned.
He glances at you, his expression oddly hopeful. âSo, uh⊠what do you think?â
You can feel Ortho practically vibrating next to you, his bright smile threatening to blind you. Meanwhile, Idia is trying (and failing) to look indifferent, but the way his fingers tap anxiously on the laptop betrays him.
âIâll⊠think about it,â you say carefully, not having the heart to crush Idiaâs dreams outright.
His hair sparks bright pink for a split second before he slams the laptop shut, muttering something about âoverheating processorsâ and âinput overload.â
Ortho cheers. âYay! I knew youâd see how great we are!â
You manage a weak smile, already planning your escape route.
Diasomnia
Youâre so closeâso, so closeâto finally making it back to Ramshackle when the universe decides to remind you that peace is but a fleeting dream.
âAh, there you are!â
You barely have time to scream before Lilia literally materializes out of thin air, grabbing you by the arm and dragging you into a swirling vortex of green light.
âWait, NOââ
Too late. Youâre already standing in the middle of Diasomniaâs lounge, disoriented and ready to file a restraining order against anyone with teleportation magic.
Malleus looks up from where heâs seated, eyebrows raising slightly. âChild of man? What brings you here?â
âGreat news, Malleus!â Lilia chirps, dropping you onto the couch like a sack of potatoes. âTheyâre choosing a dorm to transfer to, and we couldnât possibly let them pick anywhere but Diasomnia!â
Malleus freezes, his eyes wide with surprise, before his expression shifts into one of regal determination. He rises from his seat, his imposing height making you feel like a pebble in the presence of a mountain.
âIs this true?â he asks, his voice deep and serious. âYouâre choosing a new dorm?â
âUh, yeah, butââ
âThen it must be Diasomnia.â His tone leaves no room for argument. âHere, you will be protected. No harm shall come to you under my watch. AndâŠâ He pauses, his eyes gleaming with excitement. âI have a gargoyle in my room. A fine specimen. You would enjoy its company.â
You blink. â...A gargoyle?â
âYes,â Malleus says with absolute sincerity, as though thatâs the most convincing argument in the world.
Before you can process that, Sebek practically throws himself to the floor in front of you, bowing with the intensity of a knight swearing fealty.
âHuman!â he bellows. âYou must choose Diasomnia! To live anywhere else would be an insult to the Young Masterâs unparalleled grace and power! Surely, you can see this is the only logical choice!â
âSebek,â Silver mumbles from his spot on the couch, not even bothering to open his eyes. âMaybe let them decide for themselves.â
âBut, Silver!â Sebek protests, his voice trembling with the sheer force of his conviction. âThe honor! The prestige!â
Meanwhile, Lilia floats into view, holding a plate of⊠something. âDonât worry about dinner, dear. Iâve prepared a feast for you! Go on, take a bite.â
You stare at the plate. It looks like it might be alive. âIâm⊠good, thanks.â
âNonsense! You need to keep your strength up!â Lilia insists, thrusting the plate closer to your face.
Silver sighs, finally sitting up. âYou should just do what feels right,â he says, offering you a calm, reassuring smile. âDonât let them pressure you.â
You glance between Malleusâs earnest expression, Sebekâs passionate pleas, and Liliaâs⊠questionable cooking. Your stomach growls, but youâre not sure if itâs hunger or the beginnings of a panic attack.
One thingâs for sure: if you survive this day, youâre going to need therapy.
The sun is setting by the time you finally drag your aching body back to Ramshackle. The dorm looms ahead, creaky and crumbling, but for once, it feels like a safe haven compared to the dorm-hopping marathon you just survived.
As you step inside, youâre greeted by the unmistakable voice of your ever-demanding feline companion. âThere you are! What took ya so long? Iâve been waitinâ forever!â
Grim is sprawled on the couch, a can of tuna already half-empty beside him. He squints at you suspiciously. âSo? Which dorm are we movinâ to?â
You groan, flopping face-first onto the nearest piece of semi-clean furniture. âI havenât decided yet.â
âWhat?!â Grim squawks, leaping onto the armrest beside you. âWhat do ya mean you havenât decided? This is important! We gotta pick one where I can get the most tuna, yâknow?â
You tilt your head just enough to glare at him. âOh, sure. Let me just base my entire living situation on your snack preferences.â
Grim puffs up, indignant. âHey! Iâve been puttinâ up with this dump longer than anyone! I deserve to have a say!â
You sigh, the weight of the day finally catching up to you. Somehow, Grim being his usual self is oddly comforting after everything. No bribes, no PowerPoints, no gargoyle sales pitchesâjust Grim being Grim.
âCan we talk about this tomorrow?â you mumble, your voice muffled by the cushion. âIâm too tired to think.â
Grim eyes you for a moment before huffing. âFine. But donât take too long, got it? Iâm not stickinâ around this dump forever!â
With that, he hops off to raid the kitchen, leaving you alone to sink further into the furniture. You stare at the ceiling, your brain too fried to process anything else.
Tomorrow. Youâll deal with it tomorrow. For now, all you want is to sleep in your creaky, drafty old dorm. At least here, no oneâs trying to kidnap you.
Hi! Just wanted to say Iâm in love with your TWST writing. Was just reading the white rabbit series and Iâm hooked. In part 3 we see that White Rabbit! Reader is 100% not ok, mostly because nothing has changed. They still have all their work to do, all their school work, all the ârequestsâ from the NRC boys and staff, and they are STILL being teased. Sure the teasing may have changed a little but itâs still there. Reader is still being brushed aside, not listened to.
Characters like Crewel and Leona may say they like the change, and that kinda hurts? They like reader being burnt out and just so worn down? Everyone seems to have comments on what they think, but have they asked what our little rabbit thinks? What reader feels? Do any of them realize just how much our White Rabbit actually does for everyone?
I kinda want to see White Rabbit! Reader snap again and just get teary eyed and say how the other overblots got support and can change, but reader still has a role. Reader canât stop doing their work. They just canât care anymore because itâs clear others donât care about them. If others think itâs so good for them to be like this then what does that mean? Reader doesnât want to be stressed out. They donât want to lash out and hurt others, they never did. But they just feel so worn and done with it all.
IDK I just see it being such good hurt/comfort fic material. Rabbits may be prey but they arenât just weak and defenseless. Our little rabbit thought has just had enough. Iâd love to see your take on this.
Hope youâre doing well!
White Rabbit! Reader Aftermath
Original Ask ; Rabbit Overblots ; Overblot Aftermath
Characters: All NRC + Staff, Rollo, Neige, Che'nya
hi! I'm sorry it took so long, it went way too long and got out of hand. i hope you like it <3
Riddle Rosehearts:
Riddle noticed something was wrong. It was in the way your shoulders sagged under the weight of another endless list of tasks. It was in the way your normally brisk pace had slowed, as if each step you took was through quicksand. But he didn't say anythingânot at first.
You were always like this, werenât you? Always running late, always fretting about something. He just assumed it was your usual nervous nature.
Except, it wasn't.
The change was subtle, but there was something different in your eyes now. Something darker. You still did the work, you still completed each task with quiet efficiency, but the politeness had taken on an edge of detachment. You werenât anxious anymoreâyou were done.
"Here's the report you wanted," you said one evening, handing him a set of documents. Your voice was flat, no longer laced with the apprehension heâd grown used to. There was no fidgeting, no desperate need for approval in your tone.
Riddle paused, looking up from his desk. "Is everything alright?" The question was curt, almost accusatory, as if he was more irritated by your change in demeanor than concerned.
You gave him a tired smile. "Does it matter?"
His brows furrowed. "Of course it matters! Youâve been acting strange."
You laughedâa bitter, hollow sound that sent a shiver down his spine. âStrange? No, Riddle, Iâve been tired. Youâve never noticed that before, have you?â
The air between you stilled, a suffocating weight pressing down as he processed your words. You were always so compliant, so willing to go along with everything. Heâd assumed you preferred it that way. After all, hadnât you always done your work without complaint?
But now, seeing the exhaustion etched into your face, the lifelessness behind your eyes, he realized heâd been wrong. Heâd taken your compliance as a given, never once considering the toll it had been taking on you.
âWhy didnât you say something?â he asked, but the question felt hollow even as it left his lips.
âWould you have listened?â you shot back, your voice soft but cutting. âWhen have any of you ever really listened to what I have to say?â
Riddle swallowed hard, the sting of your words settling deep in his chest. He prided himself on fairness, on order, but he hadnât been fair to you. He hadnât been listening.
âIâm sorry,â he said, his voice quieter now, tinged with something that felt dangerously close to vulnerability. âI should have seen it. I didnât realize how much I was asking of you."
You shook your head, not in anger, but in resignation. âIâm not asking for much, Riddle. I just need someone to care. Really care.â
For the first time, Riddle felt helpless, unsure of how to fix what had been broken between you. But he stepped forward, awkwardly placing a hand on your shoulder, trying to offer some comfortâan unspoken promise to do better.
âIâll be better,â he murmured, âfor you.â
Trey Clover:
Trey always noticed things. The way you bit your lip when you were nervous, the way your eyes darted around as if you were constantly expecting something to go wrong. But now, things were different.
It wasnât the nervous energy that worried him. It was the stillness.
You sat at the table in the Heartslabyul kitchen, staring blankly at the open textbook in front of you. You had come to help him prepare for the next Unbirthday Party, like you always did, but tonight you barely spoke.
Trey placed a cup of tea in front of you, watching as you absently reached for it. âYou okay?â he asked gently.
You blinked, as if snapping out of a daze, and gave him a tired smile. âIâm fine.â
But you werenât. You hadnât been for a while now.
Trey sat down across from you, resting his elbows on the table as he studied your face. âYou donât look fine. Youâve been quiet lately. More than usual.â
You shrugged, staring down into your cup. âJust tired, I guess.â
Trey wasnât sure what to say. He wasnât good with words, not in the way Cater or Riddle were. But he didnât need words to see that something was wrong. The way your hands trembled slightly as you held the cup, the way your shoulders seemed to carry the weight of the world.
âYouâve been overworking yourself, havenât you?â he asked, voice soft but firm.
You let out a dry laugh. âWhen am I not overworked?â
Trey frowned. âThatâs not fair to you.â
âNo, itâs not,â you agreed quietly, setting the cup down. âBut itâs whatâs expected, isnât it? Someone has to keep things running smoothly.â
He reached out, gently taking your hand in his. His fingers were warm, steadyâa stark contrast to the coldness you felt creeping into your bones.
âYou donât have to do it alone, you know,â he said, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. âYou can ask for help.â
You shook your head, the weight of his kindness almost unbearable. âAnd burden everyone else? I donât want to be a problem.â
Treyâs grip on your hand tightened slightly. âYouâre not a problem. Youâre important. To all of us.â
You looked up, meeting his gaze for the first time that night, and the sincerity in his eyes nearly broke you. He meant it. He really meant it.
âIâm sorry,â you whispered, tears welling up in your eyes. âIâve just been so tired, Trey. I donât know how much more I can take.â
He stood then, moving around the table to pull you into a gentle hug, his arms wrapping around you with a quiet strength that made you feel safeâreally safeâfor the first time in weeks.
âItâs okay,â he murmured, resting his chin on top of your head. âIâve got you.â
Cater Diamond:
Cater was all smiles and sunshine. Thatâs what people saw. But he noticed thingsâsmall things, cracks in peopleâs facades. He was an expert at it because he had so many cracks of his own.
So, when he saw you dragging yourself through the day, your usual nervous energy replaced by something much darker, much heavier, he didnât ignore it.
âHey! Letâs take a selfie!â he chirped, pulling out his phone as he bounced over to you.
You blinked, staring at him like you hadnât heard a word. âIâm not in the mood, Cater.â
Cater paused, lowering his phone. That was definitely not like you. Normally, even if you were frazzled, youâd humor him. You always did.
âYou sure?â he asked, tilting his head as he scrutinized your face. âYouâre looking kinda down, you know.â
You sighed, rubbing at your eyes. âIâm just⊠tired, Cater. Iâm really tired."
Cater dropped the playful act immediately, his smile fading as he tucked his phone away. âYou wanna talk about it?â
You shook your head. âNo one wants to hear me complain.â
âCome on, donât be like that,â he said, sitting down next to you, his tone uncharacteristically soft. âIâm here for you, okay? Whatâs up?â
You hesitated, biting your lip as the weight of everything threatened to crash down on you. âItâs just⊠everything. No one listens. No one notices. I do all this work, and no one cares. Itâs like Iâm invisible.â
Cater frowned, reaching out to place a hand on your shoulder. âHey, thatâs not true. We care. I care.â
You shook your head, tears stinging your eyes. âDo you? Do any of you? Or am I just the White Rabbit, always running around, doing everyoneâs bidding, never being heard?â
Caterâs heart ached at the pain in your voice. Heâd been so wrapped up in his own facade, his own distractions, that he hadnât realized just how much you were hurting.
âIâm sorry,â he said quietly, his usual playful tone replaced with sincerity. âI shouldâve noticed. I shouldâve asked sooner.â
You sniffled, wiping at your eyes as you tried to hold yourself together. âItâs not your fault. I just⊠I donât know how much more of this I can take.â
Cater pulled you into a tight hug, resting his chin on your shoulder as he whispered, âYouâre not alone, okay? Youâve got me. Youâve got all of us."
Ace Trappola:
Ace wasnât exactly the most sensitive person in the world, but even he wasnât oblivious to the way you had been acting lately. You were quieter than usual, more withdrawn. It wasnât like you at all.
âYo, whatâs up with you?â Ace asked as he plopped down next to you in the courtyard, his usual smirk in place. âYouâve been acting super weird lately.â
You didnât even look up from your book. âIâm fine.â
Ace narrowed his eyes. âNah, youâre not. You
Ace narrowed his eyes. âNah, youâre not. Youâre like, super off. Whatâs going on? You never act like this.â
You finally looked up from your book, your expression weary and drained, like someone who had been running for far too long. âIâm just⊠tired, Ace.â
âTired?â He scoffed, nudging your shoulder. âWe all get tired, but you look like youâre about to keel over.â
You sighed, closing the book and turning to face him. âItâs not that kind of tired. Itâs the kind of tired where youâve been working non-stop, doing everything everyone asks of you, and no one ever bothers to ask if you need help.â
Ace blinked, clearly taken aback by your bluntness. He opened his mouth, then closed it, frowning as if he didnât quite know how to respond. âWait, is this about all the stuff weâve been asking you to do? âCause I didnât thinkââ
âThatâs the problem, Ace,â you interrupted, voice tight with frustration. âNo one ever thinks. You all just assume Iâll do it, and I do, because I donât want to let anyone down. But Iâm tired. Iâm so tired.â
He shifted awkwardly, scratching the back of his neck. âLook, I⊠I didnât realize it was that bad. I just figured you liked doing stuff like thatâkeeping busy, you know?â
You let out a humorless laugh. âLiked it? I do it because I donât have a choice. You all ask, and I say yes because thatâs whatâs expected of me. But no one ever asks if Iâm okay, or if I need a break.â
Aceâs smirk was gone now, replaced with an uncharacteristic seriousness. He didnât like feeling guiltyâhe hated it, in factâbut there was no denying the weight of your words.
â...Damn,â he muttered, looking away. âI didnât know. Iâm sorry, okay? I didnât mean to⊠you know, pile all that stuff on you.â
You slumped back against the bench, the exhaustion finally catching up with you. âItâs not just you. Itâs everyone. But I appreciate the apology.â
Ace was quiet for a moment before he nudged you again, a little gentler this time. âHey, listen. Iâm not exactly good at this whole feelings thing, but⊠you donât have to do all this alone, okay? Next time youâre feeling burnt out, just say something. Iâm not completely heartless, you know.â
A small smile tugged at the corner of your lips. âIâll keep that in mind.â
âGood,â Ace said with a grin, his usual cocky tone returning. âAnd donât worry, Iâll be the first to jump in and tell everyone to back off. I got your back.â
For the first time in a while, you felt a little lighter. âThanks, Ace.â
Deuce Spade:
Deuce always noticed when something was off, especially when it came to people he cared about. So when you started acting distant, quieter than usual, it didnât take long for him to pick up on it.
He found you one afternoon sitting by the fountain, staring blankly at the water. You didnât even notice when he approached, lost in your own thoughts.
âHey,â Deuce said softly, sitting down beside you. âYou okay?â
You blinked, looking over at him like you hadnât even realized he was there. âOh. Deuce. Yeah, Iâm fine.â
He frowned, not buying it for a second. âYou donât look fine. Youâve been really quiet lately.â
You sighed, rubbing your temples. âIâm just⊠tired. Itâs been a lot.â
Deuce tilted his head, his concern growing. âA lot of what?â
You hesitated, unsure if you should even bother explaining. But then again, Deuce wasnât like the others. He wasnât someone who would brush you off or tease you for feeling overwhelmed.
âItâs just⊠everything,â you finally admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. âAll the tasks, the work, the pressure. Itâs like no one ever stops to think about how much I have on my plate. I keep doing everything they ask because I donât want to let anyone down, but Iâm at my limit.â
Deuceâs frown deepened. He had always admired your work ethic, your ability to handle so much without complaint. But now, seeing you like thisâso drained, so worn outâit hurt him in a way he hadnât expected.
âI didnât know it was that bad,â he said quietly, his voice laced with guilt. âWhy didnât you say something?â
You shook your head, your eyes cast down. âWould anyone have listened?â
Deuce was silent for a moment, his jaw clenched as he processed your words. He hated that you had been carrying this burden alone, that you felt like no one cared enough to notice. He wasnât good with words, but he wasnât going to let you suffer in silence anymore.
âIâm sorry,â he said, his voice firm but gentle. âI shouldâve noticed. I shouldâve done something sooner.â
You glanced up at him, surprised by the intensity in his eyes. âItâs not your fault, Deuce. I just⊠I didnât want to be a burden.â
âYouâre not a burden,â Deuce said, his tone resolute. âYouâre one of the strongest people I know. But even strong people need help sometimes.â
The sincerity in his voice made your chest tighten, and for the first time in weeks, you felt the weight on your shoulders lighten just a little.
Deuce reached out, gently taking your hand in his. âYou donât have to do this alone. Iâll help you, okay? Whatever you need, just say the word.â
You squeezed his hand, your heart swelling with gratitude. âThank you, Deuce.â
He smiled, a soft, reassuring smile that made you feel like maybeâjust maybeâyou werenât as alone as you thought.
And in that moment, sitting by the fountain with Deuce by your side, you finally felt like you could breathe again.
Leona Kingscholar:
Leona was lounging in his usual spot in the botanical garden, eyes half-lidded as he observed you marching around like some overworked servant. It had been days since your overblot, but not much had changed for you. The requests from students, the impossible deadlines from professors, the teasing from those who had the nerve to think your meekness made you an easy targetâit was all still there. But now, there was something else in you too: a biting cynicism that wasnât there before.
And Leona noticed.
âYouâre looking different these days, Herbivore,â Leona drawled from his spot, smirking when you paused to look at him. âI like it. That whole âcynical, done-with-everyoneâs-bullshitâ vibe suits you.â
You scoffed, shaking your head and trying to ignore him. âYeah, well. I guess you could say Iâve had a change in perspective.â
Leona raised a brow, sitting up slightly. âAbout time. You were way too nice, always letting people walk all over you. This version of you? Itâs more interesting.â
You shouldâve been fine with his words. Normally, you wouldâve brushed it off, even if the new cynicism was a product of your exhaustion and burnout. But hearing Leona praise you for being this way, like the months of silent suffering were a badge of honorâit was too much.
You dropped your books and spun around, the words spilling out before you could stop yourself. âInteresting?! You think this is interesting? Iâve been running myself into the ground, doing everything everyone asks of me because Iâm too tired to say no. Iâm burned out, Leona. Iâm not âmore interesting,â Iâm barely holding it together!â
Your voice broke at the end, and before you knew it, you were trembling. All the stress, all the exhaustion, it came pouring out in one unguarded moment.
Leona blinked, taken aback by your outburst. He hadnât expected you to break down like this. Slowly, he stood up from his spot and approached you, his usual lazy expression replaced by something more serious.
âHey,â he said, his voice lower now, gentler. âI didnât mean it like that.â
You tried to hold back the tears, but it was too late. Your whole body was shaking with the weight of everything youâd been carrying, and the stress of it all finally crashed over you like a wave. You covered your face with your hands, overwhelmed and embarrassed.
âI canât do this anymore,â you whispered, your voice barely audible.
Leona sighed, running a hand through his hair as he stood there awkwardly for a moment. Comforting people wasnât exactly his strong suit, but seeing you like thisâit stirred something in him.
âAlright, alright, come here,â he muttered, pulling you into a loose hug, his arms warm and strong around you. âYou donât gotta keep doing everything, you know? I know I give you a hard time, but even I donât think you should burn out like this.â
You hesitated, but then let yourself lean into him, your tears soaking into his shirt as you tried to calm down.
âI just⊠I donât know how to stop,â you whispered.
Leona sighed again, holding you a little tighter. âThen maybe itâs time to start saying no. And if people give you grief, send âem my way. Iâll take care of it.â
You let out a shaky laugh, the absurdity of Leona offering to help in his own gruff way almost making you feel a little better. Almost.
âThanks,â you mumbled, your voice still small but a little more steady. âI⊠I needed that.â
He didnât respond, just held you a little longer until your breathing finally evened out. And though he didnât say it, you could tellâdespite his teasing, despite his indifferenceâLeona wasnât about to let you crumble under the pressure. Not on his watch.
Ruggie Bucchi:
Ruggie had always been good at picking up on little details. As someone who thrived on reading people, it wasnât hard for him to notice that something was up with you. The way you dragged your feet through the halls, the forced smile youâd plaster on whenever someone asked you for a favorâit wasnât hard to tell you were burning out.
âOi, you look like youâve been run over by a stampede,â Ruggie commented, popping up beside you in the cafeteria one afternoon. He snatched a bite of your sandwich before you could react, grinning when you barely even protested. âWhatâs up with you? Youâre usually a little more, I dunno, lively.â
You glanced at him, too tired to even scold him for stealing your food. âIâm just tired, Ruggie. Really tired.â
Ruggie raised a brow, his grin faltering a little. âTired? Like, you havenât slept? Or tired like âIâm about to drop dead from all the stuff Iâve been doing for other peopleâ tired?â
You gave him a look, and he immediately understood. âAhh, the second one, huh? Thatâs rough, man.â
You sighed, pushing your tray away. âItâs just⊠itâs a lot. I keep doing everything everyone asks, and no one ever stops to think that maybe I need a break. I donât know how much longer I can keep this up.â
Ruggie frowned, his usual mischievous expression softening. He wasnât one for heartfelt speeches, but he knew what it was like to be overworked and overlooked. He had spent most of his life like that, after all.
âHey, look, you donât gotta do everything, yâknow?â he said, leaning back in his chair. âPeople here? Theyâll keep asking as long as you keep saying yes. But if youâre feeling wiped, maybe itâs time to start saying no. Youâre not a machine.â
You let out a humorless laugh. âEasier said than done.â
Ruggie shrugged, snatching another bite of your food before giving you a playful grin. âWell, if it helps, Iâll start saying no for you. Anyone bothers you, just send âem my way. I can be real convincing when I wanna be.â
You smiled, a small, genuine one this time. âThanks, Ruggie.â
âNo problem,â he said, his grin widening. âAnd hey, donât stress. Iâve got your back.â
Jack Howl:
Jack had always been observant, especially when it came to his friends. So when you started acting differentâquieter, more withdrawnâit didnât take long for him to notice. He wasnât the type to pry, but he couldnât just stand by and do nothing.
One afternoon, he found you sitting outside the gym, your head in your hands. He approached cautiously, not wanting to startle you.
âHey,â he said, his voice soft but firm. âYou okay?â
You looked up, surprised to see him. âOh, Jack. Yeah, Iâm fine.â
He frowned, his golden eyes narrowing. âYou donât look fine.â
You sighed, leaning back against the wall. âIâm just⊠tired. Itâs been a lot.â
Jack sat down beside you, his posture straight and steady. âA lot of what?â
You hesitated, but something about Jackâs calm presence made it easier to open up. âEverything. School, work, everyone asking me for favors. Itâs like no one ever thinks I might need a break. I just⊠I donât know how to keep up.â
Jack was quiet for a moment, his expression thoughtful. He had always admired your work ethic, but seeing you so worn outâit didnât sit right with him.
âYou donât have to do it all alone, you know,â Jack said, his voice steady. âYouâve always been there for everyone else. Let me be there for you this time.â
You blinked, surprised by his words. Jack wasnât usually one for grand gestures, but his sincerity was unmistakable.
âI donât want to be a burden,â you murmured.
âYouâre not a burden,â Jack said firmly, his eyes meeting yours. âYouâre one of the strongest people I know. But even the strongest need help sometimes.â
The weight of his words hit you, and for the first time in days, you felt like you didnât have to carry everything alone.
âThanks, Jack,â you said softly, your heart feeling a little lighter.
He nodded, his usual serious expression softening into a small, reassuring smile. âAnytime.â
Azul Ashengrotto:
Azul was a businessman at heart, sharp-eyed and always aware of peopleâs shifts in demeanor. He had noticed, of course, that your usually skittish nature had dulled over the past few weeks. At first, heâd dismissed it as another bout of anxiety, something he could handle with a few soft words or requests framed as favors. But now, after your overblot, he couldnât ignore the change.
The sharp edge of your exhaustion was a palpable thing.
He found you in the library, surrounded by textbooks, scribbling notes with a frenetic energy that felt more like desperation than focus. He watched you for a moment, eyes narrowing behind his glasses as he adjusted them.
âAh, there you are,â he said smoothly, striding over to you. âIâve been meaning to discuss our little arrangement. It seems you havenât fulfilled your duties as of late.â
You didnât even look up. âNot now, Azul.â
Azul blinked. That was⊠new. Usually, your nervousness kicked in the moment you even thought youâd disappointed him. Now? Nothing. Just tired resignation.
He sat down across from you, leaning forward. âYou seem⊠different, lately.â
You sighed, setting your pen down with a shaky hand. âYeah. I guess I am.â
Azulâs confidence faltered. âYouâre⊠not going to elaborate?â
Finally, you met his eyes. âWhat do you want me to say, Azul? That Iâm fine? That everything is just peachy? Because itâs not. Iâm tired. And not in the âoh, I need a napâ way. In the âI donât know how to keep goingâ way.â
His brows furrowed. That wasnât what he expected. Azul wasnât always the best at handling raw emotion, especially when it wasnât something he could exploit or fix with a contract. But for some reason, hearing you say that struck a chord in him he didnât often feel.
âHave you⊠considered taking a break?â he offered, almost hesitant.
You laughed, a bitter sound that made his stomach twist uncomfortably. âA break? When? Between the assignments, the favors, the expectations? When would I possibly have time for that?â
Azul was silent, watching the weight of your words settle in the air between you. For once, he didnât have a calculated response. He didnât know what to say to someone who was clearly at the end of their rope.
After a moment, he placed his hands on the table, fingers lacing together. âPerhaps Iâve asked too much of you. I⊠didnât realize the extent.â
You shook your head, eyes distant. âItâs not just you, Azul. Itâs everything.â
And for the first time, Azul didnât know how to respond with anything but quiet understanding.
Jade Leech:
Jade had always been observant. His eyes tracked your movements from the moment you entered the lounge, slower, more deliberate than usual. Your once-anxious energy had dulled into something colder, more cynical. There was no hesitation in your step now, but there was no spark either.
He approached you, ever the gentleman, with a soft smile. âAh, Prefect, itâs good to see you. I hope youâre not overworking yourself.â
You gave him a look, flat and unimpressed. âFunny.â
Jade raised an eyebrow at your tone. âI was being sincere.â
âYeah, sure.â You walked past him, barely acknowledging his presence. Jade felt something akin to amusement, though there was an edge of concern to it. He followed after you, steps as smooth as ever.
âI must say, your demeanor has changed since the⊠incident.â
You turned to face him, crossing your arms. âYou mean the overblot? Yeah, I guess thatâll change a person.â
Jadeâs eyes gleamed with curiosity. âYou seem less⊠timid.â
âMaybe Iâm just tired of being scared,â you muttered, rubbing the back of your neck. âItâs exhausting.â
Jade tilted his head, studying you with a quiet intensity. âI see. And this exhaustionâhow do you plan to handle it?â
You let out a sharp laugh, devoid of humor. âHandle it? I donât know, Jade. How do you handle it when youâre expected to do everything and still be okay?â
He paused, not expecting such bluntness from you. His smile softened just a fraction. âPerhaps you should give yourself permission to fail once in a while.â
You looked at him, surprised by the sincerity in his tone. Jade rarely dropped his formal, polite mask, but there was something almost⊠genuine in his suggestion. For once, he wasnât teasing or testing you. He was offering something that felt like understanding.
âIâll try,â you said softly, feeling a lump in your throat. âIâll try.â
Floyd Leech:
Floyd had always loved messing with you. You were jumpy, reactive, and so easy to fluster. It was fun, in the way that poking at a small, defenseless animal was fun to a predator. But now? Now you didnât react at all.
He leaned over your shoulder one day in the cafeteria, poking your cheek. âHeyyyy, Rabbity, whatcha doinâ? Youâre not runninâ away from me today?â
You barely spared him a glance. âNot today, Floyd.â
Floyd blinked, frowning at your monotone response. Usually, youâd stammer, scurry away, or at least give him something fun to work with. Now? Nothing.
âWhatâs wrong with you? Youâre no fun anymore.â He flopped down beside you, pouting dramatically. âYouâre always so serious now.â
You sighed, not even looking up from your food. âMaybe Iâm tired of being the punchline, Floyd.â
That made him pause. He tilted his head, eyes narrowing. âHuh?â
âI said,â you turned to face him, eyes weary and tired, âIâm tired, Floyd. Iâm tired of always being the one everyone messes with. Iâm tired of being everyoneâs joke.â
Floydâs pout deepened, but now there was confusion in his eyes. âI didnât mean it like that⊠Itâs just fun, yâknow?â
âWell, itâs not fun for me anymore,â you said quietly, turning back to your food.
Floyd didnât say anything for a long moment, his usual mischievous energy fizzling out. He wasnât good at dealing with⊠feelings. But something about the way you lookedâso small, so tiredâmade his chest feel tight in a way he didnât like.
He leaned back, crossing his arms. âYouâre no fun when youâre all sad like this.â
You snorted softly. âYeah, well. Life isnât always fun.â
Floyd stayed silent for a while, the frown still on his face. Then, suddenly, he draped his arm around your shoulders, pulling you into his side. âDonât get all boring on me, okay? I like it when Shrimpyâs feisty.â
You couldnât help but chuckle, just a little. It was a weak sound, but it was something. Floyd grinned at that, squeezing you tighter.
âSee? Thereâs the Rabbity I like.â
Kalim Al-Asim
Kalim had always been sunshine, too bright for his own good. Heâd been one of the few who never seemed to notice how much the constant pressure was getting to you. His joy and excitement for life often overshadowed the quieter struggles of those around him, including you.
After your overblot, Kalimâs usual exuberance had dimmed. Heâd been visibly shaken, his bright smile faltering when he saw you again. He greeted you with his usual enthusiasm, but there was a tremor of uncertainty in his voice.
âHey! How are you feeling? Do you want to have a party? To celebrate you feeling better?â
You glanced up at him, eyes hollow. âIâm fine, Kalim.â
He tilted his head, concerned. âAre you sure? You donât sound fine. Maybe some music and dancing will cheer you up!â
Normally, his carefree energy mightâve been endearing, but today it grated on your nerves. You shook your head, feeling the weight of your exhaustion press down harder. âIâm tired, Kalim.â
His smile wavered. âOh⊠well, we can have a quiet party then! Just you, me, and Jamil. We donât even have to dance if you donât want to.â
You sighed, finally looking at him, and the moment he saw the weariness in your eyes, his face fell. The ever-bubbly Kalim looked⊠lost.
âKalim,â you said, rubbing your temples, âIâm tired. Really tired. And itâs not the kind of tired that a party can fix.â
Kalimâs eyes widened. âOh⊠I didnât realize you were that tired.â He shifted, fidgeting with his bracelets. âI donât like seeing you like this. Youâre always working so hard, and I thought maybe I could make you smile...â
Your heart clenched at the sincerity in his voice. Kalim, for all his obliviousness, genuinely cared. His way of expressing it might have been overwhelming, but there was no doubt that his concern was real.
âI appreciate it,â you said softly, giving him a small, tired smile. âBut right now, I just need to rest.â
Kalimâs shoulders slumped, but he nodded. âOkay, no party then. Just⊠let me know if thereâs anything I can do to help, alright?â
You reached out, placing a hand on his arm. âThank you, Kalim.â
He smiled again, softer this time, but still as warm as ever. âAnything for you.â
Jamil Viper:
Jamil was observantâpainfully so. Unlike Kalim, heâd seen the signs of your burnout long before you reached the point of overblotting. But Jamil, being Jamil, hadnât stepped in. Not because he didnât care, but because he knew what it was like to carry the weight of responsibilities without complaint. In his eyes, everyone had their burdens to bear.
Still, seeing you now, after everything, was unsettling.
You were in Scarabia, helping Kalim with some menial task that Jamil knew couldâve been handled by literally anyone else. Your once jittery energy had dulled to something almost robotic, and Jamil couldnât shake the feeling that something was very wrong.
He approached you cautiously, arms crossed. âYouâve been quieter than usual.â
You didnât look up from your work. âJust tired.â
Jamilâs eyes narrowed. âYouâve been âjust tiredâ for a while now.â
You sighed, finally pausing and turning to face him. âI overblotted, Jamil. What do you expect?â
He didnât flinch at your words, but the tension in the air thickened. Jamil had always been blunt, but seeing you like this stirred something in him that he didnât quite like.
âOverblot or not, youâre still here, doing things that arenât your responsibility,â he said, voice flat. âWhy?â
âBecause if I donât, who will?â you snapped, the bitterness in your voice surprising even yourself. You were sick of it. Sick of doing everything and being noticed for nothing. âEveryone expects me to keep going, so I keep going.â
Jamilâs expression remained impassive, but there was a flicker of something in his eyesâguilt, perhaps. He had been part of that cycle, hadnât he? Always asking, always expecting, never really considering how much you were carrying on your own.
After a moment, he sighed, his voice softer than usual. âYou donât have to keep going like this, you know.â
You blinked, surprised by the sudden gentleness in his tone. âWhat?â
âYou donât have to be everything to everyone,â Jamil continued, glancing away for a moment before meeting your eyes again. âI know what itâs like to feel like youâre trapped in expectations, but⊠burning yourself out wonât fix anything.â
For a moment, you were silent, the weight of his words settling over you. It wasnât like Jamil to be so direct about emotionsâat least, not with you. He always kept a safe distance, but now, he was offering something more genuine.
You let out a breath you didnât realize youâd been holding. âI donât know how to stop.â
Jamilâs gaze softened, just slightly. âYouâre not alone in this. You have people who care. You donât have to carry it all by yourself.â
It wasnât much, but it was enough to crack the walls youâd built around yourself. The exhaustion, the stress, it all felt a little lighter in that moment.
âThanks, Jamil,â you said quietly, giving him a tired smile.
Jamil gave a small nod, his usual stoicism returning. âJust⊠try not to overwork yourself again. I have enough on my plate with Kalim.â
You chuckled, the sound weak but genuine. âIâll try.â
Vil Schoenheit:
Vil had always been a stickler for perfection. His eyes caught every flaw, every imperfection, even the ones that others didnât noticeâor couldnât care about. So, it was no surprise when he caught you slouching, your hair slightly disheveled, and your usual anxious attention to detail completely absent.
You were exhaustedâburnt out to the point where nothing seemed to matter anymore.
Vil clicked his tongue in disapproval as he crossed his arms. âYouâve really let yourself go, havenât you?â
His tone was sharp, but the comment barely made a dent in your shell of apathy. You just blinked up at him, too tired to even flinch at the judgment.
âYeah,â you muttered, barely audible. âI guess I have.â
Vilâs violet eyes narrowed, and he placed a perfectly manicured hand on his hip. âThis isnât like you. The White Rabbit I know was always meticulous, even when the rest of you was a mess.â
The words echoed in the air, but you didnât respond. You knew he wasnât wrong. The old you wouldâve scrambled to fix your appearance, to make sure you lived up to Vilâs impossible standards. But now, you felt too tired to care. What did it matter?
Vilâs frown deepened as he studied you, and something flickered in his gazeâsomething like concern. âYouâre not even going to argue?â he asked, voice softer than before.
You shrugged, staring at your hands. âWhatâs the point?â
For a moment, there was silence. Vil wasnât used to thisâthis version of you that didnât rise to meet his expectations or bristle under his critiques. The fire that once kept you moving, always trying to prove yourself, was gone.
And it scared him.
Vil stepped closer, his sharpness fading as he crouched slightly to meet your gaze. âWhatâs going on with you?â
You finally looked up at him, your eyes hollow and tired. âIâm just⊠tired, Vil. I donât care anymore. About any of it.â
His eyes widened slightly, and for a moment, the perfect image of Vil Schoenheit cracked. He saw the depth of your exhaustionâthe weight youâd been carrying for so long. He realized, maybe for the first time, that your relentless need to keep up with him had finally broken you.
Without a word, he reached out, placing a hand on your shoulder, his touch uncharacteristically gentle. âYou donât have to keep doing this. Not for me, not for anyone.â
You swallowed hard, the lump in your throat growing as the apathy began to crumble. Tears welled up in your eyes, and you shook your head. âBut if I donât, who will?â
Vilâs expression softened in a way that you rarely saw. âIâm not asking for perfection. Not from you.â He paused, squeezing your shoulder lightly. âI just want you to be okay.â
That was it. The dam broke, and tears streamed down your face as you finally let go of the weight youâd been carrying. Vil didnât say anything more, just stayed by your side, offering a silent presence as you let yourself fall apart.
Rook Hunt:
Rook Hunt was, in every way, overwhelming. His poetic flair, his dramatic declarations of admiration, and his constant observationsâusually about things you wished he wouldnât noticeâhad been a source of both irritation and amusement in your life. But now, you found yourself unable to muster even the faintest reaction to his eccentricity.
He had been watching you, of course. Rook always noticed everything, and this time was no different. He approached you with a grin, as though he had a secret only the two of you would understand.
âMon lapin! You seem to have taken on a new air of mystery, how delightful!â His voice was filled with excitement, expecting a reactionâyour usual nervous laughter or maybe a shy protest.
But instead, you just stared blankly at him. âYeah. Sure, Rook.â
For a brief second, his smile faltered, his eyes scanning your face carefully. You werenât biting back, werenât stammering nervously or trying to evade his intense gaze. You were just⊠blank.
âSomething is amiss, non?â His voice softened, a rare gentleness creeping in as he knelt beside you, lowering himself to your eye level. âYouâre not yourself today, mon ami.â
You sighed, your shoulders slumping. âI donât know if I even know who that is anymore.â
Rook tilted his head, his usual theatrics fading. âAh, you are weary⊠far too weary for someone so full of life.â His words were soft, his voice no longer teasing but understanding.
âIâm just⊠tired, Rook. Of everything.â You rubbed your face, trying to shake off the numbness, but it clung to you like a second skin.
Rook, for once, didnât offer a poetic response or some elaborate metaphor. Instead, he reached out and gently took your hand, his thumb brushing against your knuckles in a quiet gesture of comfort. âYou donât need to explain,â he said, his voice uncharacteristically quiet. âBut you donât have to carry it alone, either.â
Something in his words broke through the wall youâd built around yourself, and you looked at him, your eyes burning with unshed tears. âI donât know what to do, Rook. Iâm so tired.â
Rookâs expression softened even further, and he smiled, a tender, genuine smile that made your heart ache. âThen rest. You are not a failure for needing time, mon lapin. Even the moon takes its time to rise.â
The tears finally spilled over, and Rook pulled you into a gentle embrace, his arms wrapping around you in a way that felt both comforting and protective. âYou are not alone,â he whispered. âNot while I am here.â
Epel Felmier:
Epel had always admired your resilience. To him, you were someone who, despite being shy and quiet, had a certain strength that he respected. But lately, he noticed that something was different. You werenât reacting the way you used to. You werenât as anxious or jumpy, but⊠you werenât really you either.
One afternoon, Epel found you sitting in the courtyard, staring blankly at the sky. He approached with a grin, his usual proud, determined expression in place. âYouâre not lettinâ anyone push ya around anymore, huh? Iâm proud of ya for that."
You glanced at him, managing a weak smile. âYeah, I guess.â
Epel sat down next to you, his smile fading as he looked at you more closely. âBut... somethinâ ainât right, is it?â
You exhaled slowly, leaning back against the bench. âIâm just⊠tired, Epel. I donât know how to keep going.â
Epel frowned, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees. âTired? What do ya mean? Youâre always so⊠strong.â
You chuckled bitterly, shaking your head. âI donât feel strong. I feel like Iâm falling apart.â
Epelâs frown deepened, and he scratched the back of his neck, clearly uncomfortable but trying his best to understand. âI get it, kinda. Youâve been workinâ hard, probably too hard.â He paused, glancing at you with concern. âYou donât have to be tough all the time, ya know. Itâs okay to ask for help.â
You smiled sadly at him. âI donât even know how to do that.â
Epel shifted closer, his usual rough-and-tumble demeanor softening. âWell, ya donât have to do it alone. Weâre friends, right? So, if ya need me, Iâm here. Even if itâs just to sit with ya.â
For the first time in a while, you felt a flicker of warmth. Epel wasnât the most eloquent, but his words carried a sincerity that hit you in all
Idia Shroud:
You hadnât meant to snap at Idia. Honestly, you didnât. But everything had been building for so long, like a pressure cooker about to blow, and when he made the commentâone that should have been harmlessâit all came crashing down.
âUh⊠youâre kinda different lately,â Idia had muttered, his eyes glued to his tablet as usual. His tone wasnât accusatory, more like an observation, but the words felt like a match thrown onto the pile of kindling that had been building inside you.
Different? Was that what he thought? As if you had just woken up one day and decided to be different. As if all the stress, all the constant work and the endless expectations hadnât eaten away at you until there was nothing left.
Your chest tightened, and before you could stop yourself, you snapped.
âOf course, Iâm different! Do you think I want to be like this? That Iâm enjoying any of this?â The words tumbled out, sharp and cutting, and you could see Idia flinch slightly, his usual wide-eyed, panicked expression flickering across his face.
He shrunk further into his hoodie, his hair dimming a little at your outburst. âI-I didnât mean it like that. I justââ
âYou just what?â you interrupted, your voice trembling with the weight of frustration and exhaustion. âYou think itâs fun being constantly overwhelmed? Do you think I like the fact that I donât even recognize myself anymore?â
Idia blinked, his hair now a dull, nervous blue as he fumbled with the edges of his sleeves. âN-No, Iâsorry. I didnât realizeââ
The sight of him looking so rattled, so unsure, finally made you pause. Your anger began to fade, replaced by a wave of guilt. He wasnât trying to upset youâhe was just being his usual, awkward self. You sighed heavily, running a hand through your hair as you sank onto a nearby chair.
âIâm sorry,â you muttered, staring at the ground. âI didnât mean to yell. Iâm just⊠tired.â
Idia glanced up at you, his hair flickering back to a soft blue. âNo, I get it. I mean⊠I donât get it get it, but⊠I can see youâve been stressed. I didnât mean to make it worse.â
You looked up at him, the frustration and exhaustion still simmering under the surface but no longer directed at him. âI just⊠I feel like Iâm falling apart, and I donât know how to stop it.â
Idia shifted uncomfortably, clearly out of his depth when it came to emotional stuff. But he nodded, his fingers tapping nervously on his tablet. âThat⊠sounds like a total nightmare, honestly. If you wanna talk or, like, not talk⊠I can just sit here. No pressure.â
You smiled weakly at him, grateful for the gesture even though you knew talking wouldnât fix everything. Still, the offer meant something, especially coming from someone like Idia, who was as socially awkward as they came. âThanks, Idia.â
He nodded quickly, his hair flickering brighter. âYeah, no prob.â
Ortho Shroud:
Ortho was a bright little ball of sunshine, a constant source of cheerfulness that sometimes felt like too much when you were in the state you were now. But he was also hard to ignore, especially when he zoomed over to greet you, his cheerful voice ringing out the second he spotted you.
"Hi! How are you doing today? Is there anything I can help you with?â Orthoâs voice was filled with such eager energy that it almost made you wince.
Normally, his enthusiasm would have been endearing, but today, it was just too much. You forced a tired smile. âIâm fine, Ortho. Just⊠tired.â
His sensors seemed to pick up on your low energy, and he tilted his head, his mechanical eyes glowing softly. âYou donât seem fine. Maybe you need some rest! Or maybe I could get you something to eat, orââ
âOrtho,â you interrupted, rubbing your temple as a wave of exhaustion hit you. âI just⊠I just want to be left alone for a little while, okay?â
There was a pause as Ortho processed your request. His cheerful smile faltered for a moment, and his eyes dimmed slightly, but then he nodded, his voice softening. âOkay, if thatâs what you want.â
You almost regretted snapping at him, but to his credit, Ortho didnât push. Instead, he hovered nearby, his presence quiet but still there, like a little brother who didnât want to leave your side even when you asked for space. He wasnât overbearingâjust a silent, watchful figure in the background, making sure you were okay.
After a few minutes, you glanced at him. He was still there, his eyes watching you with concern, but he hadnât said a word since you asked to be alone.
A small, tired smile tugged at your lips. âYou can stay, you know. Just⊠maybe tone it down a little.â
Orthoâs eyes brightened, and he floated a little closer, his voice quiet and soft now. âIâll be here if you need anything.â
Despite your exhaustion, you found comfort in Orthoâs presence. He wasnât pushy or demandingâjust there, offering quiet support. And for now, that was enough.
Malleus Draconia:
Malleus had a way of appearing at the most unexpected times. One moment you were alone, wallowing in your overwhelming responsibilities, and the next, he was there, his presence like a calm, steady force that momentarily took the weight off your shoulders.
"You have a heavy burden," he said softly, his glowing eyes watching you with concern.
You let out a hollow laugh, shaking your head. "I don't have a choice, Malleus. I have to do it all. There's no one else."
He was silent for a moment, his expression thoughtful, before he spoke again, his voice gentle but firm. "You always have a choice."
His words struck you, and you looked up at him, tired and skeptical. "What choice do I have, really? If I donât do it, who will?"
Malleus stepped closer, his large hand reaching out to gently take yours. The warmth of his touch was comforting, grounding. "I will help you," he said, his voice steady, full of promise. "You do not have to carry this burden alone. I would be honored if you would share it with me."
The sincerity in his words broke something inside of you, and you felt a lump rise in your throat. You hadnât realized how much you needed to hear that, how much you needed someone to acknowledge your struggle and offer their support. Tears welled up in your eyes, and you tried to blink them away, but it was no use.
Malleus gently pulled you into an embrace, his arms wrapping around you in a way that made you feel safe for the first time in what felt like forever. "I am here," he whispered. "Always."
You buried your face in his chest, letting the tears fall as you clung to him. For the first time in a long while, you didnât feel so alone.
Lilia Vanrouge:
Lilia always seemed to know when something was wrong, even when you tried to hide it. He found you sitting alone, your shoulders slumped, your mind racing with thoughts of everything you still had to do. The old faeâs eyes softened as he approached, crouching down to your level.
âAh, my little rabbit, itâs important not to lose yourself in all of this,â he said gently, his tone light but with a hint of seriousness. âYouâve been running yourself ragged.â
You sighed, feeling too tired to argue. âWhat choice do I have? It never stops.â
Lilia gave you a knowing smile, his eyes twinkling despite the concern behind them. âEven so, itâs vital to take care of yourself. If you get lost, who will be there to find you?â
You stared at him, your eyes stinging with unshed tears. You hadnât realized how much you had lost yourself until now, how much you had forgotten who you were amidst the endless demands and expectations.
âI donât know,â you whispered, your voice cracking slightly. âI donât know how to find myself again.â
Lilia reached out, placing a hand on your shoulder. âYou wonât have to do it alone. Iâll be there, whenever you need me. Youâve got someone who will always come looking for you, no matter how far you wander.â
The tears spilled over then, and Lilia gently pulled you into a hug, his arms surprisingly strong for his small frame. âCry if you need to, little rabbit. Itâs alright to be tired.â
You sobbed quietly into his shoulder, grateful for the comfort, for the promise that you werenât completely lost.
Silver:
Silver was different from the others. He didnât always have the right words, but his presence was comforting in its own way. You found him waiting for you one evening, his eyes calm and steady as always, and yet⊠there was a softness there that told you he understood more than he let on.
"You should rest," Silver said simply, his tone gentle but firm. "Youâve been pushing yourself too hard."
You wanted to argue, to tell him that you couldnât afford to rest, but the words wouldnât come. Instead, you just nodded, feeling a tear slip down your cheek.
Silver watched you for a moment, and then, in his quiet way, he stepped closer. "I can stand guard for you," he offered softly. "While you rest. No one will bother you."
Something about the offer made your heart ache, and you swallowed the lump in your throat. âSilver, you donât have toââ
âI want to,â he interrupted, his voice gentle but resolute. âItâs okay to let someone else take over, even if itâs just for a little while.â
His words, so simple and sincere, broke the dam, and before you knew it, tears were streaming down your face. Silver, ever so calm, wrapped an arm around your shoulder, pulling you into a hug that was both protective and comforting.
âIâll be here,â he murmured, his voice low and soothing. âYou donât have to do this alone.â
For the first time in days, you allowed yourself to lean on someone, feeling the exhaustion finally take over as you cried quietly into his chest.
Sebek Zigvolt:
Sebek was the last person youâd expect to understand. When he first saw you, looking worn out and drained, his immediate reaction was his usual loud, indignant self.
"Human! How could you let yourself become so... unkempt?!" Sebek had barked, his voice echoing in the corridor. "You have responsibilities! Standards to uphold!"
You barely reacted, your energy too drained to even muster a response. You just stood there, staring at him with tired, glassy eyes. Normally, you might have snapped back at him, might have told him off for being so overbearing. But today⊠you didnât even have that in you.
Sebek stopped, his expression shifting as he took in your hollow look. For the first time, he seemed to realize that something was deeply wrong. His usual bluster faded, and his voice softened, though it still held that familiar Sebek intensity. âAre⊠are you alright?â
It was such a simple question, and yet it broke something inside of you. You shook your head, unable to hold back the tears any longer. âNo. Iâm not.â
Sebekâs eyes widened, and for a moment, he looked completely at a loss. But then, to your surprise, he stepped closer, his voice quieter than youâd ever heard it. âYou⊠you should not bear this burden alone.â
You sniffed, wiping at your eyes with the back of your hand. âI donât have a choice.â
Sebek hesitated, then awkwardly placed a hand on your shoulder, his touch surprisingly gentle for someone so loud. âYou do. And you must let someone help you.â
You looked up at him, surprised by the sudden shift in his demeanor. Sebek, the loud and proud half-fae, was comforting you. And despite how awkward he was about it, you found it strangely reassuring.
âThank you,â you whispered, your voice trembling with emotion.
Sebekâs grip tightened slightly, and he nodded, his eyes full of determination. âI will not let you falter.â
You smiled weakly through your tears, and before you knew it, Sebek had pulled you into a clumsy, but genuine hug. It wasnât perfect, but it was enough. You held onto him, letting the tears flow, feeling a little less alone in the world.
And for the first time in a long while, you felt like maybeâjust maybeâyou didnât have to carry everything by yourself.
Rollo Flamme:
Rolloâs sharp eyes caught you as you wandered through the dimly lit halls, your steps slow and heavy. His brow furrowed slightly, the ever-present judgmental edge in his voice as he approached.
âYouâre not really alive anymore, are you?â
It was such a blunt statement, cutting straight through the haze of your exhaustion. For a moment, you stood there, frozen, unsure if you had even heard him correctly. Then, something inside you cracked. All at once, the weight of everything you had been carrying overwhelmed you, and you felt your knees buckle.
âIâm trying,â you whispered, your voice breaking. âIâm trying so hard, but⊠itâs never enough. I donât know how much longer I can do this.â
You expected him to scoff, to make some cold remark about duty and responsibility. But instead, Rolloâs usually sharp expression softened. He hesitated for a moment, clearly unsure of how to proceed, but thenâso awkwardly it almost startled youâhe reached out and gently took your hand in his.
âI⊠didnât mean to cause more distress,â he murmured, his voice uncharacteristically gentle. âYou have been shouldering too much.â
The simple contact, the warmth of his hand in yours, sent a flood of emotion through you. Tears welled up in your eyes, and you squeezed his hand, your lip trembling. âI donât know what to do anymoreâŠâ
Rolloâs grip tightened, a silent promise that he wouldnât let you fall any further. âThen perhaps itâs time to stop trying to carry it all alone.â
Neige LeBlanche:
You hadnât expected to run into Neige when you didâhis usual bright demeanor an overwhelming contrast to the exhaustion you felt pressing down on your every move. When he saw you, his eyes widened with immediate concern.
âOh no⊠have you been running yourself ragged?â Neige asked, his voice soft and full of sympathy.
You tried to smile, tried to brush it off like you always did. âItâs fine, really. Iâm just⊠tired.â
But the moment you said it, you felt the tears rising again. The weight of everything youâd been trying to handle was too much, and now, in front of someone as kind and gentle as Neige, it was impossible to keep the façade up any longer.
Neige, sensing the shift in your mood, stepped closer, his expression full of worry. âYou donât have to do this alone, you know.â He gently took your arm, guiding you to sit on a nearby bench. âCome on, letâs rest for a bit.â
As soon as you sat down, the dam broke, and you buried your face in your hands, sobbing quietly. Neige didnât say anything for a moment, but his presence was soothing, like a warm blanket on a cold day. Slowly, he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you into a comforting hug.
âYouâve done so much already,â he whispered, his voice gentle. âYou deserve to rest.â
The tears came faster, but this time, they felt like a release. Neige held you, stroking your hair softly as you cried into his shoulder. He didnât try to fix everything or offer any grand solutions. He just stayed there, offering quiet comfort, and in that moment, it was exactly what you needed.
Cheânya
Cheânyaâs grin was as wide as ever when he appeared beside you, hanging upside down from a tree branch like it was the most natural thing in the world. But there was something in his eyes as he looked at you, something that said he knew something was different.
âWell, well, well,â he teased, his voice lilting with amusement. âLooks like youâve finally become like the rest of themâcynical and all that.â
His words were meant to be lighthearted, a joke, but they hit too close to home. You felt your breath hitch, the ache in your chest tightening. The teasing that once might have been playful now only highlighted the exhaustion, the bitterness you had tried to hide for so long.
âI⊠I didnât want to become like this,â you whispered, your voice trembling. âI didnât want to be so⊠tired.â
Cheânya blinked, his grin fading slightly as he flipped down from the branch to stand beside you. âHey now⊠I didnât mean to make you upset, little rabbit.â
But it was too late. The tears were already spilling down your cheeks, your body shaking with the weight of everything you had been holding in. You covered your face with your hands, embarrassed by how easily you had broken down.
Without a word, Cheânya crouched beside you, his playful demeanor slipping away as he gently touched your arm. âItâs alright, you know? You donât have to hide it.â
You sniffled, wiping at your eyes with the back of your hand. âIâm just⊠Iâm so tired of trying to keep up with everything.â
Cheânya gave a soft chuckle, but there was no teasing in it now. âThatâs because youâre not supposed to do it all by yourself.â
Before you could say anything, he pulled you into a tight hug, his arms wrapping around you in a way that felt both comforting and protective. âYouâre not alone, little rabbit. Not with me around.â
Grim:
Grim had been his usual self at first, bounding around and bragging about his latest escapades. But then he noticed how quiet you had been lately, how you didnât respond to his antics with your usual snark. He had brushed it off at first, but the more he thought about it, the more it gnawed at him.
Finally, Grim came up to you, his tail flicking nervously as he tried to gauge your mood. âHey⊠henchhuman. Youâve been actinâ real weird lately.â
You glanced at him, too tired to even muster a proper response. âIâm just tired, Grim.â
âTired?â Grim huffed, crossing his little arms. âYouâre always tired! But this is different, ainât it?â
You didnât say anything, and thatâs when Grimâs expression shifted. He stepped closer, his eyes wide and full of concern. âHenchhuman⊠did I do somethinâ? Did I make things worse?â
The sound of his worried voice, of Grim actually not being selfish for once, broke you. You had been holding it in for so long, trying to be strong, but now, with Grim looking at you with those big, worried eyes, you couldnât hold back anymore. The tears came, fast and unstoppable, and you buried your face in your hands.
Grim panicked for a moment, unsure of what to do, but then he scrambled onto your lap, pressing his little head against your chest. âHey, hey! Donât cry! I didnât mean to make ya upset!â
You sobbed harder, your hands shaking as you tried to get a hold of yourself. âIâm sorry, Grim. Iâve just⊠Iâve been so overwhelmed, and I didnât want to bother youâŠâ
âBother me?â Grim scoffed, but there was no bite to his words. âYouâre my henchhuman! If somethinâs wrong, you tell me, got it?â
You nodded, tears still streaming down your face as you hugged Grim tightly. He grumbled a little, but then he nuzzled against you, his small form warm and comforting in your arms. âIâm sorry I didnât notice sooner,â he muttered. âBut youâre gonna be okay. âCause youâve got me.â
Despite everything, you smiled through your tears. Grim wasnât perfect, but in his own way, he was trying to help. And for now, that was enough.
Crowley:
"Ah, my ever-reliable little rabbit!" Crowley called from across the hallway, his cloak billowing dramatically behind him. He approached with his usual flourish, clearly in one of his grandiose moods. "I couldn't help but notice that your posture is rather⊠less upright than usual. No doubt due to your recent lack of respect and enthusiasm! You simply mustâ"
You barely looked up. Everything was gray. Crowleyâs usual barrage of demands and flowery speeches washed over you like distant noise, and for the first time, you didnât even flinch.
âI donât care.â
The words came out before you could stop them, low and exhausted. You didnât even bother to meet his eyes.
Crowley paused, blinking in confusion. âPardon? Did you justâ?â His voice faltered as he saw the deep bags under your eyes, the way your shoulders slumped, and how utterly defeated you looked. The bravado drained from his expression as he realized just how far he had pushed you.
âOh⊠oh dear,â he stammered, clearly flustered. âI⊠I hadnât realized you were feeling this way.â His hands flapped awkwardly, and he shifted on his feet, the image of a man utterly lost in uncharted waters. âPerhaps Iâve⊠overworked you. Just a smidge! But worry not! Crowley is here toâermâassist! Yes, assist!â
You stared blankly at him. âI donât need assistance. I need you to stop.â
Crowleyâs face fell, and after a moment of visible panic, he hesitantly reached out, patting your shoulder in what he clearly thought was a comforting gesture. âThere, there⊠Youâre very⊠valuable to us all. Truly. Perhaps⊠a bit of a break? I willâuhâtake care of things while you rest. Just⊠please donât break down.â
Though his attempt at comfort was clumsy and awkward, the thought behind it made your eyes well up with tears. Despite everything, he was trying.
âOkay,â you whispered, and Crowley gave an exaggerated nod, as if this small victory had restored his usual bravado.
âVery well! Iâll expect to see you back when youâre ready, my precious little rabbit. Take your time!â
Divus Crewel:
Professor Crewelâs sharp gaze pinned you the moment you entered his classroom. He noted the new tension in your shoulders, the lack of bounce in your step, and the weary drag in your eyes.
âWell, well, looks like youâve finally grown some grit,â Crewel said, his lips curling into a smirk. âItâs about time you toughened up. I was beginning to think I had a little herbivore in my class, but I see now youâve developed a thicker hide.â
Those wordsâmeant to be encouragement, or perhaps a complimentâbroke the last bit of strength you had left. The tears you had been holding back spilled over, and your breath hitched as you tried, and failed, to keep your emotions in check.
Crewelâs eyes widened in alarm, his smirk vanishing in an instant. âWhoa, whoa, nowâwhatâs this?â His tone softened, and he quickly put down the lesson plan heâd been holding. He crossed the room, placing a surprisingly gentle hand on your shoulder. âI didnât mean⊠I wasnât trying to push you that far.â
You shook your head, choking back sobs. âI just⊠I canât anymore. I canât keep up with everything.â
For a moment, Crewel stood there, clearly at a loss. But then his paternal instincts kicked in, and he sighed, pulling you into a firm but comforting hug. âYouâve been doing too much, havenât you, pup? Trying to shoulder all of it on your own.â
You nodded, tears soaking into his coat, but he didnât seem to mind. He gently stroked your back in soothing motions. âYouâve proven yourself time and again,â he murmured. âBut you donât have to break yourself to do it. Let me handle some of the load.â
His words, so uncharacteristically gentle, made you cry harder. And Crewel, despite his tough exterior, let you. âItâs okay, pup. You donât have to carry this alone.â
Mozus Trein:
Professor Trein glanced over his spectacles at you as you entered his classroom, late, looking disheveled and utterly drained. He gave a soft âtsk,â his usual sternness evident. âI hope this recent behavior wonât affect your studies,â he remarked, a hint of disappointment in his voice.
You didnât even have the energy to reply, simply nodding and sitting down heavily at your desk. Trein continued to watch you for a moment, then his brow furrowed as he took in the full extent of your exhaustionâthe dark circles under your eyes, the slumped posture, the way you barely moved.
He put down the parchment heâd been grading and approached you, his voice quieter, more concerned. âYouâre not yourself.â
You felt tears prick your eyes, but you stubbornly kept them at bay. âIâm⊠trying.â
Trein sighed, and for the first time, his stern exterior softened. âYouâve always been diligent. But there comes a time when even the most diligent students need rest.â
Before you could respond, you felt a soft weight land in your lap. Lucius, Treinâs ever-grumpy cat, had jumped up onto your desk, curling up as if offering you silent comfort.
Trein gave a rare, faint smile. âEven Lucius seems to think youâve had enough. Take some time for yourself, and⊠donât hesitate to ask for help.â
It was the first time you felt truly seen in a while. And though Trein wasnât the warmest, his quiet concernâand Luciusâs uncharacteristic kindnessâwere enough to make you finally exhale the breath youâd been holding.
Sam:
Samâs wide grin greeted you as you wandered into his shop, his usual cheerful energy practically bouncing off the walls. âWell hey there, little rabbit! What brings you to my corner of the world today?â
You mustered a half-hearted smile, trying to match his energy, but it fell flat. âJust⊠looking.â
Samâs eyes narrowed, sharp as ever. âJust lookinâ, huh? Câmon now, I know you better than that! Somethinâs got you down, I can see it from a mile away.â
You shrugged, not really wanting to get into it, but before you could think of a reply, Sam leaned in closer, his tone still playful but a bit more serious. âYou look like youâve been runninâ on empty, little rabbit. Whatâs goinâ on?â
For some reason, the concern in his voice broke through the walls youâd been trying to keep up. The tears welled up without warning, and you bit your lip, shaking your head as if you could will them away.
Samâs grin faltered, and his usual jokes fell silent. He quickly stepped around the counter, his voice softer than youâd ever heard it. âHey, hey⊠none of that now. Youâre too important to be runninâ yourself into the ground like this.â
You sniffled, wiping at your eyes. âI just⊠I donât know how to keep going, Sam.â
Without a word, Sam pulled you into a hug, his big arms wrapping around you protectively. âYouâve been strong for a long time, little rabbit. Ainât nothinâ wrong with leaninâ on someone else every once in a while.â
Ashton Vargas:
âHey! Whatâs up, champ?â Vargas greeted you with his usual booming enthusiasm as you dragged yourself into the gym. His muscular arms were crossed over his chest, and he was clearly expecting you to give some sort of equally enthusiastic reply.
Instead, you just shrugged, your energy completely sapped. âNothing much.â
Vargas frowned, his usually boisterous demeanor faltering slightly as he noticed how worn out you looked. âHey, you alright? Youâre lookinâ a little worse for wear.â
You tried to laugh it off, but it came out weak. âJust tired.â
âTired?â Vargas echoed, his concern growing. âYouâre a fighter! You donât get tired, right?â He tried to give you an encouraging slap on the back, but when you didnât respond, his smile dropped completely. âOkay, somethingâs really wrong.â
You sighed, the exhaustion creeping into every part of you. âI canât keep up anymore, Iâm just⊠done.â
For a moment, Vargas looked completely out of his depth. He wasnât exactly the go-to guy for emotional support. But he wasnât going to let you suffer alone either. He awkwardly reached out, putting a hand on your shoulder.
âLook, uh⊠Iâm not the best with words, but⊠you donât have to be strong all the time, okay? Everyone needs a break. Even you.â
His sincerity, even through the awkwardness, made your heart clench. And before you knew it, you were leaning into his surprisingly gentle hold as tears finally escaped.
âAlright, alright,â Vargas muttered, patting your back like a dad who didnât really know what he was doing but was trying his best. âWeâll get you through this, alright? Just⊠breathe.â
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